The next thing you knewâyour hands weren't holding his anymore. They were clinging to the smooth, living scales of a creature larger than anything youâd ever seen.
You gasped.
You were no longer in the temple.
Your legs were folded instinctively atop the coiled back of a massive white snake, its body gliding effortlessly across the earth with an inhuman grace. Trees blurred past youâthick jungle flashing by at impossible speed, the wind slashing at your clothes and hair. The ground barely trembled beneath the weight of the creature.
It was like flying, but faster. Closer. Controlled.
Your hands gripped the ridges of its neck, and you leaned forward, breath caught in your throat.
âSanâ!â
The snakeâs golden eyes blinked slowly. Calm. Intelligent. Watching.
You didnât need confirmation.
You knew.
He was the snake.
The truth wasnât frighteningâit was right. His presence wrapped around you, steady and protective. You felt his power pulsing beneath the skin you sat upon, raw and ancient. His magic had never been separate from him. It was him. Elemental. Fluid. Eternal.
âThank you,â you whispered, voice lost in the wind.
In response, the snake moved faster.
The jungle blurred into a tunnel of green and gold. Creatures scattered in the underbrush. Branches bowed out of the way like they dared not delay him. And before long, the trees began to thin. The familiar scent of smoke and rot filled your lungs.
Your village.
And then you saw itâ
Chaos.
Black smoke poured from houses. Screams tore through the air. People collapsed in the streets. Children cried for parents who couldnât rise. The veins of the infected glowed dark under their skin, pulsing with the cursed venom youâd seen beforeâbut now it was worse. Spreading faster. Deeper.
You barely felt it when the serpent slowed beneath you. He came to a stop at the edge of the square, curling slightly to let you down. The moment your feet hit the earth, the serpentâs head turned toward you.
And just for a secondâyou saw it.
San.
His eyes.
Still golden. Still sharp.
He was watching you. Waiting.
But he didnât shift back into his human form. Not yet.
You took one step forward, then two, running as people turned to see youâsome in shock, others in disbelief. A few crumpled at your feet.
âMayi!â you cried, rushing to one of the elders kneeling beside a child. âWhat happened?â
âY/N?â the womanâs voice cracked. âYouâyou came back?â
You dropped to your knees beside her. âWhereâs my sister?â
The woman shook her head slowly, tear tracks on her cheeks. âThe sickness spread too quickly. We tried to purify the wells. It didnât work. Weâre losing themâfaster than we can bury them.â
You gripped her hand tightly. âNot anymore.â
And then a sound rippled through the village like a thunderclap.
The serpent reared its head highâtowering above the homesâand hissed. But it wasn't a threat.
The golden glow from its eyes spread outward like fireflies erupting in the air, casting light onto the villagers below. The infected paused. The writhing in their veins slowed. The air grew still.
He was working magic.
And the village could feel it.
Miraâs breath caught in her throat. âIs⊠is that the Serpent Mage?â
You stood slowly. âIt isâ
She looked at you with disbelief. âHe came?â
You nodded once. âHe came because I didn't gave up until he would.â
As you spoke, the serpentâs body shimmered with lightâblinding for a momentâand then it shifted, scales shrinking, bones twisting, shape formingâ
San stood at the center of the village now, bare-chested, eyes alight, black tattoos glowing with power. His breath was steady, but there was something in his expression now that hadnât been there before.
Purpose.
You moved toward him, your people watching in reverent silence.
And when you reached him, he turned his gaze on you fully, voice low but firm.
âItâs not too late. But we better start now.â
And this time, when his hand reached out to youâ
You didnât hesitate.
You took it.
He stood in the center of the village, shoulders bare beneath the weight of the sky, black serpent tattoos pulsing faintly under his skin. His hair was tousled by the wind. His chest rose slowly, steadily, as if drawing in the pain itself.
And thenâhe reached out his hand.
You watched in awe as a pulse of golden energy radiated outward from him, soft at first, like a heartbeat stretching through the soil. It didnât force. It invited. Called.
And the cursed came to him.
One by one, the sick stumbled forward. Some were guided by the healthy. Some collapsed just short of him. Their bodies trembled, fevered. Eyes clouded with poison and grief.
San dropped to his knees, hands open, palms turned to the sky.
âGive it to me,â he whispered.
The sick responded as if called by instinct, gathering slowly around him. Some limped, others were carried. Children clung to weakened parents. The brave helped the trembling. Every movement felt like part of a ritual written in blood and hope.
Then it began.
From cracked lips and darkened veins, a black mist roseâthick, oily, writhing like serpents born of shadow. The smoke didnât fall. It swirled, reached upward, and curled directly into Sanâs chest. The tattoos over his heart glowed in response, drinking in the sickness.
Gasps echoed. One by one, people dropped to their kneesânot in collapse, but in awe.
Tears stung Y/Nâs eyes as she stood at the edge, feeling the pull through her chest. Something deep within her burned brighter, then surged outward like a tether. Her knees buckled slightly from the energy draw, but she gritted her teeth and forced herself to remain upright.
Sanâs power fed from her determination.
Her will to end this.
Her grief.
Her love for her people.
And when the last wisp of venom sank into him, silence fell like a blanket.
No screams.
No rattling breath.
Only peace.
Some of the villagers were still weak. Still pale. But their veins no longer pulsed with death.
A breath left her lipsâbroken, relieved, full of disbelief.
Thenâ
âY/N!â
A voice cracked across the square, and arms wrapped tightly around her from behind.
It was Aila, her childhood friendâonce a firework in human form, now reduced to a thin, shaking girl with tear-filled eyes. She clutched Y/Nâs cloak, buried her face in it.
âI thought you were dead,â she sobbed. âI thought weâd lost you too.â
âI made it back,â Y/N whispered, hugging her fiercely. âI promised I would.â
Others came rushing forwardâTovan, eyes still glassy from fever, falling to his knees in front of her. âYou saved us. You reallyâgods, Y/N, you did it.â
Mira, one of the village elders, took her hand with trembling fingers. âWe didnât believe the stories. We thought⊠the Serpent Mage was just a myth.â Her eyes lifted to San, who still stood calmly, watching from behind his glowing marks. âBut he came.â
âBecause she made him come,â someone else said.
A murmur of agreement rippled through the crowd.
Then her motherâs voice cut through it allâhoarse, but real.
âY/N...â
Her heart stopped.
She turned sharply, eyes landing on the frail woman standing just beyond the others. Her mother looked older than before, bent slightly, eyes rimmed in red, but alive.
And alone.
No one stood beside her.
Her sister was gone.
The truth hit like a blade to the chest.
She tried to speak, but the sob ripped from her throat before any words could form. Legs gave way and she fell into her motherâs arms, clutching her tightly. The others stepped back, letting them have that moment.
âIâm so sorry,â she choked out.
âYou came back,â her mother whispered into her hair. âYou came back to us. You did what none of us could do. She knew you would. She said it.â
Hot tears slid down her cheeks. She didnât even try to stop them anymore.
Mira placed a comforting hand on her back. Aila squeezed her shoulder from behind. One by one, the village closed around herânot in burden, but in support. In gratitude. In forgiveness.
âYou gave us another chance,â someone said.
âYou brought him here.â
âYouâre the reason weâre alive.â
And she wanted to believe it. She did.
But there was a hole in her heart the temple couldn't touch, and not even San's magic could fill it.
She stood, slowly, wiping her face with the back of her hand, still wrapped in the quiet love of her people.
San approached without a word, his gaze steady, unreadableâbut there was something softer in the set of his jaw. A quiet understanding. A shared weight.
The villagers parted for him, respectful now, uncertain but no longer afraid.
Others whispered, âHeâs not a monster.â
"He's real."
"How did he do that?"
"So this is the power of the legendary Mage?"
Y/N looked up at him, meeting his gaze. âAre you alright?â
His reply was simple.
âI will be. As long as you are.â
He didnât offer comfort for her loss.
He didnât promise sheâd feel better.
But he stood there, solid and present, and for nowâthat was enough.
She reached out, fingers brushing his arm. The smallest gesture. But one that said everything.
There were other villages. Other people still haunted by death and fear.
It was time to save the rest of what was left of the Kingdom.
Warnings: Psychological manipulation and hallucinations, dark fantasy themes, sexual tension, power imbalance, snake imagery
Chapter 3
You stared at the place where San had just stood before he just left, your breath still shaky, chest rising and falling like youâd run milesâbut you hadnât moved at all. His presence lingered like scent in the air, clinging to your skin and somewhere deep in your lungs. You didnât want to admit how grounding it had been.
Even if it terrified you.
The room pulsed once with the breath of the temple, and you felt it: the shift. The welcome had ended. A new test had begun.
The stone beneath your fingers warmed slightly, as if urging you to move.
So you did.
Your legs ached, but you stoodâsteadier than expected. And when you turned toward the doorway, you saw it had reappeared. Just as suddenly as it had vanished.
You hesitated, then stepped forward and crossed the threshold.
The moment you passed through, the stone door sealed shut behind you. No creak. No thud. Just gone.
You didnât look back.
But your voice followed you.
âYouâd fall for him if he asked you.â
The echo of it slid down your spine like a wet whisper, curling inside your skull. You grit your teeth and pushed forward.
The corridor ahead stretched long and narrowâendless. Carved of black stone veined with serpent patterns that shimmered faintly in the flickering light of wall-mounted torches. The flames burned without smoke. Without heat. Just light, cold and golden.
You kept walking.
Your boots tapped softly against the ground. Shadows shifted, dancing over the carvingsâserpents coiled around each other in knots, mouths open, fangs bared, tongues forked.
âWhat happens when he touches you?â
You shook your head.
âWill you pull away?â
âOr will you lean in?â
âNo,â you whispered aloud, voice rough. âShut up. Youâre not real.â
âNeither is this.â
The corridor twisted.
You blinkedâhow had it bent? Thereâd been no turn. No shift. But now it veered gently left, then straight again. The torches flickered more wildly as you passed them, though there was no wind.
Your steps slowed as the air changed.
Something warmer. Thicker. Familiar.
The corridor widened ahead, then opened entirelyâinto a grand chamber bathed in a soft, golden glow.
And at the center stood a long dining table. Massive. Ornate. Ancient.
Crafted from dark wood carved with gold inlays, its surface stretched further than your eyes could take in at first glance. Pillars ringed the space, and the walls curved upward into a vaulted ceiling painted in gold and green like ancient temples from storybooks.
The table was covered.
Every inch of it overflowing with food. Beautifully arranged, steam still rising from some dishes, others chilled on beds of crushed ice. The smell hit you like a dreamâsweet, savory, spiced. Your stomach clenched violently in response.
You hadnât realized how hungry you were.
There was everything.
Thick cuts of roasted meat glazed in golden honey and herbs. Bowls of ripe, dark berries. Fresh bread so soft it seemed to glow. Exotic fruits dripping with juice. Slices of cake stacked high, sparkling with sugar dust. Even bowls of humble porridge and dried roots sat between the finer thingsâmeals of the poor nestled beside delicacies reserved for kings.
You approached slowly.
The scents pulled at you. Familiar and foreign. A part of you screamed not to trust it. But another⊠weaker part⊠remembered warmth. Hunger. Home.
Was this real?
Was it another test?
Or a trap?
You stepped closer, eyes scanning the food with growing suspicion.
âIs it poisoned?â
âIs all of it poisoned?â
âOr just one dish?â
âWill the wrong bite kill you?â
âOr will not eating be the mistake?â
You didnât realize your hands had begun to shake.
You stared at a bowl of stewâsimple, peasant fare. Youâd eaten something like it with your sister once. Years ago, when there wasnât enough food to go around. You remembered laughing anyway. Pretending it was a feast. Holding spoons like royalty.
Your throat tightened.
Behind the stew sat a goblet of deep red wine. The glass was carved with serpent coils around the stem.
You reached for it.
Then stopped.
Footsteps.
You turned sharply.
San stood in the entrance. Silent. His arms were at his sides this time, robe draped open againâbut something about him was different. Softer. His eyes still glowed gold, but the light within them seemed dimmed. Watching you not as a predator⊠but as something else. Something unreadable.
âI donât know whatâs safe,â you said, voice strained.
He approached slowly.
