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“When I was young, I used to admire intelligent people; as I grow older, I admire kind people.”
— Abraham Joshua Heschel
It was just another day in the year 2043. I got up at the sound of my blaring alarm, commanded my shower to turn on to my perfect temperature of 104 degree Fahrenheit, and allowed the steam to fill the tiled room until every mirror and smooth surface had a fine layer of mist. I stood there surrounded by water, letting everything melt away. My beauty products from yesterday, that stubborn layer of dead skin, the knots in my back, the soreness in my muscles, my emotions, my response-
RRRRRRRIIIIIINNNNNGGGGGGGG
My cell phone blared and echoed through the walls. A monotone female voice announced, “Call from Life Supporters of the Great state of Florida.”
I sighed before announcing, “Siri, do not answer. Please send call to voicemail.”
“Okay,” replied Siri in her deadpan voice.
I decided to finish my morning shower before worrying about the missed call. Probably just the call that reminds me to visit Dad this week, I thought.
In the United States, our healthcare system faced a major overhaul in 2032. This took place after the Southeast states finally surrendered in the second Civil War. The war broke out in 2024 after the presidential election led to another Republican loss. When the electoral college votes were counted, it was discovered that Donald Trump had lost his bid at the office again.
His entire campaign was slander and propaganda aimed towards the uneducated, the conservative nature, and the white supremacists. When it was announced the Joe Biden had won the election once again, a shot had rung out at his acceptance speech. In the same second, there was blood. A wounded leader. Screams of terror…. And cheers of euphoria.
Trump’s loss had been the final straw that brought out the most dangerous people of America and their overzealous use of weapons and armor. That act had liberated them from the social contract of order. Neighbors turned on each other. A war had begun in that single action.
States seceded from the United States in order to leave the “corrupt liberal nation.” Overnight, the whole country was at war. Anyone suspected of being a liberal in red states were being lynched in public squares. As for reds in blue states, they were being held captive in a variety of prisons. However, many were killed due to the ignorance and stubborn nature of the reds. When they were captured, they would cry out for Jesus and Donald Trump before committing suicide.
The war had raged for 5 years before the Southeast [the head of the Red Rebellion] finally surrendered. While the country came back together as the United States, there was still a lot of tension, and reintegrating the society was going to take time and effort from both parties.
In an effort to ease these tensions, a singular political party was created called the Purple Heart Party. Their mission was to bring together the two parties that had split the nation and to create a place for conversation, compromise, and healing.
This is the party that is still leading the United States with very few political parties emerging to compete.
In 2032, the United States had elected its first female president from the Purple Heart party - Dr. Elizabeth Carson. She was a deep-rooted American with ties to the country dating back to Jamestown. She and her family had lived through every nasty pothole in United States history, and she appealed to both the older generation [Gen X] as well as the young Gen Alpha that had revolutionized ideals in the country.
President Carson had implemented a test program for Universal Healthcare in America by passing a policy that would pay for any and all medical expenses from soldiers and veterans from the recent Civil War. To access this program, one simply had to show their military ID, whether it was a U.S. ID or a R.R. ID.
Due to the war, the American dollar was worth very little, so paying for these expenses were now based on merit and regrowing the economy.
This healthcare system has flourished and provided the United States with a way to rejuvenate their former economy and citizen programs to be beneficial for all.
One of these programs was called the Life Supporters program. During the war, a lot of AI bots were programmed to maintain a home and do various jobs necessary to keep society functioning, even if it was like a car missing three wheels. The healthcare bill funded jobs and programs that shifted the use of this AI to become full-time nurses to the people with long-term illnesses or in hospice care. This was to help alleviate the burden from all of the families faced with various forms of death.
This program and the success it brought was connected to the federally mandated and monitored banking system. Instead of the taxpayers filing their own taxes, all money was to pass through the federal bank accounts to be properly taxed before it could be redistributed to personal accounts. This is also how funding for many of the newly founded government programs was obtained - with various dying protests.
My father made the choice to transfer all of his assets into my name in an effort to lessen the government’s reach into his life, and now that he is in the Life Supporters program, it has turned into a positive thing. My account pays for his care, and he gets the care he needs.
He had preached to me that he had beaten this system, but sadly it has reached the point where the system may have beaten him.
