opal talkalot
sixth year. hufflepuff. pureblood. " girls like herย ...ย turn into women with eyes like bullet holes and mouths made of knives. they are always restless. they are always hungry. they will drink you down like a shot of whiskey. "
โno, thatโs the other one,โ he said with a certainty that was often lacking in his other conversations. he was not one to speak without thinking, without going over his words several times, but he took the liberty to do so here. โi thinkโ last time you heard a cauldron of hot strong love, you said it was revolting and that they must have sampled the screeches of a thousand mandrakes. it was rather funny.โ
the memory brought a small smile on his face now, the corners of a grin lilting just enough upwards to be noticeable. while it was not unusual for him to be found with a smile, there was an earnestness in his eyes that was saved for few. โyou might not care for them, but youโve certainly heard them loads of times, opal,โ he reminded her gently,ย โi donโt think weโve been to a wedding where they didnโt play one or the other.โ
โmom used to play them too,โ jasper tacked on, before shrugging, โbut that was when we were really young, so maybe you donโt remember that.โ
he furrowed his brow, deep in thought. suddenly, he couldnโt recall whether she had played the songs for all three of the triplets or just him. he had a vision of lucinda chasing the other two in the garden, trying to wrangle them, as celestina warbeckโs warbling voice played in the background. perhapsโ she had played them just for him.ย
โ oh, duh,ย โย opal said, like that had cleared anything up for her. it didnโt mind much to her whether it did or didnโt; jasper seemed more assured of her answer to his question than she had been, and she was happy to let her brother take the reigns on this one. she trusted himย ---ย in general, yes, but his memory for events was better than hers. most anything short of momentous turned hazy upon recall, which was fine by her. the important things stayed. and jasper would always be around to remind her of her exact insult of an ancient song.ย ย โ maybe I donโt care for them precisely because Iโve heard them loads,ย โย she countered, a soft smile to match his framing her words.ย
โ I swear, my wedding, when it happens, will only have music from this century. barring that, itโll at least only have music thatโs decent.ย โย she shook her head, cast back suddenly into a dozen hazy memories of weddings and events with their motherโs quidditch circleย ---ย the mandrake-like crooning sending gathered adults into a tizzy every time her songs played.ย ย โย ย ---ย and if you must play her at your wedding, I beg you, for my sake, limit it to two songs.ย โ
if he wanted to play more of herย ( for whatever reason, honestly, opal couldnโt stand celestinaย ---ย )ย opal knew sheโd allow it. but she had to seem firm in this lest he get any crazy ides about cauldron full of hot strong love, dear merlin.ย
โ hm.ย โย she was content to take jasperโs word here as well. it rung faint bells, enough that she felt comfortable agreeing with him.ย ย โ yes, now that you mention itย ---ย ย โย opal said, tapping her fingers in loose approximation of the tune jasper had just hummed himself.ย ย โ see, if it had only been mum, I doubt Iโd mind the songs as much. weddings, Iโm telling you, ruin music.ย โ
โyeah, but you donโt.โ he replies lazily, vocal cords dragging across the words as his eyes continue down the page. inferi are not the only instance of magic which can re-animate the dead, nor are they the darkest, but they are the most consistent. his eyes flicker upwards, just briefly, and he snorts. โno. legilimency is a little tooโฆ invasive, and a little too waffley, for my taste. kinda like divination. anyone can change their mind. nothingโs set in stone - except for the fact that you are far, far too cookie cutter to want to read secrets of the darkest arts. and the lightโs mine โcause i got here first.โ he replies, carefully marking his page and closing the book. โoh, you wanna bet?โ a smirk takes over zโs features. โweโll start with the fact that youโre sixth year, and iโm guessing youโre here for class, given i donโt usually see you skulking the booths in this section. youโre not here for potions or herbology - those books are about four shelves back towards the entrance. and like i said - youโre cookie cutter. so itโs not some interest in dark magic, all of a sudden. so itโs either a history book theyโve deemed too risque to risk younger kids getting their hands on - or itโs something dangerous, but not dark. sixth year, in this climateโฆ no, it wonโt just be advanced defense stuff. my guess? well, youโre either struggling with wandless magic, or youโre excelling and you want to know more. if iโm right, check the middle shelf there. should find what youโre looking for.โ
