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[mooserattler]

Reblog this picture of me holding a Family Size box of Honey Nut Cheerios? I’d really appreciate it.

[moonblossom]

How can I say no to such a great photo and such a polite request?

[allthelittlebeagles]

i will always support this post

[freshrosemary-deactivated202303]

@mooserattler back on my dash!

[jjflow]

Why isn’t this at a million notes, yet, Dante???

[mooserattler]

I’m not sure. Hey lovely people who have taken me over half way to a cool million! If you’d like to reblog again, I’d love that, if not, I still love you, and hope you’re having a great day. I’m gonna go do some stand up tonight.

[xeppeli]

he is more powerful than god

[ssapphik]

write an 'about me' pretending to be me and i'll rate the accuracy /10

[galaxy-macaroons-blog]

@the-frozen-city  angry cute goat with pastel aesthetic 

[the-frozen-city]

Why am I a goat

[octakingfish-blog]

Tbh I just tried to think of a cute animal I find relatable. The use of goat reflects more on me than it does you.

[octakingfish-blog]

dr: so you're definitely on the autism spectrum, but you're clearly intelligent and you have good coping mechanisms so it doesn't have to ruin your life

[octakingfish-blog]

I'm not doing ok

[octakingfish-blog]

My best friend is dying and he hasn't told me yet.

[octakingfish-blog]

Why the FUCK did I commit to a pet that will die before I do?? She is literally my reason for breathing and she will die before I'm even "middle aged"

[octakingfish-blog]

I hate myself

[octakingfish-blog]

I feel like a linkin park song.... I think I need to do something tomorrow

[octakingfish-blog]

Sometimes I am with a boy and they do something nice but I feel really bad. Like when we were in the shower someone noticed there was a bruise on my thigh and he said "oh no I didn't do that did I?" For a second I feel happy that the person i am with at that moment does not and would not hit me and he cares about whether he actually hurt me and i feel blessed to be in a better situation. Then I remember when we were at the lakehouse in florida and John waited outside the bathroom because he accidentally chafed my vagina so i bled and he told me how sorry he was and he loves me. Flash forward 5 months and the same thing happens for the nth time, he looks disgusted in me and asks if I was on my period even though by then it happens often when he is too rough. So i don't really trust anyone to stay a good person. Wash, rinse, repeat. This is the process that gives me emotional lockjaw around people i am close to.

[octakingfish-blog]

That moment when it's good you explained your PTSD to casual sex partner because you did panic.

[octakingfish-blog]

That moment when you need to explain your PTSD to casual sex partners just in case you start to panic.

[octakingfish-blog]

I have so much work this week, I don't know if I'll get it all done. So like a stupid asshole I'm sleeping through it instead.

[octakingfish-blog]

I feel like a wilted flower. Like my time is done and the natural thing to do now is wither away. How am I supposed to fight that?

[octakingfish-blog]

I have no idea how to get him off my mind

[octakingfish-blog]

Finally watched the princess bride. During, I realized I've fantasized more about what it would be like and who I would be with than I did before the first time I had sex..

[octakingfish-blog]

Finally getting back to normal

[octakingfish-blog]

Back to shitty. I guess not much has actually changed.. I still fluctuate just as much. Everyone thinks I have closure but I don't.