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Feeling very unfufilled

When Dostoevsky said, "Pain changes you, but it teaches. That is its mercy." but Kafka said, "Pain changes nothing. It just repeats itself until you forget who you were before it started."

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The bedroom from Cy Twombly’s Roman apartment, photographed by Ugo Malas, 1971.

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A carpet workshop in Baku, early 20th century

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Vintage black cat and moon.

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women smoking opium

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Norma Shearer posing for artist James Montgomery Flagg on the set of Romeo and Juliet, 1936

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Albert Camus, A Happy Death

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one of the greatest tragedies in life is that you will always be loved more than you will ever know. someone in class finds your presence inviting and warm, even if you’ve only ever exchanged a few words with them—maybe none at all. someone on the street loves your smile and it gets them down the next few streets. someone you used to be friends with still wishes to fondly call your name. someone you used to be friends with five years ago would give anything to be in the same room as you today. someone who regularly comes into work is disappointed when you aren’t there to brighten their day. someone missed you today. someone noticed you were gone. someone loves you when you’re there; someone loves you when you’re nowhere to be found at all. you think you have always disappeared when you’re no longer in the picture, but you’ve never left the frame.

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“Blue is the typical heavenly colour. The ultimate feeling it creates is one of rest. When it sinks to almost black, it echos grief that is hardly human.”

— Wassily Kandinsky, Concerning the Spiritual in Art (via mrsclarkkent)