BOYS OVER FLOWERS
chapter. 9 enough for you
I mean I guess I deserve it, after every little stupid thing I did. I’ve known her for longer than I’ve known Yuji, or Nobara.
It’s been a whole month, and I haven’t seen her save for a quick pass-by in the hallways. She never speaks, doesn’t even look at me. I feel like such a dick. But it’s true. I guess I am.
“Put down the phone, Megumi.”
“You left the door open again. For her?” She took a seat beside me and smoothened her uniform skirt.
“Who else?” I sat up straighter.
“Megumi, she can’t talk anymore.”
“I know. I. It’s just. I want to talk to her. So bad, terribly even.”
“Well it’s not going to happen unless you apologize. And I really suggest you do, you stupid. I shouldn’t be telling you this.”
“Obvi-fucking-ously, dude. You’re even stupider than I thought.” There she was. She then ran a hand down her face and made an exasperated expression and frowned.
“I … Is she okay? Have you seen her?”
“The petals? Yeah, they’re going down. She hasn’t coughed in a while.”
“Oh, thats great…. I guess. Still can’t talk and its all my fault.”
After she said that, my mind went blank. We talked for longer but I couldn’t make out anything she said. I spoke, but my voice was muffled to my own ears.
I’ve always missed her, even when I had her.
One month ago, after Shoko stopped giving y/n the medicine.
Your head was throbbing. Fucking fuck.
If you’d gone and liked someone else, you’d be able to speak. You wouldn’t have these stupid migraines every day.
The girl in the mirror was different. A month ago, she was bright, happy and healthy. Now?
It was going to take a while for you to get better. Fuck, maybe even longer than a while. At least you weren’t coughing as much. Thanks a lot, Megumi.
Your hair was falling out and you didn’t want this anymore. Hanahaki was a cancer that was pulling you in all directions.
…. You might just get that surgery.
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