âThatâs not the point.â
You blinked. âWhat?â
He came to stand beside you, eyes scanning the table with an odd expressionâlike reverence and resentment blended together. âThe temple doesnât care if you starve,â he said. âIt wants to see why you eat.â
Your lips parted slightly. âTo live.â
He looked at you then, and something in his gaze struck deep.
âAre you sure?â
You didnât speak.
He stepped closer. Not touching you. But you could feel the warmth of him behind your arm. His snakeâsmaller than the one from earlierâpeeked out from his sleeve and slid toward the table, tongue flicking curiously at the steam rising from a loaf of bread.
âEverything here was chosen,â he murmured. âNot by me. Not by a person. By the temple. Based on your memories. Your cravings. Your fears.â
You stared at the food again. It hadnât changedâbut it felt heavier now.
âSome of it is real,â San continued. âSome of it⊠will kill you. But only if you take it for the wrong reason.â
You turned to him slowly. âAnd whatâs the right reason?â
He tilted his head. âYou tell me.â
The room was too quiet. You could hear his breathing now, soft and steady. His chest rose and fell slowly beneath his robe, his tattoos curling like ink across the planes of his torso.
You stepped forward.
He didnât move.
You reached for the simplest thing on the tableâa small wooden bowl of broth, almost colorless. The scent was gentle. Like rosemary and warm rain.
You brought it to your lips.
Drank.
It was warm. Familiar. Faintly sweet. Like the one your Grandma used to make in your childhood.
You set it down and waited.
Nothing happened.
Sanâs lips curledâjust slightly.
âInteresting.â
âWhat?â
âYou didnât choose based on fear,â he said. âOr greed.â
âYou chose based on memory.â
You blinked.
He turned toward you fully now, and your eyes droppedâjust brieflyâto the mark that rested over his heart. A black serpent coiled in a circle, its mouth biting its tail.
âThe first hunger,â he said, voice like a pulse in your ears, âis never for food.â
You felt it then.
Not just heat.
But longing.
Not just from you.
From him.
His gaze lingered on your mouth before flicking away. Respectful. Controlled.
But that restraint?
It ached.
âDid I pass?â you asked but no answer came back.
He stepped aside to let you through. But as you moved by, his hand liftedâjust barely brushing your fingers with his.
The touch was feather-light.
But you tried to ignore it and kept walking.
...
One week.
That was how long the temple had kept you.
Seven days measured not by sunrise or sunsetâthere were noneâbut by exhaustion, by tests that gnawed at you long after they ended. Emotional trials disguised as mercy. Moral choices dressed as salvation. The temple never rushed. It waited. It wanted you worn thin.
But patience was a luxury your people didnât have.
You stood alone in the center of another chamber, breath shallow, fists clenched at your sides. The air was colder here, heavier, as if the stone itself was holding its breath.
Your thoughts were no longer quiet.
Your people were dying.
You could see them every time you closed your eyesâfaces grey with sickness, lips cracked, hands trembling as the venom crept through their veins. Children who no longer cried because they were too weak. Elders who had stopped asking when youâd return.
They had sent you to bring back the Serpent Mage.
Not excuses.
Not lessons.
Not tests.
Him.
And still, the temple delayed you.
âYouâre running out of time.â
Your own voice echoed againâlow, cruel, relentless.
You ignored it. Or tried to.
The chamber around you shimmered, the walls rippling like water disturbed by a thrown stone. Then the illusion settled.
Two paths appeared before you.
On the left: a small, familiar home. Warm light spilled from its windows. You could hear laughterâsoft, real. Your family. Your motherâs voice calling your name. The creak of floorboards youâd known since childhood.
On the right: the village square. Dozens of people gathered, faces strained with fear and hope. Your friends. Your neighbors. The ones who had trusted you to come back with a miracle.
The templeâs voice did not speak aloud.
It didnât need to.
The meaning was clear.
Choose.
Your chest tightened painfully.
âNo,â you whispered.
The images sharpened.
Your family stepped closer, their expressions soft but pleading. Your mother reached out a hand.
âPlease,â she said. âYouâve always chosen others. Choose us. Just this once.â
Across the square, a child collapsed into their friendâs arms. Someone screamed your name.
Your breath hitched. Your vision blurred.
This was the final test. You knew it. The temple had been building toward this moment since the first nightâsince the first time it peeled back your fear and asked what you would give.
You laughed then.
A sharp, broken sound.
âYouâre enjoying this,â you said aloud, voice shaking with fury. âYou donât care who lives. You just want to see me break.â
The walls pulsed.
The images remained.
Your hands curled into fists so tight your nails bit into your palms. You were tired. Tired of riddles. Tired of moral traps. Tired of being measured and weighed while real lives slipped through your fingers like sand.
âMy people are dying,â you snapped. âEvery hour I stand here choosing, another one of them suffers.â
The temple did not answer.
Because it didnât argue.
It waited.
Something in you finally crackedânot in fear, but in anger. Hot, sharp, liberating.
âNo,â you said again, louder this time. âIâm done.â
The images flickered.
âI didnât come here to prove Iâm worthy,â you continued, voice steady now, fueled by resolve. âI came here to end a curse. And I wonât sacrifice anyone else just to satisfy you.â
The ground trembled slightly beneath your feet.
You stepped forwardânot toward either path, but straight through the space between them.
The illusions shattered like glass.
Silence slammed into the chamber.
For a moment, nothing happened.
Thenâ
âYou misunderstand.â
Sanâs voice cut through the stillness.
You turned sharply.
He stood at the edge of the room, arms crossed, expression darkânot cold, but tense. His jaw was set, eyes glowing brighter than youâd seen them all week. The templeâs light crawled over his tattoos, restless.
âThis test wasnât about who youâd save,â he said quietly. âIt was about whether youâd obey.â
You let out a shaky breath. âThen you have your answer.â
He studied you for a long moment. Really looked at you. Not like a judge. Not like a predator.
Like someone seeing the consequences of defiance.
âYouâre challenging the temple,â he said.
âIâm choosing my people,â you shot back. âI didnât come here to be molded. I came for you.â
Your voice broke despite yourself. âAnd if you wonât comeâif this place wonât let youâthen Iâm leaving. With or without its permission.â
The torches flared violently.
Sanâs gaze sharpened, something dangerous and alive flashing through it.
âYou donât understand what youâre asking.â
âI understand exactly what Iâm asking,â you said. âIâm asking you to stop hiding behind it.â
Silence stretched.
Then, slowly, San stepped forward.
âIf I walk out with you,â he said, voice low, deadly calm, âthe temple will not forgive it.â
You met his eyes without flinching. âNeither will I.â
Warnings: Explicit sexual content (SMUT), oral sex, fingering, protected penetration, Noona kink, mild dominance/submission, age gap dynamic (older female x younger male)
Part 2
âOkay. Look. I know this sounds insane,â Y/N said, shifting under the blanket as she settled deeper into the couch, âbut Han Jisung got hot. Like⊠dangerous hot.â
Her best friendâs face lit up on the screen in front of her. âExcuse me?â
âIâm serious,â Y/N muttered, scrubbing a hand over her flushed face. âHeâs not just cute anymore. He got buff. Heâs still got that chaotic energy, but now itâs wrapped around a body that has no right looking that good.â
âOh my god.â
âAnd donât get me started on his hands. Theyâre huge. Veiny. I hate that I noticed. But I did. And then, last week? He bent over to grab something and his hoodie lifted just enough for me to see this tattoo.â
There was a dramatic gasp on the other end of the call.
âI know,â Y/N groaned. âI didnât even know he had tattoos. Itâs on his ribs. Black ink, bold lines, kind of angularâsharp. And I shouldnât be thinking about it, but itâs like my brain short-circuited the moment I saw it.â
âYouâre done for.â
âI am.â
âYouâve fantasized about him, havenât you?â
There was a pause.
Then Y/N sighed and sank further into the cushion. âI mean⊠yeah. I may have imagined him pushing me against the wall once or twice. Maybe dragging his hands under my shirt. Maybeââ she lowered her voice, embarrassed, ââeating me out while calling me Noona.â
âY/N.â
âIâm broken. I know.â
âGirl.â
âI know!â
Y/N let her head fall back with a groan just as the door quietly opened behind her.
She didnât hear it.
Not the soft click.
Not the backpack dropping by the entrance.
Not the deep inhale.
Only when the voice cameâlow, amused, laced with something darkerâdid she flinch.
âEating you out while calling you Noona, huh?â
She shot up like sheâd been electrocuted.
Han Jisung stood in the hallway.
Half-zipped hoodie.
T-shirt clinging to his chest.
Eyes locked on hers.
And he was smirking.
âOh my godââ Y/N fumbled for her phone, her best friendâs scream of laughter still echoing through the speaker before she ended the call and tossed it aside like it burned.
Han stepped inside, kicking the door shut behind him without taking his eyes off her.
âYou werenât supposed to hear that.â
He tilted his head. âBut I did.â
âMy brother is notâ!â
âHere.â Han shrugged. âYeah. I know. He didnât tell me. Thought he was here. Figured Iâd walk in like usual, butâŠâ
He smiled. Slow. Sure.
âI walked into something way more interesting.â
Y/N stood up too fast, blanket falling away, revealing her oversized t-shirt barely covering her thighs. His eyes flicked down. She tugged the hem instinctively.
âJisung. Donât.â
He stepped forward.
âYouâve been thinking about me like that?â
âIt was just aâstupid ventââ
âYou imagined my tongue on your pussy.â
Her breath caught. âIt wasnâtâ!â
âYou imagined me calling you Noona while making you cum.â
Her skin prickled, and not just from embarrassment. âThat doesnât mean I wantââ
âBut you do,â he cut in, voice low, chest rising slowly. âDonât lie. Iâve seen it. The way you look at me. The way your breath catches when I lean in. You thought I was playing.â
He took another step forward.
âI was.â
She blinked. âWhat?â
âI was playing,â he repeated, now in front of her. âBut now? Iâm not.â
Her legs hit the couch.
He didnât touch her.
Not yet.
Just stood there, towering, close enough to smellâlike citrus and spice and something male underneath.
âI donât care if you deny it,â he murmured, âbut I need to know one thing.â
He leaned down, lips near hers but not touching.
âDo you want me to stop?â
Y/Nâs voice was barely a whisper.
âNo.â
That was all it took.
His lips crashed into hers with zero hesitationâhungry, hot, needy. His hands grabbed her waist and tugged her flush against him as she gasped into his mouth. Tongues collided. Teeth scraped. His fingers slipped under her shirt, skimming bare skin, dragging it up slowly, teasingly.
âDid you imagine my hands on your tits?â he breathed between kisses. âOr maybe my tongue?â
Y/N moaned.
That was answer enough.
He yanked the shirt off and tossed it somewhere behind them. Her bare breasts pressed against his chest and he groaned. He leaned down, catching one nipple between his lips, sucking gently, teeth grazing just enough to make her back arch.
âFuck,â she hissed. âJisungââ
âSay it.â
She whimpered, hands clutching his hair. âI want you.â
âFuck...Noona.â
Her knees gave out.
He scooped her up and laid her on the couch, settling between her thighs, kissing down her stomach, her hips, until he hooked both thumbs into the waistband of her panties and pulled them down.
âYouâre soaked already.â
She blushed. While he stared at her wet cunt like it was his favorite meal.
He couldn't hold back anymore.
Jisung's face vanished between her legs while he wrapped his hands around her thighs to keep her open. One long lick up her slit had her thighs trembling already. His hands pinned them wide as his mouth dove back in, tongue circling her clit, flattening, curling, teasing until she was breathless. His lips wrapped around it and suckedâsoft at first, then with more pressureâand when he slipped two fingers inside her, curling just right, her hips bucked up hard.
âGodâfuckâdonât stopââ
He didnât.
He moaned against her and the vibration sent her crashing. It took only a few minutes before her climax hit hardâback arching, mouth open in a silent cry, thighs clenching around his head.
But he didnât stop until she begged.
Only then did he kiss back up her body, hands roaming, lips trailing over flushed skin until he reached her neck.
âYou said you imagined this,â he whispered into her ear, âbut I bet you didnât imagine me being this good.â
âShut up,â she breathed, pulling him in for another kiss. âJust fuck me already.â
Jisung sat up to take off his shirt, revealing two tattoos on his skin, the muscles flexing underneath. God what a body she thought.
