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African Blood Ride Gliders with Orange Sky Another World & (Fields & Visions) (2022) by Ori Gersht

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just life blogging

my shit is random af rn. feeling random ass feelings, doing random activities. picking up miscellaneous gigs & applying for every kind of assistance, i got a case manager, i'll probably sell some of my items & artwork to get through the next few months, i'm having crazy dreams abt her, i'm not ready to even think about moving on yet, i just have to live with a torn up exploded broken heart for a while. 3 years is a long time. im spending time with womyn i care about and that care about me.

my brain is fried in a crazy way i have no working memory and i keep dropping things, people are having to help me with really simple tasks, i'm accepting having a learning disability and bipolar instead of pretending i can become normal through willpower, my heart and soul are in shreds all over my 300sqft apt, insomnia / sleeping for 14 hours straight, i'm going to do something really nice for myself so soon, something that will involve helping other women too.

[graceofgosh]

🌱 EXTREMELY ROBUST SCALLIONS 🌱

do NOT scroll past the scallions. these are extremely robust. i did not seek them out, they were placed before me.

the produce misters had just run. the bundles were tight. the whites were WHITE. good fortunes await.

🧅 repost within 24 hours: robust scallions

🧅 repost within 1 hour: robust scallions + minor windfall

🧅 do not repost: limp scallions. flaccid stalk. the celery will look at you and it will know.

a man in Fresno scrolled past. his scallions went to seed the same evening. his dog stopped making eye contact.

a woman reposted immediately. she found $40 in a coat. her scallions have not wilted since March.

I AM NOT SAYING IT’S THE SCALLIONS. I’m saying look at them. good fortunes await. 🌱

[abnormoinfo]

I super owe this tumblr some posts! Might get experimental for a while

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i hope madonna beams me up to gay heaven with her taint lazer, soon

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im feeling really learning disabled right now

[m-elloncollie]

Make it work! (2006)

[roguewave27]

you want it to be one way, but it's the other way

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heartbreak is fascinating

[hateusandseeifwemind]

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important psa!! stay safe out there girlz...

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it's all so complicated

[grrlmusic]

Madonna - Confessions II

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my heart hurts

[brucefromfamilyguy]

hungry?

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they took it.