Since the equivalent of this blog I made on my new account got nuked, I will probably resume to using this one again
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@og-just-being-a-bit-overdramatic
Since the equivalent of this blog I made on my new account got nuked, I will probably resume to using this one again
Yeah no, there is no way I am making it to 18 at this rate.
Well fuck me, I did
This feeling might not be permanent but is sure as hell reoccurring, disappearing for shorts periods of time before returning with full force, each time worse than the previous.
I'm not even going to try to kill myself because I am going to fuck that up too.
Update: I was right
The key to a balanced diet is three servings of #tw sickness, one plate of #tw sh related, and four glasses of Tide Pod juice.
I just know that I'll attempt at least one more time before the end of 2025.
Lowkey did? On October 13th
When it gets bad to the point you actually want people to notice and help you (The last part could be referred to self-destructive and suicidal people making it far into adulthood which gives you some hope that it might get better eventually)
Why the fuck does this have a content label now
If anyone wonders where I was/am, long story short, I lost this account and then I made a new one, but I got this one back. I am @just-being-a-biiit-overdramatic now. I might cross-post things but I don't know.
Self harm in and of itself can be a traumatic experience without the fact that talking about it or seeking any sort of help can mean being stripped of your autonomy.
swinging rapidly from "maybe i'll be okay" to "it never gets better" every damn day
ofc i’m immature im literally a child
knowing i wasn’t born this way and i could have been okay is what kills me the most
i love criticizing my body for doing reasonable things. How dare you feel hunger i fed you like 20 hours ago shut up.
the lion does not concern himself about the rusty blade
The lion might want to know that tetanus is incurable and that if you get it you will die of one of the most painful deaths possible or live with it for the rest of your life