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intro + info !

hiya ! call me bee, tobie, or orion! i'm 23, soon to be 24, and i use any pronouns (although tbh i prefer he/she/it over they, but neopronouns are also cool to use!). this is my fandom blog, where i plan to reblog art/fics i like and also maybe post some of my own!

current hyperfixation(s): love and deepspace, destiny 2, f+atm, ethel cain, the x files, star trek

what you can request: headcanons, short story, nsfw, reader-insert (any gender, mc or non mc for applicable media), dead dove/"problematic" content (i mean. caleb is my favorite and fauxcest/yandere stuff kinda just comes with the territory lmao), anything you want tbh! if i'm stumped or can't do it i'll let you know :)

what i might say no to (depends on the situation and my mental state at the time!): triggering requests (i have mental health issues, if you ask for something and i'm not in the right headspace it may take a bit longer. if i can't do it i'll lyk!), such as self harm, sexual assault, suicide, abuse, etc.

headcanons/bullet point lists will be made faster than others unless i get random inspiration, just because they're a little easier to do and require less drafts and editing.

okie dokie i think that's it for now, i'll probably edit this later with mayybee some more info abt myself or fandoms i'm in + music i listen to! this is going to be a multi fandom blog i'm just super obsessed with lads rn lol :D

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hii i pinky promise i'm working on requests sorry it's taking so long!! but um. slightly darker content than i've written so far (which is funny bc outside of fanfic i write 99.9% horror), but would anyone be interested in a more yandere zayne x mc? i just wanna write him handling all their medical stuff :( i was thinking abt making the mc diabetic too but i felt that'd be too specific.

note: regardless, it would involve their canon heart issues and medical stuff and probably a good amount of trigger warnings!

options for potential fanfiction

do it

do it (with diabetic mc)

don't :(

other concerns/ideas (comment/rb to lmk)

results (for me or anyone w/o an opinion)

Voting ended on8h

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Hi! I'm the anon who requested Xavier, Zayne, Rafayel, Caleb, Sylus, and Valko "comforting non mc gender neutral reader after having a bad day" and "the reader telling them about their suicidal thoughts"!

Please don't force yourself to write if you're struggling! I don't mind at all! I'm both surprised & touched that you're willing to make it an actual story 🤯

I requested headcanons because I know writing a story is difficult even when it's short so I didn't want you to force yourself to write more just because I requested it!

As long as you can and you're still willing to write, I'm more than happy with it ☺️ I would love to read it but I won't have much free time to read Xavier's part yet 😅

I'm looking forward to read it so thank you for giving me motivation which I desperately need to last until I have time to read it ☺️

HI!!! i really appreciate all your kind words!! i definitely want to write both of them, i just wanted to make sure they were both unique so it didn't feel repetetive or similar to you! i appreciate your empathy and looking out for me, and i am also so so happy that you're okay with me making one of your requests into full stories. also i hope if you've gotten the chance to read it that you enjoyed xavier's, i just posted zayne's and i'm working on rafayel now! thank you so much again, i'm glad i could help cheer you up even a little! (((o(*ﾟ∀ﾟ*)o)))

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zayne / reader (gender neutral, non mc): comforting you after a bad day

part 2 of 6 done!! this was...a bit longer than i meant for it to be lol. also fun fact one time i got 2 concussions in 2 days and saw the same dr twice. he looked so confused and concerned lmao, i hope you all like it!!!

Zayne looks down at his phone, brow furrowing imperceptibly to anyone around him as he realizes there’s not a single notification from you. After working early this morning, you should be back home by now. He sends a quick text checking up on you, and puts his phone away again, preparing for his next patient. While he absolutely gives his patient and their treatment his full attention, in the back of his mind he worries a bit at your unusual silence.

Meanwhile, in a nearby park, you shake a couple acorns in your hand as a desperate bribe for the squirrel thief who stole your phone and immediately scurried up the nearest tree. Out of the corner of your eye, you see a mom quickly pull her son to walk faster as you try to mimic squirrel noises and tempt it down, and you groan internally. The neighbors must think I’m insane you think to yourself. You hear the squirrel chattering to itself and scowl, feeling like it’s mocking you. On the brink of giving up, a squirrel in a nearby tree begins communicating to it. In either rage or playfulness it scurries along the branch towards the new squirrel, dropping your phone in the process.