One of his hands reached into the pokets of his pants, bringing out a condom. He tore it open with his teeth, and she watchedânervous, wanting, achingâas he pushed his sweats down and rolled it on.
His cock was thick.
Hard.
Perfect.
And when he slid between her legs and into her in one long, slow thrustâ
Y/N gasped.
âShitâJisungââ
He stilled once he was buried to the hilt, forehead pressed to hers, both of them shaking from the intensity.
âYou feel so fucking good,â he groaned. âSo tight. So wet.â
âMove.â
He obeyed.
Long, deep thrusts at firstâhis hips grinding down just enough to make her moan with each stroke. Then faster. Rougher. His fingers laced with hers as he pinned her hand besides her head, mouth claiming hers again as their bodies moved in sync.
âSay it,â he whispered against her lips.
âSay what?â
âThat you wanted this.â
She hesitated.
He thrust deeperâharderâand she cried out.
âI wanted it.â
âYou still want it?â
âYes.â
He groaned and slammed into her harder.
Her nails dug into his back. Sweat slicked their skin. She wrapped her legs around his waist and took him, moaning into his neck, clinging like he was the only thing holding her together.
He pulled back, panting, eyes locked to hers.
Thenâlow, dark, possessiveâhe whispered:
âSay it again, Noona.â
She shivered.
âI wanted this.â
And when she came again, her body tightening around him, he followedâgroaning into her neck as he buried himself deep, spilling into the condom with one final thrust.
The silence after was breathless. Heavy. Full of too many thoughts and not enough air.
He collapsed beside her, still catching his breath.
She stared at the ceiling.
â...you definitely werenât supposed to hear that call.â
He laughedâhoarse, smug, content.
âAnd you definitely werenât supposed to say that stuff if you didnât want me to make it come true.â
Warnings: Psychological manipulation and hallucinations, dark fantasy themes, sexual tension, power imbalance, snake imagery
Chapter 2
The room was carved directly into stone, smooth and cool to the touchâalmost too perfect to be natural. If the temple hadnât chosen to keep you alive, you were fairly sure it couldâve made the walls shift and crush you without warning.
But it hadnât. Yet.
Instead, it cradled you.
Soft green light pulsed gently from the runes along the wall, casting strange shadows that danced like snakes on water. A low-burning brazier filled the air with a spicy scentâresin, herbs, and something warm and earthy you couldnât place.
You sat on the edge of the low bed, elbows resting on your knees, fingers curled against the sheets. The fabric beneath you was unlike anything youâd touched beforeâsmooth and weighty like silk, but cool and alive like serpent skin.
You shouldâve been exhausted. But your body remained coiled tight with tension, like you hadnât yet been allowed to breathe since stepping into the temple.
And worse, you couldnât stop thinking about him.
San.
The way he moved. The way he spoke. The way his eyes flicked from your lips to your throat and back again like he was tasting the air. The way he stood behind you without sound, like he was waiting for your body to realize he was there before your mind could catch up.
Your fingers gripped the sheet tighter. âWhat the hell is wrong with me,â you muttered, low and sharp.
You stood quickly and paced the room.
A small table in the corner held a pitcher of cool water and a cup made from dark glass. You poured yourself a drink and leaned against the edge of the table, taking a slow sip. You tried not to remember how his voice sounded so close to your skin. Or the faint flick of his serpentâs tongue near your neck. Or the way he watched you like he already owned your future.
Your breath caught again.
And just thenâ
A soft hiss.
Followed by something that shifted against the stone.
You turned sharply.
At first, you thought it was your reflection in the polished wall.
But then it blinked.
San stood in the doorway, shadows behind him like draped wings, robe barely clinging to one shoulder. The fabric fell open over his chest, exposing muscle wrapped in black serpent tattoos that shimmered faintly with each breath he took. His hair was tousled, damp at the edges, and a few strands stuck to his browâmessy and breathtaking in a way that felt intentional.
A single snake rested around his neck like a collar, head lifted just slightly, tongue flicking in your direction.
He didnât speak.
Didnât need to.
Your hand slowly lowered the cup to the table.
âWhat are you doing here?â you asked, voice steady even though your heart had started to thrum.
His gaze raked over youâonce, slow and deliberate.
âThe temple allowed me in.â
âThatâs not an answer.â
He took a few quiet steps into the room. âIt is.â
You swallowed hard. âIf you came to intimidate meââ
âI came because I couldnât stop thinking about you.â
That stopped you. Your mouth opened, but no words came out.
His eyes gleamed. âInteresting, isnât it?â he mused, crossing the space between you with effortless calm. âHow quickly energy shifts in a room once the truth is named.â
You stepped back slightly. He followed, but kept his distanceâjust enough to tease. His snake uncurled from his shoulder and slithered down his arm, coiling lazily around his wrist before dipping toward the floor.
âThe temple responds to emotion,â he said, voice low. âIt sharpens everything. Sound. Heat. Touch. Even the air.â
He tilted his head. âTell me⊠do you feel it?â
You didnât answer.
You didnât have to.
Your skin was buzzing. Every nerve felt raw, exposed, as if the very atmosphere was trying to memorize you. San didnât look away. He never blinked. His eyes burned into yoursâpatient, predatory.
And then you realized:
He wasnât just watching.
He was waiting.
For you to react.
For you to move.
For you to break.
âI donât know what you want from me,â you whispered.
âI want what the temple wants.â
His voice dropped. âTo see what youâll become when the cage is gone.â
He stepped closer. You didnât stop him. His hand liftedâslow, deliberateâand brushed a loose strand of hair from your face. His fingers didnât linger, but your skin still tingled where he touched.
âYouâre afraid of wanting something,â he said, eyes darkening just slightly. âAnd even more afraid of what happens when you get it.â
Your breath hitched.
He saw it.
âGood,â he whispered. âFear prevents you from becoming careless.â
And with that, he turned. The movement made his robe shift slightly, revealing the lean cut of his back, his tattoos wrapping down the curve of his spine like a living thing. His snake slithered beside him, brushing close to your foot before following him out.
He paused in the doorway.
âTry to rest, Y/N,â he said softly. âTomorrow⊠the temple will begin to test you.â
You stared at the empty space long after he was gone.
Your skin still burned.
---
Sleep wasn't really an option.
Even when you closed your eyes, the temple didnât let you fall. It held you in place like a hand pressed lightly at your chestâwatching. Waiting.
Time passed strangely in the stone room. One moment, your eyelids fluttered shut, and the next, the air was differentâcolder, or warmer, or somehow⊠aware.
You sat up slowly.
The green runes on the wall had dimmed. The light flickered like a flame nearing death. A chill prickled up your arms as you reached for the blanketâonly to find it gone.
The bed was stone now.
No pillows. No fabric. Just cold, black stone against your back and palms. You stood too quickly, heart lurching.
âHello?â your voice echoed, thinner than you expected.
The room looked the same⊠but different. Wrong. The shadows stretched longer. The walls curved slightly inward. You stepped toward the door.
And saw it had vanished.
No exit.
Only silence.
And thenâŠ
âDo you even know who you are without someone to save?â
The voice was your own.
You turned, blood rushing in your ears.
Across the room, another version of you stoodâsame clothes, same expression, but her eyes⊠were empty.
Dead. Cold. Smiling.
You stumbled back.
âWhat is this?â
âYour first test,â came a softer voiceânot your own.
San.
He stood in the far corner now, half-shadowed, arms crossed over his chest. The green light danced across his tattoos like living things.
âThe temple doesnât care who you pretend to be,â he said. âIt strips away the masks. It makes you look.â
He walked toward you slowly. âYou asked for help. Now it wants to see if you deserve it.â
You looked at the copy of yourself. Her head tilted.
âYou think youâre brave,â she whispered. âBut youâre not. You only came because there was no one left to do it. If you had a choice⊠you wouldnât have come at all.â
You clenched your jaw. âThatâs not true.â
âIsnât it?â San asked quietly behind you.
You turned on him. âYou said the temple wouldnât kill me.â
âI said it would decide.â He stepped closer. âThis isnât about your body. Itâs about the truth.â
Your copy walked forward now, slow and sure, circling you like a vulture.
âDo you know why youâre so afraid of him?â she hissed, eyes flashing toward San.
âBecause he sees the parts of you you pretend donât exist. The hunger. The anger. The need.â
Your breath caught.
âYouâd let him touch you if he wanted,â she said with a sneer. âYouâd fall to your knees for him and call it survival.â
âEnough,â you snapped, voice breaking.
She stopped. Smiling wider now. Your face twisted with cruelty.
âHe already knows. Youâre just afraid heâll say it first.â
And with that, she vanished. Gone like breath on glass.
The room flickered. The runes glowed brighter. The door reappeared.
You collapsed against the wall, hands shaking.
San stood still across from you, watching. His eyes glowed softlyâno amusement this time. Just something unreadable. Like pity wrapped in fascination.
You hated that heâd seen it.
That part of you. The part you didnât even want to admit to yourself.
âWas that real?â you whispered.
âAs real as your reflection,â he replied calmly. âBut more honest.â
You dragged in a breath. âWhy did it feel like you were part of it?â
San stepped toward you, slowly. âBecause I am. The temple and I⊠we are not separate.â
He knelt in front of you now, gaze level with yours.
âAnd you should understand something, Y/N.â
âThe longer you stay, the more it will use me to test you.â
You stared at him, breath caught in your chest. âAnd youâll let it?â
He tilted his head slightly. His snake slithered down his shoulder and rested its head gently against your thigh.
âOnly if you let me in first.â
Your pulse thundered in your ears.
The distance between you vanished one slow moment at a timeâhis presence filling your senses again like smoke. You hated how safe it felt when he was this close.
You stood there, staring at the woman reflected back at you â stronger, freer, wanted. And behind her, him.
Hongjoong.
The version of him in the mirror wasnât touching you. Not yet. But he looked like he would. Like he wanted to. Like the only thing holding him back was the final thread of your hesitation.
And in that moment, you realizedâ
That version of you craved it.
And so did you.
You turned away from the mirror.
He hadnât moved. He watched you closely, head slightly tilted, hands relaxed at his sides.
He gave you space, but you could feel itâ
He was the gravity in the room.
âYouâre quiet,â he said.
Your voice came out hoarse.
âIâm trying to figure out if Iâve already lost myself.â
âNo,â he said gently. âYouâre not lost. Youâre just not hiding anymore.â
A pause. Thenâ
âThat part of you youâve always tried to bury? The hunger? The ache?â
His steps were slow, deliberate.
âIt brought you here.â
You didnât move as he approached.
âYou asked me what I saw in you,â he continued. âI saw everything no one else was willing to look at. And I didnât turn away.â
He stood right in front of you now.
Your breath caught.
âI see the fire under the silence,â he whispered. âThe chaos behind your patience. The craving to be⊠taken.â
You hated how true it felt.
âYou want to feel chosen,â he murmured.
âBut more than that⊠you want to feel claimed.â
Your lips partedâbut no sound came out.
Because yes. Yes, yes, yes.
Even if it scared you. Even if it made no sense.
Even if he was the danger you were supposed to run fromâ
You stepped forward.
The moment your chest brushed his, he moved.
His hand came up to cradle your jawâwarm, firm, grounding. The other slid around your waist, pulling you into him like heâd been waiting for this exact surrender.
âSay it,â he whispered against your lips.
âSay you want me.â
Your heart pounded.
You didnât answer with words.
You kissed him.
It wasnât sweet.
It was sharp. Starving. The way a dying person drinks water.
His lips caught yours with a low growl â restrained, but not soft. Like heâd been holding back for too long and now finally, finally had permission.
Your hands clutched his shirt, fingers curling into the fabric like you needed something to anchor you.
And he gave it.
All of it.
He kissed like a secret you were never supposed to know.
Like he wanted to leave marks. Not on your skinâon your soul.
Tongue sliding over yours, thumb brushing your cheek, his body pressing you back until your spine met the cold wall of mirrors. Your breath caught, and he swallowed the sound.
âAren't you such a Good girl,â he murmured against your lips.
The words melted your knees.
He felt it.
âYouâve been waiting for someone to say it,â he said, voice low, teasing.
âHavenât you?â
You nodded, barely able to speak.
âThen listen carefully.â
His lips brushed your ear, sending a shiver through your entire body.
âYouâre mine now.â
You didnât fight it.
You didnât want to.
