i’m so tired

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[keysmashing]

The Kite and the Line.

The Haunting of Hill House (2018) | Critical Role, Campaign 3

[gluzzo]

IMOGEN & LAUDNA // “foreigner’s god” by hozier

[laurasbailey]

[laurasbailey]

[yashley]

It is weird, Laudna. I can’t read your thoughts.

[nightythemein]

Yet another installment of Ashley Johnson #1 Beauregard Lionett Fan.

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C3E49

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ID: Three pairs or gifs depicting different moments of Laudna and Imogen having a heartfelt conversation. First: Laudna says “I feel so comfortable and so bonded with you. We transcend words our relationship.” and Imogen smiles. Second: Imogen says “I love you so much” and Laudna responds “I love you more than anything” while they’re hugging. Third: Laudna says “I feel like I have a strong foundation… and that’s you.” Imogen says “You’re my tether Laudna. Sometimes I feel like I’m about to float away but as long as you’re there…” End ID. ID 2: A gif of Laudna cheerfully declaring “I don’t mind being your better half. End ID.

[sotvrna-deactivated20250828]

Imogen & Laudna + holding hands

ID: Eight pairs of gifs from Critical Role. First: Laudna says “I just grab her hand” while Imogen looks distressed. Second: They both look pleased and Imogen says “I just take Laudna’s hand.” Third: Laudna says “Imogen? I just grab her by the hand” while Imogen looks afraid. Fourth: Laudna says “You should never have to run into the storm alone,” Imogen says “Maybe if I fall asleep holding onto your hand you’ll come into the dream too.” Fifth: Imogen says “Would you- Could I just hold your hand just in case?” and Laudna responds “Yes, yes, yes, I really want this to work.” Sixth: Laudna says “Take my hand? Just stay close.” Imogen responds “Of course. Always” while they hold hands. Seventh: Imogen says “I’m gonna wrap our arms, I’m gonna twist our hands so that our red threads are touching each other.” Eight: Imogen says “I wish I could hold your hand right now, I’m glad you’re here though.” In the last gif Laudna says “I’m still holding your hand, in the fey, never stopped.” End ID.

[saphira-artandoc]

Y’all holy fuck

[lenamcfreakinluthor]

i have simped for so many wlw ships over the years but i don’t think i’ll ever be able to explain the absolute chokehold that marisha ray and laura bailey have put me in with imogen and laudna

[paverics]

Alba, the woman that you are, you’ve done it. you’ve created the best moment in television history. this is it. it peaked right here. because hand to god i’ve never seen the Oh acted out before my eyes until this moment. and I fear I never will again

[emdashedem]

Okay but can we talk about this for a minute?

We’ve reblogged the eff out of the first one and for damn good reason. But like. Ava in the second gif??? I have been losing my MIND over this.

There’s just so much wrapped up in one look, in one word — “Bea.”

We can’t even hear her say it, but we don’t need to. There’s a whole goddamn universe of emotion held in that split second on her face because she’s just so taken by a carefree Beatrice.

“Bea.”

It’s a realization. A confession. A question. A plea. A statement of fact. It’s reaching a hand out into the dark. It’s wonder. It’s teasing. It’s “look at you. Look at you. You silly, beautiful thing. I see you. Do you see me, too?” It’s longing. It’s unfiltered affection. It’s a hello. It’s “of all the people in the world, you chose to share this side of you with me.” It’s gratitude. It’s “whaddya say about you and me?” and it’s “I can’t believe one person can make me feel this much, this alive.” It’s the tide, staring at the moon, awestruck and helpless against its gravitational force.

All in a single syllable.

[fuck-off-im-ace]

I’m so fucking tired yall. 

I remember when they killed off Lexa, and how it made me feel like i was dumb for ever believing that queer people could deserve happiness too.

I remember when they cancelled Sense8, and i remember the heartbreak of having a show that finally felt like true representation being cancelled for no good reason.

I don’t even know what to say anymore. I don’t even have the indignation i had with The 100, or the rage i had with Sense8. Warrior Nun stayed in the top 10 of Netflix for weeks, it’s the show with the best score Netflix has ever had. What more do they fucking want. 

I’m just tired of constantly fighting for representation with absolutely no results. I’m tired of feeling the guilt of “maybe if i would have streamed it more while i was at work or something it could have changed something”. 

I had to grow up with queer characters being killed off. I hate that the young queers of today have to grow up with every piece of media including them being cancelled. We deserve better.

[emdashedem]

The thing that’s most frustrating about the warrior nun cancellation — you know, besides being such a massive kick to the gut for wlw content for losing something that actually served us a near impossible combination of exciting plot + compelling characters + solid writing + one of the best slow burn romantic arcs I’ve seen + a headlining wlw relationship + an all around great found family story — is that if you asked me, a final 8-10 ep season would have been the perfect way to tie this series up in a nice lil gift box we’d cherish forever.

Would I have watched 5739 seasons of wn if they produced it? Fuck yes. Does it need 5737 more? Not *really*. Season 2 ended at what felt like the end of the story’s second act, a perfect setup for a third and final season. Kinda feels like the ground was ripped out from under us when we were 10 feet from the finish line, but what do I know

[caliphoria17]

After 2 years of being offline from Twitter, she came back to say her thanks & goodbye to us. ALBA, we love you 😭

[xkatebishop]

Absolutely devastated that Warrior Nun was cancelled, but let me tell you, I have zero intention of letting these characters go. I’ve got a story to finish, more stories to read. Gifs to make and amazing arts to reblog. .

These characters belong to us now. This ship and the rest of their story is ours and I fully intend to give them as many happily ever afters as I can.

It sucks, it’s bullshit, and I genuinely have no idea what these streaming services are looking for anymore, but they can’t take away what we got and how much we loved it. They can’t take away our passion for these characters and especially not Ava and Bea.

I like it here way too much to leave.

[softavasilva]

AVA + glowing halo

ALBA BAPTISTA as AVA SILVA in  WARRIOR NUN | season two