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Origami Around
One Nice Bug Per Day
trying on a metaphor
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dirt enthusiast
Sade Olutola
taylor price

Kiana Khansmith
Jules of Nature

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if i look back, i am lost

izzy's playlists!
he wasn't even looking at me and he found me
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"I'm Dorothy Gale from Kansas"
cherry valley forever
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Aqua Utopia|海の底で記憶を紡ぐ
Stranger Things

Discoholic 🪩
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[rules] | [navi] | [muses] | [template] | [edited by]
It’s under construction, and I will be working on it some more later on this week, but here you go!
This has been on my mind for long but I’m gonna do this - please reblog this if you’re comfortable with pre-establishing relationships. I do not mean “met at the grocery store two weeks ago” or “have a common friend”, but rather stuff like “have been best friends since kindergrden”, “go for a beer every friday”, “friends with benefits”, “dated in highschool”, “hate each other’s guts because -insert reason-” etc. Something meaningful (but not necessarily shippy) and I mean with muns/characters you have not interacted with, because I cannot believe I am the only one who prefers jumping right into the heart of the human interaction.
Update about me:
I moved into my new place back on April 20th, while I am still on hiatus, I do plan to get to being active. Especially as I have worked on making a multimuse sideblog (Draco will still be a mainblog) @ofbloodonmyname.
I haven’t completely moved so I am still working on moving all my stuff from my old place to my new place but I am freer now. So maybe this week or next I will work on replies and such for this blog and others. And finishing moving muses to multi.
@showmeahero
Do you still roleplay?
Yes and no. Right now, I am mainly rping on and off on discord, I am going to try to come back to tumblr but I have made an ooc post as to what's going on with my absence.
When I do start to rp again (maybe this week? Who knows.) It will be slow and focusing on what I have muse for. So anyone who does wish to rp with me will need patience with that.
Hi, I'm still alive just been neglecting my rp blogs to look after myself. I hit a really low point mentally around September, at which point I had to make the choice to go on medical leave from my job at the time.
Something of which I am grateful for as it gave me the chance to get out of a toxic workplace which from what I have heard has only gotten worse since.
I am at a better job now, but it has a long commute which leaves me with little personal time. I am going to try to come back to my rp blogs slowly, but focus on only one or two at a time. To those still following me, especially to @showmeahero who has been very patient with me.
send one to see how my muse reacts / soft edition.
[ trail ] for your muse to start a trail of kisses down my muses neck.
[ shift ] for your muse to move hair off my muses face.
[ stroke] for your muse to gently stoke my muse’s face.
[ chin ] for your muse to gently grab my muses chin.
[ tuck ] to place a blanket on my muse.
[ wrap ] for your muse to walk into the room and say nothing before wrapping their arms around my muse.
[ fidget ] for your muse to comfort mine during a bad dream.
[ braid ] for your muse to braid mines hair.
[ sponge ] for your muse to give my muse a sponge bath.
[ drape ] for your muse to help pull off / unzip my muses clothing
send one of the following to see how my muse reacts.
[ shower ] to find my muse walking out the shower in a towel
[ murder ] to find my muse covered in blood in a room with a body
[ crying ] to find my muse crying
[ faint ] to find my muse passed out
[ bare ] to witness my muse changing in or out of clothing
[ touch ] to gently stroke my muse
[ hold ] to hold on to my muse to show them comfort
[ grab ] to aggressively grab my muses arm
[ slam ] to slam my muse against the wall
[ choke ] to wrap your muses hands around my muses neck
[ pinch ] to pinch my muse
[ pin ] to pin my muse against the floor
[ pull ] to tug at my muses shirt
[ secret ] for my muse to confront yours on a big secret
[ wham ] for my muse to find yours has been cheating
“ Don’t you understand? I have to do this. I have to kill you… or he’s going to kill me! ” [credit]
send one to see how my muse reacts / rough ( some nsfw ) edition.
[ press ] to roughly push my muse against the wall.
[ guide ] to roughly grab my muse and pull them into a passionate kiss.
[ yank ] to roughly grab my muses arm preventing them from leaving after an argument.
[ pin ] to roughly grab my muses wrists.
[ tug ] to roughly grab my muses hair.
[ rip ] or [ rip + name clothing piece ] to roughly rip a piece of clothing off my muse.
