nxvembre

poetry/spilled thoughts, doggos, food, music. that's basically it.

[infjadvice]

Credit: Ashley McMinn

[down-sizing-deactivated20180211]

I wish someone had told me all these things when I was a confused, hurting teenager, so I am sharing them now. I hope they help someone the way they could have helped me.

[ftmgear]

Thought this was important. It can hurt so bad when your parents don’t love you as they should, and it can take years to get over it but focus on your own happiness. You have so much potential no matter what anyone tells you. Let be each day be an opportunity to improve.

[nxvembre-blog]

There’s a storm inside your head

And at night it turns into a carousel,

Always spinning

Waking you up when it goes too fast,

Not letting you sleep.

You blink, and the morning is here

The storm is raging,

And your thoughts are drowning

Bringing you down the drain with them

And even if sometimes you see the sun,

You know the worse is yet to come.

- depression -

M.D

[3rdeyechakra]

Reblog to make a white gay big mad

[planetfrog]

Reblog to make QPOC feel more welcome in their own community

[theelderscrotess]

reblog to normalize explicit support and solidarity for qpoc in the lgbt community

[thejoanglebook-deactivated20210]

I really like the idea of including lgbtqia+ poc in the flag, but I do have a small gripe with the flag.

Now, I’m no authority on this matter so feel free to put me in check if you feel like I’m speaking out of turn, but the black and brown bars always felt tacked on to me. It doesn’t feel inclusive to me so much as it feels like an afterthought, like: “lgbtq+… oh and also poc.” I felt like something more along these lines (see below) could celebrate the poc throughout the community– but again, that’s not really my decision to make. Either way, I support the change, and I think the inclusion is awesome.

[thejoanglebook-deactivated20210]

Do you have any advice for someone who just became a non binary? Thanks so much! PS you and talyn are my real life OTP

Read up on gender, and maybe take some gender studies classes. Some people are going to try to tell you that you’re wrong for being who you are– not necessarily like you’re doing wrong– just flat out wrong. Mistaken. Confused. Pretending. People will be cruel if it means that they can preserve their world view.

Educate yourself as much as possible so that you can fortify your confidence in what you already know to be true, because some people will work really hard to make you doubt yourself.

I’d recommend checking out Julia Serano and Judith Butler.

[jluiette-deactivated20161129]

this was a historical moment in television

[nxvembre-blog]

Don't ever hesitate. Reblog this. TUMBLR RULE. When you see it, REBLOG IT.

The original post only has US helplines. I've added UK helplines underneath. It would be great if people could add numbers from everywhere in the world.

Depression Hotline: [phone]

Suicide Hotline: [phone]

LifeLine: 1-800-273-8255

Trevor Project: 1-866-488-7386

Sexuality Support: 1-800-246-7743

Eating Disorders Hotline: [phone]

Rape and Sexual Assault: 1-800-656-4673

Grief Support: 1-650-321-5272

Runaway: 1-800-843-5200, 1-800-843-5678, 1-800-621-4000

Exhale: After Abortion Hotline/Pro-Voice: 1-866-4394253

Child Abuse: 1-800-422-4453

UK Helplines:

Samaritans (for any problem): 08457909090 e-mail [email protected]

Childline (for anyone under 18 with any problem): 08001111

Mind infoline (mental health information): 0300 123 3393 e-mail: [email protected]

Mind legal advice (for people who need mental-health related legal advice): 0300 466 6463 [email protected]

b-eat eating disorder support: 0845 634 14 14 (only open Mon-Fri 10.30am-8.30pm and Saturday 1pm-4.30pm) e-mail: [email protected]

b-eat youthline (for under 25's with eating disorders): 08456347650 (open Mon-Fri 4.30pm - 8.30pm, Saturday 1pm-4.30pm)

Cruse Bereavement Care: 08444779400 e-mail: [email protected]

Frank (information and advice on drugs): 0800776600

Drinkline: 0800 9178282

Rape Crisis England & Wales: 0808 802 9999 1(open 2 - 2.30pm 7 - 9.30pm) e-mail [email protected]

Rape Crisis Scotland: 08088 01 03 02 every day, 6pm to midnight

India Self Harm Hotline: [phone]

India Suicide Helpline: 022-27546669

Kids Help Phone (Canada): 1-800-668-6868, Free and available 24/7

suicide hotlines;

Argentina: 54-0223-493-0430

Australia: 13-11-14

Austria: 01-713-3374

Barbados: 429-9999

Belgium: 106

Botswana: 391-1270

Brazil: 21-233-9191

Canada: 1-800-448-3000

China: 852-2382-0000

(Hong Kong: 2389-2222)