โย oh, โย opal said, the syllable lush on her even tone. never mind that she thought, all things considered, she quite liked the sound of being cookie-cutter.ย ( after all, who in their right mind didnโt like cookies? who in their right mind didnโt like her? it only made sense. )ย the descriptor felled from zโs mouth made her own lips curl, a poor facsimile of her usual beaming smile. perhaps calling it a poor anything was unkind; even if she couldnโt see herself, opal thought the sharp smirk must cut a dashing look on her.ย ย โ I love bets.ย โย she cocked her head and dragged her gaze over himย ---ย letting it linger a second too long everywhere it touched. appraising. opal tended not to think about people until they gave her reason to; this conversation and its undercurrent of dismissal was all she needed to notice z.ย ย โ and I love secrets, especially those someone bound up all nice and neat in a book.ย secrets of the darkest arts wasnโt quite on my reading list this evening, but it sounds a lovely bedtime read. Iโll have it.ย โย she smiled; took another step towards him while she tore her gaze and let it wander over the shelves.ย ย โ really. if you havenโt seen me around I must never be around? I hardly need to be here to get a book from this aisle. if I just ask the librarian sweetly, I can get whatever I want.ย โย opal raked an absent hand through her hair, tossing it back from her shoulder as her attention was snagged by a spine on the opposite shelf. oh, she thought, Iโve been meaning to read up on time. she picked it up and continued speaking to z as she skimmed its introduction.ย โ Iโm not here for class, besides. Iโve excelled at wandless magic since I was eleven and asked professor chang if I couldย broaden my horizons while itโs the focus. hence, permission. to read up onย ...ย well, whatever I want, I suppose. some wandless magic, but if I want the continued pleasure of your company, Iโll find something here, too.ย โย opal looked up at z once more, smile returned bright and congenial; her smirk hidden inside it if he cared to look.ย
where: library; restricted section
when: monday, february 26th, morning
who: open
thereโs a girl gone. z heard the plan, of course, and tasted bloody, metallic bitterness in his throat at the idea that they might need him. might ask him to take her. to hurt her. make her squeak. but she was already gone, and he hides that relief in a smile. theyโre safe, for now. he doesnโt need to do evil. the worst part is that heโs sort ofโฆ not sad about it, no. but heย feels empty. and thatโs terrifying. sickening. and thereโs nothing that he can fill himself with. so he settles on books: on the library, on poring over information that dances on the edge of darkness, holed up in the restricted section and hoping for some peace of mind - not that itโs at all likely. his wand twirls between two fingers of his left hand: between the fingers of his right, the cross necklace he tries not to let become obvious. heโs so engrossed that he doesnโt hear footsteps between the shelves until his dim firelight becomes even dimmer. โi know bloody well you donโt want this book. and i know thereโs plenty of other seats. so whyโre you blocking my light?โ
โ I totally could want that book,ย โย opal declared, absently. she wasnโt even looking at z as she said it, too engrossed in looking at the titles strung along the shelves between where she stood and he sat. but even with only a fraction of her mind focused on him, she resented the idea that he might have a book, and might think she didnโt want to read it. for thatย ---ย it wasnโt the book she was looking for, clearly. she wouldnโt peg the eternal slacker as one for advanced theories behind the invention of new, wandless, defensive spells. but, for that, she turned on her heels and cocked her head, throwing the full force of her gaze at him through narrowed eyes.ย ย โ are you a legilimens now, z? if not, I donโt see how, with the whole library around us, you could possibly guess the book Iโm after.ย โย a faint smile curved over her lips, and she took a few steps closer to him, though she returned her focus to the shelves. opalโs mission here was finding her books before it was talking to the ravenclaw.ย โ I have permission to be in the restricted section, you know. so I also donโt quite see how you have any more ownership over the light than I do.ย โ
ย the presence of the other brought a sense of lightheartedness to mailan. she could feel light drops of rain drizzle over where they stood. the soft breeze that went along with the rain caused goosebumps to adorn her skin. rainy days felt peaceful but gloomy. and the dark clouds that towered above them reflected the most recent events. โi am purely amazed at such skill.โ the un-smugness in opalโs voice caused mailanโs smile to double in size. maybe between the two of them, they could make the day bright again. โhm, yeah. thatโs definitely true. though i love snow but it would have made me want to not get up at all. the best thing about snowy days is staying up cuddled up underneath thousands of blankets.โย
