Tsurumi x ftm reader, requested by a friend
So I can't imagine a world where Tsurumi would like someone who's ftm without toxicity. At the start at least
Toxic yaoi yea laugh all you want lol
You'd be too vulnerable for him to not think of ways to make you depend on him and so, a target. He'd never say this of course and theres a high chance of him blackmailing you without you even realising it.
Sure, maybe your family and a few others support you, but aside from those few? Do you really think this world will accept you for who you are?
-something Tsurumi would probably say.
There's always going to be a power dynamic unless youre the same rank as him.
At first he'd think youre intersex, considering the lack of hrt back in those days. Even if that isnt the case, then he'll use that an excuse in paperwork.
Since he was a spy, I think he knows how to voice train, and would teach you those techniques if you wished for a more masculine or feminine voice be a femboy all you want lmfao
I imagine he has a very bad habit of thinking of ways to exploit a person the moment he meets them. You are no exeption. Though he regrets thinking about you like that later on atleast a little.
Tsurumi is a manipulator, and manipulating people who are most likely to be isolated seems to be how he usually operates.
Tsurumi has the resources to forge documents for you to live as you wish, but of course, can you truly live without paying the moral debt Tsurumi gave you?
Sickly sweet affection that you cling onto like a drug.
Expect a lot of sexual yet.. not really? Think of that one scene where he draws on Usami's face.
In all fairness Usami was the one making it sexual though.
But anyway it happens more after he gets brain damaged.
After pulling you closer, his hand held your face with his fingers digging into your cheeks. Forceful Enough to make you comply, gentle enough to where it doesnt hurt. He smells of slight gunpowder and a noticeable nothing, as if he werent there. “You must try these biscuits, my darling!” he looked over to the plate on the table before trailing his finger along the glimmering porcelain. He picked up one of the said biscuits, making sure it was the best of the bunch before mildly force feeding it into your mouth. Sweet, not too sweet, as it melts on your tongue. He sees how your eyes widen just enough to add a shine into your eyes. “good?” he asks, his voice a little higher. You nod as you swallow “mmm, as I thought.” He murmured with a purr. His gaze is loving, yet unsettling, a smile tugging at his lips before he lets go pretending like nothing happened.
He's felt love before, recognising it when he starts catching feelings for you. Less, equal, or more than he did with Fina depends on how much angst you want.
He'd prefer if you were capable and independent.
He wouldnt want to have a reason to worry about you despite eventually indeed worrying.
Either you'd die or he'd be willing to die for you no inbetween unless you count an idea I had where Tsurumi lets you have your own own life if you choose to be a civilian. Recovering your heart from the battlefield while he and his stayed.