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No matter what is happening in your life today, as a believer in Jesus, you have a reason to be excited about your future! If things seem dark right now, know that the dawn will soon appear. The key is you have to remember that you are not here by accident. You have a purpose and destiny to fulfill, and He isn’t finished with you yet. Your best days are not behind you; your best days are out in front of you.

TO THE ONE THAT GOT AWAY

I couldn't fathom the ecstatic feeling everytime I see you dancing like omg I really adore you. You are very talented, you should know that. I never thought we can be close as this and how this relationship develop from the unexpected. Remember the moment I spilled my feelings for you? you said "natututunan ang love" You gave me something to look forward to thats why I hanged for a long time. Nothing particular happened but you haven't talked to me in a while. Sadness hovered over me but then you came back. I still remember a quote from you "It was a tiny million things that when you added them all up, they meant we were supposed to be together." I thought things were working perfectly and falling to its place, as what they say. We've been inlove with the idea of love. We've been set free from our self-fulfillment. We used to be controlled by what felt good. We pursue intimacy without defining commitment but now, we're to be controlled by God's love. You are right. We are both still young and should not close our doors, thus we should explore more because God doesn't want us to settle for second best. Thankyou so much for teaching me to see "something" in the most "nothing" of things. Thank you for the love that sets me free for almost two years. I knew I was screwed. Thank you for being an inspiration to pursue a deeper relationship with God. Now I just feel the fire. Thank you for the laughs and moments we've shared. Those moments we're lost of words but still feel everything. I never thought you'd love me this much, indeed i'm so lucky. I love you so much, I don't want you to leave but we should obey Him. Maybe everything was meant to be this way and I know it'll get better. But please do your promise that years from now we're still in each others lives, you'll make it for me right? and maybe after few years down the line our paths will meet again as well as our hearts. And finally I shoved out the words I have been practicing within my mind and heart over the past two years. "I love you" and now I'm going to say something I don't wanna blurt out, "Goodbye."

To the one who left behind

I know you've been losing sleep for days, or weeks, or maybe even months now. You've been drowning your pillow with your precious tears. You've probably been having those nightmares, and sometimes, you've probably woken up in the middle of the night just to find yourself crying again. Your life has changed. A lot. You're not as happy as you were before. You're not in the mood to interact with anyone. You're not living life the way you should. You keep on blaming yourself. Why? Why has this happened to me? Why me? Where did I go wrong? Was I not enough? Will this ever end? I understand. I've been there before, too. I was the girl who always got left behind. The option. The second choice. The rebound. The one who's "not good enough." The one who's "just a friend." I just wanted to be loved, but it never worked out. I even had to lose two of the most amazing friends in the world. And then I met Him. You will, too. I can assure you. After all of those sleepless nights, the pain and misery, I didn't regret a second of it. Why? Because if it weren't for those guys who broke my heart, my life would've been different. I know better now. Because of them, I learned to love myself. You should learn that, too. To be loved, you have to learn to love yourself first. Why did this happen? Because the world might be a cruel place, darling, but there's so much to learn. Why you? Because God wants you to be strong, to be ready for what's to come, for something greater coming. Where did you go wrong? You gave away love and trust and respect too much, you forgot to save some for yourself. Were you not enough? Yes, you've always been enough, honey, but they couldn't see it. They weren't the ones who should. Will this end? Yes, I promise you. It will. You're a woman in the making. You are not perfect. Not yet, but you will be. Life's too short to grieve for the things that aren't worthy of your tears. God is watching you right now. You are His daughter, His princess. Jesus didn't die just so you could cry over some guys who used you and left you. You are far more than that. You were born for greater things. You deserve more. You have no idea how much God has planned for you. So right now, he wants you to empty your heart of any negativity so that you may receive His blessings. Let go now. And never forget to trust, respect, and love yourself.

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“That’s the thing about pain. It demands to be felt.”

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She moved on and I feel sorry for you, because she overlooked your flaws, your temper, your selfishness, your inability to love anyone but yourself. She could have anyone in the world, but she still chose you every time. All you are now is a crease in her past, a scar on her chest, a memory that fades faster than a photograph of you in a sealed box, hidden. Maybe now she will fight for someone who loves her, instead of someone who sucks the life out of her, never satisfied, even with her beating heart in his greedy hands.

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I remember how I felt when he let me go. It was a feeling of disappointment and confusion. I questioned if I was even worthy of his love. I questioned if I was even worthy OF LOVE, and it was dangerous. That feeling possessed me for so long and I refused to let any guy in for a long time. As the days, and months passed by, my heart still incomplete, I began to search for the kind of love that no one can provide but myself. I found it. I got stronger and stronger. I was intimidating to most people. I didn’t know how to show affection anymore, and it took me awhile to know when my soulmate came around that he was meant for me. He was patient and never pressured me. He was attracted by the way that I always try and find the meaning behind everything. How I questioned everything and wanted to know everything. He was attracted to the way I worked so hard for things that I loved. He was attracted to the way I stood up for people who had no one to defend them. He was attracted to the way I smiled even though he knew I was all chocked up inside. He was attracted to the fact that I’d wanna move mountains for the ones I love. I loved him. I loved him for loving the smallest, simplest things about me and how he always chose to comment on them to always let me know that he loves every big and small thing about me. I loved him.

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