Because something inside you uncoiled with those words. Something you hadnât let free in years. Maybe ever.
Not control. Not obedience.
Just belonging.
When he pulled back, he didnât let go of you.
His thumb rested at your jaw, the heat of his body still pressing into yours, his voice velvet and final.
âYou said no when we first met. But your soulâs been saying yes since the moment you laid eyes on me.â
You shivered.
He smiled, but it wasnât cruel this time. It was something far more dangerous.
Tender.
âWelcome home little lamp.â
Â
A few days later...
You didn't know when it stopped feeling like temptation and started feeling like worship.
Maybe the moment you stopped resisting.
Or maybe it was last night, when he sat at the head of the long candlelit table, eyes on you the entire time, speaking of truth and freedom and submission while the others watched.
No one else could hear the way he spoke to youânot truly.
But his voice? It lived inside you now.
You dreamt of it.
You ached for it.
And tonight⊠he finally took you.
The room was silent except for the sound of your breath and the way his boots echoed softly across the polished floor. You stood before him in nothing but his shirtâblack, oversized, smelling of him. The fabric kissed your thighs, and still, it felt too much.
âTake it off,â he said.
You obeyed.
Not out of fear.
But out of need.
He watched, seated on the edge of the bed like a king in his temple, legs spread just enough to make your mouth water. He didnât move. Just watched as you peeled the shirt off, slow, letting it fall to the ground.
Naked.
Bare.
Exposed.
You felt cold and hot at once. Nervous and starved.
âYou know what you are now, donât you?â he asked.
You nodded.
âYours.â
âLouder.â
âYours,â you whispered.
âAlways.â
A slow smile curved his lips. His rings glinted as he patted his thigh.
âCome kneel.â
You dropped to your knees between his legs. The floor was cold. His pants were warm. Your eyes flicked up to his, and the way he looked at youâlike a god accepting sacrificeâmade your thighs clench.
âLook how obedient you are now.â
âMy little lamb,â he murmured, brushing your cheek.
âYou donât even realize how filthy youâve become, do you?â
Your mouth parted. You couldnât answer.
âOpen.â
You did. Tongue out. Ready.
He slid his thumb across your lips, then dipped it insideâpressing against your tongue as you sucked, slow and eager.
âYou used to run from me,â he said, watching you.
âNow you beg for my hands. My mouth. My cock.â
A low growl followed.
âYouâre sick for me. Say it.â
Your voice was thick around his thumb.
âIâm sick for you.â
âAnd you love it.â
You moaned.
He finally stood.
Undid his beltâslow enough to make your pulse spikeâand let it hang open. His shirt stayed on.
Always black.
Always perfect.
He unzipped his pants, and when his cock sprang free, thick and already hard, you almost choked on the anticipation.
âEyes on me,â he said, stroking it slowly, thumb gliding over the head.
âYouâll cum from my voice alone one day,â he promised.
âYouâll scream my name without me laying a finger on you.â
Then his eyes darkened with something heavier.
âBut tonight⊠youâll use your mouth.â
He sat before you, cock thick and flushed in his hand, and you knew what he wantedâwhat he expected.
And God, you wanted to give it.
âShow me how desperate you are.â
You leaned in slowly, eyes on his the entire time, until your lips hovered just above the tip.
He didnât guide you.
He didnât have to.
Your tongue flicked out first, tasting the bead of precum at the head. Salty, warm, his. You kissed the crown, then dragged your tongue down the length of him, slow, savoring. His breath hitched above you.
âGood girl,â he murmured, thumb brushing your cheek.
âLook at you, kneeling to serve your god.â
The praise made your core clench.
You wrapped your lips around him and slid downâdeep. Taking your time. Letting your throat open for him.
His hand threaded into your hair, but he didnât force you. He just held you there, watching, groaning softly as you sucked and licked, wet and eager. Your hands gripped his thighs, needing him closer, needing to make him feel everything heâd carved into you.
âYouâre so fucking obedient now,â he whispered, thumb wiping the drool from your chin.
âDripping just from sucking me off, arenât you?â
You moaned around him.
âThatâs it. Worship me properly.â
You hollowed your cheeks, going deeper, faster. You could feel his hips twitch, his thighs tighten.
His head tilted back, breath growing heavier.
âDonât stop,â he growled.
âLet me fuck your mouth like you were made for it.â
He started to move thenâslow thrusts into your throat, hand tight in your hair, his praise turning into low curses.
âGod, look at you. So pretty like this. So fucking devoted.â
You choked a little when he pushed deeper, but you didnât stop. You couldnât. Not when he was praising you like that. Not when you were making him fall apart.
âTouch yourself,â he ordered, voice ragged.
You obeyed without hesitationâone hand slipping between your legs as he used your mouth, soft groans echoing around the room like prayer.
âI should spill it all down your throat,â he snarled.
âClaim you here first. Make sure every part of you remembers who owns you.â
You moanedâyes, please, do it.
His movements grew rougher.
You held on.
And when he finally came, he did it with a growlâdeep inside your throat, his body tensing, hand clenching in your hair, his other on your cheek as he held you in place.
You swallowed it all.
Of course you did.
He pulled out slowly, your lips glossy, chin slick, eyes glazed with lust and tears.
You looked up at him, breathless. Wrecked.
He cupped your face and kissed you softly on the foreheadâso gentle it made your heart ache.
âThatâs my girl,â he whispered.
He pulled you up suddenly, mouth crashing into yours as he spun you onto the bed. You barely had time to gasp before he was on top of youâpressing you into the sheets, his hips grinding against yours.
His mouth devoured you.
Teeth scraping. Tongue dominating. Kisses like claims. Like blood oaths.
âSay my name,â he whispered, trailing kisses down your throat.
âSay it like a prayer.â
âHongjoong,â you moaned, eyes fluttering.
He bit down on your neckânot gentle. Not cruel. Just enough to make your hips jerk.
âAgain.â
âHongjoongâfuckâpleaseââ
He growled, one hand sliding down between your thighs, fingers parting you, dipping into the wet heat heâd created without a single touch until now.
âAlready dripping,â he murmured. âYou were made for this. For me.â
He didnât fuck you right away.
No.
He teased.
His fingers played with youâslow, torturous circles. Not enough to let you fall apart. Just enough to keep you trembling. Just enough to make you beg.
âYou want to cum?â he asked, lips brushing your ear.
You nodded desperately.
âBeg.â
âPleaseâHongjoongâI need itâI need youââ
He chuckled darkly.
âI know you need me little lamp.â
His fingers pushed deeperâcurling perfectlyâwhile his other hand held your throat, thumb resting against your pulse.
âIâm in your head. Your blood. Your fucking soul.â
You shattered with a cry, body arching, clenching around his fingers.
âThatâs right,â he groaned.
âCum for me, my lamb. Show them all who you belong to.â
But he wasnât finished.
You barely had time to breathe before he took off the rest of his pants and pushed his cock inside youâdeep, all at once, splitting you open on a groan that made your eyes roll back.
âYou take me so well,â he hissed, gripping your thighs, dragging you closer.
âLike this cunt was built for me.â
You moanedâhigh, broken, ruined.
He fucked you slow at first. Cruel. Measured.
Then harder.
Deeper.
Until the bed rocked. Until your voice was gone. Until your nails dug into his back and your entire body shook with need.
âGood girl,â he growled.
âTaking your god like you were made to.â
Your second orgasm hit like lightning. Your legs shook. Your body spasmed around him.
He didnât stop.
âYouâre going to give me one more,â he whispered, kissing your jaw.
âIâm going to fill you up, and youâre going to thank me.â
You sobbed.
âPleaseâyesâpleaseââ
He grabbed your throat againâlight pressure, just enoughâand kissed you as he slammed into you once more, groaning through clenched teeth.
âMine,â he gasped.
âFucking mine.â
You broke.
Fully.
Your third orgasm rolled through your body like fire, and his followedâhot, deep, relentless.
Warnings: Psychological manipulation, Cult themes / seduction, Emotional distress & breakdown, Mirror-based hallucinations / fear triggers, Abandonment, loneliness, fear of rejection, Trauma imagery, Dubious consent
Chapter 2/3 - The Hook beneath the smile
{Chapter 1 - Silent Manipulation}
{Chapter 3 - Worship your God}
You woke with the taste of him in your mouth.
Not literalânot really. But the memory lingered on your lips like wine. His words, his breath, the feeling of his hand on your wrist. That note.
You hadnât dreamed of him.
You didnât need to.
He was already in your head.
The book remained closed on your nightstand all morning. You didnât dare touch it again.
Instead, you cleaned.
You werenât even sure whyâbut your apartment was spotless by noon. You scrubbed counters, rearranged books, wiped mirrors. And every time you passed a window, you paused. Looked. Watched.
No sign of him.
No shadow by the trees.
No figure in the street.
And yet⊠your heart beat faster anyway.
---
That afternoon, you told yourself you needed air.
But you didnât walk toward town. Not the grocery store. Not the library.
You took the long path near the woods.
The one that passed Old Hollow Road.
You told yourself you wouldnât go far. That you were just walking.
But your boots crunched leaves where they shouldnât.
And when you found yourself at the gate again, that rusted iron grin yawning openâ
You stopped.
Only for a second.
Then stepped through.
The mansion was quiet. Still. Nothing moved in the windows.
But you didnât expect it to.
Somewhere, deep in your chest, you felt like it was watching you anyway.
Like it knew.
You stood at the edge of the overgrown courtyard, hands deep in your pockets, lips pressed together.
You shouldnât be here.
But your feet stayed planted.
A sound behind you made you spinâjust a branch snapping in the woods, maybe. A squirrel. A breeze.
But thenâ
âYou came back.â
His voice.
You turned slowly.
Hongjoong stood at the edge of the stone path, bathed in soft gray light. A simple black coat clung to his frame, open at the collar. His hair looked slightly tousled like heâd just come from somewhere warm, somewhere private.
He didnât look surprised.
Just pleased.
âI didnât come for you,â you said quickly. Too quickly.
He raised a brow. âNo?â
You shook your head.
âI was justâwalking.â
âYou walked all the way to me,â he murmured with a smile on his lips. âFunny how we end up exactly where weâre meant to.â
You looked away. That smile was dangerous. Not because it was sharpâbut because it wasnât. Because it looked like it cared. Like it knew you.
âYou left that note.â
âMm.â
He took a slow step toward you. âDid it frighten you?â
âYes.â
Another step.
âGood.â
You froze.
âFear is honest,â he said simply. âItâs the one thing you canât fake. People lie about desire, about anger, about love. But fear?â
He stopped in front of you, head tilted just slightly.
âFear is pure.â
You hated how close he was.
You hated how much closer you wanted him.
âI shouldnât be here.â
âAnd yetâŠâ
His hand lifted. Not to touch. Just to hover.
The tip of his finger brushed a loose strand of hair from your cheek.
One moment you were outside⊠the next, the heavy door creaked shut behind you with a sound like a sigh.
Warm light flickered from chandeliers above, casting gold across velvet curtains and dust-covered wood.
The air smelled like old paper. Candle wax. Something floral and spicyâhim.
âWe donât bite,â he said, watching you scan the space. âUnless asked nicely.â
You laughedâshort, nervous.
âWhoâs âweâ?â
He smiled. Didnât answer.
âYou live here?â
âWe belong here.â
That wasnât an answer either.
You took a few more steps forward. Slowly. Like testing the floor of a dream. Everything felt too quiet. Too⊠intentional.
As if every chair, every mirror, every inch of this house was watching you.
âWhy me?â you asked suddenly, voice small. âWhy talk to me?â
He was behind you now. Close. So close you felt the heat of him through your sweater.
âBecause youâre lonely,â he whispered.
âAnd curious. And clever enough to see the cracks. But still soft enough to believe they can be filled.â
You turned.
âYou donât know me.â
His eyes flicked over your face.
âI know your breathing changes when I step close. I know you lie when you say you donât want to be here. And I knowâŠâ
He paused.
Then, gently:
âYouâve never felt more seen in your life than when I looked at you.â
You hated that he was right.
You hated that your body leaned forwardânot away.
You hated the way your pulse fluttered beneath your skin like something begging to be caught.
âI should go.â
âThen go,â he said easily, stepping back.
But your legs didnât move.
âYou wonât follow me?â
He smiled faintly.
