burning all my bridges and calories

minors dni. block dont report please. this must be the place

[bu-the-unicorn]

The like that made me lock in:

In a month you’ll wish you started today

[ther3almisaamane]

Put it down, you'll feel so much better on an empty stomach won't you angel?

[orangejuicejunior]

So I was supposed to be dropping all this weight while my crush is on his 2-week europe vacation ... not even going to lie to you I know better so why do I put so much pressure on myself knowing that it makes me combust even quicker as a person lol if anything I have done terribly the whole time he's been gone foreal... not necessarily with eating but with my fucjin drinking... and alcohol has calories my friends, very many calories, especially in the quantities I use it... and it turns me into a dummy who thinks it's okay to consume everything. Ever. But the thoughts never go away or quiet down and im always returning here drunk or not. If I had an address it would be 22 catch street... im so tired lol

[angeldrrrp]

Goddddd casual th1nsp0 really gets me. The off guard photos where they don’t look posed, and they just EXIST th1n?? They don’t have to pose to make themselves look th1nn3r? That’s like crack to me

[lioraly]

I want ppl to be afraid of my wl

[angeldrrrp]

I’m gonna make it impossible for people not to notice

[orangejuicejunior]

I'm fucjin disgusting and fat and I hate myself. I feel the fat on my body I hate that I feel like I can't sit or move right I feel so heavy and sluggish and weighed down... I just keep telling myself that none of it means anything because I'm going to die anyway and nothing is fucjin real.. like cute... fuuuccckkk ... ground control to major tom we're out of control, spiraling foreal for fuckkk sakeee

[dyinglily]

You know what to add to the cart angels🛒🪽

[ricecakes-and-jello]

“when can i see you” when im at my ugw ❤️

[lissssaa]

i want to be unrecognisable by fall

[bloodbonesnblow]

⚠︎ personal experience, not promotion of restriction ⚠︎

I know its wrong, but I feel like my life is better whenever Im deep into restriction; i take my medication and vitamins everyday, I eat better foods, I get outside and move more, Im more hygienic, i go to the gym regularly, i try harder at school... all things I should be doing normally but I especially have to take care of myself when restricting to compensate for the damage. Idk I just feel like when im motivated and actively losing weight im more motivated to fix other parts of my life.

[bear-cant-eat]

I'm a filthy disgusting person. for what I think and do, for how I look and what I eat. I don't deserve to live.

[n0wzss]

i think the worst things i’ve heard when i was like class 1 obese and i started my wl journey were:

“you wouldn’t look good if you lost weight”

“we prefer you like this”

“you’ll always be bigger, you have big bones”

oh okay miss jealous 🫩

[federal-offense]

Failing

[bluevoidfiles]

just had to listen and pretend I agreed with my friend while she was talking about how ariana grande is horrible and scary and should get help, as if she’s not my inspo

[lxrxangel]

starting my relapse by watching to the bone

[orangejuicejunior]

Starting my relock in today. Gonna be posting these next 2 weeks for some accountability. Haven't ate yet and it's already afternoon.. the last couple days I've been working myself off my shitty habits I developed the last 3 or so weeks... ughh... anyway this is day 1 of project Europa where i become the skinny fucking goddess im meant to be so the dude I like knows what the fucj is up when he gets back across the pond... and i work everyday this week so less time to eat, more time on my feet , lets get this bread we'll be in touch yall lol