Aristos Achaion @ohdeadpool - Tumblr Blog

I want a sign to not kill myself tonight

#im so beyond tired of living #depression #suicdal #tw suidice #killing myself

my birthday is in 2 weeks and the only thing I want is the sweet arms of death to caress me 🤠

#depression #i have #major depresive disorder #and a guilt complex that makes it impossible to function #sewerside

God I can’t wait until I fucking DIE

#our father who art in heaven #spare some seritonin plz #or like smite me #or shall i smite myself?#smite

livingoncigsandcoffee

That feeling of failure when you gain back weight and it’s all your fault because you couldn’t behave yourself

Yeah that feeling it’s me right now

mychronicthoughts

I’m astounded by the privilege of people who disdainfully look at me at say, “I don’t like relying on pills.”

Yeah, well, me either but I don’t have the luxury of being able to survive without them.

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#@me

mcavoy

#yiiissss

neotechgf-remade-deactivated201

me, a mentally ill person with a history of suicide: 13rw is a shit show and shouldn't be glorified, that's not how being suicidal works

a 13rw fan account: uM exCUSE ME? tHAT ShOw rAises aWAREness ABouT seRIoUs tOpiCs!!!1 dO U EveN knOW wHat beING !1sUiCidAL!! FEEls LikE?????? kys

christopher-bryant

You: 13 reasons why!!!!

Me, an intellectual: No.

1minhomo1

#wheres the lie

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#in denial #i havent even seen this fucking movie #stucky

timelordangel97

Fans who haven’t seen Infinity War yet walking in on the fandom

#ive seen so many spoilers #cause im a baby who needs reasurance #and now i dont want to see that satan movie

I’m just so numb at this point. It’s like if I’m not sad I’m numb, wtf brain.

Honestly I just feel like a big fucking problem to other people that I cannot talk to anyone about how I feel. About how I’m so fucking miserable lately and I don’t know why! I’ve been in recovery for almost a year now and I feel like I’m back a square one every night. It only happens during the night, I feel like the gates in my mind holding back all the negative and sucidal thoughts come rushing back in. In the morning I’m fine, I take my anti depressant and I’m a completely different person. Why the fuck do I have to live like this? It like just when I think I’m finally starting to get a positive outlook on life it runs from me. It it too much to ask to be happy? I just want to be happy. I don’t even want to die, I just want to be fucky happy, hell, being just okay would work too.

#sad #sad thoughts #depression