ย she never knew what to expect with the weather; maybe she should have asked the divination professor. โyou do? how so? and honestly, i donโt know if iโm ever in the mood for the air. iโm like terrified of falling. i love watching people fly. though but my skills are so mediocre. iโve forgotten everything i learned on my first year.โ there was a pause, and then she hummed. going to the greenhouses would certainly be more in her comfort zone but maybe she should step out of it. โand while iโm terrified, iโm not about to chicken out. iโll give it a try but only because i trust you.โ
opal dropped a mock curtsy as she let the compliment wash over her. in some ways, she felt as suited to receiving compliments as she was to hanging out in the rain. both things felt revitalizing to the youngest talkalotย ---ย like doing a face-mask, except she didnโt really have to do anything. so, like doing a face-mask but better.ย
โ stop,ย โย she said, a smile still set firmly over her face. her words gushed out sharp and sunny despite the water still settling down around them.ย ย โ I believe you could have some skills in the air if you set your mind to it. a few lessons from me? and youโd be so. skilled. whoโd even need what you learned in first year after that?ย โย she leaned into mailan, smacked the back of her hand lightly on the other girlโs shoulder. a companionable gesture.ย ย โ trust me, the more time you spend in the air the more you forget falling is even a thing that happens to other people. itโs like, totally a mind over matter thing. thoughย ---ย I guess I can acquiesce to snow being good cozying weather.ย โ
opal shrugged.ย ย โ donโt be terrified.ย โย she said it simply, like it was that easy; for her, it was. as much a case of mind over matter as forgetting she could fall. her hand slid from mailanโs shoulder, and she instead bumped her own against the other girlโs, jutting her chin out in a blithe nod towards the greenhouses in the middle distance in front of them.ย ย โ yes! look, we can even call it a race if itโll make it easier to have fun in the sprint. like, one of us counts downย ...ย three, two, one, you know the drill. and then weโre off and before you know it weโre in the greenhouses, totally dry and totally warm until the rain passes enough to make a walk to the castle less damp.ย โย if it was possible for opalโs already bright expression to brighten, it did, and she directed the full wattage of her grin mailanโs way.ย ย โ trust me, trusting meโll be the most fun choice you make all evening. ready?ย โ
when: lunchtimeย
where: the great hall
open to students
once, when he was very young, jasper talkalot had lost his family in diagon alley. he was certain they were right behind him (as they had all been looking into the window at quality quidditch supplies a moment ago), but, by the time he actually decided to check, there was no one there.ย he had panicked for a moment, started walking off into the street, before he remembered an errant tidbit that he had learned a few weeks prior: most people lost in the woods often made things worse for themselves by journeying deeper into the unknown. this was not the woods, he knew, but he figured that it was still best to stay put, sitting down on the sidewalk and waiting for his mother to notice he was missing.ย
thankfully, it hadnโt taken long.ย
that day, as a panicked lucinda talkalot saw her eldest child sitting in the middle of a busy street staring off into the clouds, she couldnโt help but ask,ย โwhere is your head, jasper? what in the world is going on in your mind?โ
he had started to say something about the woods, something about survival tips, but one of his siblings had interjected with a huff, โitโs just jasper, mom. you know how he is. he always has his head in the clouds.โ
in the years since, he had thought of that moment often. and while he hadnโt appreciated the tone of voice being used, he had thought the descriptor rather apt. jasper was a simple man. he was hardly ever thinking about anything other than a few nebulous and flighty topics. his current preoccupations were quidditch (in which his head was literally in the clouds), on occasion, the object of his affections (which, in his view, was about as close to heaven and, thus, the clouds, as he was about to get) and his family (he admitted this one didnโt really quite fit the cloud metaphor.
nevertheless, it was, thus, unsurprising that, during their lunch break in the great hall, jasper had his head in the clouds again. when he finally grounded himself long enough to be aware of the world around him, his companionย was looking at him like they expected him to say something. after trying to recall what they wanted from him and failing miserably, he took a bite from his sandwich, nonplussed.
