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alondra’s very private, very personal take on nina sayers of black swan [ 2010 ] . focused moreso on nina’s internal struggle with perfectionism, repressed sexuality, sadomasochism, and suffocating mother / daughter dynamics.

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ok wait I was thinking about Andrew neiman

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Hi

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Nina’s the oh whatever you’re drinking type person if she’s out w someone

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Guys y don’t understand like in my brain there is a tether . Both imitating emotion and lacking authenticity and yes it’s VERRRRYYY different motivations but it’s still there

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wtf do people even talk to Nina about

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OH MY GODDDD

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ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤIn King's Landing, entertainment is never scarce: a traipse down the correct alleyway at the right time of night and one would find themselves greatly humoured. Men balance on tight ropes and witches predict your death, whether their foresight reigns true or not. Hers is a more delicate, more precise form of entertainment ——— the ability to control and manipulate one's body in the way she does never fails to elicit a roar of triumph from the great houses that come to watch. Crimsons trail towards the woman ahead; she must be tired after the show she just put on for the noblemen and women of the realm, though Nina seems to carry with her a soft, quiet elegance that is unshakeable despite the many curious eyes that creep to her relentlessly even when the show has ended. Rhaenyra tilts her head up a little bit and goes straight to flatter the girl, an attempt to relinquish her from the role of performer for the remainder of the night. ㅤㅤㅤ❛❛ㅤㅤYou were magnificent, my Lady. Certainly not a show any one of these boring Lords will ever forget.ㅤㅤ❜❜

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——— Rhaenyra’s gaze is unbelievably piercing, cutting through the naivety of my blush and burrowing into my rotted marrow. Can she see how my hands tremble in her presence? Can she hear the ungodly pounding of my heart? It betrays me something fierce, and I bow my head low, like a child caught in wrongdoing.

“ Thank, Thank you.” A giggle escapes my lips, high pitched and awkward. I still do not meet her gaze. “ Your words mean more than um, — that of any Lord, my princess. ” And it is true. There is no one I wished to impress more than the princess; so graceful in her standing, so sure of herself in manner. Beside her I am but the ugly duckling, still awaiting my wonderous transformation. Perhaps I’ll be waiting forevermore.

/ I am hiding beneath your pale flesh, Nina — She whispers to me. Peel it away, and I will give you what you want. You can’t do anything yourself, can you, you useless girl? Peel it all away Nina, this weak exterior of yours. Transformation only comes from terrible pain. /

“ I hope I can … perform again for you sometime. Only if you wish of course.”

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ok I feel like I’ve mostly written white swan Nina with her black swan persona being a voice in the back of her mind but what if we reversed it .

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I love Nina sm like sexually and emotionally repressed. all she has ever had is ballet which in itself is one of the strictest forms of dance. she is so mentally unstable and I feel for her all of the time

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waiting for Kat to respond to suspiria au erm .

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“ Can I um. Have some ? … ” I’m not really certain of the proper term when it comes to pot. It’s embarrassing really — how little I know of these things, and my cheeks turn a fleshy pink.

Stupid little Nina, she muses in the back of my head. Barely a woman. Barely anything. @r43es

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can I write smth

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Anyways collection of Nina. I will look at drafts

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Can Juliette give Nina a kiss on the top of her head pls

yes 💙

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