Trusting

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tfdrew‌:

Drew pulled back ever so slightly to look at Nathan. “Nuh if you’re paying for them, their food and every other expense, they are your’s. They’re just my roomies like you are. Doesn’t make you mine.” He teased and chuckled. “What are you wanting to get pet wise?” He lolled his head back onto the couch, staring at the ceiling. “I don’t know how to let someone care for me… I don’t know how to act, I don’t know what to do in a… Whatever we are.” He whispered and closed his eyes. “I just… I know I wanna make you happy.”

“Well that is going to severely hurt their feelings Drew. Just imagine all their cute little sad faces looking at you.” He was fairly certain Drew would adore any animal he brought into the house. “I don’t know. My sister has tons of animals but mainly horses. I was just thinking of maybe getting one or two dogs and another cat maybe.” He wasn’t sure what pets he wanted but he knew he wanted more. “I just want you to be yourself. We don’t have to label what we are if you don’t want to.”

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tfdrew‌:

Drew sighed and closed his eyes, resting his head against Nathan’s shoulder. He hid his face and inhaled his sweet scent. “Just cause you’re a doctor doesn’t mean you’re always right.” Drew muttered against him with a soft smile. “I never said I’d be a free vet for you.” He chuckled softly before looking up at him with furrowed brows. No matter how many times Nate tried to convince the wolf that there was good in him, he couldn’t believe it. Who would? How could he believe it when his whole life, he’s been told the opposite? “You do realise I come with baggage right?”

“That is the farthest thing from the truth. I’m so right all the time it hurts.” He was clearly teasing since he was rarely right about most things. “Well technically since you’re going to move in any animals living here are partly yours so it would be your responsibility to look after them too. That means free vet services for all the cuties.” He had truly figured out the master plan for having tons of pets. “Babe I realize you have some baggage but that isn’t going to scare me away. I am committed to this. Please don’t try to push me away. Let me care about you.”

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tfdrew‌:

“Nathan…” He sighed, shaking his head. He knew that whatever he said to Nate, the other was never going to believe him. “Not a sweetheart, Nate. I’m not nice to people, how can you call me a sweetheart when you’ve seen what I’m like?” And yet around the human, he melted. He was nice. He was soppy and actually wanted to be intimate with someone. This wasn’t Drew. Or was it? He sighed as he rested his head on the other’s chest, brows furrowed in confusion as to how the lone wolf got to here. “Huh? A cat? Yeah, that’s fine, as you said… I’m a vet. I like animals. Million pets? I know this is a big place but I dunno if you’ll get that many here.” He chuckled before looking at Nathan. “Why’re you doing this?”

“Drew I wish you wouldn’t argue with me. I am a doctor I am pretty much always right. You’re so cute to argue with me though. I absolutely adore that you’re trying to talk me out of something that you don’t even have a chance of talking me out of.” He grinned pressing a kiss to his cheek. He didn’t know why but the more time he spent with Drew the more he adored him. He would do anything to make him happy. “I take that as a challenge. I will fit as many pets in here as I can. It will be good because I can get free vet help for them.” He teased with a smirk. “What do you mean? I’m doing this because I like you. I want you. I have since we met. I’m not going to hide how I feel about you anymore.”

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tfdrew‌:

A part of him was relieved that he wasn’t the only one who felt like this. But another part, it made him doubly scared. Drew had never had a relationship and this was sounding like it would turn into one. Many of the one night stands that he pissed off told him that he thought with his dick, only thinking of the next lay. Would he really be good in a relationship? Drew’s palms sweat slightly as he looked at Nate. “I-I know what you mean. It’s how I feel too. It scares the shit out of me, Nate.” He hung his head and laughed softly. “I’m not leaving… I don’t think I could. I’d only come running back.” Drew rested his hands on Nate’s chest. “You deserve so much better though, Nathan. We’ve established I’m a shit person. I’m a wolf and… God, you’re so perfect. But I-I’m not going anywhere. The thought of you with anyone else kills me.”

“I’m nowhere near perfect and I have exactly who I want to have. I don’t care that you’re a wolf. I think you’re amazing.” He smiled pressing a light kiss to his cheek. “You’re a sweetheart I don’t care what you say.” He grinned pushing him backwards until he landed on the couch. Taking the seat next to him he pulled Drew closer clearly prepared to cuddle for the rest of the night. “So since I’ve tricked you into moving in I think you should know that I have a cat. His name is Giles and he’s a grump. I don’t know if you have problems with cats of not but since you’re a vet I assume that you don’t. Also I might want a million more pets.”

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tfdrew‌:

Drew’s brows furrowed as he looked at Nathan. “I don’t… I don’t know what’s going on, Nathan,” His voice quiet and full of fear. He swallowed a lump in his throat but felt it rising again. Eyes welling with tears and he shook slightly in the other’s grip. “I-I don’t know what’s happening to me. I don’t depend on people. I’ve been alone my whole fucking life and then… One night with you, and not even a fucking sexy night! One night of you taking care of my wounds and I can’t… I can’t stop thinking about you. This has never happened to me before.” His heart raced as he looked at Nathan. “Why? I think I have feelings for you. I don’t… I don’t get it. I mean, I do, you’re amazing and handsome but… I’m a one night kinda guy and we haven’t slept together and I keep coming back.”