âWhy would I chase you⊠when I already know youâll return?â
Silence stretched.
The air thickened.
And you realizedâ
He hadnât set a trap.
Not one you could see.
You were walking into it willingly.
Because some part of youâsome quiet, dangerous, craving partâwanted to be caught.
You lingered near the door.
Not because you were ready to leave.
But because you needed to pretend you were still in control.
Your fingers grazed the edge of a side table, tracing the pattern in the wood.
Your mind whispered warnings, questionsâWho is he? What is this? Why are you still here?
But your body... stilled. Listened.
Behind you, Hongjoong moved like smokeâsilent, graceful, too calm. You didnât turn around, but you felt him.
Like gravity.
âYou donât have to stay,â he said, voice low, soft like velvet. âYou donât owe me anything.â
His gentleness was the most dangerous part.
You finally turned.
âThen why do I feel like I do?â
His gaze was unreadable. He didnât answer right away. He just looked at youâinto youâwith that maddening calm. As if your question amused him. Or maybe saddened him.
âBecause no one ever gives you permission to want something for yourself,â he said.
That stopped you.
Your breath caught in your throat. Your arms foldedâdefensive, vulnerable.
âThatâs not true.â
âIsnât it?â
A step closer.
âYou spend your life pleasing others. Smiling when you're supposed to. Saying yes when you mean maybe. Saying maybe when you mean no.â
âStop.â
âAnd now youâre standing here, on the edge of something you feel, something your body knows, and the only thing holding you back isâwhat?â
Another step.
âFear? Or guilt?â
You didnât know.
And that was the problem.
Your voice cracked.
âWhat are you?â
He didnât flinch. Just blinked, slow.
âA reflection.â
You frowned.
âOf what?â
âOf what you try to ignore.â
He reached out again. You didnât pull away this time.
His fingers brushed your handâbarely. A whisper of touch.
But it felt like fire.
He didnât grab. He didnât pull.
He just let his fingertips rest there.
Let you decide.
And yet... you didnât move.
âWhy do you want me here?â you asked, and you hated the way your voice softenedâlike you already needed his answer more than you should.
He smiled. Not smug. Just honest.
âBecause youâre interesting. Because you ask questions when others stay quiet. Because I donât want to lie to you, and I wonât.â
That last part made your stomach twist.
Because you believed him.
And that scared you the most.
He tilted his head slightly.
âThereâs a room upstairs. Full of mirrors. Each one older than the last. No tricks. No filters. Just reflection.â
His voice dipped lower.
âI want you to see what I see.â
âAnd what do you see?â
âA girl who wants to be wanted. Not for how well she behaves. But for how deeply she feels.â
You closed your eyes for a moment.
That was too close.
You shouldâve left. Shouldâve run.
But your feet wouldnât move.
Your breath was shaky as you opened your eyes again.
âIâm not one of them.â
âWho?â
âYour followers. The others. Whoever they are.â
He gave a small, slow smile.
âNot yet.â
You shouldâve hated that answer.
You didnât.
You hated how your stomach fluttered instead.
He turned away without another word and walked toward the grand staircase that curled like a spine through the center of the house.
âCome if you want,â he said without looking back.
âOr stay here. Or leave.â
You stared at his back.
You could walk out right now. Back into the cold air. Back to safety.
But you didnât.
Because something in your chest ached for him to keep talking.
Because something in you wanted to know what he saw in those mirrors.
Because something in you whisperedâ
He sees me.
And being seen... that was the most addicting thing of all.
 ---
The stairs groaned under your feet as you followed him.
You told yourself you were only curious. That it meant nothing. That this wasnât surrenderâit was investigation. But with every step, the air grew heavier. Warmer. Like the house knew you were coming closer to something you couldn't take back.
He didnât speak as he led you down the long hall.
The walls were lined with candles, tall and flickering, casting distorted shadows across the faded wallpaper.
You noticed the door before he did anythingâblack wood, carved with vines and thorns.
He opened it slowly.
The hinges moaned.
âAfter you.â
The room was silent.
And full of mirrors.
Tall ones. Round ones. Broken ones. Gilded, rusted, shattered. Floor to ceiling, every angle. Every shape. A forest of glass.
And youâtrapped inside every one.
Your breath caught. Something twisted in your chest.
At first, it was just your reflection. A hundred versions of yourself.
But thenâŠ
They changed.
In the first mirror, your face was younger. Thinner. Sadder.
Your eyes were puffy and red, mascara streaking your cheeks. You were cryingâno, begging.
You remembered that day. The argument. The goodbye.
The reflection moved even when you didnât.
âWhy am I never enough?â the mirrored-you whispered.
You stumbled back.
In another mirror, you saw your parents. But their backs were turned. You tried to call outâyour mouth opened in the real worldâbut in the mirror, your reflection was invisible.
They were laughing. Holding hands. Looking past you like you were never there.
In the next, you stood alone on a street you didnât recognize. People passed you. Hundreds. Thousands.
No one looked at you.
You were screaming nowâbut nothing came out.
Your voice was gone.
Your body in the reflection clutched at your chest, curled in on itself.
Alone. Always alone.
You turned from that one too fast and came face to face with your worst one yet.
Them.
The people you loved. The ones youâd tried to hold closeâfriends, family, even strangers youâd once saved from their own darkness.
They were standing in a row, faces blank.
One by one, they turned their backs.
Even your mirrored self tried to stop them.
Cried. Reached out.
They didnât stop walking.
âI gave everything,â you whispered. âI loved them.â
The reflection turned to you with dead eyes.
âAnd still⊠they left.â
You backed away. Hands over your mouth. Chest heaving. Tears blurred your vision. Your knees buckled slightly.
You hated that he hadnât stopped this.
You hated that he was letting you see it.
And yetâhe stood by the doorway.
Silent. Watching. Calm.
Not cruel.
Holding space.
âMake it stop,â you choked out.
âThis is you,â he said quietly. âNot me.â
âThen why does it feel like a nightmare?â
âBecause youâve never let yourself see it this clearly.â
Then his voice changed.
Gentler. Deeper.
âBut itâs not the whole truth.â
You looked up at him, broken open. Raw.
âWhat else is there?â
He stepped forward.
Took your hand.
Guided youâslowlyâtoward the last mirror at the far end of the room. It wasnât like the others. No gold. No cracks. Just smooth black glass.
You hesitated.
âLook,â he whispered.
You did.
And there you were.
Lit in soft gold. Eyes glowingânot with fear, but with fire.
You stood taller. Shoulders strong. Mouth curvedânot into a fake smile, but something alive.
In this mirror⊠you werenât begging.
You werenât shrinking.
You were seen.
And not by strangers.
By him.
He stood behind you in the reflectionâHongjoong, hands at your waist, gaze fixed on your face like you were the only thing that ever made sense.
There was no mockery in his eyes. No trick.
Only want.
Only reverence.
âYou crave to be loved like that,â he murmured.
âFully. Without fear. Without shame.â
You stared. Tears still clinging to your lashes.
âIs this real?â
âNot yet,â he said softly. âBut it can be.â
You looked at him then.
And he wasnât smiling this time.
He looked serious. He looked honest. And you believed him. Even when part of you still screamed not to.
That was the hook.
Not the lies.
Not the fear.
But the part of you that finally saw what it wanted. And the man who promised it without ever needing to ask.
Tucked between hills and crawling forests, Mirrowood whispered like a secret â its name passed from lips to ears in the same tone people reserved for ghost stories and curses. You hadnât come for superstition, though. You came because the stories wouldnât leave you alone.
They spoke of a group. A cult, some said. Others called them a âcommuneâ or âvisionaries.â
But all stories ended the same way: They come in quiet, and you don't come back.
You didnât believe that.
Not until that night.
Not until him.
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You werenât sure why your feet led you to the edge of the woods that evening. The locals had told you about the abandoned mansion out past Old Hollow Road, where the trees pressed close like they had something to hide. They warned you, but in that warning was something else â something like longing.
The gate was already open. Rusted, twisted. As if inviting you in.
Your breath fogged in the cold night air as you approached. The mansion loomed in front of you like a memory youâd never lived, all cracked windows and ivy-covered stone, strangely regal despite the decay.
Then came a voice.
Low. Smooth. Almost too warm for the night air.
âYouâre curious.â
You froze.
Out from the shadows stepped a man. Not just any man â he seemed carved from the very night itself. Slender but strong, dark hair tousled, eyes sharp and impossibly calm.
He smiled.
And you forgot how to breathe.
That smile could disarm armies. It was the kind that curled at the corners just enough to soothe... but underneath it, something shimmered. Something that didnât blink.
âJoin us,â he said, stepping closer, âand weâll show you what truly matters.â
Behind him, seven others appeared â each one striking, haunting in different ways. Their presence shifted the air around you. Magnetic. Silent. Devouring.
You stumbled back a step, instincts screaming now.
âI⊠I think I need to go.â
You tried to sound firm. You didnât.
None of them moved. Not one. But their eyes stayed on you, and you knewâ
You had been seen.
Not just looked at. Seen.
When you turned and walked away, your spine prickled with the certainty that they were still watching. All the way back through the trees. All the way back to town.
You hadnât locked your door in months â it never felt necessary in a town like this â but tonight, it clicked shut. Bolted. You even pushed a chair beneath the knob.
And still, when you lay in bed, you swore you heard something outside.
A whisper of a footstep. The shift of a shadow.
When you sat up and looked to the windowâ
There was nothing.
Except⊠no.
A folded piece of black paper sat on the sill.
You hadnât opened the window.
With trembling fingers, you reached out and unfolded it.
Tried to tell yourself it had been a dream, a trick of the dark, a prank from local kids.
But that note never left your mind.
Nor did the man with the smile.
Every time you passed a mirror, you half-expected to see him behind you.
Every time you stepped outside, you felt the pull of the woods again.
Each night, the silence got louder. The shadows deeper. And sometimes â not always, but sometimes â you saw someone out of the corner of your eye.
Standing. Watching.
Him.
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One afternoon, as storm clouds gathered above the town and rain threatened to split the sky, you stepped into the old bookstore near the edge of the square. The bell chimed as you entered, and the scent of parchment and dust filled your nose.
You didn't even realize you werenât alone until you turned a corner in the aisle and nearly ran into him.
Hongjoong.
He looked like he belonged in that space â in every space â like the world shifted around him to make room.
He was wearing a dark button-up, sleeves rolled, silver rings flashing as he reached for a book on the top shelf. He didnât look surprised to see you.
âYou came back,â he murmured, like heâd been expecting you.
You backed up instinctively.
He stepped forward slowly, like a predator who knew there was no need to rush.
âWhy run when you want to know more?â
Your pulse thundered.
âYou⊠youâre not real.â
He tilted his head. That damned smile again.
âArenât I?â
You realized your hands were shaking. Fists clenched at your sides. Your breath hitched, chest tight. The air between you was heavyâlaced with something thick and electric. You could smell him now.
Not cologne.
Smoke. Rain. A faint sweetness like honey⊠and something metallic underneath.
âWhat do you want from me?â you asked.
âNothing,â he said smoothly. âAnd everything.â
He reached past you.
You flinchedâbut he only plucked a thin, leather-bound book from the shelf behind your shoulder. Still, his hand brushed the air beside your face. The closeness made you dizzy.
âWe all live with questions,â he murmured, flipping the book open with long, elegant fingers. âSome people run from them. OthersâŠâ He looked up. His eyes locked with yours.
âThey come looking for answers. Like you.â
You swallowed. âI didnât come for you.â
âNo,â he agreed. âYou came for truth. But truth is rarely kind.â
He stepped back finally, giving you just enough room to breathe. You took in a shaky breath, the space around you suddenly too large, too quiet.
âThis isnât a game,â you whispered. âYou canât justâappear. Lurk in shadows. Leave notes.â
âOf course not,â he said easily. âThat would be manipulative.â
A pause. Then, quietly, âDo you feel manipulated?â
You stared at him. He was calm. Patient. And yet you felt like he was waiting for something.
Yes.
Thatâs what you shouldâve said. Yes, I feel manipulated. Afraid. Hunted.
But your mouth wouldnât move. Because⊠something about him called to you. As if he already lived in the part of you that asked questions in the dark.
He held the book out to you. The cover was blank. Just cracked leather and a black ribbon tucked between the pages.