…Unfortunately, it landed directly on your head. Spots of color flash alarmingly fast in front of your eyes and your knees buckle from the pain. You shut your eyes tight, grab at your head in pain and sit down, your other hand fumbling around blindly for your phone. After a few moments you open your eyes again and immediately feel a rush of vertigo. Your eyes begin to sting with tears slowly forming as you process how your simple after work walk went so terribly that you now probably have a concussion and probably contributed to several local gossip circles. Grabbing your phone, you force your eyes to focus as you figure out the fastest way to the hospital.

Zayne is just wrapping up the last of his paperwork for the day. Before you, he would have stayed late and gotten even further ahead for the next day. Now, though, he’s internally counting down the minutes to when he can see you again. Especially this evening, with complete radio silence from you. Right as he stands to grab his coat, he receives an email notification. His eyes flicker over to read the beginning of it, pausing his preparations to go home to you. The minute he reads the words “emergency contact” he’s making his way as quickly as he can to the emergency department while multitasking and reading the email on his phone to find your room number. When he arrives, the curtains are shut tight and the room is dark. Zayne very slowly slides open the door and tries his best to scoot past the curtain without moving the metal hooks it’s attached to. Even the slight crack of light and the tiniest noise causes you to groan from the bed, and you crack an eye open. You muster up a small smile at the sight of Zayne trying to squeeze past the curtain when there’s clearly not enough room.

“Hey,” you whisper, voice cracking a little. You were given anti nausea medicine through your IV, but before that was…rough, and your throat was still sore. Even that effort sent another wave of pain through your skull and you closed your eyes again. You feel a pressure on the bed by your hip on the side without your IV, and you know he’s sitting next to you, inspecting everything from your face to your IV and making sure whoever inserted it did a good job. He reaches out and holds one of your hands gently, thumb rubbing over your wrist. 

“Hello my love,” he doesn’t exactly whisper, but his voice is soft and feels soothing while you relax at the smallest touch from him. “I read your chart, I understand you have a concussion from something hitting your head. What…exactly happened? I was wondering what prevented you from texting me all day.” He tries to hide the worried feeling that twisted around in his stomach all day, but you know him and what even the smallest inflection in his words means. Squeezing his hand back gently, you look down.

“...Promise you won’t laugh?” He sighs a little, the sides of his mouth lifting just a little. Squeezing your hand again, he twists his fingers just a little to hook his pinky with yours.

“I promise I won’t…until you’re recovered.” You pout, but relent when he looks at you with that poorly veiled worry in his eyes again.

“Went for a walk after work. A squirrel stole my phone, I tried to chase it and lost. It dropped my phone on my head.” You can hear his breath stutter for a moment as he tries not to chuckle at the fact that only you would get into a situation like that, and you let go of his hand to lightly hit his arm. “Hey!” you whisper yell at him, “you promised! Plus work sucked, all my customers were rude, and I got a stain on my shirt…” you sigh as you think about your trainwreck of a day, trying to stop those tears from forming again. Less out of embarrassment now and more so because it caused your head to throb all over again. 

“Shh…” his hand presses against your forehead for a moment before smoothing back your hair, trailing down your face to cup your cheek and gently brush his thumb along the bottom of your eyes in case you started to cry. “Some of your bloodwork is taking a bit longer, but as soon as it’s done we can go home. Are you still feeling dizzy?” You pause for a moment before nodding, wincing at even the slightest movement. His hand still on your face tenses, touches your hair, then moves back as he goes to stand. “One moment then, dearest. I will be right back.” Footsteps tap softly against the floor as he walks as gently as possible over to the door where a nurse is standing. When he slides it open just enough to converse, you can hear hushed whispers back and forth and a rustling of papers. The footsteps return, and his hand caresses your hair again when he leans down to speak softly in your ear.

“I have your discharge paperwork here, my love. The wheelchairs can be squeaky, so…if you don’t mind, I would like to carry you to the car. Would you like sunglasses, or my jacket to cover your eyes? The lights in the hallways and outside can be overwhelming even without a concussion.” Even after the day you had, the amount of love and care he puts into every word and action leaves you unable to stop a small, soft smile from turning your lips. Sighing, you crack your eyes open to look up at his face from where he hasn’t moved back even an inch. Leaning forward just a bit, you brush your lips against his and watch as his eyes widen in surprise and amusement, while at the same time his hand reaches up to steady your head again.

“I don’t mind, and your jacket sounds nice. ‘m sorry…I know I promised to make supper tonight after work.” Zayne frowns and shakes his head, standing to gather your belongings and tuck your paperwork away.