The automated care had given me at least 10 more years with him, but his quality of life has been declining greatly, and he is at the point to where either it is inefficient to keep him alive in this new system… or he has requested it to end.
My heart sank. I hit the notification on my voicemail and held my breath. “Good morning, Mrs. Hudgins. We are calling to inform you that your father has asked to discuss his options with you as soon as possible. Our systems have noticed that his need for oxygen at 80% will soon be increased to the full 100% and we must evaluate his ability and need to remain in our care. We expect to see you soon. Sincerely, Charity”
So… it is time. Time to experience death in the new world order.
Before the war, death was common and unexpected… but accepted. Many welcomed death like an old friend while others may have had to meet death unexpectedly.
My childhood had only known death as a surprise. From my first pet… to my Papa… to my Mimi… to my MaMaw and Papaw… to my miscarriage. All of that was death that had to come on his own time. There was no rush.
The war had made death a force that needed to be managed… regulated… something to prepare… to chose. Today is that day my father has requested his death… and the AI cannot find a reason that his request should be dismissed anymore.
I dried myself off and got dressed in a blouse and jeans. I threw on my glasses and grabbed my car keys to race over to the Life Supporters center. It was this tall building full of rooms and beds and automated androids whose sole purpose was to support the dying and elderly. My mom was in a similar facility in Mississippi with my stepdad, but she has many more years left if she chooses. In these facilities, everything is clean and smells constantly like concentrated Lysol and bleach. You could hear the shuffling of the residents that can still walk, the beeps of the heart monitors, the hissing of air from oxygen tanks and respirators. At least once a week for the last 7 years, I have come here to visit my dad.
I feel like I’m failing at life. Like face planting during your proposal in the negation and going viral failing.
I teach… and day in and day out all I hear is that I’m doing too much. I suck. I am terrible. I’m walked all over like I am not even there and I’m questioning my career in education. I don’t seem to have the backbone.
I’m a mom… and I have next to no patience or presence with my kid. He prefers dad. I don’t like to tell, but when my temper gets the best of me, I react by spanking like my parents did to me. Not the approach I want to have with parenting.
I’m a wife… but I don’t have any spoons left to pour into my marriage after teaching and my son.
I’m struggling with figuring out how to exist… simply exist. Why am I a failure at simply existing? 😔😞
WP: The stork and the Grim Reaper discuss their work.
It is the end of another year - which means that the Head Stork and I must sit down to discuss the balance needed to keep the number of people in the world stable. Due to the increasing strain on resources on Earth, the Head Stork and I had to set up a global pandemic to try and bring the population down and more manageable. I had had a very busy 4 years, and the Head Stork stayed at a consistent pace where for the first time in a while, the population of Earth had stayed relatively the same.
I walked into our meeting room in Purgatory. This is the only place where he and I can meet, not in his world that the humans have deemed Paradise or Heaven, and not in my world, that has been associated with fire, brimstone, and a little man with red horns. Purgatory is blank - an empty, white space that can be molded by our thoughts into whatever is required of us.
The meeting room that we had both agreed to was a simple four walls with a large table, two large chairs, and a single file cabinet that was endless, perfect to store all of the records. The top drawer belonged to the souls that were to be born - these files appear, and sometimes they come with the parents’ names attached. Other times, we may get a file that is needs to be decided on. The second file drawer deals with files of souls that are currently living their lives on Earth. The third file drawer is full of files of souls that have passed. Some of these souls roam Purgatory in hopes of getting their final wishes conveyed through us. Sometimes, these souls ask for another chance and get reincarnated. Most souls accept that their time is up go to their own version of paradise or punishment - depending on how they felt they led their lives, with the exception of some particularly cruel actions.
I sat down in my chair, and waited. A very frazzled bird burst through the only door leaving a trail of long white feather in her wake. The Head Stork, Clarissa, took her seat across from me. “Sorry I’m late, Morte. I had like 2,000 difficult deliveries in the last 5 minutes alone, and I had to make sure I delegated them to do this. I know we can’t postpone this as it is the most important aspect of our jobs.”
Although I know that she can’t see it, I grinned under my hood. She is always working, as am I. I am hoping that my employees can also handle this - but in the millennia that I have had to attend this conference, I have yet to have a major disaster.
“What’s first on the docket, Morte?”
“I have a grandmother that is desperate to see her first grandchild finally reach earth. She died before she could meet them, unfortunately, but if possible, here is her file,” I stated, handing Clarissa the file.