[ spank ] to spank my muse.
[ choke ] to choke my muse.
[ push ] to roughly push my muse onto a bed.
open;;
“So what exactly is this ‘pumpkin spice’ I keep hearing about?”
based on this suggestions blog. warning: these are pretty dark/angry & could be triggering to some people. please be cautious before proceeding!!
‘ all i want in my life is for my friends to be able to touch me suddenly & me to not flinch away without meaning to. when will this stop affecting me? ’ ‘ all i want is to be soft & gentle, but i’m made out of steel & anger. maybe in another life, i guess. ’ ‘ beauty is in the eye of the beholder, so choose to see beauty in everything. ’ ‘ burning it all to the ground & force them to start again. they made you lose everything. now return the favor. ’ ‘ do i ever even cross your mind or do i do all the thinking of us on my own? ’ ‘ do you trust me enough? do you trust me at all? ’ ‘ don’t you dare abandon me. ’ ‘ even after all you have done, i will always want you fighting on my side. ’ ‘ every time i see you smile i fall in love with your brightness all over again. ’ ‘ everyone i have ever loved is long gone. i sing to the sky alone. ’ ‘ everyone i touch gets hurt, but i can’t stop. i touch & i touch & i touch & people get hurt. why can’t i ever stop? ’ ‘ everyone says i used to be a hero, but i can still taste the blood in my mouth & still feel bruises blooming because of my fists & my eyes are still stretched wide & terrified. ’ ‘ everything i love has been taken from me. what do i have left to fight for? ’ ‘ fall in love with someone that makes you feel strong. ’ ‘ friends are more important than any material object will ever be. ’ ‘ i am aching to hold you & keep you safe, to be pressed against you so that nothing can harm you. ’ ‘ i am divine & you will bow before me. ’ ‘ i am fucking divine. ’ ‘ i am in control & i listen to no one. ’ ‘ i am not a good person. don’t pretend i am. ’ ‘ i am not accustomed to love. this is a learning experience. ’ ‘ i am not worth saving & i am not worth redemption. let me stay in the dark. ’ ‘ i am so tired all the time, all i want to do is rest. ’ ‘ i am too tired to deal with any of this. ’ ‘ i bow to no man. ’ ‘ i broke into sharp pieces when i broke & i expect someone else to hurt their hands on my edges just to put me back together. i’m sorry. ’ ‘ i can give you your wings back & i can show you to fly once more, if you only believe in me. ’ ‘ i cannot be saved. ’ ‘ i can’t ask for help because if i ask for help it hurts people. i can bear this weight on my own. i have to. ’ ‘ i could taste the lies in your mouth every time i kissed you, but i loved you too much to notice. ’ ‘ i crave affection in the simplest way. ’ ‘ i deserve to hurt. i deserve to bleed. ’ ‘ i didn’t ask for any of this so don’t you dare blame this on me. ’ ‘ i don’t care if you say my name like it’s poison or like it’s a prayer, as long as it leaves your lips. ’ ‘ i don’t fight for you anymore. ’ ‘ i don’t want to let go of you. not now, not ever. ’ ‘ i don’t want to talk about it. i don’t want to remember. i don’t want to heal. all i want is for it to go away. ’ ‘ i don’t want you to touch me. please don’t touch me, just go away. ’ ‘ i feel anger deeper than my bones. i feel anger in my very soul. ’ ‘ i feel nothing at all, except for when i feel everything all at once. ’ ‘ i have fallen & though i may miss the sky, i belong here now. ’ ‘ i have fallen from a height your mind cannot even imagine. ’ ‘ i have no home anymore. ’ ‘ i remember collapsing in the flames with a sword in my hand & then i remember nothing. ’ ‘ i see beauty in everything, but especially in you. ’ ‘ i should never have fallen in love with you. ’ ‘ i thought for a long time that i was so terrible no one would look at me. now i know it’s because i shine so bright they are forced to look away. ’ ‘ i was so caught up in the feeling that i forgot how to breathe. ’ ‘ i will never amount to anything. i am a failure in the worst type of way. ’ ‘ i will tell myself that the burn of my loneliness in my chest completes me & maybe someday it will be true. ’ ‘ if that’s what a hero is i’m glad i’m not one anymore. ’ ‘ if you ask me to, i will set the whole world on