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[nupeace]

I accept love, I feel love, I give love, I am love.

[nupeace]

I used to unconsciously think the only way I could actually really FEEL love was through sex, and being wanted sexually.

It isn’t.

I used to unconsciously think my value was dependent on who thought I was attractive or cool.

It isn’t.

I used to unconsciously think I couldn’t be myself and be fully loved by anyone.

Not true.

I used to unconsciously think if I wasn’t happy with my body then no one else would be either.

Not true.

I never allowed myself to receive love and that is why I never felt it. I never allowed myself to be myself and that was what brought me to depression. I take responsibility for my part of letting other people get in the way of me loving myself. I take responsibility for letting people in my life who treated me wrongly and for letting them treat me that way. But I was raised in a world where I learned these things to be truth, consciously or unconsciously. I learned these beliefs and so I forgive myself completely for years of neglecting myself.

Today I vow to embrace myself. To love myself whole, Spirit and body. I forgive myself and uplift myself above the negativity I had made my reality. I share my gift of Being, here in Now, with acceptance, grace, light and love.

[nupeace]

You have more space within you than outside of you.

[nupeace]

The divinity of men is found in the poorest of them.

[nupeace]

A mantra that came to me in a dream

I am not my body I am not my job I am not what others think of me I am not my possessions I am not my relationships I am a divine being made of only light and pure love I am love