Ari.XOXO

A teenage aspiring poet who's wayyy too deep into the world of poems, stories and what not... I'm stupid so don't expect smth world-impacting stuff from me, I still wish to have some positive impact on the world, ppl only 2 years older than me are super successful, what am I doing in my life anyways...(I think I can rap well?) T.W- Cringe(?)

[ofcourse-not-ari]

7-1=0 I found out that Heeseung is leaving, and it shook me. We still don't know what went on behind the curtains, but it's best to support his decision. It hurts me as I've been stanning ENHYPEN for 7 months now, and as a recent addition to the fandom, it was very painful to get through this news.

What do you mean, "Enhypen is a six-member group"? What do you mean, "Heeseung is a former member of Enhypen"? What do you mean, we won't see Heeseung in the upcoming EN 'o clock episodes, Enha albums, Enha singles, award shows and Enha concerts? What do you mean, Enhypen is now 'OT6'?

For me, it will forever be OT7, though I respect Heeseung and the other members' opinions and decisions... For me, it will forever be 7, 7-1=0

-Ari.

[ofcourse-not-ari]

DISTRAUGHT

There was a girl, a child, Without a care in the world so wild Embraced with love and grace At school, she was met with a familiar face

As always, she was with her friends At a place so loud, instead of silence The place where the adults would protect them and her Safeguard the wounds she endured with a sight of blur

This time, though, so unfortunate was her fate That the adults couldn't protect her at such a rate When a blast occurred suddenly in the school When the once joyful children saw blood pool

When the familiar face of the teacher Who promised to take care of and nurture Saw the distressed children run around And saw some more lying on the ground

She tried her best to fulfil her vow But what more could she have done now The children she envisioned the bright futures of They are now either dead or seeking help, distraught.

-Ari Written on 2026/3/2, Monday, 4:28pm

[anas-fromgaza]

Please help Anas family 😔

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The Nazi Israeli army began sweeping, destroying and bombing buildings on a very large scale, using weapons that we have never heard of before and that are very strange, as shown in the picture.

The Israeli incursion into the heart of Gaza City has forced countless families to flee south, leaving behind their homes, memories, and everything they hold dear. Imagine over 2 million people crammed into an area smaller than 40 kilometers, struggling to survive under constant bombardment. Streets that were once filled with life are now ruins; hospitals are overwhelmed, and basic necessities are scarce. Children are terrified, families are torn apart, and nowhere feels safe. This is not a battle it is collective punishment, a humanitarian nightmare unfolding in real time, and the world cannot turn away.

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Hello, my name is Anas, and I am from Gaza.Some of you may already know me from my previous fundraiser on GoFundMe. I want to explain honest

[presentlydean]

online communities are so strange because people slip away so easily. you can be on here for years, folding people you've never met into the fabric of your daily life, and then they disappear, leaving only ghost posts scattered across tumblr behind. or their blog stays dormant, for weeks, months, years, until you're only still following them because you remember that they love sunflowers or they were kind to you when they didn't have to be or the last thing they posted was sad and raw and you still worry about them sometimes.

and sometimes they come back when you least expect it, years later, even, and there's this sudden rush of relief like there you are, there you are, even though you barely knew each other.

there's a strange kind of love to it. i don't know you and i want to hold your hand across miles and time zones and oceans. i can still see the imprint of you in this community you left. you don't think anyone will notice or care when you're gone, but we notice and we care and we wish you well.

i hope you're all okay out there. i hope the sun is shining on your face and you are breathing deeply. i miss you.

[msilverstar]

Always reblog.

[ofcourse-not-ari]

Would You?

Would you care if I drift away?

Would you care if I turn grey?

Would you care if I disappear?

Would you care or not, I fear

Would you bother to look at me?

Would you bother to set me free?

Would you bother to acknowledge my presence?

Would you bother to make a difference?

Would you mind listening to my thoughts?

Would you mind untangling my knots?

Would you mind being here, together?

Would you mind even in bad weather?

Would you be always by my side?

Would you be through narrow and wide?

Would you be someone I trust?

Would you be my lone stardust?

Would we still be friends?

Could we fix all our loose ends

Can we still and bend time?

