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Ben had no idea how they ended up in this part of town or how long they had been parked here. What was obvious was that neither one of them shouldâve been driving. Maybe that was the reason why he had decided to take a break and wait for the buzz to fade before getting back behind the wheel. He did remember that at some point during the night he had grabbed Ollieâs car keys and he had made the decision to drive them back to his friendâs place. And it was not long after that he noticed that he was mistaken. Last thing he needed was to a) crash his friendâs car  or b) run over some pedestrian. He was starting to feel a bit more alert when Oliver grabbed his attention with a question that made him cock his brows. âWhat - like a cat or something?â He quickly corrected himself by adding the different person angle. The doctor sighed, sinking into the seat with his hands on the wheel, tapping to this INXS song heâs been carrying in his head all night. âI think everyone gets a moment like that. When - they consider what their life would be like if they had been born in a different time, or place or to a different family. Why? Are you having a deep existential moment?â
Oliver turned back to him. âIâm always feeling existential,â he said simply before looking back out the window. âI donât know. itâs kind of nice out there. It would be nice to go out without it being a whole thing. I should have never signed up for the whole papparazzi bullshit.â Which, to be fair, he hadnât, but it wasnât like he had done anything to try and help himself keep his life privateâhe had been too attention-seeking when he was young, he was too stuck in his ways as an adult. Ollie had never had a chance. He hadnât gotten the attention he needed after his parents diedâwhich, he knew, was childish to hold ontoâand he had grown into this habit of being a public troublemaker just to get someone to notice him past paying his tuition. Oliver unbuckled his belt and stumbled out of the car, nearly falling out onto the street but catching himself with a hand to the pavement. He stopped moving, righting himself before he stood up fully. âIâm fine.â He walked in a sort of zig-zag, a hand at his throat to unbutton the top few buttons of his shirt as he stumbled towards the railing at the edge of the street, the drop down into the Hudson River just below him. âItâs almost like weâre out in nature here, Ben!âÂ












