ASTER BORN * @nyiwo - Tumblr Blog

what if i told you my trauma was a stalker / follows me room to room visits me at work / leaves dead animals on my day planner / texts me knives / licks my memory before i have a chance TO GET IT RIGHT.

#*.★.｡ ❝ support the brand ❞ › sp.

@eroinah 🎉

#béla: I made a marvel blog #me:#but yeah jess is back I missed her

spoil the b.w movie in the worst way possible go

#I refuse to watch it #but unfortunately I saw that it was out and I hate it

anyway I'm bringing back jess jones stay tuned

#not today cause I have a girl coming over #two days out of recovery and I'm already on tinder looking for that strap #nsfw in tags //#jshsjjshaj

hello! I know its been a while and I'm not really sure if people still follow this blog, but I feel like an update is necessary. first of all, I am safe - I've been away from the internet for a while because my therapist thought it would be best for me to sign up in an institution, and it did help a whole lot. I'm unsure whether I will be returning to tumblr for the time being; on this blog or another one, but I love you guys very much and I hope all of you are doing well.

#sorry I kinda disappeared it was quite... a lot for a bit there but I'm doing much better now

collecting pictures from a flood that wrecked our home and you caused it

#thinking about this :/#hello survivors guilt #mobile *#that whole song screams amalia idk what to tell you

l.unafreya nox f.leuret though.

#in my defence this time it isn't even my fault #mobile *#but god I love her

nyiwo

hey random question but what character would you see me writing

#HM.

hello

#therapy sucked all the energy out of me and I'm a mess but good morning #sometimes u just have to cry for two hours with a person making encouraging noises at you and that's okay #mobile *#large image //

nyiwo

so who wants to hold amalia's hand

#this is a shipping call #I mean not necessarily romantic because I do love platonic and familial relationships too

hey random question but what character would you see me writing

#hm..#no m.arvel pls I don't have the strength anymore #can be from obscure sources too though!#mobile *

thinking about amalia’s first time out of azha, after she had lost her best friend and the only person who had been left who knew her before she was queen. how she set aside her crown and her pretty dresses and strapped on her father’s sword, always so heavy in her grasp and, garbed in red, set off to help the people on the northern continent. how slaying monsters might be about protecting the weak yes, but it’s repentance for all the lives she could not save as well. how utterly broken she is, and how she still tries to show the world kindness anyway.

#she's got... such a bad case of survival's guilt tbh #and she's pretty much feral for the first hundred of years #tbh someone teach her how to mourn properly because she was never allowed to do so #and now she just directs all the negative feelings inwards (:#*.★.｡ ❝ currently dissociating into the astral plane ❞ › ooc.

invcntion

okay but rn i really want one of those cliche ‘we’re broken up but i never changed my emergency contact and now i’m in hospital and ?? why are you here first at my side you didn’t have to come’ sort of plots with all the angst

#YO