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my mum lied to the doctor about my mental health and because of that i couldnt get my antidepressants and mood stabilizers. idk what to do im still crying so much im so lost i finally thought i could be better for once but its gone now. im sorry im sorry im so sorry

It isn’t your fault anon. I don’t quite know what to say, but I do know that it is not, in any way, your fault. Your Mother is the type of person who wants the worst for you, not the best. If you need someone to talk and vent to, send an ask off anon, and I’ll PM you. -Mod Aqua

All of my friends from my childhood have left me because their interests were irrelevant to my own. I've already been replaced and they moved to a different website and messaging system to get away from me. I think I'm doomed to be alone.

You’re only doomed to be alone if you keep that mindset! People come and go, anon, I know that firsthand. But there’s always new, better people to meet, if you just look a little. Try going through the tags relevant to your intersts, and if you see someone friendly, message them! -Mod Aqua

I wish I could move on. I want to better myself as a person, but I can't stop checking in on her. I hurt her, I really did - and I'm a horrible person. Everyone else says it's the other way around, but I know the truth. (1)

/And I don't quite know why I check on her. I don't wish anything wrong on her at all, so I guess I just want to see if she mentions me or is okay. I don't know. I really, truly want to move on. I don't want to feel like a stalker anymore. (2fin)/ Finding a hobby usually helps, to keep you distracted from thoughts of her. A video game, writing, art, anything really. Eventually, if you keep at the hobby, you'll likely stop thinking about her. -Mod Aqua

I feel bad for my father. Me and my siblings are really just a bunch of emotional messes, and while he understands why we are the way we are, he just doesn't feel like he's competent enough to care for our mental illnesses. It saddens me that he doesn't know just how much he's helped me. I'll always love my father.

I honestly feel so bad i remember along time ago I said something that grouped together a certain demographic and it offended this girl apart of it. I wanna say sorry to her for hurting her feelings and for sterotyping but I'm too cowardly I hate it

I think that it is never too late to apologize, and to change. Your actions then may have been questionable, but if you show remorse now, there is always the chance she will forgive you. -Mod Aqua

I'm tired of feeling so self conscious and feeling like I'm being judged on everything I do, and I'm tired of me being there for all my friends when only one is really there for me and I'm just tired I of it all I guess

I think you should surround yourself with new, more supportive people. If most of your friends aren’t there for you, you should really find some who are. Hope this helped! -Mod Aqua

I contacted you guys last year, suicidal and broken and scared. Now I'm happily in love, passing all my classes, with a plan for the future. Thank you so so much for what you did to me, all of you are angels

That’a absolutely wonderful to hear; I’m glad we were able to help you. -Cordelia

not to start some kind of Old YouTube Playthrough Discourse™ but i think its interesting how in the game grumps/steam train undertale series, barry and ross call both of the EXPLICITLY, SPECIFICALLY, *UNAVOIDABLY* nonbinary characters female and then refer to the canon trans boy as his assigned gender :^) i know all the grumps tend to ignore the games they're playing, nb characters are mostly unheard of, and they didnt know the guy's backstory at the time, but it still really irks me.

My friend is always depressed and really needs my help and I feel like shot because I can never help her because she talks about it constantly and refuses help and it makes me feel like shit and idk you don't have to respond to this I just want to say it and I don't know what do to and I feel like a terrible friend and ugughugh like I know she needs me and I care about her a ton but I'm a really shitty friend and I'm sorry if this is sloppy, I'm tired

Even if she refuse’s help, try to find a way to help. If she’s telling you all this stuff, she clearly yearns for it, but can’t flat out ask, it must embarrass her. -Mod Aquagirl

On Friday one of my best friends tried killing himself. He did it in school, in front of me and other friends, had a water bottle full of windex. He's currently in the hospital. I've been suffering from depression and suicidal thoughts for a while now and because of what just happened, I've been getting much worse. I've started cutting again and I've almost ended it yesterday. I don't know what to do I just feel so worthless and I want to die

That sounds awful!

Have you talked to anyone else about it? (like a parent or something)

-Cordelia

I've been having this problem with procrastination for about 5 years, and 3 years ago it started to effect drastic effects on my life. I won't get into detail but this has been a source of most of my problems. I just can seem to get the motivation to do stuff like I'm running into a invisible barrier when I know it's detrimental to me. I'm not sure if I'm just being selfish or lazy or maybe even both.