“I don’t know either. I can’t explain it but I feel this pull to you that I’ve never felt before. I want to be around you all the time and that’s not normal for me. I don’t get attached to people like this but there’s something about you I can’t stop thinking about you. When you aren’t with me I feel uncomfortable in my own skin. Like I need you around me to feel complete now.” He didn’t know how to explain how he felt and he was terrified that he was going to scare Drew off. He was being too open too honest about how he felt and Drew was going to run away. Sighing he gripped him tighter and pulled him in close . “Please don’t leave. I don’t know what’s happening but whatever this is between us I know I want it. I want you.”

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tfdrew‌:

Drew sighed softly, shaking his head. He wanted to believe Nathan, of course he did. But how could he? His whole life… Treated like and called a monster. His parents, people he ran into… Nobody had ever cared for him after he was turned. And now suddenly Nate was trying to? Drew had built up so many walls, he wasn’t sure if he was ready to tear them all down… Yet he was, slowly but surely, doing that already. Nate had already cracked through the first barriers. He all but panted, almost out of breath as he pulled away all too quickly from the kiss. Drew jumped away and held his hands up. “I-I’m sorry… I uh, I probably shouldn’t have done that.” He cleared his throat. “I don’t… Whatever this is, I don’t wanna ruin it.”

Nathan hated the distance between them when Drew pulled away. He knew he had to be careful to not push him too much but every part of Nathan was screaming that he had to have his hands on him again. It made him feel uncomfortable. He wasn’t a very affectionate person in general but he just wanted to always be affectionate with Drew. Even from the first time they had met Nathan had found reasons to touch him. “You aren’t going to ruin anything. I want this. I want you. I’m glad you did it. Come here.” He smiled holding his hands out trying to coax the werewolf into coming closer. He took a few steps closing the space between them his arms moving to wrap around his waist again. 

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Believe It or Not || Cass & Nate

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casswilscn‌:

She heaved a sigh, reaching out and grabbing his hand to give it a quick squeeze. “I know, and I love you, too.” Cass couldn’t keep from clucking her tongue against her teeth. “Apparently they can when magic is involved.” Her body flopped back against the couch as she let out a breath of frustration, but let her brother go through his rant. “Yeah, Ezra the lawyer. Also Ezra the witch. And I guess so long as the witches decide not to light it up, the world is as fine today as it was yesterday. I don’t - I know this sounds insane. I know I sound insane. I get it, Nate, I do. But I’m being one hundred percent honest with you.” Good God, he wasn’t handling this well, and she hadn’t even gotten to the part he was likely to hate the most. “I don’t know how else to tell you. Witches and werewolves are real, and God only knows what else. I talked to Bunny and yeah. She’s known for a long time. Apparently those stories were meant to prepare us or something.” Her lower lip found its way between her teeth as she worked up to the last part. “There’s more… the man who turned in front of me. The werewolf? He says…” Ugh, how did she even phrase this? “He says I’m his soulmate.” The rest of the words came out in a rush as she turned to look at her brother, her big brown eyes begging for understanding. 

Nathan stared at his sister for several long moments not saying anything. He had listened to the same stories as her when they were young but he had always thought they were just that. Stories. He didn’t want to hear all of this. Where was the proof? Besides the now perfectly healed wrist he couldn’t see anything that said that supernaturals were real. This was too much. Maybe he was dreaming and soon he would wake up from this weird nightmare. He doubted it though. He knew he was awake. A soulmate? His sister not only wanted him to accept that there were all kinds of creatures out there but to also accept that there were soulmates now too? “Soulmates? But what does that even mean Cass? You’re like meant to be with him or something? Does everyone have a soulmate? I’m sorry I’m trying to handle this but this is hard. You’re asking a lot of me. You know I never believed those stories that she used to tell.”

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tfdrew‌:

Drew felt his eyes welling with tears and oh how he hated to show his emotions. He hated how scared he was of losing Nathan. When did he develop such intense feelings for the other? He sighed and looked down at the doctor’s hands on his waist. Drew rested his hands atop Nate’s chest and frowned. “Now I know you’re lying. I’m definitely not sweet or pretty. I don’t know how you can such things about me. You’ve seen what I’m like. I’m an asshole! Look at how I treated the nurses when I came into the hospital. I was cruel.” He wasn’t sure why he was trying to defend himself and make Nate see that Drew was the bad guy. He shook his head slowly and looked up, locking eyes with him again. “I am a monster, I-I was pushed away by everyone ‘cause I am.” He whispered and lifted a hand to gently cup Nate’s cheek. His heart racing, a sensation he was getting used to when he was around Nathan. “You deserve so much better but I…” He trailed off before stepping closer, pressing their bodies together before Drew’s lips found Nate’s. His grip tightened as though terrified that the other would pull away. 

