this was all for you

ash | she/her | the girl who’s definitely not normal about carol peletier or ethel cain

[onlyxmcbride]

the most beautiful woman alive

[ieatratsyummy]

They could never make me hate you, complex female character whose reaction to trauma was not pretty and digestible like how people think it should be.

[pull-droned]

SO I BLED 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 TIL I CRIED 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 TIL I FELT 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 I MIGHT DIE 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 TO BE KNOWN THE WAY YOU SHOULD 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 IS TO PUT YOURSELF THROUGH HELL 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 STILL I WAITED AND TRIED 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 TIL IT KILLED ME CUZ YOU’RE RIGHT 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[bnmxfld]

shoutout to the albums you’ve listened to so much that they’re basically a part of your soul

[legioonnnanna]

Pretty boy

Natural blood-stained blond

With the holes in his sneakers

And his eyes all over me

Drive-in, slasher flick again

Feeling me up as a porn star dies

He's watching me instead

Eighth grade death pact, strike me dead

All of Alabama laid out in front of your eyes

But all you could see was me

You walked in

You were singing

You tried to wade in 'cause you wanted just to tell me who you were

You were kind

Dying to tell me

You'll wait if I have to make sure

Pretty boy

Scared of the rain, by God

Tend to the row of your violets

With your eyes all over me

Watching, hoping the wind blows slowly

So I can keep you

A moment

Grew up hard, fell off harder

Cooking our brains smoking that shit your daddy smoked in Vietnam

You'd be a writer

If he didn't leave all his hell for you

Saying if you could, you'd leave it all

I knew it was love

When I rode home crying

Thinking of you fucking other girls

But when you

Said that you're in love

I never wondered if you're sure

Pretty boy

Consumed by death

With the holes in his sneakers

And his eyes all over me

Over me, over me

Over me, over me

Over me, over me

Over me, over me

Over, over

[starrkixzz]

a drawing of one of my favs ❤️🌷

[thequotespot]

“You can’t build peace in places where you constantly feel the need to defend yourself.”

[unicorntapestry1]

to love mii is to suffer mii

[thatorchial]

i think about this parallel all the time

[sunbleachedbrk]

might fuck around and forgive it all as it comes back to me idk

[commiefaggoth]

so embarrassing to watch yourself become obsessed with a character that feels tailor made for you specifically to become obsessed with. feels like i fell into a trap made just for me. like damn they got me. those are all the things i like and go crazy for

[deactivated656474756-deactivate]

I genuinely think once you start listening to Ethel Cain you can’t go back. Her music just has a hold of my soul and nothing else even comes close to it. She actually has a spiritual power.

[2886beaconstreet]

ao3 asking if i want to see mature content. do i want to see birds in the sky. do i want to feel the wind in my hair and the grass under my feet

[transmechanicus]

*holds you in my mouth perfectly safe between my sharp teeth bc i love you*

[transmechanicus]

[glamygdala]

Safe in the jaws of mama

[scramratz]

I think people would be less suicidal if they were allowed to talk about being suicidal without risk of being sent to the Torture Dungeon

[diaryyun]

I am everywhere and nowhere at once, a body in spaces that never learned my name, a heart that forgot where it belongs. And sometimes I wonder how it would feel to simply not be anywhere at all.

[b1rd1e]

tmi doesn't exist to me. I love information