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Grace smiled, almost tenderly, at his gentle touches. Oh how she would have loved to have him under her thumb… Perhaps one day, if she and this Nathaniel of this got along well enough to come to an agreement. “Of course darling, you may ask me anything that you wish. I would never say such a thing that then deny you” She could sense that he seemed to wish for privacy for whatever it was that he had to say, so she stayed put, perching on the edge of her desk as she waited for him to gather his thoughts. And what thoughts they were.. This was not what she had expected, and it showed in the slight flare of her violet eyes. As he stumbled over his words, she reached out and touch his hand, as a husky chuckle left her lips. “I have indeed darling. In fact, my first sexual experience was with another woman”
Matt nodded, chewing his lip. “Okay. I...” He squeezed her hand, nervously. “It’s just... Well. My Master...” He sighed, rubbing his forehead. “I want to make him happy. More than anything. He’s been so kind to me... Only he wants... you know. And- And it’s not that I don’t want to!” He added, hurriedly, running a hand through his hair. “It’s... I just... there’s been...” The vampire bit his lip, fidgeting a little. “There’s... it’s not always been... nice, doing that. With me Sire, it weren’t... good. And I just... dunno how to... make it okay. Every time I... think about it I get... panicked. Like there’s this...” He placed his hand on his chest, gently. “Something in me stomach, in... inside o’me. Trying to get out. And I... I don’t want t’be scared no more.”











