joy & whimsy

she in awe of my tism :3 /quote

[oneirophobes-nightmare]

pinned post lolz!!

previous urls: oneirophobes-nightmare, freshntoasted, applecorefnf, gardeningzero, caramelcrunchpuppy, etc.

selfshipping sideblog: @doves-dreamland

strawpage 4 info about meee: [may look shitty on pc due 2 me making it on mobile, so i advise u read it on a mobile device]

outoftheblue's strawpage

some of my tags:

#my art (any of my art)

#important shit (anything important & serious)

#poopoohead alert (hate asks in my inbox)

more important info below:

i'm 19, this blog is my kingdom of autism! i'd very much prefer ppl 12 & under 2 not interact with me/my blog bc my blog isn't 100% child friendly, but it's also not "NSFW EVERYWHERE!!!". sorta just a middle ground ig? so 16+ maybe??? i'll definitely reblog or post suggestive shit at times but nsfw content won't be posted or reblogged here on my main blog, sorry!

proshippers, radqueers, etc dni please.

also i'm an sfw furry & age regressor! anybody who tries 2 call it a kink/sexualize it will be blocked without hesitation 😁😁😁

tumblr's #1 Pizza Steve & One bfdi defender forever & ever 💪

i love kissing cartoons‼

i'm disabled, with chronic back pain + auditory processing disorder + autism affecting me the most in life. so i might disappear here 4 a few days or more at times, whether it be due 2 being busy with irl stuff or just being fatigued + i have memory issues 👍

i use a typing quirk a lot! idk if there's an exact name 4 my typing quirk so i'll just call it the Ten quirk. basically i type in mostly lowercase & also use things like "ur" instead of "your", "2" instead of "to/too", etc. my typing quirk will sometimes drop if i'm feeling upset about something :P

i'm a literal cartoon/angel/robot/puppy/kitty/alien/zombie!!!

[hailraykin-deactivated20230814]

Reblog to give mutuals a break from whatever they're been going through

[enbyerror]

the among us tv series was actually so good … please tune in sometime!!

[pinkgrimwalker]

So apparently all of the characters in the Among Us cartoon use they/them pronouns. Every single one. Happy Pride Month.

[squeaksterr]

reblog game tell me a girl character youre obsessed with (men you headcanon as women are not allowed)

[aromantic-diaries]

"everyone should get more aromantic" can appeal to tumblr's sensibilities but I genuinely think everyone should also get more asexual. I don't mean everyone stop having sex, what I mean is

Sex is not essential. You can live without it. Full stop.

Not having sex isn't shameful or a sign of failure. It also doesn't make anyone boring.

You are not entitled to having sex with anybody and nobody is entitled to having sex with you.

Sex is not what makes someone an adult.

Nobody's worth is defined by how much sex they have or don't have.

Sex is not equally important to everyone.

You can have fulfilling and happy relationships without sex.

You should only have sex on your own terms, not because you feel like you owe it to someone, or because you feel like you'd be incomplete without it.

Know your boundaries around sex and be firm about them. Know how to respect other people's boundaries.

The previous point also applies when it comes to discussing sex. If someone doesn't wanna talk about it or hear about it you have to back down.

Anything can be sexual but not everything has to be sexual.

[chaifootsteps]

Firmly convinced the world would be a better place if we started treating sex the way we'd treat any other mundane preference in life, like what kind of chips a person likes to eat with their lunch.

[paper-mario-wiki]

do not forget the patron saint of these weeks that we celebrate ourselves proudly and openly in the streets

her name was Marsha P Johnson, and we have her to thank for so much.

remember, the first Pride was a riot, and she was one of the brave souls who endured it to help carve the path which so many of us walk today. she helped found several activist groups regarding LGBT safety and wellbeing. and she was absolutely radiant, too.

thank you, Marsha. we remember you.

[isuggestrespecttranspeople]

We stan Marsha in this house

[seacrown]

[tocman]

I'm ready.

[underfell]

FINALLY...FINISHED MIKE TRIO!!

THANK YOU SO MUCH TO VELVETSTRINGS FOR ALLOWING ME TO USE THE DESIGNS HE MADE FOR THEM!!!

AS WELL AS FOR TALKING TO ME ABOUT THEM AND FIGURING OUT THEIR PERSONALITIES FOR THE AU...!!!

Months ago I saw this design she made for small mike and I asked if it was possible to use it for Defernull, because it was just so perfect. Velvet is a genius.

Once again a BIG thank you and Credit to Velvet Strings for the Mike Trio Designs and descriptions! His Tumblr and Twitter !

Also please check out her FAQ for the designs !

OKAY YAY THANK YOU FOR THE PATIENCE... I AM FOREVER GRATEFUL

HERE'S THE INFO ABOUT THEM BELOW !!!

GENERAL INFO ABOUT MIKE TRIO

All the Mikes act more-so as bodyguards with different roles to uplift Tenna.

SMALL MIKE/BATTAT

KEY POINTS:

-Elusive "Co-host" and spy for Mr.Tenna, does all of the surveillance around TV world as well as gathering intel on the Dreemurrs for Tenna's benefit.

-Dynamic with Mr. Tenna is somewhat flipped from the canon counterpart, Battat has a bit more leverage over him here. Though this dynamic wouldn't be outwardly admitted by Tenna, leaving it unspoken.