โyes,โ he said firmly, though he was not quite sure about what exactly he was agreeing to.ย
โtell me this, thoughโโ he changed the topic,ย โis it a cauldron full of hot strong love that goes like this,โ he hummed a few bars,ย โor is it magic magic man?โ
opal shook her head at him and turned back to her own lunch. a fond gesture, really.ย
the truth was that opal rarely thought through her words much, when making idle conversation, and thus couldnโt be bothered to recall such things without a jog to her memory. she knew she made perfect sense whether or not she chose her words with care. ( caring, then, was wasted energyย ) sheโd never admit that sheโd already half forgotten her own question by this point. besidesย ---ย jasperโd already steered the conversation on for them.ย ย
โ I donโt think I know much of anything about her body of work,ย โย opal said, a breezy tone set to breeze over the admission she didnโt know much about something. she glanced back up at jasper and cocked her headย ---ย doing her best to think back over any celestina songs she mightโve heard, once or twice. opal had never cared for love songs; this was a topic she couldnโt have been more unsuited towards, but for her brother, sheโd try. she waved her fork around in the air between them.ย ย โย ...ย is magic magic man the one that makes me want to vomit, a little? if yeah, I think the one youโre thinking of is the other one.ย โ
opal threaded a strand of hair between her index and middle fingerย ---ย sliding both down until she reached the ends, which she flipped up and examined. could she do with a haircut? her endsย looked fairly healthy but surely a revitalizing trim couldnโt hurt. anyway; the train of thought distracted her from audreyโs statement, which, damn it all, did still need a response. she liked audrey and at times even felt a kinship with the slytherin. but anytime she had to acquiesce to another personย ( whether she liked them or not, and she did, in this case )ย opal felt an odd squirming somewhere in the vicinity of her ribcage, like her lungs didnโt think she should ever admit defeat. her lungs had a point.ย ย โ oh, alright,ย โย opal said. she looked up from her hair and made eye contact with audrey, a bright smile curving over her lipsย ---ย teasing.ย ย โ it might be a little irrational. but a girl canโt be all logic all the time, audrey, they just canโt. if I want to say all of the above to a fuck, marry, kill question, surely that should be allowed.ย โ
Following my AUs and Prompts List from a few months back, here is a compilation of my favorite sentence starters for all your writing needs.
Because most of them arenโt mine, credits are at the end.
SHORT
โMarry me.โ
โDo you want me to leave?โ
โYou are not going without me.โ
โI canโt believe you!โ
โI swear it wonโt happen again.โ
โWhat did you say?โ
โIโm not jealous.โ
โYouโre jealous, arenโt you?โ
โWe canโt keep doing this.โ
โAre you sure this is legal?โ
โIsnโt this amazing?โ
โIโm going to take care of you, okay?โ
โStay the night. Please.โ
โYou canโt die. Please donโt die.โ
โRun away with me.โ
โYou did WHAT?โย
โQuit whining.โ
โGet outta my sight!โ
โWhy are you so annoying?โ
โWere you ever going to tell me?โ
โNever in a million years.โ
โDonโt ask me thatโฆโ
โI might have had a few shots.โ
โWhatโs with the box?โ
โW- What are you doing?โ
โSay it!โ
โI could kiss you right now!โ
โAre you done with that?โ
โWhatโs going on here?โ
โStop pinning this on me! You started it!โ
โItโs your fault weโre in this mess.โย
โDid you do this on purpose?!โย
โKiss me.โ
โAre you still awake..?โย
โExcuse you?โย
โThis is all your fault!โ
โI canโt believe you dragged me into this.โ
โDonโt give me that look! It wasnโt my fault!โย
โI shouldnโt be in love with you!โ
โItโs not fair!โ
โI could kill you right now!โ
โKnock it off!โ
โScrew you!โ
โYouโre a complete moron!โ
โI love this song!โ
โI canโt be in love with you!โ
โMake me.โ
โDonโt tempt me.โ
โI hate you.โ
โYou are infuriating!โ
โJust shut up already.โ
โThat doesnโt even make sense.โ
โBite me.โ
โEat me.โ
โKiss my ass.โ
โJust admit Iโm right.โ
โJust admit youโre wrong.โ
โYou are being ridiculous!โ
โThatโs irrational.โ
โListen to me!โ
โThatโs not what I meant and you know it.โ
