neuroticbxrbie:
“Should I text Jake?” Caroline asked suddenly frowning as she leaned against the bathroom sink. The bright florescent lights of the bathroom painted a sharp contrast to the darkened club on just the other side of the door. From behind it a loud thumping base was all that was distinguishable. “I heard he’s back in town, I should probably text him.” Somewhere in the back of her head Caroline was shaking herself snapping out that that was the stupidest idea in the world. Because she was over him, honestly and truly she was over him, if anything she wouldn’t mind being his friend because Caroline would of course always care about him. He was her first love, even if he broke her heart more often than he made her happy, and jerked her around from break up to rekindling to break up to rekindling all a consistent and vicious cycle up until he left. She was at a place now where she could just be friends with him, but texting him while she was drunk and admittedly feeling a sudden wave of loneliness was a recipe for trouble. “Yeah, I should totally text him.” She nodded to herself glancing over at Diana for confirmation, and maybe a bit of it did have to do with the girl who’d just been in the bathroom sobbing to her friend about her ex-girlfriend dumping her again. “I mean maybe the fifteenth time is the charm?” Caroline offered unsurely glancing up at the speckled ceiling another wave of loud music coming through the door as it opened and closed again. “But then I would have to kiss him.” Her nose wrinkled at the thought, she really didn’t want to have to kiss him anymore. Dating him again meant kissing him again, that was a connected portion of it. Maybe it bothered her because of Faye? But it also felt like just something to do with his face now. Usually someone having something she wanted made her want it more. “Gross.”
@ofletum
DIANA’S EYEBROWS SHOT UP. it’d been a while since she heard that. she pulled back from looking at the mirror to look over her friend’s face and determined if she was serious. ❝ what? ❞ she wrinkled her eyebrows together. ❝ why would you do that? ❞ jake had been in town a while and caroline hadn’t shown much interest before. ❝ he was terrible to you. at least get him to apologize before jumping back in. ❞ she reached over and grabbed caroline’s hands and made her look into her eyes. ❝ hey, now you’re really falling into old patterns. ❞ diana shook her head. ❝ forget about jake. he’s probably off somewhere moping. tonight is about you! you’re single, let’s just get out there and see if there are any cute guys. i promise kissing any of them will be less gross. ❞ diana hadn’t spoken to jake since her own return. she’d avoided pretty much everyone in the circle like the plague. she didn’t know what she had to say to them yet. ❝ come on, we’re both young and single and cute. there’s got to be someone interesting out there. ❞ she looped her arm around caroline’s.























