why in the FUCK do i always end up liking somebody who doesn’t give a shit about me at all and then they drop out of my life and then im driving home at midnight and im crying bc i always do this and its like i enjoy getting hurt i enjoy attaching myself to one person and now that theyre gone from my life im left completely alone again haha
Ok this happened well over a year ago and I deleted the tumblr app not long after and I just got it back and I forgot I posted this lmao but it’s funny because he dropped back into my life and turns out he did give a shit about me?? How absolutely wild is that how bonkers. He’s my boyfriend we’ve been together for a year and let me just say: despite quarantine and covid and ALL THAT GREAT STUFF I’ve formed the most meaningful, loving, beautiful relationships of my life to date. And I’ve made new friends too! Point is my life is so much better than when I posted this in March 2020. It’s almost 2022. I haven’t felt this desperately lonely in a long time.



