โDonโt yell at me.โ
โThatโs it. End of discussion.โ
โI donโt believe you.โ
โYou shouldnโt have said that.โ
โFuck you!โ
โShut your mouth before I shut it for you.โ
โHow dare you?โ
โI dare you!โย
โItโs you, itโs always been you.โย
โWell this is awkwardโฆโ
โJust pretend to be my dateโ. ย
MISCELLANEOUS
โAre you really gonna leave without asking me the question youโve been dying to ask me?โ
โThe planet is fine. The people are fucked.โ
โI just did some calculations, and Iโve been able to determine that youโre full of shit.โ
โYou know what I like most about people? Pets.โ
โDo you ever think if people heard our conversations theyโd lock us up?โ
โWhat about a compromise? Iโll kill them first, and if it turns out they were friendly, Iโll apologize.โ
โI donโt hate you.. I just donโt like that you exist.โ
โLove is the jelly to sunshineโs peanut butter. And if I tell you that Iโm in sandwich with you, Iโm not just saying it to get in your Ziploc bag.โ
โDo things that make you happy within the confines of the legal system.โ
โDid you really just insult Captain America in front of me?โ
โCan I touch your boob?โ
โItโs not that youโre wrong, exactly, youโre just extremely not right.โ
โYou shouldnโt be trusted with small children, should you?โ
โGive me cake or give me death.โ
โOn a scale from, โI can sometimes make important phone calls without cryingโ to โI have a stable job with a steady income, a spouse who loves me, a dog, and two kids who are screwed up minimally at worstโ, how much of an adult are you?โ
โYou think Iโm dumb enough to fall for that stupid move?โ
โDespite the cliche, itโs not me, itโs you.โ
โObviously you canโt tell a woman you just met that you love her, but it sucks that you canโt.โ
โNo, it was my fault for thinking that you might care.โ
โWhen you love someone, you just donโt stop. Ever. Even when people roll their eyes or call you crazyโฆ even then. Specially then!โ
โIf youโre not scared, then youโre not taking a chance. If youโre not taking a chance, then what the hell are we doing anyway?โ
โI think Iโve been holding myself back from falling in love with you all over again.โ
โWhat have I told you about the toilet seat?โ
โI tried to change the duvet and I got stuck inside.โ
โI vote today to be a pajama day.โ
โYou have to tell me why were committing a felony before we do it. Not that thatโs going to stop us, but at least Iโll have all the facts.โ
โI donโt leave messages. If I wanted to talk to a machine, Iโd talk to my VCR.โ
โI can be flexible. As long as everything is exactly the way I want it, Iโm totally flexible.โ
โYou know weโre suppose to be together. I knew it the first time I saw you, and you know it, too. I know you do.โ
โThose things you said yesterdayโฆ Did you mean them?โ
โIโm not going to apologise for this. Not anymore.โ
โWhat I hear when Iโm being yelled at is people caring loudly at me.โ
โI am NOT crying, okay?! Iโm allergic to jerks!โ
โThis would not happen if I had a penis!โ
โThatโs almost exactly the opposite of what I meant.โ
โAll nighter, you and me. First one to fall sleep buys the other dinner.โ
โI donโt think Iโve ever played spin the bottle.โย
โSorry! I didnโt mean to touch your butt.โย
โIโm ok, thank you. Just please, stop talking to me.โย
โTo the night youโll never remember!โ
โExcuse me, did the 12:15 bus come by already?โ
โCould I sit here? All the other tables are full.โ
โAre you meeting someone here? Because.. I think Iโm that person.โย
โYou werenโt supposed to laugh! Iโm so embarrassed!โย
โIt must be hard with your sense of direction, never being able to find your way to a decent pickup line.โ
โDriver picks the music, shotgun shuts his/her cake hole.โ
โIโm not gonna die in a hospital where the nurses arenโt even hot.โ
โYou better take care of that car or I swear Iโll haunt your ass!โ
โThis is the dumbest thing youโve ever done.โ
โItโs a real shame nobody asked for your opinion.โ
โI could do that, but could doesnโt mean would.โ
โYou cannot fathom the immensity of the fucks I donโt give.โ
โYouโre like, five feet tall. How you gonna reach me, shortie?โ
โI recognize that you have reached a decision, but given that it is a stupid ass decision I have elected to ignore itโย
โDo you need me to kill someone for you?โย
