wretched thing

this verse may be idiotic but my words are empty yet melodic | 27 | he/him | philadelphia creative

[ohohpierre]

i hate that this is the person i've become

[doubleca5t]

Hollywood truly does always take the wrong lesson from its success stories

[ohohpierre]

do i matter at all? am i alive?

[ohohpierre]

its a self fulfilling prophecy and i feel like i'm dead and half disposed beneath the earth and i am simultaneously alive and dreadfully hopelessly dead

[evilblackfemme]

can anyone tell me when its gonna stop feeling like this?

[ohohpierre]

i'm lonely and obnoxious and i don't know what to do except try to not end it

[razzmothazz]

still caring about internet friends you lost touch with years ago is so embarrassing. yeah i had a deam we met up irl recently. the last time we spoke was maybe 7-8 years ago. i still wear the laces we randomly decided was a sign of our friendship. i dont know what any of your socials are or if youre even active on any. sometimes i see someones art resemble yours and i wonder for hours. do you still go by that name you chose? whenever i see it i wonder if its you. we couldve passed each other in this vastness a thousand times and not have a clue.

[weltenwellen]

Joy Sullivan, from "Late Bloomer", Instructions for Traveling West

[orteil42]

controversial stance but i do wish i could live forever. i certainly live like i'm going to live forever. i take my time. realistically however my lifespan is dreadfully limited and there are things i've "been meaning to do" that i will never get around to. the Emoji Movie came out almost 10 years ago. in all that time on any random day i could've decided to sit down and watch it, and i did not. how many more decades will slip by like this? conceivably, it could be all the decades i have left. watching the Emoji Movie would not be, after all, a crucial use of my time. much better things to do. i could easily postpone it over and over and over until my final breath where it may not even register to me that i never did watch the Emoji Movie. no great loss, certainly; and yet i find myself intrigued by Patrick Stewart's involvement

[susiephone]

so frustrating to be a skeptic with a sense of whimsy because like. I want there to be cryptids. I want there to be magic. I want there to be evidence of something we don't fully understand and can't explain. but then 99% of the "proof" out there for that stuff is like. the most obvious scam you've ever seen in your life.

[ckret2]

[ohohpierre]

jesus christ

[ohohpierre]

i feel so lonely and alone

[ohohpierre]

i leave no impressions, people like to forget about me, nobody would miss me i think, people don't remember me

[ohohpierre]

i'm not too sure i'm supposed to be alive

[anasabdin]

soft permisson

[ohohpierre]

i have never not been ugly or desirable and my current self is hurt and my past self is disgusting and i kinda just want to die

[ohohpierre]

i took the train to pick up a new bike, rode said new bike home and went to a museum that opens their garden for drinks on friday evenings, all by myself, productive