MINAMAHAL

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[isusulatkonalang-deactivated202]

I will love you wholeheartedly even if my heart is not as whole as it was before.

(via isusulatkonalang)

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100 Random Questions

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1 - Who was the last person you texted?

2 - When is your birthday?

3 - Who do you want to be with right now?

4 - What is your computer background?

5 - Who is the first person in your contacts?

6 - What is your favorite song as of the moment?

7 - If you were stranded on an island, who do you wish to be with?

8 - What do you feel right now?

9 - What chocolate is your favorite?

10 - How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had?

11 - Why did you create a Tumblr account?

12 - Who is your favorite blogger?

13 - Where do you want to be right now?

14 - What do you want to be in the future?

15 - When was the last time you cried? Why?

16 - Are you happy?

17 - Who do you miss?

18 - If you were given a chance, would you like to have a different life?

19 - What was the best thing you were given?

20 - Who was the last person who called you?

21 - What is your favorite dish?

22 - Who is your bestfriend?

23 - What is your biggest regret?

24 - Have you ever cheated on your partner?

25 - Who do you spend crazy moments with?

26 - Name someone pretty.

27 - Who was the last person you hugged?

28 - What kind of music do you listen to?

29 - Are you over your past?

30 - Who is the last person in your contacts?

31 - What kind of person do you want to date?

32 - Do you have troubles sleeping at night?

33 - From whom was the last text message you received?

34 - What do you prefer, jeans or skirt?

35 - How’s your heart?

36 - Did you ever have a girlfriend/boyfriend whose name starts with a “J”?

37 - Do you like someone as of the moment?

38 - What would you want to say to your latest ex-boyfriend/ex-girlfriend?

39 - Do you have any phobias?

40 - Did you try to change for a person?

41 - What’s the nicest thing have you given to someone?

42 - Would you go back to your previous relationship?

43 - Are you in a good or bad mood?

44 - Name someone you can’t live without.

45 - Describe your dream date.

46 - Describe your dream wedding.

47 - How many roses did you receive last Valentine’s?

48 - Have you ever been kissed?

49 - How long is your longest relationship?

50 - Do you regret your past?

51 - Can you do something stupid for someone else?

52 - Have you ever cried over someone?

53 - Do you have a grudge against anyone?

54 - Are you a crybaby?

55 - Do people praise you for your looks?

56 - Did you fall for someone you shouldn’t?

57 - Have you ever done something bad but you don’t regret?

58 - Do you like getting hurt?

59 - Does anyone hate you?

60 - Did you slap anyone whose name starts with an “R”?

61 - What hair color do you prefer?

62 - If you can change anything about yourself, what is it?

63 - Do you love someone as of the moment?

64 - Have you ever thought of killing yourself?

65 - Do you have issues with somebody in your school?

66 - Can you live without internet?

67 - What’s the song that remind you of your special someone?

68 - Are you good at holding back your tears?

69 - Are you a crybaby?

70 - Have you ever experienced being hysterical?

71 - Are you a KPOP fan?

72 - Do you study hard?

73 - Have you ever sacrificed something important to you for someone you love?

74 - Did you ever had a kiss under the moonlight?

75 - Have you ever ridden a boat?

76 - Did you have an accident last year?

77 - What kind of person are you?

78 - Have you ever thought of killing someone?

79 - Have you ever been jealous?

80 - How can you prove your love to someone?

81 - What are you thinking right now?

82 - Who is the 6th person in your contacts?

83 - Do you have any memories you want to erase?

84 - Have you been hurt so bad that you can’t find words to explain how you feel?

85 - Did you ever badmouth someone?

86 - Have you ever had an argument with someone?

87 - Do you have trust issues?

88 - Are you broken-hearted?

89 - Who’s the person who first comes to your mind when someone mentions “love”?

90 - Do you think all the pain is worth it?

91 - Do you believe in the phrase “If it’s meant to be, it will be”?

92 - Who do you want to marry?

93 - Do you believe in destiny?

94 - Have you ever thought “I already found my soulmate”?

95 - How do you look right now?

96 - Do you believe that first true love never dies?

97 - Have you found your true love?

98 - What should you be doing right now?

99 - Name one of your ex-boyfriends/ex-girlfriends.

100 - Did you ever feel like you’re not good enough?

[superayks]

Kahit gaano kapa kasungit, kamatampuhin o topakin, iintindihin kita. Kasi mahal kita.