โLook out where youโre going, asshole!โย
โFuck the sandwich guy!โย
โI did not mean for stripping to come out of this.โย
โThe whole street is blocked off. The police wonโt tell us anything, but I think thereโs been some kind of attackโฆ Maybe a bomb?โย
โOh my god, are you okay? Iโm calling the police. I think I saw who did this to you.โย
โIโm weird, youโre weird, we could have weird little babies and live weirdly ever after if it wasnโt for the fact I find you repulsive.โ
โThere is nothing wrong with planning a wedding with a video game character.โ
โIโm gonna lay down and die for like half hour okay?โ ย ย
โThereโs been some real friction in our friend group lately. I suggest an orgy to save our friendships.โ
โItโs midnight, what do you want?โย
โI think I know how to use a bed.โ
โIf I wake up in the morning and Iโm deadโฆ Wait.โ
โYou are completely unfit to handle a child.โ
โWe have to get out of this place. It is EVIL.โ
โDonโt you dare throw that snowba-, goddammit!โย
โWhen in doubt curl into the fetal position and give up on life.โ
โItโs not a double date, weโre just third and forth wheeling.โ
FLUFF
โYour hair is so softโฆโ
โYouโre so cute when you pout like that!โ
โJust relax, Iโll wash your hair for you.โ
โIโm not going to stop poking you until you give me some attention.โ
โWhat, does that feel good?โ
โHA! I found a weak-spot on you, didnโt I?โ
โAre you wearing my shirt?โย
โYou are ridiculously comfortableโฆโ
โIโve had a rough day and honestly all I want right now is a drink and someone to cuddle withโฆโ
โYouโre so cute when youโre half asleep like thisโฆโ
โYouโre beautiful, you know that?โ
โWe should get a puppy!โ
STARGAZING
โArenโt they beautiful?โ
โThese stars are nothing compared to the ones Iโve seen in your eyes.โ
โShooting star, make a wish.โ
โItโs actually a comet, but Iโll still make one.โ
โImagine if it could always be this way, even in the city.โ
โNever thought something so beautiful could exist in natureโฆโ
โWouldnโt it be cool to name a star after yourself?โ
โY'know, your roof may not be the safest place for us to stargaze.โ
โThis is why you made me drive three hours out into the middle of nowhere?โ
โIs that aโ Wait, no, just an airplane.โ
โI wouldnโt mind falling asleep out here.
FLIRTY/SUGGESTIVE/SEXUAL
โDid you justโฆ finish?โ
โThey always make shower sex sound so appealing, but honestly, this is getting dangerous.โ
โIโm not actually feeling anything.โ
โAre you getting any closer?โ
โWhy do they make this look so easy in all those porn movies?! This hurts like fuck!โ
โDid something just happen? Youโre not turned on anymore.โ
โShit sorry, am I going too fast?โ
โWow, youโre hot.โ
โIs that a gun in your pocket or are you just happy to see me?โ
โHey, Iโm open minded.โ
โKeep sweet-talking and this could go a whole new direction.โ
โI think itโs about time we stop avoiding the obvious.โ
โIโm gonna be honest with you. Iโm really horny, and youโre really hot. Can we fuck? Like, now?โ
โI see someoneโs happy to see me.โ
โI saw that. You just checked me out.โ
โYou know, when this is over, we should really have angry sex.โ
โTake off your clothes.โย
โTell all those other guys/girls you donโt need them โcause you got me.โ
โDonโt give me that face, itโs so cute I might not be able to hold back.โ
โBoobs are really just squishy pillows.โย
โIf you donโt get turned on by having your neck kissed somethings wrong with you.โย
โBlasphemy! Sex solves everything.โ
โI platonically want to have sex with you. No big deal.โ
TEXTS
[text]: What do you want now?
[text]: Do you want to bet on that?
[text]: Guess who just got back in town.
[text]: So I might be in a hospital right nowโฆ
[text]: We canโt keep doing this anymore!
[text]: Come on, come to the party!
[text]: Can you pick me up from the bar? Too drunk to drive.
[text]: You have no clue how I feel so shut up.
[text]: I call bullshit.
[text]: You thought you could get away with that, didnโt you?
[text] I gave up great shower sex to be here so donโt say I never did anything for our friendship.
[text] Living alone for four weeks has given me unrealistic expectations of pantslessness.
[text] Also, my bed has glitter in it for reasons I do not recall.
[text] Who says no to sex and donuts?!
