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Ana

[kosmogrl]

eating an apple at the right time will lowkey change your life

[kosmogrl]

[rainformation]

formative years? aren’t they all?

[televisionenjoyer]

My problem is that I have betrayed everything that I am for phone in bed

[guiltfactory-moved]

everything is a reference when you're crazy

[thatsbelievable]

[csa-vents]

touch me hurt me do it again please i need to know it was real someone fucking tell me it was real i want to remember i just want to know im not making it up

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[corpsecoded-deactivated20250106]

— The Incest Diary

[terriblethingss]

and every single person i look up to, i wonder how disgusted they would be if they knew, if they knew the things that were done to me and the things i did to survive, i wonder how much they’d hate me if they knew. if they could see my rotting insides, the bugs that eat away at my eyes until everything is dark dark dark. i wonder if they’d wish i’d never been born too.

[terriblethingss]

i want someone to hurt me i want someone to be gentle with me i want someone to degrade me i want someone to praise me i want someone to hold me i want people to stop touching me i want to be fucked i want to be loved i want to be left alone i want to be saved i need to be saved i want to be special i want to hurt myself i want to be hurt i want to be destroyed i want to be safe i want to be in danger i want to be dangerous i want to kill i want to be killed i want to be hit i want to be cut i want to explode i want to be okay i want to be okay

[terriblethingss]

and every single person i look up to, i wonder how disgusted they would be if they knew, if they knew the things that were done to me and the things i did to survive, i wonder how much they’d hate me if they knew. if they could see my rotting insides, the bugs that eat away at my eyes until everything is dark dark dark. i wonder if they’d wish i’d never been born too.

[traumasurvivors]

I’m worth so much more than the ways I’ve been treated.

The harm I experienced says something about what I endured, not what I deserve. My worth existed before any of it, and it remains intact now.

[bullet-ant]

"Before she even touched me, I realized what would happen. It was as if I'd known this for years, that I knew the secret to the reason I'd never approached anything remotely resembling sex: it would take me back to something I didn't want, a memory that had hovered for years, hidden, in my head."

Scott Heim, Mysterious Skin

[unstablemotions]

Being simultaneously sex repulsed AND hypersexual in the same moment is painful. I feel gross and want to puke but also I just need to get off and I want someone to use me

[lamignonette]

[classycookiexo]

[lamignonette]