âTake it,â he said. âA gift.â
You didnât move.
âIt wonât bite,â he added. Then, tilting his head:
âUnless you want it to.â
Your cheeks flushed.
And stillâyour hand reached out.
The moment your fingers brushed the book, his other hand caught your wrist. Not harsh. Not quite.
Warm.
Strong.
Too intimate.
âYou want to understand us,â he murmured, his thumb brushing lightly along the inside of your wristâright where your pulse betrayed you.
âBut the truth isâŠâ His eyes lowered to your lips, and back again.
âYou want to be part of us.â
Your breath shuddered out of you. The room felt too warm. The pages of the book trembled in your grasp.
âThatâs not true,â you whispered.
âIsnât it?â
You yanked your hand backânot out of strength, but panic. It didnât matter. He let you go.
âKeep the book,â he said, voice now laced with something gentler. âRead it when youâre ready.â
âReady for what?â
He smiled.
âYour initiation.â
---
You ran that time. Not graceful. Not proud. You fled the store and didnât look back until your lungs burned and the streets blurred in your eyes.
But you didnât let go of the book the entire way home.
Even as you locked the door behind youâeven as you kicked off your shoes and double-checked the windowsâthe book stayed in your arms. Tucked against your chest. As if releasing it would let something escape.
The apartment felt colder tonight.
The shadows longer.
You placed the book on your nightstand with trembling fingers, its cover worn smooth like it had been touched a thousand times before. Still blank. Still silent. But it felt... awake.
You turned on your bedside lamp and sat down on the bed.
Soft amber light washed over the pages as you opened it.
The first page was empty.
So was the second.
And the third.
You flipped slowly, heartbeat rising. A dozen blank pages, thenâ
Ink.
Your eyes locked on the first line in a delicate, curling script. It wasnât printed. It was written. Recently. The ink shimmered slightly, as if it had only just dried.
You leaned in, breath catching.
> Fear is a seed. Let it grow.
You stared. Mouth dry. Pages trembling in your grip.
Then, slowly, the next line appeared.
Not written by a hand.
It faded in.
As if breathed onto the paper from nowhere at all.
> Tonight, Iâll visit your dreams. Sleep well, little lamb. â HJ
You slammed the book shut and jumped up from the bed, heart thundering in your chest while you stood in the middle of the room.
No footsteps.
No wind.
Just the low hum of something unseen, something patient.
You stared at the closed book.
At your own reflection in the dark window.
You werenât alone anymore.
And deep down, in that place you didnât want to nameâ
Warnings: 18+ NSFW, oral sex (f receiving), teasing, fingering, mention of penetration, dirty talk, playful dominance, cocky Bang Chan, smut
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The words barely left his mouth before his hand moved â slow, deliberate â between her legs.
Y/Nâs breath caught as his fingers dipped into her folds, dragging gently through the slick warmth already pooling there. The first touch was light â exploratory â the pad of his middle finger gliding through her lips, collecting everything she was giving him.
âShit, Y/N⊠youâre soaked.â
She trembled.
He groaned softly, the sound thick and low in his throat before he stopped. He sat up and let his hands glide along her thighs, only to stop at the waistband of her panties. Slowly he dragged them down her legs and threw them away. She didn't need that anymore for what was about to come.
Again he hovered over her. Every nerve in her body snapped to attention as he dragged that same finger up again â slower this time â until it paused right at her entrance.
He pushed in. Gently. First one finger, then he added another.
The stretch was subtle but hot, a teasing burn that made her thighs twitch as her body pulled him in deeper without hesitation. He watched her face the whole time â gaze intense, lips parted â like she was the most beautiful fucking thing heâd ever seen.
Her head dropped back against the cushion, lips trembling as she exhaled.
âChanâŠâ
The sound of her voice â wrecked already, so soft â lit something inside him. He leaned closer, letting the weight of his body warm hers without crushing her, breath skating over the shell of her ear as he whispered:
âGod, you feel like heaven.â
His fingers curled.
And she gasped.
âYouâre trembling,â he whispered. His voice sent shivers skating down her spine. âYou like it when I talk to you like that, donât you?â
She nodded, but it wasnât enough.
âUse your words, baby.â
âIâyes. Fuck, Chanâyes,â she moaned, eyes fluttering open just long enough to see the way he was watching her. Eyes blown wide, jaw clenched, his whole body tense with hunger.
His other hand slid up her body â calloused fingers tracing the curve of her side, brushing the underswell of her breast before his palm settled there. He cupped her gently, thumb stroking across her nipple until it pebbled beneath his touch, her back arching into him as the roughness of his palm contrasted with the tender heat of her skin.
âChanâŠâ she breathed. The sound came out high, desperate.
He kissed her then â not her mouth â her chest. Her ribs. Lower. Each kiss branding her skin with heat and reverence. He took his time, as if every inch of her deserved worship. And to him, maybe it did.
Y/Nâs mind spun.
The TV still flickered in the background, faint light dancing across the walls and the half-empty soda cans. But none of it mattered. Not the movie, not the world. Just him. The way his breath tickled her stomach. The scent of her own arousal in the air, mingling with the salty sweetness of his skin. The quiet, deep sound of his breathing â heavy and uneven, so close to breaking.
Thenâ
He pressed his mouth between her legs.
Y/N cried out.
His tongue flicked once, slow and exploratory, like he was savoring her taste. Then again, with more pressure. And again, groaning softly as his fingers spread her open for him.
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âYou taste so fucking good,â he murmured against her, the vibration making her toes curl. âIâve wanted this for so long. Dreamed of it.â
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Y/Nâs hands flew to his hair, digging into the soft curls, guiding him closer, needing more. His tongue circled her clit, then sucked gently, rhythm building until she was shaking. Her legs tried to close, but his arms were locked around her thighs, holding her open, forcing her to take everything he gave.
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âFuck, fuckâChanâ!â Her thighs trembled against his shoulders. She was so close. She could feel it building like a storm, white-hot and impossible to contain.
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He sensed it.
That wicked mouth of his didnât slow.
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If anything, it got hungrier â messier. His tongue flicked faster, rougher now, circling her clit before sucking it into his mouth with obscene precision. The wet sounds between her legs mingled with the stuttering rhythm of her breath, the soft gasps that became broken moans as her thighs began to shake against his shoulders.
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His fingers flexed, gripping her tighter to move her against his tongue.
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âCome on, baby,â he murmured into her heat, words muffled and soaked in lust. âI can feel it⊠right there.â
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Y/N whimpered, nails clawing into the couch cushions beside her. Her body was coiled so tight she thought she might shatter from the pressure alone â every nerve lit up, every breath a struggle between holding on and letting go.
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And then he flattened his tongue, dragging it slow and heavy over her again â once, twice â before sealing his lips around her clit and humming.
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That did it.
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It hit her like a wave â no, like fire. Her body convulsed, hands flying to the couch as she sobbed his name, hips bucking into his mouth while his tongue lapped at every twitch, every aftershock. She could hear herself â high-pitched, breathless â couldnât stop the moans spilling out. Her entire body was heat and lightning, burned alive by his mouth.
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When he finally pulled back, his lips were wet, chin slick with her, eyes dark as sin.
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âStill with me?â he asked, voice like gravel wrapped in silk.
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She nodded, dazed. âBarely.â
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âGood.â He leaned over her, his cock pressed hot and heavy against her thigh. âBecause Iâm nowhere near done with you.â
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Y/Nâs breath caught.
She looked down â and Jesus Christ.
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He was thick. Hard. The tip flushed a deep red, already leaking. She reached between them, wrapping her hand around him, and he hissed â loud and unfiltered â hips jerking into her grip, still sensitive.
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She stroked him once, slow. His jaw clenched. Another stroke, and he let out a broken sound, low and needy.
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âY/NâŠâ he warned, gripping the couch for balance.
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But she was already shifting, guiding him to her entrance, her breath hitching as the head of his cock brushed against her.
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âYou sure you want this?â he asked, voice suddenly softer. âWe can stop. I mean it.â
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She looked up at him â sweaty, swollen-lipped, eyes glassy.
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âI want you,â she whispered. âIâve always wanted you.â
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He pressed his forehead to hers and pushed in.
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The stretch burned â delicious, grounding â as he slowly filled her inch by inch. His breath stuttered. Her nails sank into his back.
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âHoly shit,â he choked. âYou feel⊠fuckâso perfect.â
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Y/N whimpered. âChanâŠâ
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He was deep now, fully seated, hips flush against hers. The heat, the pressure, the fullness made her body tremble again. He didnât move â not yet. Just let them breathe, forehead still resting against hers, both of them stunned.
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And thenâ
He pulled out almost completely.
And slammed back in.
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Y/N gasped â a broken, high sound â as the couch shook beneath them. He did it again, and again, his rhythm building, every thrust knocking the air from her lungs. Her legs wrapped around him, nails scratching down his back as he pounded into her.
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âYou feel⊠so goodâŠâ he growled, thrusting harder now, hips snapping into hers with brutal control. âWanted you like this for so fucking long.â
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Her cries filled the room â each one punched from her lungs with every drive of his hips. His hands gripped her thighs, her waist, her breasts, everywhere â needing to touch, to claim, to feel her.
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The world dissolved.
Just heat. Sound. Skin.
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Their bodies slapped together, sweat-slick and frantic, the air thick with the smell of sex and desperation and something deeper â love, maybe. Possession.
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âChanâ!â she gasped. âIâmâagainâIââ
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But he didnât let her fall over the edge just yet.
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âNo,â he growled softly, slowing his thrusts just enough to make her sob out in frustration. âNot yet. I want to feel you fall apart.â
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He sat up and pulled out almost completely â the sudden emptiness making her whine â and then pushed back in with aching slowness, grinding his hips into hers. His cock dragged along every nerve-ending inside her, pressing so deep she saw white behind her eyes.
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She shook beneath him, mouth open, breath caught halfway in her throat.
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âLook at me,â he whispered, voice wrecked while he threw her legs over his shoulders. âI want to see your face when I ruin you.â
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Her eyes fluttered open, heavy-lidded and dazed, just in time to see his pupils blown wide, jaw clenched tight with restraint. His expression was desperate â not with uncertainty, but with hunger. He needed this. Needed her.
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He started to move again â slowly at first, hips rolling in deep, grinding strokes that dragged moans out of her chest. His pelvis pressed against her clit just enough to make her twitch, over and over, until she couldnât take it anymore.
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âPlease,â she whispered, nails digging into the couch beneath her. âPlease, Iâm so closeââ
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âI know,â he said through gritted teeth, pace quickening. âI feel you. Youâre so fucking tight around me.â
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The tension built again â tighter this time, higher. Her thighs tensed, her walls clenching desperately around him with every thrust. She could feel him getting close too â the way his rhythm faltered for half a second, the rough grunt that escaped him when she clenched down again.
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He leaned forward, caging her in with his arms on either side of her head, face buried in her neck, breathing hard, his voice wrecked and breathy against her skin.
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âYouâre gonna come with me, baby,â he growled, his thrusts turning wild again, fast and deep and perfect. âCome on. Give it to me. Let me feel you.â
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And thenâ
It hit her.
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Y/Nâs whole body arched beneath him as the orgasm tore through her like a lightning strike. Her mouth dropped open in a cry, no sound at first â just pure sensation â then the moan broke free, loud and raw and his name. Her body locked up around him, pulsing, clenching so hard he cursed and nearly lost control.
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With a final thrust, he spilled into her with a deep, broken groan, hips twitching as he emptied himself inside her. His whole body shuddered, his breath shaking as he collapsed over her, still holding her, still inside her.
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They stayed like that â locked together, sweat-soaked, panting â both of them trembling from the aftershocks. The room was filled with the sound of their breathing, soft and uneven, the flicker of the TV casting their tangled bodies in a faint, golden glow.
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Then he collapsed against her, face still hidden in her neck, both of them panting, dazed, barely able to speak.
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Minutes passed.
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Their bodies slowly calmed. But the bond that had sparked between them â forged through fire and laughter and tension and years of âjust friendsâ â it didnât fade.
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It settled. Sank deep into their skin. Became part of them.
Finally, Chan lifted his head to look into her eyes.
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âIâm not letting you go. Not now, not ever,â he whispered softly and stroked her cheek with his thump, looking at her with a smile full of love and affection.
