[ohayjesse]

March 28, 2015 1:11 a.m. I can't sleep because thoughts of you and thoughts of our old memories are running through my head and I fucking miss you

[bitingd0wn-deactivated20200521]

[everyday-isslike-sunday]

"I think too much. I think ahead. I think behind. I think sideways. I think it all. If it exists, I’ve fucking thought of it."

Winona Ryder (via everyday-islike-sunday)

[naseweisz]

[ohayjesse]

March 28, 2015

12:27 a.m.

I’ve been doing okay without you, I’ve found ways to cope with this sadness. But lately it’s been hitting me again that things are different now. And I don’t like it at all. I’m okay without you but I like myself better with you. I do much better with you and I feel much happier with you. I looked back at old pictures and remembered old memories today. I really miss you. It sucks how all the time and effort we both put in to build something so amazing and great now means nothing to you. Well maybe you, but not me. I hate how I can’t just get past this but I know there’s a reason why I can’t. It’s because I miss you and I’ll always have love for you. I really fucking hate being emotional it’s just not me but fuck I’ve been so emotional lately because I miss you so much fuck

[ohayjesse]

I wonder how many stranger’s stories we make it into? You know, maybe someone saw you in passing and told their friends about how pretty the girl in the lavender sweater was. Or maybe they overheard you say a joke and repeated it to their friend, confessing that they heard it from some guy at the store. 

[moan-s]

[rihcyclerihuserihanna]

my parents never gave me the sex talk and here i am knowing more than i should

[allison2468-blog]

I don’t even know how I know to be honest

[ohayjesse]

January 19, 2015

Been such a great month with my boyfriend. Everyone says they can see us lasting long and I can honestly see it too which makes me even happier. I’ve never loved a boy before and I don’t even mind that he’s my first love. I’ve never been so down for a boy and willing to do anything for a boy before. I’ve never had so much feelings for anyone before and it’s such a great feeling to be this happy

[ohayjesse]

December 19, 2014

I’m so so so happy I can’t even put it in words. I finally get to call you mine ☺️

[bernadettelogue]

Don’t compare your Chapter 1 to someone else’s Chapter 20.

TheDailyPositive.com (via thedailypozitive)

[ghoulishoccultist]

She moved on and I feel sorry for you, because she overlooked your flaws, your temper, your selfishness, your inability to love anyone but yourself. She could have anyone in the world, but she still chose you every time. All you are now is a crease in her past, a scar on her chest, a memory that fades faster than a photograph of you in a sealed box, hidden. Maybe now she will fight for someone who loves her, instead of someone who sucks the life out of her, never satisfied, even with her beating heart in his greedy hands.

(via x-erp)

[thiswas12yroldme]

and I’m over it, I’m over it, I promise I’m over it. But it still hurts sometimes.

(via markedreminders)

[keeppthevibe]

I might be too young to settle down and marry, but I’m definitely too old to be playing anymore games. I’m too old to just be talking to someone, too old to not know what’s really going on, and too old to be entertaining somebody with no intentions of making it work. At this age, I’m only interested in consistency, stability, respect and loyalty. And I want to hear someone tell me that they love me and know they goddam mean it.

[fueledbyemily-deactivated201804]

I’m going to scream this

[ohayjesse]

November 14, 2014

I wanted to be dead before my birthday and my birthday’s this Monday

[ohayjesse]

I'm so depressed

[un-mar-de-decepciones]