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Ƹ̵̡⁠Ӝ̵̨̄⁠Ʒ ふふふ Ƹ̵̡⁠Ӝ̵̨̄⁠Ʒ

[oracleofjirai]

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♡｡⁠+ ｡⁠✧ NAME: lala; ૮꒰ ˶• ༝ •˶꒱ა

♡｡⁠+ ｡⁠✧ AGE: 31; 𓇢𓆸

♡｡⁠+ ｡⁠✧ STATUS: third-eye yandere jirai; 𓁺

♡｡⁠+ ｡⁠✧ C/W: Death, murder, suicide, obsession, cannibalism, sacrilige, depression, violence, fear, the void, the inner monster, fate, spirits;

♡｡⁠+ ｡⁠✧ Series: zelda, earthbound, danganronpa, ddlc, persona, ace attorney, undertale, needy streamer overload, ava's demon, hades, panty & stocking, sayonara zetsubo sensei, welcome to the nhk, higurashi, tomorrow i'll become someone's girlfriend, utsubora, oyasumi punpun, aku no hana, kasane, romantic killer, dandadan

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[oracleofjirai]

Girls just want to be vampires, witches, succubus, fairies, and sometimes magical girls (⁠◍⁠•⁠ᴗ⁠•⁠◍⁠)⁠✧⁠*⁠。

[fuckyoubaker]

[oracleofjirai]

If my partner cheated on me, I'd put lsd in his water 👻🥰

[oracleofjirai]

[oracleofjirai]

My suffering didn't make me virtuous, it made me angry, bitter, lonely, and prone to escapism

[oracleofjirai]

When I was 21-27, I wanted to feel settled so badly. I wanted a husband and a house and a car and pets and a career — and then I hit 28, and I realized the reason I wanted all of these things was because I hated my life and I wanted to run away from it. My friends were not bad people, but they were not my people, and I never could feel truly loved by them because I did not belong. We spoke of alien experiences in a seemingly common tongue, our mind paints the pictures in the wrong colours.

My bank account was so desperately empty. My family was sponging off me: out of four of us, I was the only one working, and my brother's shitty girlfriend was constantly stealing my food. Even though I was smart, went to a good university, worked hard, and was genuinely adored by every boss I'd ever had, there was just no progress in building a career. Job interviews came with reviews: "good answers, but failed to connect." There it was again. And it made sense: they were not bad jobs (mostly), but they were not my jobs.

My exterior doesn't match my interior, and it's always drawn the wrong life to me. My mother was a model as a teenager, she loves fashion more than her own children, and she was delighted to have me as a doll until I moved out at 18, so I was always fashionable. I don't know that I want the life of a fashionable person, you know? I've spent the last three years wearing athleisure and shirt-dresses and it's nice. I don't think it's "me," that might have to involve a sewing machine, but I think I'm doing a better job of building a life I actually want to live in

[oracleofjirai]

Don't cry over spilt weed, just empty and clean your vaccuum so that you can reclaim the peace that is rightfully yours.

[blaaaahxoxo]

<33

[0ddoblivion]

I’m supposed to be working rn. Don’t tell anyone I’m drawing bone titties.

[nikonikonek000]

[anamon-book]

Photo & Essay 子ねこ カラーブックス584 廣田靚子・山崎哲＝共著 保育社

[sonority-one]

vent below the cut

[oracleofjirai]

Don't try to be cool for me. Cry for me; Dance for me; Make me an audience to your tragedy, let me see how red your blood runs. I want to know that you're real even when I'm too numb to feel.

[dakemichan]

Yua Takahashi 🎀 final draw

[oracleofjirai]

✿⁠ ⁠♡ Jirai Bitch Life Tip: throw some chopped celery, carrots, onions, mushrooms, beans, and tomato sauce in a crockpot or slow cooker with a few cups of water before you go out drinking. Chili is the ultimate hangover cure. You could also take out the beans and tomato sauce and add curry cubes. Celery, carrots, and onions make your basic soup base, so you could throw that in there and come back to a veggie broth you just drop some instant noodles in. This is how I survived my twenties 🫰

[milycarolisch]