Costa Rica: 606-253-5439

Croatia: 01-4833-888

Cyprus: 357-77-77-72-67

Czech Republic: 222-580-697, 476-701-908

Denmark: 70-201-201

Egypt: 762-1602

Estonia: 6-558-088

Finland: 040-5032199

France: 01-45-39-4000

Germany: 0800-181-0721

Greece: 1018

Guatemala: 502-234-1239

Holland: 0900-0767

Honduras: 504-237-3623

Hungary: 06-80-820-111

Iceland: 44-0-8457-90-90-90

Israel: 09-8892333

Italy: 06-705-4444

Japan: 3-5286-9090

Latvia: 6722-2922, 2772-2292

Malaysia: 03-756-8144

(Singapore: 1-800-221-4444)

Mexico: 525-510-2550

Netherlands: 0900-0767

New Zealand: 4-473-9739

New Guinea: 675-326-0011

Nicaragua: 505-268-6171

Norway: 47-815-33-300

Philippines: 02-896-9191

Poland: 52-70-000

Portugal: 239-72-10-10

Russia: 8-20-222-82-10

Spain: 91-459-00-50

South Africa: 0861-322-322

South Korea: 2-715-8600

Sweden: 031-711-2400

Switzerland: 143

Taiwan: 0800-788-995

Thailand: 02-249-9977

Trinidad and Tobago: 868-645-2800

Ukraine: 0487-327715

[nxvembre-blog]

-Lost-

I used to think things would be easier but quite some time has passed now and you’re as cold as ice. I wish it didn’t have to be that way but maybe what we had wasn’t meant to be. Once again, we’re alone and we’re blaming ourselves for something we can’t control. We’re reaching for the stars but our heads are filled with thoughts and memories for the past ; we know what happened but we don’t know how to fly. The time has come ; do we want to live or do we want to die ? Nothing we have learned prepared us for this moment. We don’t have to fear being alone, for the stars will always watch over us.

M.D

[setheverman]

what’s the real mood for november?

[notforthem]

[setheverman]

no it’s absolutely not

[yassmines]

y'all mind if i

can’t…im shy

[slavicgalpal-deactivated2018011]

let 👏 bisexual 👏 girls 👏 love 👏 boys

[pomegranat-deactivated20170905]

what

[smellie-bongwater]

LET 👏 BISEXUAL 👏 GIRLS 👏 LOVE 👏 BOYS

[pomegranat-deactivated20170905]

who’s stopping them

[mouthgurl5]

Lesbians who say they’ll never date a girl that has touched a man. People that say bi girls will cheat because they’re bi. There’s so much biphobia not only with straight people, but in the gay community

[g0dtier]

my lesbian friends who told me they were “high-key disappointed” when i started dating a cishet boy. my ex girlfriend who asked me “wait weren’t you gay” and then when i explained i was bi went “um. ew lol”. the whole “gold star lesbian” bullshit. can we face the biphobia in the lgbt community instead of shoving it under the rug lol

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- state of mind-

Another day has passed

And it’s all the same.

Still thinking about the past,

Knowing you’re the one to blame.

Drowning in your fears

Even though nothing matters anymore,

But in your eyes are unshed tears

And you’re curled up in a ball on the floor.

You thought it would be alright

But you know it will be worse

As you’re constantly in a fight

To find your place in the universe.

M.D

[nxvembre-blog]

-day #297-

Good morning.

The early hours of the morning,

When everything is calm, peaceful,

And for once, you don’t feel sorrowful.

This feeling might be happiness,

But the more you think about it,

The more it creates a mess

And your brain just wants to quit.

Another day has gone.

You’ll have to wait until dawn

To make it all alright.

For now, goodnight.

M.D

[nxvembre-blog]

-somewhere in my head-

I no longer have the desire

To take a pen and write down my thoughts

It's like my mind is breathing fire,

Burning all my thoughts

And leaving me with an empty head.

I am trying my best

But all I see is red

It's like I have to go through a test

Made up by my mind

Which left me long ago

And I still can't find

The reason why I let it go

M.D

[mysharona1987]

[nxvembre-blog]

-sorry-

I do not know how to write, I do not know how to think when I need to do so

I have been told that I complain a lot, I cannot say it isn't true

But isn't it better than to bottle up all of my thoughts and wait for my head to explode ?

They say they need to get rid of all the negativity floating around them,

Well sorry if the world is fucked up, and sorry if I care about myself

More than I'd like to admit, I don't think that makes me selfish

Because I know I need to fix myself before being able to fix the world

And I'm sorry but you and your shitty attitude aren't helping

So maybe you're trying to make things better too,

But in case you haven't noticed,

Telling people they need to be selfless when you know they need someone

To stop them from doing something stupid

Is just as if you were pushing them to do that stupid thing.

Sorry for not taking care of you as much as you'd like me to,

Right now you're just not the problem I need to take care of.

M.D