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Y/N smiled weakly, fingers brushing his curls out of his face.
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âGood,â she breathed. âBecause I donât want to go anywhere.â
Warnings: Age gap, flirty tension / mild suggestiveness, power dynamic, slow-burn teasing / control shift
Part 1
âHan, could you not eat all the chips for once?â
Y/Nâs voice echoed from the kitchen as she entered the apartment, arms full of groceries. Her younger brother barely looked up from the couch, where Han Jisung was already lounging like he lived there. Again.
âI didnât,â Han said, crunching another chip.
Her brother grunted from the floor, absorbed in his game. âHe did.â
âOf course he did,â she muttered, setting down the bags. Her eyes flicked to the familiar mop of brown hair and wide grin aimed her way. That grin had been bothering her more than she liked to admit lately.
âThanks for feeding me, Noona,â Han added with a smirk, emphasizing the word like it was dirty.
Y/N rolled her eyes, but the warmth in her ears gave her away. âYouâre not a lost dog I picked up, Jisung.â
âBut if I were, youâd keep me, right?â he grinned wider. âIâm cute, loyal, and I clean up nice.â
She met his eyes for half a second too long.
It had started subtly. Little glances. Teasing jabs. That familiar way he leaned too close when no one was looking. He was just her little brotherâs best friendâloud, playful, occasionally a pain in the assâbut suddenly, Han had grown into himself. Sharp jaw, deep voice, lot of muscles and the way he called her Noona? It was getting to her.
âYouâre five years younger than me, Han,â she said, pulling milk from the bag.
âExactly.â He stood and padded into the kitchen, way too comfortably. âJust enough of an age gap to make it dangerous, huh?â
Y/N paused mid-fridge open. âExcuse me?â
He shrugged, casually leaning on the counter. âI mean, if I were just a year younger, itâd be boring. But five? Thatâs scandalous.â
âScandalous is exactly why I wonât flirt with you,â she tossed back, closing the fridge. âI donât go for baby-faced flirts who think theyâre charming.â
âOuch.â He placed a hand over his heart, laughing. âYou wound me.â
âYouâll survive,â she said, brushing past himâtoo close, and he smelled like citrus body spray and trouble. She caught his gaze again. Still smirking, but his ears were red.
And she knew it then. He liked the game. But he wasnât ready when she played it back.
Y/N turned at the doorway, eyes trailing from his lips to his eyes deliberately. âYou talk a big game, Han,â she said with a soft lilt, stepping a little too close. âBut are you sure youâre the one teasing me, or are you just hoping Iâll take the bait?â
That wiped the grin right off his face. Just for a moment.
Then his tongue darted out to wet his bottom lip. âCareful, Noona,â he said quietly, voice suddenly lower. âYou flirt like that, and I might forget Iâm supposed to be the shy one.â
Her heart did something traitorous in her chest. But she held her ground.
âThen forget,â she whispered in his ear, before walking away.
He didnât move. Not at first. But she could feel his eyes on her, burning holes through the back of her hoodie. And when she glanced over her shoulder, he was smirking againâbut this time it was different.
Controlled, confident.
Sheâd gotten to him.
But heâd just figured out how much she wanted him to.
Warnings: 18+ NSFW, oral sex (m receiving), teasing, dirty talk, playful dominance, cocky Bang Chan, slow burn turning into smut.
Final Part is out!
The flickering screen of the TV cast faint, sleepy light over the room, reflecting off the empty ramen bowls and soda cans scattered across the coffee table.
Y/N stood at the edge of the kitchen, fingers wrapped around a warm mug, the oversized sleeves of her shirt brushing her wrists. Her hair was loosely tied, messy from laughter, comfort, and one too many rounds of late-night games with him.
On the couch â stretched out in perfect chaos â was Bang Chan.
Heâd passed out somewhere during the second movie. Legs spread comfortably, hoodie ridden up from all his shifting, revealing the hard-cut lines of his abs and that stupid, distracting trail that disappeared beneath his waistband. His head tilted back, one arm tucked behind it, lips parted just slightly as he breathed deeply.
He looked peaceful. Safe.
And devastating.
Y/Nâs eyes wandered again. She told herself sheâd stop staring⊠after the first few minutes. After the tenth time. But there she was, mug forgotten, heart pounding too fast for someone who was supposedly just looking at her best friend.
Best friend. That was the problem.
He wasnât supposed to be this beautiful. He wasnât supposed to make her feel like her skin didnât fit quite right whenever he got too close. And he sure as hell wasnât supposed to sleep half-naked on her couch like he hadnât been tormenting her with his flirtiness for months.
She placed the mug on the table quietly.
One step.
Another.
And then she was kneeling beside him on the couch.
Her eyes roamed across the exposed skin again. The rise and fall of his stomach. The way the low light carved out his abs like sculpture. She bit her lip.
Just one.
One kiss.
She leaned in and pressed her lips to the lowest curve of his abs. Soft. Reverent. The taste of him lingered â warm, clean, slightly salty from earlier.
Her stomach flipped.
He twitched.
She froze.
Then she leaned in again. Higher this time. Open-mouthed. Lingering. Her breath hitched. She didnât dare move. Didnât dare breathe.
And thenâ
âWell, damn.â
Y/N jerked back like sheâd touched fire.
Chanâs voice was thick, amused â laced with something rougher underneath. His eyes were still half-lidded, lashes low, but there was no mistaking the grin tugging at his lips.
âIs this what happens when I nap around you?â he mumbled, voice sleep-wrecked and smug. âBecause I should fake sleep more often.â
âChanâ!â she gasped, flustered and caught.
He stretched, the movement dragging his hoodie higher. His abs flexed deliciously, and his smirk widened as his eyes met hers again.
âDonât stop now,â he teased, his voice dropping just enough to make her thighs press together. âI was just getting to the good part.â
âYou were awake?!â
âNot at first,â he said, sitting up lazily. âBut then you kissed me. And, well... I had to make sure I wasnât dreaming.â
Y/N groaned, covering her face. âI want to die.â
He laughed â soft and amused â and leaned forward, elbows on his knees, those brown eyes dancing. âDonât be shy now. You started it.â
âYouâre such a jerk.â
âAnd youâre such a tease,â he shot back, eyes flicking down to her lips. âWhat happened to just being friends, huh?â
âYouâre the one always flirting with me!â
He chuckled, standing. âYeah, but you never kissed my abs before.â
She opened her mouth. Closed it. Because what was she supposed to say to that?
Chan raised a brow, mock-serious. âSo. What are we doing now?â
Y/N swallowed. âI could⊠kiss you again?â
He grinned. âBold of you to think Iâll let you stop there.â
He tugged her forward by the waist, soft but sure, pulling her flush against him. âYou started it. Now finish what you started.â
Her breath caught as he dropped to the couch and let her straddle his lap. His fingers brushed the hem of her sleep shirt.
âTake it off,â he murmured.
She obeyed â hesitantly at first, but when his eyes locked onto her chest, hunger flashed behind them.
Chan let out a low, âFuck, Y/NâŠâ
He looked at her half naked body like it was everything he ever dreamed of. No bra, breasts on full display with laced panties still covering her most precious part.
She tugged at his hoodie in response.
âYours too.â
âYou want the full package, huh?â he teased, lifting it up over his head, revealing tan skin, strong arms, and the kind of body sheâd only ever stared at from behind camera lenses and oversized hoodies.
When she reached for his sweatpants, she confirmed what she already suspected.
âNo boxers?â
He grinned. âDidnât think Iâd need âem.â
âAnd now look at you,â she teased, fingers wrapping around his already-hard cock. âAll needy.â
âGuilty.â
She dropped to her knees infront of the couch and smirked. âLet me help you with that.â
The second her mouth touched him, Chanâs breath shuddered out.
âJesusâfuck.â
Y/N licked a long, slow stripe from the base to the tip before wrapping her lips around him. Her tongue circled his head, teasing the sensitive underside before she sank down further.
He moaned â hand flying into her hair.
âYouâre evil,â he whispered, hips twitching as she took him deeper. âYouâre so fucking goodââ
She hummed, the vibration making his jaw clench.
Her hand stroked the part her mouth couldnât reach, saliva slicking his skin. Her eyes stayed locked on his face, watching the cracks form in his usual control.
He was panting now.
âY/Nâbabyâstopââ he said suddenly, gripping her shoulder to pull her off.
She blinked, lips swollen and wet. âWhy?â
âBecause if you keep going,â he growled, voice tight, âIâm gonna come before I even get to fuck you.â
She smiled.
âThatâd be a shame.â
He hauled her up into his lap again, mouth crashing into hers â messy, deep, all tongue and groans and hunger. He kissed her like he meant it. Like heâd been waiting forever. Like her lips were his undoing.
âIâm gonna make you scream,â he whispered, kissing her collarbone, then lower. âYou have no idea how long Iâve wanted this.â
She gasped as his hand slid between her legs.
âOh,â he added, smiling against her neck, âand donât think I forgot about earlier.â
âWhat do you mean?â she asked breathlessly.
âYou kissed my abs,â he said, pushing her underwear aside and dipping his fingers into her heat, slow and deep. âNow itâs my turn to kiss every part of you.â
đŹ 0  đ 0  â€ïž 0 · Serpent Mage · Choi San x Reader
Warnings: Dark fantasy, Snake imagery and presence, sensual tension, Power imbalance, psy
There will be several Chapters to come, but I'll try to keep the Story short.
Soon the time is ready and the first Chapters of Cult Ateez will follow.
There will be separate Chapters for each Member, but I'll try to bring the beginning and end together as a whole.
I'm not quite sure how to do that yet, but you'll see at the end.
Warnings: Dark fantasy, Snake imagery and presence, sensual tension, Power imbalance, psychological unease / manipulation
(Smut will follow in future Chapters)
Chapter 1
The jungle breathed like a beast.
It exhaled heat and swallowed sound. The canopy above was so thick, sunlight barely touched the forest floor. You moved through a tunnel of greenâvines dangled like nooses, the air smelled of earth and spice, and every step you took sank into damp moss. Your clothes clung to your skin, and every drop of sweat rolled like a warning.
You paused to wipe your brow, heart pounding. You shouldâve turned back hours ago.
But there was no turning back.
Your kingdom was dying.
No one could explain it. The illness was like venom in the veinsâthick, slow, and agonizing. Healers called it cursed. Mages refused to even speak of it. It wasnât spreading like a disease. It was growing. As if the land itself had turned against its people.
And so, in secret desperation, the council whispered a name they swore never to speak aloud.
Choi San.
An exile. A serpent mage. A man not seen in a decade. Said to live deep within the jungle in a temple that moved when it wanted to. A heretic who played with venom and spoke to the old gods. Some said he wasnât human anymore.
But he was your only hope.
Your boot caught on a root, nearly sending you crashing forward, but you caught yourself on the twisted bark of a tree. Your breath trembled in your chest.
Thenâyou saw it.
Beyond the vines and mist, a colossal stone structure emerged like a ghost from the foliage. The temple was carved from obsidian-black stone, with serpent motifs wrapping around every surface. Time had weathered the edges, but the energy it radiated was untouchedâdense and heavy, like a hand on your throat.
At the top of the steps stood a serpent statue, fanged mouth wide open in a permanent hiss. Its jeweled eyes glinted red in the dim light.
You couldnât breathe.
Something primal in your bones screamed to flee.
But your feet moved anyway.
You climbed slowly, the silence unnatural. No birds. No insects. Not even the breeze stirred the trees. You could hear your heartbeat louder than your own footsteps.
When you reached the top, your hand brushed the stone wallâwarm. Too warm. Almost alive.
The entrance yawned open, swallowing the light. You stepped inside.
At once, the temperature dropped. The air thickened with incenseâsweet, musky, and slightly metallic. Crystal bowls embedded in the walls pulsed with faint green light, casting moving shadows that seemed to ripple like water.
Your hand hovered near your dagger.
Thatâs when you heard the voice.
âYouâre late.â
It wasnât loud. It didnât need to be.
The sound slithered through the air like silk, curling around your neck before your mind could catch up. You spun around, dagger half-drawn.
And froze.
He stood at the center of the roomâno, loungedâhalf-draped across a broken stone throne as if heâd grown from it. The green light framed his silhouette like a painting, and for a moment, you genuinely wondered if he was real.