Maaaring oo maiinis ako. But it doesn’t mean na hahayaan nalang kita at sasabayan ang init ng ulo mo. Hindi. magpapakumbaba ako. Tatapakan ko ang pride ko. Gagawa at gagawa ako ng paraan para maging okay ulit ang mood mo. Kahit hindi mo ko pansinin o kausapin, hindi ako mauubusan ng dahilan para suyuin ka. Kulitin ka. Pasayahin ka. Kahit nahihirapan ako, okay lang. Mahal kita eh. At pag mahal mo kahit nahihirapan ka, hindi ka susuko. Kahit pinanghihinaan ka ng loob, lalaban ka parin. Yung pagiging moody mo, kasama yan sa mga bagay na minahal ko sayo. Hindi ko na yan mababago. Ang magagawa ko lang, pagaanin ung loob mo hanggang maging okay na ulit tayo.

[ohitscrystl-blog]

Ganun nga talaga siguro ang mundo ano? Kaunting pagkakamali mo lang, huhusgahan ka na nila. Kahit hindi naman talaga nila alam ang totoong istorya. Basta may masabi lang sila. Ang masama pa nun, nag-iba na rin ang tingin sayo. Ikaw na ang hinusgahan, ikaw pa ang naging masama. Nakakapikon. Nakakainis. Pero walang kang magawa kasi ganun na nga talaga siguro ang mundo ngayon.

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[escafeism]

I couldn’t believe it that you are mine baby. You are way too good to be true for me. I have been praying but I only asked for a drop of water but God gave me ocean and seas,“ I told him. An enchantingly smile curled up his lips and he said to me, “I only asked for a space dust particle but He gave me the forever growing universe.

tidbits of our story #11 (via msshearty)

[msshearty]

Sa ayaw at sa gusto mo, dadatnan at dadatnan talaga kayo ng pagsubok. Nakakairita pero hindi talaga sila nawawala eh. Kahit gaano pa kayo kaperpektong dalawa para sa isa’t isa, kahit gaano pa kayo kaingat para hindi magka-problema, hinding hindi talaga mawawala ‘yong mga pagsubok. Iyong mga lecheng problema? Iyong mga pesteng epal na pilit kayong binubuwag, na laging umeeksena, na laging sinasabi na maghihiwalay din kayo? At ‘yong minsang nakakainis na hindi ninyo pagkakaintindihan? Hindi nawawala ‘yon. Hinding hindi ‘yon mawawala. Pero iyan ang nagpapaganda sa pagsasamahan ninyo. Iyan ang makakapagpaperpekto sa relationship niyo. ‘Yang mga problemang iyan? Iyan ang magpapatatag sa inyo. Iyan ang magtuturo sa inyo sa mga bagay bagay, tungkol sa buhay, tungkol sa sarili niyo, sa kakayanan niyo. Iyan din ang magpapabago sa inyo, sa pananaw niyo sa buhay at kung paano niyo palalaguin ang sarili niyo para sa relationship niyo. Susubukin niyan ang pasensya niyo. Susubukin niyan ang tatag niyong dalawa.

Susubukin niyan ang kapit at hugot ng pagmamahalan niyong dalawa para sa isa’t isa. Susubukin niyan ang tiwala ninyo, kung hanggang saan talaga ang kaya ninyo para sa relationship niyo. Iyang mga pesteng epal? Nagpupumilit na mang-agaw? Pilit kumukuha ng atensyon? Pero sa huli ikaw pa rin ang pinili niya? Iyan ang magpapatunay na sa milyong-milyong tao sa mundo, ikaw at ikaw lang ang gusto niyang isama sa takbo ng buhay niya. Sa bawat relationship, imposibleng hindi kayo susubukin. Imposibleng lagi kayong masaya. Pero sa bawat problema na ‘yan? Malalagpasan niyo ‘yan pag gusto niyong lagpasan. Makakayanan niyo ‘yan kahit ano pa ‘yan kung gugustuhin niyong kayanin. May problema? Wag niyong takasan dalawa, harapin niyo, ayusin niyo. Love is a choice. Staying in love is a choice. Kung ayaw mong mawala siya sayo, kung ayaw mong makitang hawak siya ng iba, wag na wag mo siyang papakawalan dahil lang sa away, sa problema, sa pagsubok. Iyong sinasabi nilang kapag mahal mo pakawalan mo? Hindi ‘yan totoo. Kung talagang mahal mo ang isang tao hindi mo kakayaning mawala siya sa buhay mo.

