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Everything is a lot today but tomorrow will be Better

Things are not out of my reach.

I can do anything i want,

Have whatever i want,

Be exactly who i want to be.

GFV x Euphoriacon 26’

Proud of me for sticking to the plan.

omakashe

Everything is a lot, 30s edition.

Okay in January I turned 30. In all of my adult years, this is the first year I’ve actually *felt* like an adult, like grown? Word to Taylor, i truly have a child like feeling about myself. Unpacking that turned into so many things.

Maybe i don’t take myself seriously?

Maybe that why I’m not where i wanna be in life?

Maybe that’s why I’m watching other people live my dreams?

Though people see me trying and shinning, hitting goals i didnt set, I’m not meeting the ones I did set, I’m not consistent. I’m not disciplined.

But all in all, I’m not serious.

And every month of 30 is another realization and me craving a 180 in another part of my life.

February- friends, family and finishing things

March-creating a life i don’t need to escape from

April- you can start again

May-What’s for you chases you

June- It happens when it’s supposed to

Ironically this year has been the happiest. I’m not sure how or why but I’m so grateful.

This year feels like do whatever u want but with intention and structure.

And I’m gonna be pretty and smart doing whatever the hell i want!

omakashe

July- slow down, trust yourself

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This life rebrand has actually pushed my business rebrand into a great direction.

i posted "i love when I'm back in that mode." and someone commented "That'S usually what ppl say when they begin their villain arc" and lowkey that was the start of this. But it quickly turned into holding myself accountable and doing things I've been speaking on for so long.

. My first skirt. Super proud of her.