His robe hung loose on his body, black and deep green silk embroidered with tiny serpents in gold thread. It slipped from one broad shoulder, exposing a muscular chest marked with inky black tattoos. The tattoos movedâslowlyâsnakes slithering beneath his skin like they lived there.
His body was lean, but powerful. Sculpted. Every inch defined with effortless grace, like a weapon carved by nature itself.
His short, dark hair framed his face in gentle waves, longer in the front where a few strands fell over his sharp, glowing eyesâserpentine and golden, with narrow slits that locked onto you without blinking.
But he didnât move yet.
He just watched.
One of the snakes draped around his shoulder uncoiled and slid lazily across his collarbone, flicking its tongue at the air. Another curled around the leg of the throne, its scales shimmering like onyx.
âHmmâŠâ he hummed, eyes scanning you slowly. âI thought theyâd send a priest. Or a soldier. Maybe someone trained to bargain.â
His voice was smooth, slow, almost amused. âBut they sent you.â
You straightened your back, heart racing. âI didnât come toââ
âLie?â he interrupted, a hint of mockery in his tone.
He smiled faintly, and the room felt tighter. âPlease donât. Itâs terribly boring.â
He rose from the throne in one fluid motionâno effort, no soundâand your mouth went dry.
He was tall. Taller than he looked seated. He moved like water: every step deliberate, hips rolling slightly, shoulders relaxed. He walked barefoot across the stone floor, unbothered, like this was his world and you were just⊠passing through it.
The nearest snake slithered down from his wrist and disappeared into the shadows at your feet. You didnât dare look away from his face.
âYou came because your people are dying,â he said casually. âThe venom sickness. It starts with the wells, doesnât it?â
His gaze sharpened, and for a moment, something ancient flickered behind his eyes. âThey always think they can handle it until it whispers back.â
âYou know how to stop it?â you asked quietly.
He didnât answer right away. Just tilted his head, letting one lock of hair fall further across his brow. Then he stepped closer, and you couldnât help but notice the ripple of muscle beneath the silk, the slow curl of the snake now coiled back around his arm.
âI know what it is,â he said finally. âI know what causes it. And I know how to kill it. But knowledge is never free.â
Your jaw clenched. âThen what do you want?â
He stopped inches away from you.
You could smell him nowâsandalwood, spice, and something darker. Your breath hitched. The air between you was heavy with heat and something unspoken.
His eyes scanned your face. Slowly. Intimately.
âThat,â he murmured, âis the right question.â
And then he was gone.
You gasped, spinning around. He was behind you now. Close enough that you could feel the warmth of his breath.
âWhat would you giveâŠâ he whispered at your ear, âto save the world?â
You didnât move. Couldnât.
You could feel the weight of his stare. Hear the quiet hiss of his snake brushing against the stone. Even your blood seemed to still.
You turned to face himâtoo fast. But he was already stepping away, the moment shattered like glass beneath your feet.
He smiled again. This time⊠slower. More curious.
âCareful,â he said. âI havenât decided if youâre prey yet.â
âI would give anything,â you said quietly.
His eyes glittered.
âAnything,â he repeated, voice rich with layered meaning. âPeople always say that. Until the cost is real.â
The neon lights flickered overhead, casting an eerie glow over the empty stage. Y/Ns breath hitched as she stumbled backward, her heart hammering against her ribs. The music that once filled the venue had faded, replaced by a slow, deliberate hum.
A voiceâhoneyed and laced with dangerâechoed from the shadows.
"You're quite the fighter, Y/N."
She whipped around, her eyes locking onto him.
Hongjoongâno, the Tricksterâstepped into the light, his signature smirk curling at the edges of his lips. He was breathtaking in the worst wayâgolden hair tousled, sweat glistening on his skin from the performance he had just given, a blade twirling effortlessly between his fingers.
"You ran," he tsked, tilting his head. "Didnât you like my show?"
Y/N swallowed hard. âYouâYouâre insane.â
He let out a soft chuckle, the sound almost boyishâif not for the danger coiled beneath it. "Oh, sweetheart, donât flatter me." In a blink, he was inches from her, caging her against the wall behind her. His knife traced along her jaw, cold steel kissing her heated skin.
She gasped, her pulse betraying her. Fear. Excitement. Something more.
âYour heartâs racing,â Hongjoong murmured, voice dipping lower. âIs it fear, orâŠâ He leaned in, his breath hot against her ear. âSomething else?â
Y/N clenched her fists. âI hate you.â
His smirk widened. âThen why arenât you running?â
She wanted toâGod, she wanted to. But his presence was suffocating, intoxicating. The Trickster had a way of commanding attention, bending the world around him like he was born to perform, to dominate.
âYouâre beautiful when you tremble,â he whispered, pressing the knife against her collarbone, just enough to make her feel. âDo you know how long Iâve waited to see you like this?â
Her breath hitched as his free hand slid down her waist, teasing, testing. He was playing with her, the same way he played with his victimsâexcept, this time, it was different.
"You're mine, Y/N."
Her knees nearly buckled.
Hongjoong grinned, knowing she was unraveling under his touch. His lips brushed over hersâjust a ghost of a kiss. A tease. His control was maddening.
âYou want this,â he murmured, tracing the knife lower, the sharp edge just barely grazing the fabric of her dress. âDonât you?â
Y/N shuddered, torn between logic and desire. Between terror and heat.
And thenâ
The knife fell from his hand, clattering to the floor.
His lips crashed into hers.
It was rough, messy, possessive. Hongjoong devoured her like she was a song he had waited too long to playâhis hands gripping her hips, pulling her flush against him. The taste of danger lingered on his tongue, and she drowned in it.
Y/N moaned into the kiss, her body betraying every warning in her mind. Hongjoongâs hands were everywhereâgreedy, demandingâhis fingers slipping beneath the thin fabric of her dress, tracing the bare skin of her thigh.
He pulled back, eyes dark with hunger.
"You should run, Y/N." His voice was husky, teasing. "Because if you stayâŠ"
His hand slid higher, fingers grazing her heat.
"I won't stop."
And neither of them wanted him to.
Y/Nâs breath came in sharp gasps, her body burning from the inside out.
The Tricksterâs fingers teased, tracing lazy circles along her inner thigh, the cold of his rings a stark contrast to her overheated skin. He was toying with her, watching her reactions like she was just another instrument to be played.
"You're shaking, sweetheart," Hongjoong whispered, pressing his lips to the shell of her ear. His breath was hot, teasing. "But not from fear, are you?"
Y/N clenched her jaw, refusing to answer.
His low chuckle sent a thrill down her spine. "Still acting tough," he mused, letting his hand slip higher, just barely grazing where she needed him most. "You think you can resist me?"
Her fingers gripped his shirt, but he grabbed her wrists, pinning them above her head with one hand.
"Be good," he murmured. "Or I'll make you beg."
Y/N's thighs clenched at his words. He noticed.
"Ah," Hongjoong smirked, dragging his lips along her jaw. "So, you like that?"
She bit her lip, refusing to give him the satisfaction.
But he wasnât having that.
With a sudden movement, he kicked her legs apart, pressing his knee between them. His grip on her wrists tightened. "Say it."
Y/N swallowed hard, her pride warring with the raw need pooling between her legs.
"IâŠ"
His fingers traced her soaked panties, a teasing stroke that had her thighs trembling.
"Youâre already this wet?" His voice was mocking, but his own breath hitched.
Y/Nâs eyes fluttered closed as he pushed the fabric aside, sliding a single finger through her slick folds.
âHongjoongââ
"Shhh." He silenced her with a kiss, deep and punishing, his tongue claiming every gasp she let out. His fingers moved too slow, teasing, tracing, but never pushing in.
Y/N bucked her hips, desperate for more.
He chuckled. âSo eager. Should I reward you?"
"Please," she whispered, pride long forgotten.
The satisfaction in his eyes was maddening.
âGood girl.â
With these words he ripped her underwear apart before he sank to his knees.
Y/Nâs breath caught as he hiked her leg over his shoulder, spreading her open for him. His hands held her thighs in place, thumbs rubbing slow, hypnotic circles.
Thenâhis tongue.
A sharp cry left her lips as Hongjoong licked a long, deliberate stripe over her core, his tongue flicking over her clit before pulling away.
"You taste even better than I imagined," he purred.
Y/Nâs fingers buried themselves in his hair, trying to pull him closer, but he held her in place, controlling the pace. His tongue moved in slow, tormenting patterns, licking and sucking as if he had all the time in the world.
"Fuck," she whimpered, legs shaking.
His dark laughter vibrated against her before his tongue picked up the pace and drove in rough strokes through her lips.
Y/N tightened her grip on his hair as her legs began to shake. Hongjoong couldn't resist nibbling on her clit and laughed spitefully as he made her whimper in his grip. The sensation of his teeth against her pussy was the last bit to send her over the edge.
"That's it," he growled. "Come for me."
And with a sharp suck to her clit, she shattered.
Her body spasmed, thighs clenching around his head, but Hongjoong didnât stop. He kept going, licking, devouring, pushing her into overstimulation until she sobbed his name.
Only then did he finally pull back, licking his lips with a satisfied smirk.
"You're gorgeous like this," he murmured, standing up and pressing his thigh between her legs again. "But we're not done, sweetheart."
Y/N barely had time to recover before he spun her around, bending her over the dressing room counter.
She gasped, catching her reflection in the mirror. Her lips were swollen, her thighs still trembling, and behind herâHongjoong, eyes dark with lust, his fingers undoing his belt.
"You look ruined already," he teased, running his hands over her ass before delivering a sharp slap that had her moaning.
"You can take more, can't you?"
Y/N bit her lip, nodding.
Hongjoong leaned in while he pulled his length out, his breath hot against her neck. "Good girl."
Then, with one deep thrust, he buried himself inside her.
A choked moan escaped her lips as he stretched her wide, the delicious burn leaving her breathless.
"Fuck," Hongjoong hissed, gripping her hips so tightly it was sure to leave bruises. "You're so tight."
Y/N's fingers dug into the counter as he pulled out, only to slam back in, his pace brutal, unrelenting. The sounds of their bodies colliding filled the room, a mix of moans, panting, and skin slapping against skin.
Hongjoong reached around, circling her clit in time with his thrusts.
âCome for me again,â he growled.
Y/Nâs walls clenched around him as another orgasm tore through her, her vision whiting out as she screamed his name.
But he wasnât done.
âYou can take one more,â he whispered, pressing his knife against her throatâjust enough to excite, not hurt.
Y/N gasped, her body trembling from the delicious fear of it combined with the relentless feeling of overstimulation.
"You love this, donât you?" he taunted, his strokes turning messy, desperate.
And thenâwith a deep, shuddering groan, he came, filling her up completely. When she heard him moan deeply into her ear, her body couldn't resist any longer. A third climax took over her body as another scream left her throat.
Y/N collapsed against the counter, body boneless, chest heaving.
Hongjoong pressed a lingering kiss to her shoulder, fingers lazily tracing circles on her back.
Then he smirked, tilting her chin up so their eyes met in the mirror.
Hey guys! Just wanted to let you know that the Story with Hongjoong "Heart of the Pirate King" is no longer continuing. Actually, it did, but unfortunately c.ai deleted the chat history. I'm deeply sorryđ«
Lately, more and more videos of Ateez as a cult have been popping up on my TikTok after one of their performances during their World Tour: Towards the Light. So I have a little idea for a FF with Ateez as an actual cult.
In a secluded town surrounded by dense woods, rumors swirled about a mysterious cult known as "ATEEZ." Whispers of their charismatic leader, Hongjoong, filled the airâhis smile both soothing and dangerous. Drawn by curiosity, you ventured near an abandoned mansion rumored to be their headquarters.
One evening, you encountered them: eight captivating men, each exuding a magnetic allure. Hongjoong stepped forward, eyes locked on you. âYouâre curious,â he said, his voice a blend of friendliness and menace. âJoin us, and weâll show you what truly matters.â
The pull was undeniable. Each member exuded something that drew you in, promising answers to unspoken questions. But deep down, you sensed something sinister. With a shaky breath, you stepped back. âI⊠I think I need to go.â
As you walked away, their gazes lingered in the darkness. Though you resisted, you knew you wouldnât escape their haunting presence. In the solitude of night, youâd question your decision, wondering if perhaps you had made a mistake in turning away from the mysteries they offered.