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Noah Kahan
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YOU ARE THE REASON
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he wasn't even looking at me and he found me

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mitm herkabe rant: i hear a lot of people misinterpret herkabe's actions with being plain cruel and oversimplify his cruelty but it's easily proven wrong because within the first episode (s3ep2 "emancipation") where herkabe appears, closer to the end of the ep where he literally brings 13 elementary school children to the brink of mental anguish he's still able to show sympathy as he knows he's overstepped because they have been pushed too far in competeing for his ranking and approval in being seen.
even though said sympathy is quite small as he doesn't offer them much comfort, he still feels it as he knows what it's like to be pushed so far and taken out of safe enviroments where he's been "coddled" and pushed into an exhausting and expecting reality where he was once over confident.
it still doesn't change his demeanour though because thats just who herkabe is. but it changes the extent of it.
THISSSS. Oh, and I'd also like to add something. While it absolutely doesn't justify all of his actions, I do think it helps us understand him better.
Honestly, I'm also pretty tired of people reducing him to just a cruel, pathetic loser of a teacherāwhich, to be fair, he isābut there's also more to him than that. He has moments of empathy, a fear of abandonment, and as I've been rewatching the episodes, I don't know if I'm the only one who feels like the only thing that genuinely seems to entertain Herkabe is messing with Malcolm.
On the surface that sounds cruel, but if you look at it more deeply, it raises an interesting question: how depressed do you have to be for the only thing you genuinely enjoy doing to be tormenting a teenager?
And that's without even mentioning his valedictorian status, which he loses in the final episode. To me, it feels like he's still desperately trying to regain the only thing that truly mattered to himābesides Malcolm, in the sense of having someone to mess with.
I honestly find it both poetic and hilarious to imagine that Herkabe wasn't in the reboot because he's still trying to pass P.E.
Anyway, I'll leave these two things here: a video explaining why he's not just the "psychopath" people often make him out to be, and something from the wiki itself. If you pay attention, you can definitely see some of the traits it describes reflected in him.
Great rant, Garf!
(Seriously, I really want to write a much longer analysis of his character and why, personally, he's the character who's made me feel the most connected to that sense of misery and "loser syndrome." LMAO.)
iād also like to add that part of why herkabe picks on malcolm so much is not so much that he sees *himself* in malcolm, but that he *resents* malcolm for already being so much more successful than him
herkabeās whole thing is always excelling and presumably being very cookie cutter, very dabney-esque in his trackā up until he finally ābroke the status quoā and quit the think tank, only to go on and lose EVERYTHING because of it. malcolm, on the other hand, is constantly fighting āthe manā and getting away with it. i think thatās the main spark behind herkabeās fascination with malcolm.
perhaps originally herkabe was just āman this kid is clearly smarter than everyone else heās going to be my star pupil i need to make sure heās Prepared for the Real Worldā but it quickly devolved into āoh this kid is actively smarter than me when it comes to personal manipulation. seek and destroy.ā
i absolutely agree w everything you guys are saying, i just think this little detail is so important to why heās so specifically fascinated on malcolm in particular rather than any of the other krelboynes who clearly have more drive to succeed academically, versus malcolm who just naturally falls into that success, and even has *more* success when he goes against the machine that his peers are all so obsessed with appeasing⦠that HERKABE is/was so obsessed with appeasing
tldr: malcolm is MORE than herkabe ever was or ever could be and thatās the driving factor in the way herk treats malc
the enlightened pervert can look beyond kink to find meaning. and then get horny about the meaning instead.
Shut up ru ballistics and other shit, Iām drawing.
Sorry ahsdghd š I hope you're safe
No. 14 (White and Greens on Blue), Mark Rothko, 1998, Oil on Canvas, 90.2 Ć 69.9 cm
The fastest way to accomplish The Project is to cease being afraid of The Project. The Project cannot maim you. The Project cannot kill you. The Project is more afraid of you than you are of it. It is okay if The Project turns out differently from how it was in your head, and it is okay if it has flaws. You are capable of engaging with The Project.
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You know when there's literally 0 drawings of the ship you fixated on, and about 3 full fanfics, and you've just finished one of them that very suddenly appeared the most crushing, and you don't even have anywhere to look away to rest your eyes and mend your wounds and just breathe some damn air.
You know there's no choice but to sit down and fucking draw them kissing and where everything is fucking well and rainbows and beds and tables and whatever. Fml and my bad bad bad ships. Why do I do this to myself.
i bring an āexcluded since childhoodā vibe to the function
6 The Hitcher (1986) Yaoi Hydrogen Bomb Quotes
At the end there is that moment where Rutger (John) is lying on the pavement and Tommy (Jim) walks up to him, and he certainly believes that heās dead- that he isnāt as immaterial at that moment, and he kind of caresses his hair with the gun. Itās a sort of farewell. You know, heās not walking over to him with the gun and putting five more bullets in him or turning the rifle around and bashing himāitād just be completely wrong. Thereās a certain gentleness. Thereās almost⦠Controversial though this may be⦠almost a thank you, involved in it. Thatās how Iāve always felt about it.
- Robert Harmon, Director (The Hitcher: How Do These Movies Get Made?)
It might be a slightly twisted view of it, but at the end of the movie, I certainly have felt Tommy (Jim) is left to wonder whether or notāif the Halsey character could turn back the clockāand choose, to have never met John Ryder⦠Iām not so sure that he would choose that; that he would change anything.
- Robert Harmon, Director (The Hitcher: How Do These Movies Get Made?)
In terms of the character, this is a guy who knows heās very sick. But he doesnāt quite know where to go to have it fixed. Or, he doesnāt know how to end it. Heās a coward too. If he would have the guts to commit suicide, that would be fine, but he doesnāt have that. So, I guess somewhere in his mind, he comes up with an idea that if he can just find somebody who gives a little shit, that he can have some fun withāand then heāll ask him to just take him out of the way.
- Rutger Hauer, John Ryder (The Hitcher: How Do These Movies Get Made?)
The second idea was the love story, which may sound a bit strange, but thereās a love story going on between the two guys, on a very strange level. And the director liked all these ideas, so he let me run with it.
- Rutger Hauer (Scene by Scene DVD commentary)
But I know he (Thomas Howell) was very excited when he shot that movie. It was the first big role for him and I loved him for who he was, because he was so gentle and so so easy to play with, and he just allowed me so- I could just kiss this guy (Jim) and he wouldnāt even budge, yāknow. And heād go āWell why you doing that?ā and uhh⦠so he was like in my hand.
- Rutger Hauer, John Ryder
I remember worrying that the censors would have some concerns about this shot, but luckily... they didn't get it I think, and left it alone.
- Robert Harmon, Director (DVD Commentary) regarding the Jim spits on Ryderās face scene
I am eating so fucking good
The Hitcher (1986) BTS
The hitcher drinking game. Take a shot every time John Ryder is looking at Jim Halsey with barely disguised lust.
I watched The Hitcher (1986) on a whim because I happened to see it on TV...
Iām obsessed!!!!! I love special relationship between John and Jimšššš
There is very little The Hitcher fandom in Japan, so Iām hoping to find some fandom friends by posting this lol
āyou canāt ship them, itās weird/toxic/problematic/whateverāā have you considered that thatās exactly why i ship them