[text] I know what you did last summerโฆ
the scent of wet grassed surrounded them as mailan looked up to opal. a small smile took shape in her features. she knew she shouldnโt have gone against the words of her peer. but maybe if she spoke good weather into existence it will happen; of course, it didnโt. and instead of bright sunlight, they got dark clouds and rain. truthfully mailan didnโt mind it. but sheโd prefer if the weather helped a bit with the atmosphere around hogwarts.ย โokay. iโll admit it. you were right.โ a sigh.ย โi thought i could fool the weather so maybe it could be on our side. but as always your intelligence proceeds mine.โ playfulness lingers in her words as she looks at the other.ย โyou know, iโve never understood how people fly on brooms in this type of weather. you all deserve a medal.โย
opal had, truly, always preferred rain to shine. there was something very soothing about weather that doubled as background noise. even when flying, she found the water didnโt bother her too much, and the cold lash of it against the wind created a sensation one just couldnโt find in the sunshine or on the ground. she sidled up closer to mailan and spared the girl a smile bright enough to contrast the clouds.ย ย โ I usually am right,ย โย she said, matter of fact and ( surprisingly ) un-smug. she shrugged and tucked her hands into her coat pockets, pivoting cleanly on the ball of one foot to face the other hufflepuff more head on.ย ย โ itโs alright, though. I suppose it could be worse. imagine if you wanted a nice day and instead it was snowing.ย โย her words lilted on the edge of a playfulness to match mailanโs, and she cocked an eyebrow at her before carrying on.ย ย โย I actually love flying when itโs like this,ย โย opal began.ย ย โย but if youโre not in the mood for the air, I think we could take the short sprint to the greenhouses to wait out the rain.ย โ
โ when her petals fall, they hit like bullets. โ TIERA SKOVBYE? No, thatโs actually OPAL TALKALOT. A SIXTH YEAR student, this HUFFLEPUFF student is sided with THE NEUTRALS. SHE identifies as CIS-FEMALE and is a PUREBLOOD who is known to be PRETENTIOUS, COCKY, and RETICENT but also DREAMY, FAITHFUL, and COMPETENT.ย ย ย ย ย ย ย
opal has aย pinterest board, aย spotify playlist, and aย stats page!!ย
opal talkalot had a childhood so wonderfully perfect, she would hate herself if she wasnโt, well, herself. and as herself, she didnโt see why anyone would possibly hate her for it ย --- ย she was owed a perfect childhood. she was owed a lot of things.
the talkalots were a pureblood family of decent standing, but lucinda talkalot put their name on the map. she was a quidditch phenom with a life chock full of victories. she gloried in being part of a team and was an independent woman through and through. she capped off her career with the quidditch world cup and then moved on to the next phase of her life ย --- ย as finely orchestrated and perfectly achieved as all the phases that had come before it. after all, lucinda talkalot was amazing.
and lucinda talkalot wanted children. she believed that there was no reason she needed a significant other to have them. as soon as she found the pureblood sperm donor of her dreams, she was on her glorious way to checking off that item from her fifty year plan.
she checked it off, and checked it off, and checked it off. it seemed, sometimes, as if lucinda talkalot never half-assed things.
it seemed sometimes as if talkalots could never half-ass things. so of course sheโd have triplets, right? of course. of course.
when opal came into the world with her siblings it felt as if the universe looked at them and said: these children should have everything, and so they did. at least, thatโs how opal liked to look at it; as a child she saw her wonderful life and crafted a glorious creation myth around it. and she never had cause to believe it wasnโt true. her mother was a shining star. why wouldnโt the very fabric of the world grant her more little stars in her constellation? why werenโt they a family about whom stories were woven? opal would weave them herself, if she had to.
she was born with a yearning heart and she always wanted more and more and more. but even she could accept that sheโd been given quite a lot from the start.
but, still. opal wanted. even as a kid it felt like sheโd be defined by all the things she dreamed of: true love, quidditch stardom, public adoration. her name in the stars, a gown made of clouds, the future at her fingertips.
as she grew up opal came to lock those dreams in a secret place at the bottom of her too-soft heart ย --- ย but she could never let them go.
she was born into a hefty legacy, but opal, for all her dreaminess, her endless childhood imaginings, strove to live up to it.
it was easy. or rather, it felt easy. how could she not live up to that legacy of excellence, when she had her family encouraging her, telling her that there was no way for her to fail? opal never really cared what the rest of the world saw when they looked at her. she was herself, always, and that was more than good enough.
she had her motherโs love, her siblingsโ love ย --- ย family was the backbone of her life, the pillar upon which everything else rested. she would be loyal to them forever and she knew that in turn, they would always be loyal to her.
it felt, to opal, like becoming beloved by the rest of the world would be easy as breathing. she was opal talkalot and the world had loved her from her very first breath. sheโd said it was so, and so it was.
