OfficiallyTiaMarie

In order to be irreplaceable one must always be different. Coco Chanel 99

[officiallytiamarie]

““I can’t imagine that what I want and what I need are synonymous My mind and my heart are anything but in tune Feelings are fueled by actions but my thoughts are gasoline on open flames I’ve tried to find a harmonious solution to create an emotion, an explanation to this baseless state I’ve become accustomed to To bring words to an inaudible game that the organs in my chest and head have played It’s almost to the point of no return Where bitterness finds reason to flourish and love is of no concern Where soft kisses and tender touch is considered a sneaky way of falsifying love To none the wiser I’ve bended and folded at angles that never existed I found pleasure in thoughts, when I knew the truth, I simply chose to miss it I’ve grown weary of writing this fictitious love story, I’ve grown tired of living like I have the glory I can’t say that I’ve found where I’m going nor that love isn’t for me But I know love and you have grown synonymously.””

— Tia Marie 2015

[officiallytiamarie]

““Presently speaking is it the future your thinking Is it pristinely affixed upon an unsteady cliff Surrounded by falling rocks and debris thats caused you to slip Look up to the sky are the clouds colored grey When the rain starts to fall is it possible to stay Can you weather a storm at the edge of the world, stand tall head high when the winds start to whirl Real life can feel meek when your not the factor, actions and words that don’t really matter Places with people but all you here is chatter, no words just faces filled with fake laughter Nature is funny, comical it seems Love is a darkness that can bring you to your knees It grows from nothing but takes over so fast The worse of it all is that it’s rare that it lasts The edge of the earth seems like a far away place, but it’s the last breathe that you give that will take you away. ””

— -Tia Marie 2015

[officiallytiamarie]

“Words he’ll never read His eyes might skim the page but the words I know won’t resonate Blood could pour from my pen and He’d find a way to hurt me again and No matter much how I love the thought not even I can warm his frozen heart I used my chisel to clear a spot And warmed my soul to reach the top My words flow through his empty soul No solid ground no platformed show To prove my Love how could he know I can tell him it’s forever baby and You’re all I’ve ever dreamed But this doubtful look in his eyes… Nothing is what it seems”

— Tia Marie 2015

[officiallytiamarie]

Love and Soul: Fantasy

He fueled my fantasy, The thought of a lover If nothing else, his presence made my heart wonder

Slick words that caressed my inner thigh And that oh so gleaming smile…it was amazing how the hands of time stood still for that little while.

But who am I to contemplate romantic notions of fancy In a world full of fantasized thoughts of love, I probably still won’t be enough.

By: Tia Marie

[officiallytiamarie]

Love and Soul: Unimaginable Soul

Take a chance they say, For what? The inner goddess in me says Someone deserves this love This genuinely gracious love For who? If kindred spirits exist And souls can intertwine Mine is of no exception Except in my mind I am beside the rule For Love? My soul pities my younger self Searching for a word with a transient meaning The soul of a goddess trapped in a world where love is of no regard and words are not whole.

By: Tia Marie 

[officiallytiamarie]

Love and Soul: Beauty and The beast

By: Tia Marie

Once and a while I flirt with Intimacy I gaze in its eyes and see the wonders it could bring. It’s touch a sensuality not fit for words, its presence alone leaves my heart torn A beast in a cage, I was eager to set free I’ve attempted to tame him so he’d belong to me I’ve tried and I’ve failed, what I knew was no use All the intellect and knowledge, still I hadn’t the tools Followed my instincts and still I was fooled Words cloaked in deep thought and masked with the truth I unravelled the vines that held him from me, bars lined with thorns but filled with deceit We always want most what the eye cannot see, unmeasurably felt, even in dreams Pulling my hands back it was clearer to me, I was holding too tight to a thought filled dream Piles of words I know longer have use for apparently their definitions are no longer useful To say I was blinded would be a ruse, I’d unleash him again if I had to choose

[officiallytiamarie]

The road traveled

I’ve been a bad girl this you may know Far from the average, not cut from any mold Shaped and shifted through time and space Caught up finding myself, this heartbeat rhythmic pace Rhythm so sweet I swing my hips, oh this beat, oh how it beats it makes my heart skip Patter patter with the swing like a batter Who could really know how my heart has been battered My dreams have been shattered and I screamed how I scream when I knew it didn’t matter There was no one to listen no one who cared I lived in a world my heart couldn’t bare This world was contorted my fears were all there I lived in a place, a place some call home A distorted figment placed high on majesty I didn’t live there alone Some find solace in creating misery, displace a soul in hopes to build their own Cut off by the root and severed every branch I’ve taken my life back while I still have the chance I’ve been a bad girl, this you may know but this road I’ve been traveling has a long way to go.

[wnq-writers]

“There are many different kinds of happiness. I want to be so awfully happy that I never need to write poetry again.”

— MJL

[officiallytiamarie]

I dreamt of perfect and it hurt my heart

The illusion of your love was sitting next to the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow

I don’t know if I was more devastated by the alarm clock or the realization our love only exists in dreams

-Tia Marie 2/14/18

[officiallytiamarie]

Sitting at the bar waiting for my knight in shining armor, then I saw the guy with a crooked smile and ripped tee shirt.

Tia Marie

[relatablepoetryandquotes]

“I want to be the first thing you touch in the morning and the last thing you taste at night.” - Sade Andria Zabala

via @quotemadness

[officiallytiamarie]

❤️

[officiallytiamarie]

I was all giddy about my Vday surprise then I logged on instagram, either y’all doing too much or he not doing enough!

Tia Marie

[deadmugen]

got an interview tomorrow

[deadmugen]

I just got hired, reblog this to manifest the job u want into reality

[issamemphisjigga-deactivated201]

Claiming it.

[ayoflav]

we got this

[officiallytiamarie]

He want a real one but his Gucci belt fake.

Tia Marie

[officiallytiamarie]

I've thought of love sometimes I hope it thinks of me too.

Tia Marie

[officiallytiamarie]

Don't say it

When I say it's over it's not because I don't love you

I've tried to find the love that you need and with every ounce of my being I fell short of a line neither of us can see

When I say it's over you must understand that I've toyed with the thought of being with someone who's not ready to be a man

Maybe if I stay he will find his way and it's only in the moment that you Lust over me that I feel like damn this is really where I want to be

Maybe there is a way and I've exaggerated a bunch of things we cannot change

But when it's over you will know it and I doubt there will be a bunch of words to show it

When it's over it won't be because I didn't love you, it'll be because I actually did.

[officiallytiamarie]

I tend to end up in relationships that are the equivalent to me being single.

Tia Marie