-Compared to his canon counterpart he is less concerned about only finding out who the real "Mike" is and is more concerned with uncovering Mr. Tenna's personal business. Which includes his past regarding Spamton. Becoming obsessed with finding out what had caused Mr.Tenna to change in the first place. Documenting everything.

-Helps to journal and create sensationalist headlines for Tenna.

GENERAL PERSONALITY:

-Smug, vain, overconfident, somewhat superficial. Deeply juxtaposed to canon Battat, he assumes he knows everything and knows it best, especially when it’s about Mr. Tenna.

-Due to being around and monitorting Mr. Tenna so much, Tenna's traits have somewhat naturally “rubbed off” on Battat. Especially in times of stress Battat tends to mimic his behaviors.

-He feels entitled about Tenna, wanting Tenna all to himself (like canon Battat) and is technically successful in doing so (unlike canon Battat) but at the cost of a skewed dynamic.

-Somewhat mirroring Mr. Tenna's loss of identity, he's lost himself in the entire Mike facade and has lost himself by being so absorbed with Tenna's past.

-Generally a bad influence on Tenna alongside Ramb (enabling the changes that caused Tenna to lose himself in the first place and spiral down into isolation as well as the tactics he uses to keep eyes on himself).

-No better than the fanatic Pippins, he's taken the concept to the extreme.

-Is still an emotional rock to Tenna here and heavily relied upon, deeply trusted by Tenna for better or for worse considering all of the past info he has kept on Tenna unbeknownst to him.

CAT MIKE/PLUEY

(Shadow Guy Design by Velvet)

KEY POINTS:

-Mike Trio's costume designer, Mr. Tenna's personal tailor, and stylist.

-Designed the Mike costumes and Tenna's "new" outfit (the current one he wears after giving into Ramb’s suggestions). Most trusted Mike he often goes to for (literally) keeping up appearances.

-Probably the most similar to his canon counterpart out of the three Mikes, mostly here for fun, enjoying the promotion from costume designer to Tenna’s personal stylist that he gets in this role.

GENERAL PERSONALITY:

-A bit more bold and "forward" in comparison to his canon counterpart's laid back and reserved attitude. Doesn't keep to himself as much and moreso nosy.

-He gets along incredibly well with Battat, unlike canon they're much more tightly knit due to their similar personalities. Especially since Pluey doesn't actually want to be personally involved with Tenna's feelings and emotional needs, allowing Battat to fully monopolize it.

(This in no way stops Tenna from still finding him cute, which Pluey is flattered by.)

-The Mike that Battat considers the most helpful in terms of gathering information and just knowing what others are saying about him.

COWBOY MIKE/JONGLER

(Zapper Design by Velvet)

KEY POINTS:

-The Mike who takes their role as bodyguard seriously.

-Although they're not versed at the whole gathering intel or reconnaissance like Battat is, they make sure to keep everything in physical order, ensuring Mr. Tenna's Safety and Privacy.

-Because of their clashing roles, intent, and personalities- Battat and Jongler do not get along well. Jongler was under the impression that the Mikes were here to aid Tenna, they weren’t really prepared for Battat spiraling into uncovering Tenna’s past and trying to co-host the whole show alongside him.

-Leaning more into an "Outlaw" Persona, they’re more imposing here and a little less “airheaded” than canon Jongler.

GENERAL PERSONALITY:

-More quiet and reserved compared to their canon counterpart. Willingly refuses to listen to Battat's commands, sometimes going out of their way to do the complete opposite. (Thinking of the bit in the actual Mike battle)

-For this reason, they have the better sense of humor of the three.

-The only Mike who feels a bit guilty about the vice grip that Battat and the idea of "Mike" in general has over Mr.Tenna. Feeling especially bad about the whole ruse, including Battat knowing and digging though Mr.Tenna's past and secrets.

-For this reason, when they're the Mike-of-the-Day they keep any new revelations they find out about Mr.Tenna secret from Battat, which can lead to arguments and infighting.

-Ultimately they are willingly still a part of the Mike Trio. They can be amiable and silly with the other two.

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WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

MORE INFO TO COME IN THE FUTURE !!! THANK YOU AGAIN FOR READING <3

[bitzy-bop]

it is legally required for me to draw this

[oneirophobes-nightmare]

planning on redesigning + renaming this blog! i still love One, it's just that i've had this blog theme & url 4 a good while & i wanna change it up ^_^ also wanna express myself more so it'll probably be furry themed, sorry not sorry lolz

[oneirophobes-nightmare]

still gonna be happening, just been busy with college + struggling 2 come up with a url name i like

[vetckkie]

girl get off that c.ai and embrace the 'x reader'

[whisper-and-tangle]

HIS BLUSH????

UNBELIEVABLY GAY AS HELL OHMYGOSH FSKD;JG;KJLSFDKGL;

[omtai]

Im sorry I didn’t reply to your message for three weeks. I did not forget about it infact I thought about it regularly every day. It will happen again

[prettyboykatsuki-moved]

i always mean it when i say i love you btw

[prettyboykatsuki-moved]

‘but thats a stranger you dont know’ and i love them. i love that they exist and i love that they passed through my life. and i love u too btw

[teathattast]

reblog to tell your mutuals you love them for existing

[oneirophobes-nightmare]

planning on redesigning + renaming this blog! i still love One, it's just that i've had this blog theme & url 4 a good while & i wanna change it up ^_^ also wanna express myself more so it'll probably be furry themed, sorry not sorry lolz