the first years of her life were honeyed and golden, and opal lost herself in the perfection of them. lucinda had been a star and it seemed her children would be stars as well ย --- ย the three of them taking to brooms a touch too early, by some peopleโs estimation, but who could blame such natural talents? opal loved flying. sometimes it felt easier than walking. sometimes it felt easier than almost anything else.
time slowed in the air. little opal didnโt know how much she needed for time to slow down until she felt it happen, and then she wondered how she would ever live on the ground after that.
she asked her mother once, how she did it: how she was as amazing on land as she was on her broom, how she kept from wanting it all too much. all she recalled from the exchange was a warm peal of laughter from lucinda before she hugged opal to her side, quick and firm, like that was an answer. maybe it was.
( if it was then opal couldnโt wait until she understood it. )
for all her wanting, all her endless dreaming and scheming and thoughts for the future, opal was not an ambitious creature. hufflepuff was always going to be her house, no matter how much sheโd pictured herself in the green of her motherโs history.
when opal was eight, nine, ten, she pictured her future following the same trajectory as her motherโs life. she would captain her hogwarts quidditch team and then go on to play professionally, bring home a dozen wins and cups to place on her motherโs mantle with pride. but the second she got an actual wand in her hand, she fell in love with magic. opal had been around magic her whole life, but actually doing it was heady.
she was a natural. skilled in wandless and wordless magic almost on accident, almost without even trying. she preened under the compliments of her professors and wrote home to her mother about her latest learnings almost as often as she wrote home with match play-by-plays. ย
around fourth year she looked at her letters, full of spell gushing and sport gushing in equal measure, and wondered ย --- ย what am i going to do after hogwarts? which path am i going to choose?
she was a talkalot, so she knew there would be no doors closed to her. she was talented ( of course she was talented; she was opal talkalot ), so a career in quidditch had to still be in the cards. and she was smart ( of course she was smart; she was opal talkalot ) so careers in anything else were hers for the taking.
opal would never say it out loud ( because she was smart as all hell, thank you very much ) but she didnโt have time for the death eaters and the war ย --- ย she had a future to plan, hello? of course that side was in the right. too much of their world had been upset by harry potter, and with his death she figured there was finally a chance for some balance to be found, some kind of return to the normal her mother always talked about. she supported the people fighting for that balance. but opal didnโt see why she had to be one of them.
she thought about her family, and the war, often. not that it would show from a simple conversation with her.
conversations with her, she thought, were like conversation with pink peonies. with bubbling champagne. with a winner just touched back on the ground. no one would ever get a glimpse of the things she thought underneath all the wonderfulness that made up her exterior.
if her family asked her to join the death eaters, she would. of course she would. but she was of the opinion that though her mind was whip-sharp and her skill in dueling was excellent, she was not a girl made for war.
that was a lie, though. a lie she told herself. and like her creation myth, she told herself that lie over and over and over until she believed it.
the truth was that opal was very much a girl made for war. if someone wronged her family she was ready to chop their hands off with spell so quick they never saw it coming. if someone hurt her opalโs first instinct was to want to see them ruined. on the pitch, she was ruthless, and in her classes she had eyes only for her own success. all of that could very easily be translated into war.
the problem, then, was simple: opal just didnโt want to translate it.
how funny that a girl who wanted and wanted and wanted finally found the one thing she should not be allowed to want.
opal was never going to be a zealous, fanatic blood-purist ย --- ย but only because she was a zealous talkalot, a fanatic practitioner of self love. she didnโt have room enough in her heart for anything else on top of that. but as of late, as the war carried on, and on, and on ย ... ย opal wondered. if perhaps all her fretting over the future wouldnโt be made easier if only she could be made to care about the death eatersโ cause with any real drive.
she tried sometimes, she really did. it was easy; or rather, it felt easy. she was better than the people she was supposed to look down on. but that was because she was opal talkalot. that was because her mind was capable of all sorts of wickedness and because her smiles were the most dazzling things and because when she was in the air nothing could stop her.
it was hard to care about a cause that didnโt help her. opal would try, and keep trying, but like trying to pin down what she wanted out of life ย --- ย for once, her trying didnโt yield results.
it was simple to go to classes and focus on quidditch and write loving letters home to her mother while leaning on her two siblings, always, forever. it was simple to puzzle out her future. it was simple to do all of this whilst pretending the war never had to touch her. if she wanted hard enough, then it might never have reason to.