Escape.

Cath | 24 | Bisexual Let's be nothing? I heard it lasts forever.

[girlbehindthisblog-deactivated2]

When you a love a person. You don’t forgive them, because you never hated them in the first place. You give them countless chance, trusting them over and over because you know that person is worth it. You’ll take the risk again and you wouldn’t mind even if you get hurt always. You won’t stop letting that person in because that’s how love supposed to be. It’s not selfish, you love the person and you would always welcome them with open arms and tell them they’re finally home.

[vegaaskies]

I want you to live the life that you have now. I want you to cherish it ‘cause you might not have it again the same way you want it to be. Show some love if you have to. Live today. Do not think about the future and let it worry by itself. We will never know what’s about to come so focus on the now and you’ll see that life is so much more than skyscrapers, expensive cars and city lights. Look at the bigger picture. Think outside the box. Never limit your mind to wander. Question everything you see. Make yourself curious. The world is a big place to live in. Travel without any itineraries. Book a short trip for the weekend. Relax. Just do whatever you have to do in order for you to move on with life every time it hits you badly. And I swear, you’ll grow; you will learn; you will realize that your perspective in life will become more mature than who you are yesterday.

16:11

[wnq-writers]

Let’s take everything slow. Let me use my fingers to trace your body, Allow me to memorize it, I want my fingers to know When it’s your body that I’m touching, I want to imprint in my mind How your body feels in every curve, And I want to memorize all the flaws, Scars, marks, and wounds on your body. I want to trace them and kiss them, Wishing to take all the bad memories away That go with those marks. I want you to remember all the good Especially when we’re together. I don’t want you to remember the bad And everything that already happened in the past. I want to renew you. But I know those scars won’t fade, So allow me to create new ones with you And forget all the pain that’s caused you. I want to make you feel like loving me Was the best decision that you’ve ever made.

vegaaskies 

[superayks]

Tadhana

Paano kung ung “tamang panahon” para sayo ay “huli na” para sa kanya?

Paano kung ung “hindi pa pwede” para sayo ay “hindi na pwede” sa kanya?

Paano na?

Wala eh. mapaglaro talaga ang tadhana. Madaming pwedeng mangyari habang naghihintayan kayong dalawa. Pwedeng habang ikaw hinahanda ang sarili mo para sa kanya, siya hinahanda na rin ung sarili niya para sa iba. at pag dumating ung oras na un, huli na ang lahat. huli na ang lahat para sainyo. Kahit gustong gusto mo pa siyang mahalin, hindi na pwede. kasi ung pagmamahal niya para sayo naglaho na. may natira mang onti, wala narin silbi. kasi ung malaking bahagi ng pagmamahal niya, nilaan niya na sa iba. hindi na sayo.

At ikaw, wala kanang ibang magagawa kundi mag move on. kahit ayaw mo pa kumalimot, yun nalang ung natitirang option mo. kumalimot ka. ipagpatuloy mo ung buhay na nasimulan mo. Dahil may mas maganda pang bagay ang nakalaan para sayo. 

[superayks]

I wish I could show up at your door step right now and spend the whole night with you.

[wnq-writers]

what is it that makes us all so intimately connected? why do I always wait until I should be sleeping, to write? 
sometimes I think about writing something good. something that someone will stay awake thinking about- something that will make some moment in their life make sense, turn a lightbulb on, start a fire. something about love. life. taking a leap of faith. regretting it. going back in time in the loneliness of your own mind. having a dream. telling a secret. waking up. going to sleep. kissing someone who doesn’t love you back. wishing you could say what you really mean. wishing you had said less. watching a sunset alone. making a choice. another heart beat. another heart beat. another heart beat.

takemexhomex, what is it that makes us all so intimately connected? (via wnq-writers)

[superayks]

Nakakainis ka.

Nakakainis ka sa paraang bigla kang lumalabas sa isip ko kahit hindi naman na dapat. Buti sana kung sa isip lang, kaso pati sa paniginip ko nagpapakita ka pa. Nakakainis ka kasi dapat hindi ko na tinitignan ung accounts mo. Inunfollow na kita pero eto parin ako, tanga-tangahan sa pagcheck sayo. Nakakainis ka kasi dapat wala na kong pakelam sayo. Pero eto parin ako, tinatanong ung sarili ko kung kamusta kana ba? Masaya ka ba sa kanya? O naaalala mo pa kaya ako. Nakakainis ka kasi dahil sayo naiinis ako sa sarili ko. Naiinis ako kasi nakikita ko parin ung sarili kong naaapektuhan sayo. Na kahit committed na tayo pareho sa magkaibang tao, eto parin ako umaasang pansinin mo ulit ako. Nakakainis ka kasi habang hindi ka tumitigil kakadalaw sa isip ko, hindi rin ako titigil mainis sa sarili ko. Kaya please, tama na.