[lovegien]

Never forget yesterday, but always live for today

Life isnt a time to sit around and wait for life to start. If you have breath in your lungs, and your own thoughts, it is time to start acting on them. If you are worried about making mistakes, dont worry, you will make mistakes. If you are worried about not being challenged, dont worry, life will present many challenges. If you are worried about running into the same problems of the past, dont worry, you may see some come near you but this time you will know how to handle them. It is imperative that we all are able to pursue our dreams daily. Never take for granted the fact that every day is a new day to start becoming a better you. The moment in time when you realize that you are not what your past says you are is the moment in time in which you will start living. Stop thinking negatively, and stop just hoping for a better future. Now is your time to create a better future. Live actively, be bold, and refuse to let your past mistakes limit your present and future. Never forget yesterday, but always live for today… because you never know what tomorrow can bring, or what it can take away… Live now! Stop what you are doing, and LIVE!

[escafeism]

You are the vicissitude of my life; the unwanted. I’ve given much to you but returned too few. I’d had enough of you for the years we’d have and now I’ve grown weary of your constant blabber and indecent actions. I’d been blinded by this thing called love. You are the storm that hurled everything around me; the Mars Ultor of mankind, and I am your own Witch of Endor who loved you to the very end. But all things must come to an end, even the good ones and I am not saying your on the list. You’re the one that needs not to be shelved. You’re the kind of person that goes straight down the trash. And our love? Wait. Let me rephrase that. And us? There’s no love in us. It’s a mistake. A mistake I regret. A mistake that I never want to commit again. I learned from you. I can thank you for that but for everything else, go fuck yourself.

Love of Hatred // jfkcd (via escafeism)

[ohitscrystl-blog]

Kung patuloy ka pa din sa ganyan mong mindset, kalimutan mo nalang din yung future natin.

[ohitscrystl-blog]

Hindi na ako magtataka kung hindi mo na ako kakausapin. Hindi na ako magtataka kung bigla ka nalang mawala sakin. Kasalanan ko naman kasi diba? Tanga 'ko eh.

[misskhae]

Show her that you are a man who has a good etiquette and I can assure you, she would love you more than a guy with nice abs or a pretty face. Show her your ‘manly side’, not by flexing your muscles, no, but rather being a man of good upbringing. She loves it when you cook for her once in a while especially during breakfast. Take control of a situation, but not in a way that you’re being bossy to her. Make decisions on where to eat. Don’t just leave it all to her because she might not like it. But always remember that the simplest date will always be the best date for her. When it’s cold outside and she forgot to bring a jacket, offer her yours and she’ll be so thankful to have you for the rest of her life. You need to know how to take care of her without her telling to do so. Things like letting her walk on the inner side of the sidewalk, walking her to her house after a long day, opening the doors for her when you’re on a date, or when she’s going out from a car, or even at home. Be considerate and help her to get her food if she can’t reach it. You know, small things like that leave a good impression to her.

that’s how you keep her (via escafeism)

[ohmyjeanyyy]

Long distance relationship only works if both of you are willing to fight, willing to understand, willing to trust, and willing to be there though you’re miles apart.

Willing to fight in the sense that you won’t give up your relationship. That you won’t lose hope that time will come that you’ll see each other again.

Willing to understand each other anytime. Let us say, you have your responsibilities, opposite schedules, priorities, etc. You have to understand your partner that not all the time, his/her time will be yours.

Willing to trust is the simplest and the hard thing to do. But as long as you love him/her, you don’t have to hesitate in trusting your partner especially, you’re in a long distance relationship. It’s the most important attitude you should have both because, if there’s no trust, your relationship won’t work. You’ll argue and argue all the time because of doubt.

Willing to be there. It’s not literally that you have to be on his/her side if he/she needed you. You just have to let her feel that he/she is not alone. That there’s always someone who’s willing to listen to him/her. That he/she have you.

[escafeism]

At last, I grew tired.  Tired of waiting.  Tired of wanting to get your attention.  Tired of wasting my time on you.  Tired of showing my feelings.  Tired of getting ignored.  Tired of loving.  Tired of you. 

I got tired of everything I ever did. Everything I ever did to prove that maybe I should be the one. One day I hope you realize, that you’ve lost the girl you will love you that no else can do. I hope one day you see me in the arm of someone you wish was you. Because, I, too, deserves someone you can love me the way I loved. 

Loving someone are chances you take and chances you keep. 

[escafeism]

I hate distance. Because it separates two people who are deeply inlove. It makes everything so complex and difficult. It encapsulates them in a virtual world that makes them hungry for each other’s touch and affection. It makes them rely on technology just to see each other and survive a day. It makes them weak and fragile. It fills their heart with absence and it makes them long for each other’s presence, kisses and even hugs. It causes pain, doubts, loneliness and midnight crying syndrome. It diminishes hope and faith that causes difficulties and uncertainties. The idea of reality will hit them every morning and every part of the day. It will take a lot of guts, love and trust to surpass this kind of hindrance, distance.