Will we match our rhythm and rhyme?

-Ari, 2026/1/29, Thursday, 7:09pm

[allthingswhumpyandangsty]

AO3 appreciation post!! reblog if you love archive of our own

[ofcourse-not-ari]

FOREVERMORE

Based upon grief and loss of a loved one, the sadness of losing someone, a humble and sweet hug to whoever relates to it, I kept it vague so that it is not just associated with grief and loss, but also with cutting ties with someone beloved.

you might say you don't need affection, but I need to give you that and will never back off. Love you lots!

I don't wanna say the last goodbye

I don't wanna see the love fade in your eye

I'm hopeful even after the tries,

Oh, how quickly time flies

I didn't wanna know how it's like without you

Without your silly antics, the things you do

The calm persona that keeps the silence-

Among the chaos in me and my violence

I have reflected

It was unexpected

The things and changes we had to endure

We may wish and pray, but there's no cure

Why did we have to lie?

Why'd you tell the people who pry?

Why didn't I push harder?

You're slipping through my arms, farther

Our last picture on the shelf

You left me to myself

Only if it could be like before

My love will be there, and forevermore.

-Ari, 2026/01/20, Tuesday, 10:08am

[ofcourse-not-ari]

The Silhouette Of Yours

Warning: I wrote this in like 15 minutes, so it's one of those random ideas that spawned in my mind. I thought that I'd write it here bc I've got free will anyways.

Please don't copy this without permission, you may reblog if you want hehe, js give creds!

The silhouette of yours,

The muffled cries and sobs;

The shadow in the dim light,

A contrast to your face so bright

The silhouette of yours,

You notice a teardrop pours-

It falls down your cheeks, from your eyes

It won't take long before it dries

The silhouette of yours

Behind the closed doors,

You may look alright and well

But I know you feel like hell

The silhouette of yours

Reminds me of who I was

I may not be there for comfort by your side

I wish you the best. You know what's right.

-Ari, 20/01/2026, Tuesday, 10:19am

P.s- I actually wrote down at the edge of my diary, the songs which were playing on the playlist and what inspired me lol, I was apparently listening to 'No one noticed' by The Marias, 'Promise' by Laufey, 'Changeling' by Lydia The Bard, and 'Hollow' by Straight Kids hehe...

[ofcourse-not-ari]

I'm Sorry

I thought you weren't with me

I felt alone, I was wrong

Even though you couldn't be

You were there all along

Do I bother you so much?

Was I never enough?

Do you even hate my touch?

I let you know I'm not tough

You said that you'd be supportive

But from your tone I could notice

You meant well, but I'm perceptive

You might know what this poem is

I'm sorry I couldn't live up to expectations

I'm sorry I couldn't get good scores and marks

I try, but there are exceptions

I'm sorry if my words sound like a dog's barks

I'm sorry I couldn't control my mouth

I'm sorry for the troubles and doubts

I'm sorry for the things you didn't know about

I'm sorry if I ever read this out loud

-Ari, 2026/01/20, Tuesday, 00:17

[formerlyluckymanticore]

Reblog if you will never. Ever. Use AI in your writing.

[ofcourse-not-ari]

A poet

A/N- As a teenage aspiring poet, I'm publishing one of my newest poems. Will I be considered depressed?

Tw: Depressing(?)

Locked away, I wish to stay From this world, to go my way I'm drained after being too much all day I stare at nothing the whole night as I lay It's only some people, I told myself But looking in the mirror afterwards didn't help I've been hating myself too much to See what I have now grown into The things have now become too hard for me, I need help navigating through this facade The words, the gestures, they're all driving me insane I now understand why a poet's best friend is the rain Only if there was someone who asks What's hiding beneath the pretty masks I'll break into tears if I could only explain The shame, the screams. the cries of pain How deep is the ocean? What's with the fish's motion? If it could speak, how'd the "ugly fish" sound? Hidden far in the waters down? How high is the building? If I go so high, will my ears start ringing? What's with the numbers of the height? With the mighty winds, can a person fight? What's it like in the afterlife? I hope from Earth, it is not alike I'll need the silence for a calm mind I'm ready to leave my soul behind.