How To Scream Inside Out

26. Ranting here because I can't afford a therapist

[ceruleanheaven]

being on the internet for more than three minutes

[juniper-petunia]

they should make a version of socializing that doesn’t make you feel like you’re still the weird 12 year old kid that doesn’t know why she’s not normal like the other kids

[lentilsdotcom]

sibling relationships are so strange... like i love you. you will never understand me in a way that matters. we are the same person in drastically different ways. we are sewn together. we don't talk. we are attached at the hip. you wish i was never born. can i call you. let's eat together. i forgive you. etc

[lentilsdotcom]

i don't have enough photos of you on my phone to make one your contact picture. we got the same tattoo completely by coincidence. why do you always get to be mario. i love the meals you cook. we live in different universes. you can stay at my house if you need. we have never been friends. you are more important to me than anyone on this earth

[kosmogrl]

friendship breakups are lowkey the worst thing ever cause what do you mean this person I used to share every single detail of my life with is just gone

[okiedokieletsgo]

Is there something wrong with me?

I think there’s something wrong with me

I don’t know what

But everyone knows

They can tell

There’s something wrong with me

That everyone knows but me.

[okiedokieletsgo]

I fear it’s the worst possible outcome.

I found the fanfic I wrote in middle school on my old kindle…

[winonaparadise]

told my girlfriend that if she proposes i want a secondhand wedding ring. i explained i don't want to contribute to a vanity-based industry like diamond mining, and that it would be important to me to continue marriage traditions in a way that causes minimal environmental and personal harm. she asked me if i was just trying to roll the dice on obtaining a haunted object, and i told her i can want two things.

[7l7l7l7l7l7l7l7]

yall ever miss your own energy?? like damn wtf happened to me??

[averagefairy]

wishing everyone a very good luck getting through january-march without killing yourself

[averagefairy]

once again wishing everyone a very pleasant please don’t kill yourself

[evilscientist3]

soju may taste like juice but theres no way the memes aren't ridiculously exaggerated. this bottles only 5 units it cant affect me that considerably

[evilscientist3]

huh.

[evilscientist3]

took off my pants

[chismosavirus]

[vivvy-of-the-lake]

[cyphertronix]

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[dogray]

northern hemisphere babes we made it to the longest night of the year. we made it. for the next 6 months, every day will give us a little more daylight than the last. let's go. take my hand. climb out of the darkness with me

[okiedokieletsgo]

Dropped a partially lit match and caught it with my other hand 🙃

[okiedokieletsgo]

Look I know no one is probably gonna read this I just need to rant. Yes, I enjoy romantic love, BUT I want platonic love that is equally as layered and complex as romantic love is portrayed as!

Every time one of my friends has gotten into a relationship I can feel our friendship moved to the back burner.

I get it, been there done that. The reasons why I did it are not relevant to the conversation currently. Fuck, dude.

All this to say, I miss my friends and having friendships that didn’t feel so surface level, and being the each other’s person that we would fall in an emergency. and I wish I felt more important to them than I do and I wish I didn’t have to claw and beg for love and affection.

I feel needy and lame and gross.

If anyone does read this, I hope you have good friends and other good relationships and never have to feel like you’re a last resort kind of friend.

[tresoraris]

I try very hard to be normal at work but they know..

[relativefic]

study in self hatred

Searows house song // Jody Chan sick (via @geryone ) // Iain S. Thomas i wrote this for you // Lucy Dacus My mother & i // Kaven Akbar “calling a wolf a wolf” // unknown // Fernando Pessoa a little larger than the entire universe // Julien baker vanishing point // Lisa Marie Basile i put the coffin out to sea // boygenius souvenir

[lilapetrichorwinteryrogue]

why would you do this to me