Optimistic Catastrophe

A peek behind the curtain at the chaos that is my mind.

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How bad is a person’s mental health when they start relating to the lyrics of Gethsemane from JCS?

Asking for a friend…

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Caleb’s 3rd myth had me in my doomed lovers feels. It seems Yin and Yang are destined to break my heart 💔

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Fifth in my tarot series now- Commander Shepard! My beloved. Big thanks to the anon patron who is commissioning me to continue the series <3

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A love letter to my personal favorite Mass Effect ending. 🥰🧬

[Before you leave the comment, this is MY favorite ending, it may not be yours and that is okay. I know how the Mass Effect fandom gets about the endings and I won’t tolerate BS.]

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If a game gives me an angsty moment with my fictional husband, it will probably become one of my favorites 😅

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By some fortuitous circumstance, I was playing a Rookanis romance with a fitting headcanon when this song entered my orbit, so here’s the obligatory edit starring Rasten & Lucanis 😅

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Hey! Long time no see!

I know I’ve been away….

I apologize for my absence.

I also come bearing gifts!

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This might be my new favorite portrait of my Eivor…at least for now.

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Cyberpunk 2077 Tarot.

Cards designed by Jakub Rebelka.

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Back on my Valhalla grind and can’t help but take pictures of Eivor.

Side note, can you fall in love with a video game character? Asking for a friend…

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‘Get it off your chest…get it off my desk…’ 😈♥️

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idk

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Skin WIP

I LOVE skin textures. And that's why I'm slowly but continuously working on V and Kerry's skin and features the last months. Both deserve to look more alive and dynamic, right?

My version of Kerry is a man who has experienced a lot, lived intensely and gone through a lot. I've decided to show him without the freckles and the Cyberware on his face in my vp. Instead, I want to focus on all his other details. All the wrinkles, the imperfections.

Skin can tell stories. V and Kerry have plenty of them.

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The last good cop in NC

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Wanted to do a Dorian romance in Inquisition since I hadn’t in a very long while and ended up making what might be the most handsome male Inquisitor I’ve ever made! 😱

Leucos Lavellan

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Help…I think I’m in love with my brain tumor! - V, probably