[escafeism]

Sa buhay, may mga taong darating na magbibigay ng maraming aral, magagandang alaala, magpapawi ng luha at magpaparamdam ng saya ngunit sa kabilang banda ay lilisan din dahil hanggang doon lang ang oras na sa inyo ay itinakda. Akala mo siya na, pero dumaan lang pala, nagsilbing bisita at hinanda ka para sa “mas” na parating sa buhay mo na magbibigay at magpaparamdam ng habangbuhay na pagmamahal, halaga at saya.

[escafeism]

Mahal ko, pasensya ka na sa akin ha? Pasensya ka na kung minsan topakin itong girlfriend mo. Iyon bang minsan nawawala nalang ako minsan sa mood nang walang dahilan. Iyong parang bigla nalang nagiging cold ‘yong responses ko sayo. Pasensya ka na kung minsan okay nalang ‘yong nirereply ko sayo. Huwag mong isipin na di ako interesado sa pinagsasabi mo ha, basta minsan tinatamaan lang talaga ako ng topak. Naiinis din naman ako sa sarili ko kada ganoon eh. Pag naaaway kita, sinasapak ko talaga ‘yong sarili ko pag tinamaan na ako ng realization na di ko dapat ginagawa ‘yon sayo. Minumura ko pa nga sarili ko eh. Pasensya na rin mahal kung maliliit na bagay minsan pinapatos ko pa. Pasensya na kung minsan maliliit na issue pinapalaki ko pa. Pasensya na rin mahal ha kung pati ‘yong nakaraan di ko makalimutan. Minsan talaga mahal napaka-sensitive ko. Naku pasensya na rin kasi sobra akong insecure. Kahit gaano mo pa sabihin na ako ang pinakamagandang babae sa buhay mo, di ko pa rin maiwasang mainsecure eh. Pasensya ka na dyan mahal ha. Minsan siguro talagang pumapabebe lang ako. Kainis nga eh. Ang abnormal ko nga mahal kasi minsan naman lagpas hanggang pluto yung kilig ko kada appreciation mo sa akin, kahit maliliit na compliments mo lang mahal naku nangingisay na ‘yong mga laman-loob ko sa kilig. Pasensya ka na rin mahal ha kung sobrang selosa ko. Ewan ko ba. Alam ko naman akin ka lang eh. Pinaparamdam mo naman talaga sa akin na ako lang at ako lang ang mundo mo. Hindi ka nagkukulang sa akin mahal. Pero minsan talaga di ko maiwasang magselos. Kahit barkada mo minsan pinagseselosan ko pa. 

Pasensya ka na talaga sa akin mahal ha. Alam mong hindi ako palahingi ng mga bagay bagay. Minsan nami-misinterpret mo pa kasi parang di ako interesado at parang di ako masaya sa mga bagay na gusto mong ibigay sa akin. Hindi ako masyadong demanding sa mga ganyang aspeto pero sa oras at atensyon mo mahal sobra akong demanding. Pasensya ka na ha. Alam ko naman eh na ginagawa mo lahat ‘yong best mo para maibigay sa akin lahat ng oras mo. Nagpupuyat ka pa nga lagi eh para lang magkausap tayo. Pasensya ka na mahal kung confusing ako. Pag pinapalayas na kita para matulog ‘wag mong isipin na ayaw kitang kausap ha kasi gustong gusto kitang kausap. Alam mo naman gusto ko lang makatulog ka ng tamang oras eh. Tsaka mahal pasensya rin kasi ang bossy ko minsan. Ayaw ko talagang nasasaktan ka at nalalagay sa panganib kaya kahit gaano mo pa kagusto ‘yong mga hinihiling mo sa akin na gagawin mo, umaayaw ako. Ayaw ko talaga mahal. Natatakot kasi ako baka mapano ka eh. Tsaka mahal alam ko napaka annoying ko pagdating sa pagkain. Alam mo naman importante sa akin ang pagkain mo sa tamang oras. Kailangan magtubig ka palagi ha. Higit sa lahat mahal pasensya kasi tinatagalog kita ngayon. Alam kong di mo to maiintindihan. Minsan kasi nakakapagod mag-English eh, nakakaubos ng salita. Pero mahal hindi ako mapapagod kailanman na mahalin ka. Hindi ako mapapagod na intindihin ka. Hindi ako mapapagod sayo mahal. Iyang pagiging clingy mo sa akin, ‘yang pagkaka demanding mo kayang kaya ko yan mahal. Iyang pagiging clingy mo nga ang isa sa minamahal ko sayo eh. Hindi ako mapapagod umunawa, magmahal at umintindi sayo. May mood swings ka rin gaya ko pero hindi iyon ang dahilan para sukuan kita. Mahal na mahal kita baby ko.