fire, my dear. it’s all for you. ’ ‘ is it my fault? it’s my fault. it’s always my fault. ’ ‘ it’s not murder if they deserved it, right? ’ ‘ i’m drowning in emotions that don’t belong to me, choking on anger & suffocating on sadness. ’ ‘ i’m in love with everything that hurts me. ’ ‘ i’m okay. i’m alright. this is all in my mind. ’ ‘ i’m ready to give up everything i’ve ever had if it means someone will love me. ’ ‘ i’m so cold & i can’t stop shaking. i am not who you think i am. ’ ‘ i’m so tired all the time & i just want to be awake again. ’ ‘ i’m tired of fighting against the pain of being forgotten. i just want someone to remember me. ’ ‘ i’m tired of fighting everything in my life. just make it stop. ’ ‘ i’m too tired to care. blow up, get angry at me. i’m sure someday i’ll realize i deserved it. ’ ‘ jealousy burns within me. ’ ‘ just let me go in peace for once in my damn life. ’ ‘ loneliness is a disease & it leaves me empty & hollow, like sound goes through my body & bounces back. ’ ‘ made of starlight & sunshine, i shine brighter than they all know. ’ ‘ my anger is righteous & my actions are pure. ’ ‘ my chest aches & my lungs burn. this sickness comes from the inside. ’ ‘ my chest hurts & all i need is some comfort & understanding. ’ ‘ my chest hurts & i ache to go back to the sky. ’ ‘ my shoulders are aching where wings used to be & all i want is for them to stop hurting. ’ ‘ pull me apart & piece me together in your own way. make me perfect. ’ ‘ righteous fury throws through my veins & if you touch the people i love i will destroy you. ’ ‘ rise up. you can’t keep being small when you were made for so much more. ’ ‘ say my name like it’s the only one that’s ever been on your tongue. ’ ‘ so much blood has been spilled in my name. time to make you believe it was in yours. ’ ‘ so you’ll worry about me when i fall silent, but not when i scream & plead for help? fuck off. ’ ‘ sometimes people have to get hurt for me to get what i want. ’ ‘ stay away from my fucking friends. stay the fuck away or so help me i will destroy you. ’ ‘ stop treating me like i’m an idiot. you aren’t better than me in any way & you better remember that. ’ ‘ the bitter taste of regret is ever present on my tongue. ’ ‘ the world is spinning far too fast for me to stay on it. ’ ‘ to love them is my divine right. ’ ‘ voices whisper from the shadows & they fill my mind with thoughts of you. ’ ‘ what did i to wrong to be so unloved? ’ ‘ what is the point of power if i’m not supposed to use it? ’ ‘ who the fuck do you think you are? ’ ‘ why can’t i ever fucking stop crying? ’ ‘ with a new year comes new tests & triumphs. let’s try to make the most out of it. ’ ‘ would it really kill you to be honest for once? ’ ‘ yes, i remember my wings breaking & being destroyed. i was powerless to stop it. ’ ‘ you are not required to love your parents, or to even like them. ’ ‘ you can’t hate me more than i hate myself, but you are more than welcome to try. ’ ‘ you may say you love me, but you love only a part of me. i am too complex for you to ever love my entire being. ’ ‘ you never fucking cared about me. don’t fucking lie about it. not to me. ’ ‘ you remind me of mint. fresh, sharp, kind of cold, but in a nice way. i always knew there was a reason mint was my favorite. ’ ‘ you shine light in even the darkest parts of me. you are my sun. ’ ‘ you should fear me, but you don’t. i will be eternally puzzled, yet grateful. ’ ‘ you touch me & my skin burns & it burns for you, always you. ’
@showmeahero is laughing at me cause I am cleaning my drafts and told her we have a problem in that like 90% of them are drarry threads.
“ Don’t you understand? I have to do this. I have to kill you… or he’s going to kill me! ” [credit]
Hello all, going to work on being here more! I plan to clean out my drafts/following some time today before working on replies.
A note; if you are no longer following me, or have been inactive for a long length of time, I will be unfollowing and dropping threads.
Update: I haven’t abandoned this blog, the holidays are a stressful time for me plus work and mental health makes it hard for me to rp, let alone on more than one blog.
reblog this if you actually like following me.