Inside the Manila folder, there was a picture of an elderly, African-American woman that wore thick, wire-framed glasses. She wore a tight bun on top of her head. Her face looked stern because she hardly smiled, but her eyes in the photo danced with a youth that never faded. Under her picture, there are papers stating who her parents were, her spouse/ significant other [if applicable], every location that she visited, any immediate family, and final wishes. She passed before her husband, and they only had one child - their daughter, Niyah.
Clarissa studied the file, then opened her laptop.
It all happened so fast. There was no time to think or feel. No time for last words. Just… nothing. That apparently is what death really is.
Then why can I still think?
Why can I still experience…. Anything? Isn’t death supposed to be the end. Capital T; capital E.
THE END
I let my mind wonder. Where am I? Who am I? Is this the afterlife? I can only perceive darkness - rather blackness. It’s as if someone or something had placed me in mother. Nothing to see; nothing to hear; nothing to taste, touch or smell, and yet here I was… existing.
Do I still have a body?
I tentatively try to direct my thoughts.
Move. Move anything. An arm. A leg. A phalange. An eyelid….
I felt a twitch. My eyelid was twitching on command…. MY EYELID WAS TWITCHING ON COMMAND.
Suddenly everything changed from being surrounded by nothingness to being surrounded by harsh white light.
Does that mean I’m in heaven?
Just as my chest fluttered, the image adjusted. I was not surrounded by white light walking towards some pearly gates. In fact, I was in a room. An average room with pale pink walls and a bright, white ceiling. All I could make out was that I was surrounded by unicorns and princesses.
I felt the panic bubble up my throat. I’m not in heaven…. I’m in my own personal HELL. I really fucked up. I can’t believe all that bullshit was true. I thought at least it would be the fire and brimstone hell, not a personalized down to the T hell. I just -
“There you are,” a small voice said. “Ms. Annie, I was looking for you.”
First of all, who is this person? Where is that voice coming from? And my name is not ANNIE…. At least it wasn’t.
I spun around to see a pair of big, beautiful, blue eyes looking right at me. This little girl, no more than five, was smiling at me.
There’s no way that she can see me, right? She just happens to be talking and looking in my direction. Right?
She reached out he hand and grabbed mine. In that motion, I realized that I could feel the softness of her skin, the heat from her hand radiating through mine.
I want to get into writing again. I want to practice. Thank you for indulging me and my practice.
I have figured out that who I am attracted to may no longer just be about whether they are masculine or feminine or both or neither. I am attracted to pure charisma. Someone that can take their wit and their charm and not only challenge my mind but simply make me forget everything in the world other than seeing that smile again.
When I first met my now-husband, he was that way. He was that way when he would tell me about books or karate or his latest interest. His smile is still as bright even if our conversations are not like they were the first few times. I am learning patience that way. He is my home, and I don’t want any of that to change.
In college, it was my theatre teacher. He had me questioning everything. He felt safe to break with… at a time where I didn’t want to so badly. He smiled that first day of class, and I wasn’t the same. In hindsight, it was obviously infatuation because I had seen him smile before and perform before and didn’t feel that pull. That first day of class, it was like a perfect storm. I wanted to be close to someone… geographically… emotionally. I wanted to feel this new love when I was too young to really appreciate it the first time. I broke up with my now-husband to see how that play out. Nothing happened other than conversations. However, I don’t regret it like I thought I would. His smile made my day.
Now, I have this coworker and he has that same pull. He’s a hugger, which is not something that I have had in my day-to-day life outside of my husband. My family and friends are not big huggers either. [Now before you think this is weird, he hugs LITERALLY everyone, and it’s just a side hug.] It’s comfortable too. It’s the highlight of my work day. He makes my day brighter, and he talks to me about work and helps me think things through. He has that charisma that can make me laugh a lot and brighten my day.
“Some days, I feel everything at once. Other days, I feeling nothing at all. I don’t know what’s worse: drowning beneath the waves or dying from the thirst.”
— o.m
#get you someone who looks at you the way Rafael looks at Jane.
I love the moon
Medusa with the Head of Perseus, Luciano Garbati, 2008
I adore how she carries his head low, at her side, and not aloft in triumph. This is not a self-aggrandizing hero lauding her great deed. This is a woman who wanted to be left the fuck alone.
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