I can relate heavily with that, friend. It’s taken me years before finally working up the energy to complete my GED after watching a few friends head off to university.

I suppose the best thing to do is to think of a simple goal before the big one? And inch your way to it. Because procrastination is such a tough thing to break through completely. - Mod Bambi

#Anonymous

Hi. I'm a person struggling with some self discovery-sanity problem. Sometimes I lose my sense of sanity. I don't know if I'm making this up or what; I'm generally a happy person and I'm very smart. What do I do?? This only happens every now and then but I wish I could get it off my chest. Please help!

If you’re having sanity issues, you need to see a psychologist. I think that’s your best bet. But being happy and smart (or lack thereof) isn’t the issue. You can’t control it -Mod Aquagirl

shelbys-advice-blog

hetcharacteroftheday

What are the mod regular blogs that are comfortable sharing

@etotheoneeyeking is meMod Sintepede

hetcharacteroftheday

Ah fuck it I’ll give out my personal

here

cishetoftheweek

Well, if we’re giving out personals… here’s mine

hetcharacteroftheday

NICE LET’S MUTUAL

egalitarianbunny

Here’s mine

hetcharacteroftheday

ok now I want to actually mutual with you LMAO

official-vent-blog

Here’s mine -Cordelia

i love my friends! i grew up with them for a long time, and lifetime friends are neat and all, but theyre now growing up without me. each one is going sour or depressed or suicidal, and theyve told me i cant help. im so sick of being (1)

as immature as i am. im so tired of this. i want to help them! but despite being the oldest, despite my help, theyve told me straight up "you cant help me". how am i supposed to help you guys when you guys hate me this much?! i cant do this!! (2)

If they’re depressed and suicidal and stuff, they don’t hate you anon, they’re frustrated, and lash it out on you. It doesn’t mean you should stop helping. It means you should find better ways to help, to connect with them again. I’m sure you can do it! -Mod Aquagirl

arealarchaeopteryx

please don't ever think that no one cares about you

I work in an ER and we see suicides all the time. And we get at least 3 suicidal ideations a night. We all care about you. I promise, we do. A team of complete strangers who have worked 3+ 12 hour shifts this week who are being screamed at all day and night and probably haven’t had lunch and trust me, we still love you and care about you.

We had a 16 year old patient last night who we couldn’t save. We were in that room with this patient for over an hour, we did everything we could. And let me tell you, we all cried. The EMT’s, the nurses, the doctor. We all huddled together in the doctors dictation room and cried.

I went through the rest of my shift with smudged mascara and tracks on my cheeks.

I remember the names of all the patients that have taken their lives on my shifts.

I remember squeezing the hands, smoothing the hair, kissing the foreheads, and wiping away the blood and the vomit of every patient that has left me too soon.

I can still see every face that I have zipped into a body bag.

Trust me, someone cares about you. You have never met them yet. You don’t ever think about them. They are never remembered when you talk about heroes and role models.

But someone loves you.

shroom-goddess

damn….

phantomkinoc13

This made me cry

croatoan-the-line

When I was in hospital being seen to, being bandaged and sedated and surrounded by medical staff, my family was ignoring my calls, my friends hadn’t cared to check in. I felt terrified and hopeless and so very unimportant that it was taking everything it had in me to not drink the cleaning products left nearby by one of the cleaners, to make sure I finished the job properly.

There was a nurse though, who came into my room with a soft smile, who held my hand, who took away the bottles when she noticed me watching them for too long. There was a nurse that plugged in my phone to charge in case my family called back, that took away the bloody cloths the paramedics had left me with, that helped me put my hair up when it was sticking to my tear streaked face, because my arms were too sore to do it myself.

There was a nurse that saved my life twice in one night, who made me feel that I was worth being looked after, and her name was Emma and she was the most beautiful person I’ve met.

Months later, I was visiting my mother at the same hospital whilst she was incapacitated with back concerns. Whilst I sat and watched my mum sleeping, a nurse approached to check up on her. She met my gaze and she smiled immediately, face lit with recognition, and she said “oh my gosh, hey! How are you doing?”

People definitely do care about us even if we don’t think they do, and to the original poster?

Your faces are never forgotten either.

You’re more than heroes to me.

positivedoodles

[drawing of a white cat on a gray background saying “I care about you and I’m here for you.” in pink text on a black speech bubble.]

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