Breathe & Be Whole

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I see you energizing

9th dimensional frequencies

as you set anchor

into realms of nature that

one must be invited into.

I thought I knew beauty,

until I saw your features,

so intentionally calculated

by a network of sound waves.

the heavens are orchestrating

you.

I read every part of you

as if your freckles are a map

to the origin of your soul,

so that I may travel through time

and praise your every step

you took, that lead you here,

in my arms.

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::evolving into Earth::

A multidimensional passage way.

dreaming, entheogens, meditation, &

divine downloads.

Nature is existing in high definition,

she has invited me in to witness.

medicine of my grandmothers

great great grandmother

found me, and ate me whole.

It taught me to work with & within holograms,

so we may energize the

spacetime we live in.

In eden we cast light grids through intentional imagining,

to stabilize spacious, divine love.

Some are born with the ability to purify atmosphere with their light bodies.

I wonder to myself, do you know you are doing this?

plants communicate through vibrational

humming, and hopefully I will learn their language.

And so I listen. And so I listen.

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How would our world shift if we all held radical forgiveness & divine mercy for one another as we move through collective lessons, together, hand in hand? How would the evolutionary pace shift if we surrendered to our wounds in a soft way? When I say “in a soft way”, I mean being honest with ourselves.. Where did we ignore the red flags? Where were we not in integrity with our boundaries? When did we overextend ourselves in places that truly were at peace without our presence? How can we reclaim our experiences and stop blaming others/events/circumstances for our hurts and wounds? When there is no one or nothing to blame as the cause of our wounds, we are able to let go of the story we’ve woven and truly just sit with the energy of what is. I’ve experiencing moments lately, where I’ve felt, “Oh wow, I am just sad, and now I am reflecting this sadness within my relationship with this divine person, to be felt and understood deeper through experience.” 🌎 Earth is moving through some high energetic reevaluation, remember to take deep breaths and be extra patient with yourself and others. Drink lots of water & nourish that nervous system!! 🌸

✨Peace & blessings✨ ✨Love & gratitude✨ ✨Deep, nourishing breaths✨

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it is a profound experience,

to sit with a plant & witness how it opens different facets of my heart.

.:*white chrysanthemum, rose, & white tea’s *:.

synergy

kindles

. . . e m p a t h y . . . my heart melts.

pooling emotions,

streaming visions,

through electromagnetic rivers

of our energetic matrices. .

salty water falls from my eyes.

i see you clearly. your wounds are so innocent.

.:*:.

it is our sacred responsibility

to hold every soul

with great care.

for we are all hurting.

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Space Travel

as the planes interior lights turn  to blue, we begin to move.

I gaze passed my vision, into my inner workings of my imagination-space.

I remember my 5th dimensional self, and all the ways of space travel.

I grin. For a multi-second, I remember the sense of freedom space travel invokes. For now, I am a passenger, simply imagining the world as a captain of my pearl space craft.

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you are a slow-moving river,

steady gaining power through timeless motion.

I am a grounded cypress tree, 

overseeing the shifting of cycles eternal.

our love the wind, shaping the curves of my branches and creating texture to your surface.

sourcing vitality from the sun's heart.

awaiting untold stories of the star gridded skies. 

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Careless caring. Like catching raindrops in my hand, I care to capture enough to feel the skies weeping. I careless as it falls through the cracks of my fingers, over the edges of my hands, and back to the earth... where it once began. I remind myself, that this is nourishment.

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I will be patient, as the children of the earth cry out for comfort. I remember the fright I experienced as a child, when entering in the darkness of night. My imagination streamed through the exploration of the void, taking me in. I would wish with all my power to stop thinking about that which made no sense to me.. Where was I going? Where am I now and what happeneds after this life? Questions with no answers, and no one verbally asking these questions that terrified me. I myself, too afraid to ask.

So I will sit, and see the kids off to sleep. Assuring them that they are safe, that I am here. I pray for their angels to bridge them gracefully into the void.. Darkness is where we dream. Infinite potential for the creation of any vision. So we drink plant medicine to relax our bodies, to stimulate our imagination. And we meditate.

I am patient, as the children of the earth cry. I too know how scary it is to be alive, while seemingly so disconnected from the awareness of our true home. Even though we reenter it every night. We forget upon waking.

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Waxing Moon

I am awakening. Among my brethren. Sacred sister stand in trine. Our tender hearts bring the focus of the night,  back to the waxing moon. La luna illuminating our awareness of the sprouting greens breaking past the threshold. Of our consciousness, of our Earth.  Here the soil kisses the sky. The seeds I previously, carelessly planted on the new moon are now sharing their sacred hymns ever so slightly. Kneel, cup your ear and breathe softly. You’ll hear their delicate promises. Promising progress.  Just as the cycling moon carries us all.

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Sacred partnership with the divine.

I wish to engage in sacred partnerships, where the commitments to one another is nourished by the breaths we take with God. I wish to shift into conscious living within the unity consciousness, where the motives of action is fueled by the desire of service. So I prepare my body daily to receive God's light, becoming hollow and drawing from this abundance of source energy.  I choose not to be blocked and engulfed by the fear of the potential pain I may experience by becoming  vulnerable. I wish to open my heart fully, knowing the divine has aligned me in vulnerable commitments in order to dive deeply into the heart of my beloved. I intend to dive so deeply into these beloved partnerships until only God is known.  I wear the armor of Gods light and hold a sword of Gods prayers, so that I may feel protected while opening my heart and not fear being ripped apart. I am a dedicated lover of God consciousness and I bring that forth in the relationships I meld into. I commit to God and I commit to seeing God within my partnerships. I unravel the distractions of life by committing my service to God and the extension of this source energy (our world and human kind). I am not looking for comfort by  committing to one another, I am looking to push the edge of comfort by creating a safe container to funnel divine light, allowing truth to pierce through the veils that bind us to suffering. So I pray, a little deeper every day. Allowing myself to open to receive relationships who desire this as well. And so it is. 

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Breaking past the barriers.

My heart has shattered again and again. Breaking me open to such vulnerable spaces.

My tears purify me.

I must be doing something right, for God to be handing me challenges as soon as I feel like I can breathe again from conquering the last one. I'm given opportunities to persevere and gain the tools I need, in order to heal, and turn to help others along the way.

Why do some lessons have to be like a ton of bricks slamming against me? I suppose that's simply a metaphor of how much suffering there is in this world.

I know my tears I shed is not only from my suffering, I cry out for God to help us all. Great Spirit answers by handing me challenges to break past the barriers, constructs and time locks humanity is stuck in.

For that I am grateful. I am at a point in my life where I feel like all the odds are against me, but yet I am here, steeping tea and in good health.. it really really makes me question myself... Are the odds really against me? Or are these experiences guiding me in ways I cannot see fully?

The Page of Swords reveals that I have been invited to rid my eyes of the clouded haze of too much daylight and to see the path that the nocturnal guardians of the sky offer.. To look to the stars for guidance, just as our ancestors did.

This human experience is tough y'all. I keep looking to my mom, asking "Seriously, is this life?" She continues to nod.. Well, at least we are all in it together.

Calling out for some cuddles, tea, laughs and love.

And so it is. Empowering me to pray a little deeper every day. Peace be with you all.