The VST Trying to be an AEMT

Alex. 23. Bi. Las Vegas Snap : XXDKDCXX IG: optimistic_alex

[optimisticalex-blog]

I would rather spend my days here with family and friends that become my family, than go to the clubs every night.

[toshiagain]

Godspeed fallen FDNY EMT Yadira Arroyo. Words cannot express how senseless and tragic the loss of this hero is. My heart goes out to the Arroyo family and the FDNY.

[wont-time-love-us]

Modern heartbreak is “read at 9:13 p.m.” when it’s 9:40. it’s unliked photos, it’s blocking and unblocking and blocking and unblocking. modern heartbreak is sick with being watched, it’s breakups playing out on twitter feeds, it’s unfollowed unfollowed unfollowed. it’s screenshotted photos that shouldn’t have been saved, it’s screenshotted texts meant for one person only. it’s seeing your ex lover with their new one, watching their lives playing out like yours didn’t, it’s phones thrown into bedroom walls when their profile changes from single to in a relationship. it’s snapchat stories to make that one person jealous because it feels like without them you’re nothing, it’s that one story expiring before they see it because they don’t give a fuck about you now and you know it, it’s deleting their contact info but wanting it tattooed on the back of your hand in case you ever want to call, it’s messy it’s messy it’s messy it’s so fucking messy because everyone fucking sees it and it never goes away.

[bob-belcher]

Me: is this job really worth it????

My bills:

[lyricsgraphy]

[optimisticalex-blog]

I hate knowing that I'm just temporary in someone's life

[ruinedchildhood]

[girls-l-o-v-e-girlss]

[scattredthoughts]

Here’s the thing about people with good hearts. They give you excuses when you don’t explain yourself. They accept apologies you don’t give. They see the best in you when you don’t need them to. At your worst, they lift you up, even if it means putting their priorities aside. The word “busy” does not exist in their dictionary. They make time, even when you don’t. And you wonder why they’re the most sensitive people. You wonder why they’re the most caring people. You wonder why they are willing to give so much of themselves with no expectation in return. You wonder why their existence is not so essential to your well-being. It’s because they don’t make you work hard for the attention they give you. They accept the love they think they’ve earned and you accept the love you think you’re entitled to. Let me tell you something. Fear the day when a good heart gives up on you. Our skies don’t become gray out of no where. Our sunshine does not allow the darkness to take over for no reason. A heart does not turn cold unless it’s been treated with coldness for a while.

-Najwa Zabian

[hellyeahrihannafenty]

“I think it’s time for another shot.”

[mercedesbenzodiazepine]

I can’t deal with this

[thisyearsgirls]

[lwordobsession-blog]

it’s basically l word law to reblog this always.

[girlyy-lovee]

[aisforinterval]

[thecommonchick]

i’m such a “look at the sky” “look at the sunset” “look at the moon” stay in the car to listen to the rest of the song typa person

[dreamvirgo-deactivated20160621]

I want someone that is going to be a massive weirdo with me and stays up really late getting wasted and having profound conversations and going for long drives with no destination and will sing duets with me and reenact funny scenes from cool movies and musicals but I also want them to be able to calm the heck down sometimes and shut up and not feel like they need to fill the silence with pointless banter and just cuddle till we fall asleep

[optimisticalex-blog]

I want that "been married for 20+ years" love

[goyardine]