[okwhatev]

When you go to bed at night but, it seems like something is missing. Yeah, miss you.

[wnq-writers]

It’s all about the one face you look for in a room full of people

penqwen

[thelovejournals]

私のことを覚えていてほしいの。私が存在し、こうしてあなたのとなりにいたことをずっと覚えていてくれる？

Haruki Murakami, Norwegian Wood

Translation: “I want you always to remember me. Will you remember that I existed, and that I stood next to you here like this.”

(via thelovejournals)

[wnq-writers]

If I lose you, I wonder where I’ll find my poetry.

shirai hisaishi

[superayks]

Dumating kana ba sa point na sobra kang nagmahal? Tipong kahit pagsabihan ka ng mga kaibigan mong tumigil na, nag bibingi-bingihan ka. At kahit harap-harapan kanang ginagago, nag bubulag-bulagan kapa rin.

Kung oo, sige lang namnamin mo ung sakit. Mahal mo diba? Pero sana, isa pang beses na saktan ka niya ulit, give your chance a break. Bitaw na.

Hindi masamang ipaglaban ung taong mahal mo. Pero kung may iba na siyang pinaglalaban maliban sayo, itigil mo na. Wag mo ng ugaliin pa ang pagiging tanga.

Maaaring oo nagkukulang tayo at minsan nagkakamali, pero di un sapat na dahilan para saktan tayo ng paulit ulit. Please don’t forget that we all deserved the same love we give to others. And we all deserved to be happy. Sana lagi mong tatandaan yun.

[superayks]

Yung kahit sobrang tagal mo ng nakamove-on basta may nakausap kang brokenhearted, tapos somehow related pa sa experience mo ung nangyari sa kanya, imposibleng di ka talaga mapapathrowback eh.

Yung tipong mauungkat ulit lahat. Mapapakwento ka ulit ng lahat ng sakit na nafeel mo. Kung paano mo inumpisahan mag move on at kung gaano ka nahirapan gawin yun.

Pero alam mo kung ano yung maganda dun? Yung habang nagkkwento ka at nagto-throwback, wala ka ng nararamdaman na kahit ano. Nakakatawa kapa habang kinukwento lahat. Yung tipong kahit to the highest level ung naramdaman mo before, ngayon wala ng bahid ng sakit. Alam mo sa sarili mong nagheal na ung sugat. Yun nga lang kahit magaling na, may scar parin na naiwan. Senyales na minsan ka ng nasaktan at mag ingat kana next time.

Iba-iba man ung nangyayari satin at pinagmumulan ng sugat, ang common denominator nating lahat is ung “pain” na pwede nating ma feel after every relationship. Kung tutuusin wala naman talagang level yan eh. Di pwede ung katulad ng sinasabi ng iba na “mas masakit naman ung nangyari sakin kesyo ganito ganyan"  Kasi parepareho lang yan na masakit. Parepareho lang yan na mahirap lagpasan. And all we can do is to feel the pain. start over. Then move forward.

Tayo lang. Bangon lang. Sugat lang yan. Malayo sa bituka. Sa una ka lang mahihirapan tumayo ulit ng tuwid. Pero sa tamang panahon, makikita mo ulit ung sarili mo na hindi lang nakakatayo, nakakalakad at nakakatakbo pa ulit ng diretso.

Basta, tiwala lang.

[wnq-writers]

You are the only person that can make me believe I deserve to be treated this good. That you would put in so much effort for me and you actually want to. That you are doing it not to get something in return but simply because you think this is how everyone should treat me.

probably-not-interesting 

[wnq-writers]

I do believe in love at first sight as well as at second sight, third sight, every sight; because damn I fall in love every single time I see you.

blushfulcherry 

[wnq-writers]

I don’t want you to be mine. I want you to be yours. And I’ll be there too.

twoperfectcircles

[girlbehindthisblog-deactivated2]

I believe in giving as many chances as you can possibly give. I believe that everyone deserves a second chance. We can give as many chances as we can. I believe that it’s okay to trust someone again to correct their mistake. Giving them a second chance doesn’t mean that you’ll tolerate the things they’ve done. That doesn’t mean that you’re becoming stupid because you’re letting them destroy you again and repeat the same mistake. Let’s just give them the benifut of the doubt that this time it’s worth it, that they’ll make things right, the’ll do better this time, that they won’t break your trust once again. I believe that, it’s also giving yourself a chance, not just them, a chance to be happy and to stop yourself from thinking about what if’s and what could’ve been, it’s for you to tell yourself that you did anything just to make things work, that’s why give yourself a chance. But that doesn’t mean that you’ll let them break you again. It’s okay to give as many chances as you can but don’t let them hurt you over and over again. Give them a chance but don’t let them destroy you.