Okay why did my brain suddenly think of a scenario where you and Grace were in a relationship for a few years and had an amazing connection, but it ultimately ended for a good reason (neither of you were at fault and you would always love each other) maybe like a La La Land situation where a split was best for both your futures despite it not being what either of you wanted. It was out of your control and had to happen. You broke up a while ago but still kept each otherās numbers because neither of you could bear to delete it.
*kisses brick* This is what I believe would happen next:
One afternoon totally out of the blue you get a call from Ryland, which is weird because you have never talked on the phone after your breakup, so why now? You debate for a second but end up answering it.
You donāt even get a chance to say anything when you pick up the call because he is immediately sobbing and talking so fast that you canāt make out a single word.
āWhat? Slow down, Ryland, I canāt understand what youāre saying. Are you okay?ā
He takes a deep breath and lets it out. His next words still come out fast and panicked, but at least slow enough where you can actually understand. āNo, Iām really notā¦Iām being sent to go on the Hail Mary, you know, that spaceship, the one bound for Tau Ceti. Iām sure youāve heard about that, it was finally released over the news last week. I have been on the science team for a few months now, not to be sent up with them, but to help, but the scientists unexpectedly died and now I have to go as their replacement. I donāt want to go but I am going anyway, so I had toā¦to call you because I wanted to tell you that I wonātā¦ā he takes another deep breath. āI wonāt be coming back.ā His voice cracks on the last word. His next words are whispered, as if it physically pains him to say them. āI had to call you and say goodbye.ā
āNo no no no.ā Your heart is in your throat. āWhere are you? Can I come see you? Can you run away? Can youāā
āBut just try! Ryland, you just said you donāt want to go. They canāt make you go, they just canāt! Thatās unethical! What are they gonna do, physically forceāā
āYes. That is exactly what theyāll be doing. Iāll be given a coma injection and will be going on that ship. I leave in an hour.ā
An hour. A mere sixty minutes. Both of you are sobbing now, unable to breathe, when you hear muffled voices in the background of his line.
āTheyāre telling me to get off the phone so they can take it. I need to go. Um, Iā¦I know we broke up but you have to know that Iā¦ā he sniffs. āI still love you. I never stopped.ā
āPlease, donāt go,ā you beg. āI love you too. Please donāt leave.ā
āI have to get off the phone now. I love you. Iām sorry.ā
āRyland no, please donāt gāā Your pleads are cut off by the sound of the line going dead. You stand there in shock for a full minute before your legs give out, your body crumpling into a heap on the floor. You look up from your prone position, your eyes landing on the window. Staring at the sky, you are unable to process that in a little less than an hour, heād be up there among the stars.
Iām so sorry, I donāt know why my brain unleashed all that angst out of nowhere. I havenāt even written proper fics in years plus I hate thinking about Grace leaving behind anyone on Earth. I changed the time he had left before leaving. In the book itās 3 days and in the movie itās immediate, so I needed it somewhere in between.
Idk if Iāll really write actual fics for PHM or anything but this thought just popped into my head, please donāt hate me I AM SO SORRY