Nathan didn’t know why he felt such a strong pull to Drew. He had never felt this way about anyone before and it honestly terrified him. He had never thought about being with anyone but he had had those thoughts about Drew. “You were mean to the nurses and that wasn’t right but you were hurt and scared. A lot of people aren’t at their best in the hospital. You are sweet to me and that’s what counts. As far as you not being pretty don’t be ridiculous. You obviously have never looked in a mirror. You’re a very attractive man.” Nathan was trying for some humor to lighten the mood but he hated that the other saw himself as a monster. “I don’t think of you as a monster. I’ve seen you as a wolf and I still care about you as much as I did before I saw you that way. I won’t ever push you away hun.” He tilted his head with a small smile hoping maybe Drew would calm down a little. The kiss took him by surprise but he wasn’t upset about it. The tight grip Drew had on him made him tighten his own grip on Drew’s waist as he leaned into kiss him back.

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Cass ✉ ↪ Nate

Cass: Don't be like that. You know I love you

Cass: I really don't know why you're so against all of this

Nathan: Because i don't even know if they are my soulmates,

Nathan: Aren't they supposed to tell me?

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sweetlyspoken‌:

      Maybe it wasn’t fair to use his “puppy eyes” on Nate, but the odd tightness he felt in his gut made him uneasy. For some reason, he wanted to kiss Nate more than he’d desired anything in his life, and that was a horrifying urge. It was like he could feel his inner wolf clawing at his insides to get closer to the human, which was the scariest of all. He felt something similar with Drew in the woods the previous afternoon. Maybe he was getting sick? Maybe there was something in the air around the town? Teddy’s head pulled back, and his gaze met Nathan’s for a moment. He leaned forward, and pressed his lips against Nate’s in an innocent little kiss that made his hair stand on end. Teddy’s right hand rose, and fingers hooked around the back of the man’s neck. The other wide hand moved to gently grip Nathan’s hip.

Nathan knew he was acting reckless. He wasn’t the type to kiss strangers he met in a bar but he couldn’t help himself. Something about Teddy made him feel like it was okay to lose a little bit of the control he had such a tight grip on. The kiss started sweetly almost innocent but the feeling of strong hands grabbing him came soon after. His own hands moved up the other’s chest fingers twisting in the material of his shirt as he felt a small whine escape his lips. What was happening to him? None of this made any sense but he had no desire to stop kissing Teddy. He had no desire to ever leave his presence again.

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Cass ✉ ↪ Nate

Cass: You will not die if you have two

Cass: Stop being so dramatic

Cass: I'm not asking. You can ask him yourself if it's that important

Nathan: fine

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Cass ✉ ↪ Nate

Cass: I don't think you really want me to respond to that

Cass: But I'll let it pass on account of you being all bent out of shape

Cass: I'm not asking him that, he already thinks I'm trying to ditch him already

Nathan: ask him for me.

Nathan: tell him i will die if i have two soulmates.

Nathan: tell him i am dying right now

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Cass ✉ ↪ Nate

Cass: So Owen says poly soulmates are a thing

Cass: I know you're not a huge fan, but you could talk to Owen about it?

Nathan: Owen sucks.

Nathan: Sorry

Nathan: ask him if i can stop being a soulmate

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Cass ✉ ↪ Nate

Cass: Vibes? What kind of vibes do you think I would get?

Cass: If you felt the same way, who knows?

Cass: I'll do anything for you, you know I will

Nathan: i don't know i'm lost here

Nathan: it felt exactly the same

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Cass ✉ ↪ Nate

Cass: I'm actually impressed. Well done

Cass: It wouldn't be the farthest stretch

Cass: I mean, fucking werewolves, Nate. Two soulmates? Nothing

Cass: Did you ever think maybe it could be you?

Nathan: you have to look at them and see if like you get any vibes or something from them

Nathan: i mean i don't know what the bar guys is

Nathan: cass help me

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Cass ✉ ↪ Nate

Cass: You did?

Cass: It's definitely different. Not necessarily not you, but different

Cass: I mean, Owen makes me feel and do things that aren't really my norm either

Cass: Maybe you get double the pleasure, double the fun?

Nathan: i did

Nathan: what are you trying to say to me

Nathan: are you trying to say people can have two soulmates

Nathan: that is not me

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Cass ✉ ↪ Nate

Cass: I'm still not sure about it either, honestly

Cass: But I don't think it's a bad thing. I think it can only be good. From what I understand we're literally made to be together

Cass: You did what?! Holy shit that's so unlike you

Cass: You really are into him, aren't you

Nathan: but then i kissed this other guy at the bar

Nathan: you know that isn't me cass

Nathan: i felt drawn to him in the same way i feel drawn to drew

Nathan: something is really wrong with me