pairing: geto suguru x f!reader]
A/N: PLEASE GO WATCH ONXLYLOKI'S EDIT ON TIKTOK
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warnings 18+ MINORS DNI. fem reader, afab reader, past arc geto, strong language, pet names, unprotected relations, afab reader and terms, kinda sad towards the end ngl
A/N : I watched an edit on tiktok and went ballistic sooo..
(listen to Pillowtalk by Zayn while reading this.. thank me later :3)
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That’s all you could call your relationship with Suguru. He had always been so gentle, so sarcastic. Long hair that was always pulled back, bangs that fluttered in front of his face dubbed “too short” to be held back. A smile you could only describe as heaven, always gently flashing at you when you looked up at him.
Or when you moaned his name.
You squirmed as he smirked against your thigh, pressing light kisses against your soft skin.
“Shhh, baby. Let me take care of you.” He ran his mouth up to your cunt leaving hot, open-mouthed, kisses across your skin.
Suguru hovered, gently breathing in your scent and groaning deeply, the sound vibrating against you.
“Sug.. Please baby I can’t-“ “Yes you can, angel. You will, for me.” He pressed his lips against your cunt, feeling your moan vibrate throughout your body as you shuddered.
This is where he thought you were the most beautiful. Eyes squeezed shut as the light streamed in through the blinds, shining on your face as it contorted in pleasure. He groans to himself, looking up at you hungrily from between your legs. You looked down at him, the tension in your core tightening as you met his eyes. “F-fuck, Suguru!”
He grinned as he let his tongue slip past your folds, sucking and slurping any slick you had to give him. His tongue prodded at your hole before he pressed a light kiss on your cunt, kissing up your body as he pushed down his sweats.
You let out a disappointed whimper, the warm and tight feeling of your release disappearing before he gently slid himself into you. He moaned as you gasped, keeping his eyes on where he was finally connected to you.
“That’s my girl, taking me so well..” You moaned as he praised you, biting your lip as you looked up at him. He chuckled as he wiped the tears from your eyes as his cock stretched you, slowly thrusting into your warm cunt.
“Look at you, so beautiful, so sweet. Such a good girl for me.” He sighed as he thrust into you, the feeling of your cunt tightly wrapped around him sending chills down his spine. “No one ever comes close to you, you’re my girl.”
His pace picked up as you clawed at his back, trying to center yourself in him as you matched his breathing. You felt so connected, so in love, with the way he moved inside you, moaning his name loudly and throwing your head back in pure bliss.
There wasn’t a thing in the world that could tear either of you apart.
All good things come to an end. Your daily mantra since Suguru left you all those years ago after his breakdown, leaving you to pick up every piece of you he left behind. The news came as a shock to you at first; tears were followed by days where you sat in his dorm, blaming yourself for not noticing it sooner.
You sighed as your phone blew up, Satoru trying to get you to stop ignoring him and your students.
Leave me alone for today.
You sighed deeply as you stared at the clock next to the calendar, disappointed that the day was almost over.
Nine years. Nine years he told you that it meant nothing and he was pursuing a new life. ‘A better world’ as he called it. You got up, shaking the thoughts out of your head as you stood.
“A walk definitely helps.” You said out loud to yourself, feeling the warm sunset on your skin as you walked through the park you used to roam with Suguru late at night. You felt the tears build in your eyes as you slowed to a stop, letting yourself sit on the bench and sob.
“Why would you leave me like that?” No matter how much you tried to forget him, it seemed like he came back to haunt you in nearly everything. The sarcasm between your students, your coffee that you once shared with him, his face in your dreams. You couldn’t escape the feeling of his presence slowly disappearing.
Suguru watched as you cried, the sudden and sharp pain of regret filling his body. He sighed before walking up to you and sitting next to you on the bench.
“I had no choice.” His voice shocked you, a chill running down your spine as you looked up at him.
“Suguru..?” He smiled weakly at you.
You stammered the shock of seeing his face after so long-rising pent-up emotions out of you. Your (e/c) eyes staring at him with tears, the same look he was given when he lied to you so long ago.
“I had to leave, I couldn’t drag you down with me. Especially after seeing how strong you were.” He sighed to himself, thinking deeply.
“Besides, we both wanted something different right?”
You couldn’t help but bring your hand to his face, the harsh slap connecting and leaving your hand stinging. You gasped and covered your mouth. He laughed loudly, taking your hand into his.
“It’s okay, I deserve it.” The tears began rolling down your face now.
“You should’ve told me. I could’ve helped you, I would’ve gone with you, I-“ He shushed you gently as he pulled you into a hug, rocking you gently as the sobs racked through your body.
“You wouldn’t have been able to. Was too far gone by the time you noticed.” He sighed deeply, letting his hand run through your hair. Oh, how he missed that feeling.
You sighed shakily, pulling him closer.
“I would’ve gone with you, I hate being surrounded by them, I hate being without you.”
He laughed before pulling back, looking deeply into your eyes as he brushed your hair out of your face.
“You never stopped being so beautiful.”
Your eyes filled with tears as you hastily pressed your lips to his. He groaned, pulling you closer as he returned the kiss. Your bodies still fit together perfectly, and your heartbeats were still in sync.
“There’s not a part of me that despises you.”
He smiled against your lips before pulling back and looking at you in your eyes, watching how the stars reflected in them.
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