lil shit

ray / normal age / xx

[secretcat]

[nutloaf]

Don't Die December

[nutloaf]

it's Don't Die December again !

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difficult ....

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difficult

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only 2 more days of Don't Die December !! keep it up sisters!

[nutloaf]

Great job ladies!!!!! We did it! And now we're already over a week into Just Live January #justlivejanuary #keeplivingandstayingalive #ilovebeingalive

[nutloaf]

The last few months were pretty iffy, huh girls? Well don't worry, we're all getting back on track☝️ Must Stay Alive May is over, let's get ready for an awesome Jellybean June 🌈🫘🍭 (if you're feeling bad you can eat jellybeans or other candy to feel better)

[nutloaf]

2 to 3 weeks of migraine headaches (a new condition i unlocked) plus a last minute very intense camping excursion = i am doing all my final projects all at once right now 3 days before they are due :D

i layed out & typeset a whole entire booklet today and this was playing in my head the whole time

‘I’m gonna write a whole book in a day, I’m gonna write a full book in one day.’ 📚 #booktok #writerslife #deadline #girlshbo #lenadunham #anxiety

[hazelsmazecave]

LGBT = Let's Do Epic Shit

[patrickbatemanamericanpsycho]

[nutloaf]

i think being (a wittle) crazy is wayyy better than being clinically depressed. like, not even a little bit comparable

[nutloaf]

like if you can be neither that's great keep it up, but i have to choose one and i'm basically done being depressed i don't really have any interest in doing that any more. and really i didn't choose crazy, crazy chose me...... when i was borned .

[nutloaf]

and i learned that supressing your natural special self for lots of years will make you physically and mentally sick. it's crazy because the townies back home treated me like beacon of radical self-expression and fearless self-actualization (for being transgander)(and having piercings) but i was like repressing every single part of me so hard all the time that it physically hurt. my body is a machine optimized to make art and to act a fool - ONLY - and i risk voiding my warranty if i use it for off-label purposes

[nutloaf]

i straight up regressed to being a tweenager over the weekend like im listening to dubstep again and everything. kinda epic :-)

[nutloaf]

i think being (a wittle) crazy is wayyy better than being clinically depressed. like, not even a little bit comparable

[nutloaf]

like if you can be neither that's great keep it up, but i have to choose one and i'm basically done being depressed i don't really have any interest in doing that any more. and really i didn't choose crazy, crazy chose me...... when i was borned .

[nutloaf]

i think being (a wittle) crazy is wayyy better than being clinically depressed. like, not even a little bit comparable

[nutloaf]

i had a transcendental experience recently and it unfortunately released all the most true and beautiful parts of myself and of life, the earth, and the people around me, who i love very much. i'd been so confused about what i'm supposed to be doing and how i'm supposed to be living and now i remember what the answer is and it's just exactly what i said i would do when i was 5 like i've been knew this whole time wtf 😭 and now i can't pretend like i don't know 😭 so now i have to follow my dreams 😭😭 and express and love myself 😭😭 also trees are alive 😭😭😭😭

[rozieramati]

[nociceptrix]

[glubby]

i would like a hug…. JUST KIDDING! i would like TWO hugs. (suddenly becomes cold and standoffish) i don’t need anything or anyone and i don’t want to talk about it.

[cryptotheism]

[guy whose parents are a Christmas elf and a dracula]: I just feel like I don't belong anywhere

Me: that's rough man I'm sorry

ElfDracula: I'm still white though, right?

Me: you gotta get off those forums man

[nutloaf]

its really crazy how bad im doing and how meassed up my mental health is lol. hi tumbl. sorry to my irls that i havent responded to i miss everyone a lot im just experiencing things

[groupieculture]

[comment-tube]

[nutloaf]

this is what happened to me.