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Make you see that some things are worth bruising for. Make you see that your name is your honor code. #nxptis Mun & Muse 18+ [Indie rp blog for Max Hardy] This blog contains NSFW posts including violence and smut, continue at your own discretion

[magistrx]

                       ❝Is that vodka?❞                                                       ❝Yeah.❞                     ❝Are you Russian?❞                                                   ❝Yeah.❞                                                                            i. ii. iii. iv.

[nxptis]

While I’m sure you’re all aware of my hiatus, it is something I feel that I need to address across all my blogs simply for my own peace of mind -- and to relieve another worry from my shoulders. 

Like I said, you’ve probably all realised I haven’t been on this blog (or any) for a while and it’s simply because I have not been in the right frame of mind to write about anything. I shan’t bore you with details, but since the beginning of this year, light has been shed on my problems and I’m now getting the help I need to slowly return to myself. To aid in this, I need to get rid of the things that have been weighing me down recently; things such as these abandoned blogs. I have no plans to delete my RP blogs just yet, as many of them have story arcs that I would love to actually follow through with, but for me roleplaying became less of a hobby and more of this extra stressful job where i was doing it to appease others, but not receiving the enjoyment of it for myself. 

Atop of this, there are some serious life decisions that I need to make regarding my happiness in the long term which, if all goes as I hope, will take up a lot more time. Not to mention a trip to New York is less than a month away!!! and I still haven’t got everything together that I need.

I’m sorry for leaving you all hanging and for not finishing any threads that you enjoyed, but I have to do what’s best for me now. Don’t expect me back too soon.

[megwinter]

Real or not, nothing has changed. You chose hunting Mark over me and you would do it again, wouldn’t you? 

[chopstickstickly]

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[daiixy]

                                      ❝He will gut us in our sleep if he even                                          suspects that we have our own agenda.                                                          So, just play nice.❞                                                                      i. ii. iii.

[nxptis]

[smug max noises]

[ingeminis]

“You’re right——                Ryan and Mike need to be here to watch you die.      I’d really love to see their faces, knowing they can’t                                                                                              s a v e  you.”

[nxptis]

    ❝R I G H T ----           I could call them, do you want me           to do that? To get them here?❞

[ingeminis]

“C’mon Max——               I  P R O M I S E.      You know I take this very seriously.               I won’t let anything happen to you, okay?”

[nxptis]

       ❝Alright----            Tonight it is. I’ll meet you out back,            bring the stuff and we’ll do it. Hey?            You can be real sweet when you            want to be. Thanks.❞

[flcraltrasharchive]

nxptis

“no, nope, no way, nope.”

[nxptis]

    ❝I hear what you’re saying, but have you         considered Y E S?❞

[ofhardy-blog]

╳ nxptis has a tip ▲

 ”Do you ever just think about the vacations   we could take if this wasn’t our lives.”

[nxptis]

    ❝Oh, yeah. Sun, sand, margaritas by the pool.         Between us, I’ve researched online where I         would go if I could. At this point, a spa day         with a decent massage would be great.❞

[nxptis]

apologies for the spam, but i finally got all the replies on here done. (at least the ones in my drafts, i don’t know if there are any floating in the ether somewhere but if there are i didn’t care enough to put it in my drafts, so i probably had no intention to reply anyway. oops. if you have a specific reply you want that i’ve missed, let me know.) highfives self. i need to sleep for 4 years now.

[ingeminis]

“Max——    Of course I’m sure.           I was  B O R N  ready.”

[nxptis]

      ❝Be serious. If we mess this up,             I could-- I will lose everything             and we would both be screwed.             P R O M I S E me.❞

[stickersandspankings-deactivate]

Watching as his niece protests against wakefulness, he lifts his mug to his lips with a thankfully steady hand. One thing he didn’t miss about drinking? The fuckin’ DTs that made him look like the last leaf in Autumn. “Relax. It’s not that late. You fell asleep on my couch. Considering how exhausted you’ve looked lately, I just let you sleep.” Pausing to let her absorb the information, he turned and headed back towards the kitchen. “There’s coffee.”

[nxptis]

           It took a few moments for the daze to clear and Max was finally able to focus on her            surroundings; Ryan wasn’t kidding, she had really fallen asleep on the couch -- no            wonder there was an uncomfortable crick in her neck. As she raised to sit upright,            an apology was mumbled against the back of her hand when she stifled a yawn. A            grateful smile was then turned to her uncle as she stood and made her way to the            kitchen,

                                  ❝You read my mind.❞ Max pulled a mug from the cabinet and                                        promptly began filling it with coffee. No milk, no sugar. Black.                                        If they planned to work all day and through the night again, she                                        was going to need it. The mug was cradled in both hands and                                        she paused as she bought it to her lips, allowing the warmth of                                        the liquid heat her cold hands, ❝Any news? Updates?❞

[nxptis]

 xfidus:

Mike grins. “Sure. Give me five, I’ll be right back.”  He ducks out of the bullpen and down the hall. It feels good to get out of their, to stretch his legs. He pours two mugs of coffee (he gets plenty of sugar in his) and returns to Max’s station. “Your order, ma’am,” he nearly singsongs, resting her mug by her arm. "You doing okay so far?" He won’t admit he’s  concerned about her, but conversation he can do.

      Given the reason they’re both working so tirelessly around the       clock to find out what information they can, Max knows she       shouldn't being smiling as wide as she does when Mike returns       with the drinks in hand. It’s partly to do with the thought of the       caffeine she’ll soon be fuelled by, but mostly it’s the company       of the agent and the companionship that seems to surround        them whenever they’re together, 

            ❝Thank you, sir.❞ She chirps in response, slender fingers                 curling around the warm mug of fresh coffee. Max nodded                 her reply to Mike’s enquiry, but raised the drink to take a                 sip before she spoke again. ❝Yeah, I’m doing good. . .                 How are you doing?❞ Without concious thought, the                  overused tone of concern slipped out with her return of                 the question. Max would apologise for her constant worry                 about Mike, but he seemed dead set on not acknowledging                 what had gone on and, as much as he cared, Ryan wasn’t                 exactly great when it came to telling people how he feels.                 So, Max would have to worry enough for the three of them.

[ingeminis]

"Yeah— you’re right…"

       ”I should just kill you.”

[nxptis]

          ❝Kill me now and the FBI will be onto you               in a matter of seconds -- and something               tells me you don’t want that. Be smart,               Mark.❞

[tonights-thenight-blog]

We’re all responsible.

[jodiescouser]

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