“It sounds as if a squirrel owes you an apology, but you owe me nothing but your presence in my life. I can make us dinner if you would like, or if you’d prefer to stay close to each other for the remainder of tonight we can always pick up something on the way home. Of course, we should avoid anything that would affect your nausea or other symptoms, but outside of that it’s your choice.” Closing your eyes again, you lay back and let him take care of everything. Zayne makes quick work of double checking you both have everything before gently lifting you, one arm under your knees and the other supporting your back and head. As you leave, he doesn’t even glance towards any of the patients or staff whispering or looking. All his focus is on getting you home safely as he occasionally lifts his right hand up to cover the top of your head when passing through doorways. When you get to the car he sets you down for a moment but always has one hand supporting you in case you get too dizzy, and he quickly unlocks it and helps you get in.

The ride home is uneventful, except that he insists you keep his jacket over your eyes to avoid the streetlights or led lights of the car hurting you further. His voice never raises above a soft murmur as he asks you about each restaurant and cafe passing by and what you would like for dinner. Once you decide, he pulls into the parking lot and heads inside since he has all your typical orders memorized (as do the staff at this point with how often one of you picks up a delivery after your respective work days). While he’s inside, you feel your eyes slowly drift closed under the warm jacket, and you drift off to sleep.

When you awake, you’re in your bed. All the lights have been turned off or set to their dimmest level, a cup of water and a single pill on your nightstand.

“How is your pain right now?” Looking over at the door, you watch as Zayne walks into the room and sets down two containers of food on top of two towels. “The medication I left by your bedside is for any nausea you may experience at night. Since you have a concussion, I have put all electronics away for now. When you’re done eating, I’ll put the food away and help you get ready for bed.” You nod gratefully, finding it hard to think of any words to convey how much you appreciate him, how his love and care for you makes every bad day better. But something about the way he smiles gently at you and adjusts the towels on your laps as makeshift dinner mats tells you he already knows. Leaning over to him, you kiss the side of his mouth, then his nose. You feel more than hear the small breath of flustered amusement before his hand barely rests against your chin, tilting you the tiniest amount in fear of causing more pain, and he kisses you tenderly for just a moment before pulling back. “Is there anything else you need me to do? Please, wake me up instead of getting up tonight. I’ll help you with anything, even if you’re just walking to the bathroom.” You lean your head against his shoulder as he unboxes the food, your body fully relaxing for the first time all day.

“As long as I have you, I don’t really need anything else.”

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HELLOOOO i am still working on rqs sorry for disappearing yesterday!! tbh my birthday is in 12 days and also i'm having some medical/insurance issues with my diabetes so i was a little busy but!!! i'm working on all of them i pinky promise! i hope everyone has a great day! ((o(^∇^)o))

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Xavier / reader (gender neutral, nonmc): comforting you after a bad day

warnings: none, hurt/comfort and a lot of fluff hopefully!

Why did the worst things seem to happen when you’re home alone? You look around frantically for another towel, trying desperately to stop the kitchen sink from flooding. With one hand you grab another roll of paper towels, and the other is fumbling for your phone to call maintenance. Your hands are wet though, and while you succeed with the paper towels, you end up dropping your phone in the water. Swearing loudly, you reach in immediately and drop it on the driest nearby surface. You lean down and fumble under the sink, finding where the emergency shut off is. After you activate it you pull out your laptop and begin looking up ways to save your phone, and use it to put in a maintenance request. While you wait for a response, you begin trying any of the tips you found online in an attempt to salvage your phone. After trying a couple tricks with little success, you try one more and leave your phone to dry out while you answer the door for maintenance.

Less than an hour later the pipes are fixed, and you are left alone again to try and dry up the mess. While it seems to be relatively easy now, today clearly isn’t your lucky day. You manage to scrape your knees when you bend down to dry the floor, hit your head on the bottom of the sink when you go to stand up, and stub your toe on the cabinets while running the trash out. Finally, you reach your limit when you go to open the door and realize it must have been locked when you closed it. Of course you didn’t grab your keys, and Xavier prefers those over anything more modern, so you begin looking around for another way in. Unfortunately, being on the upper floor means there’s not many options unless you want to attempt some amateur parkour, and with how your luck has been today that sounds like a disaster waiting to happen. Giving up, you collapse and curl up next to the door and shut your eyes, trying desperately not to cry. After a while of allowing yourself to feel bad, you make up your mind to go to the convenience store and ask to borrow their phone. Just as you begin to stand, you startle as you see the one person you’ve wanted all day walking down the hall. Xavier pauses for a moment, taking in your appearance before walking a little faster. When he gets closer he takes your hands in his, looking at your watery eyes and exhausted expression.

“I finished up as soon as I could. Why are you out here? Were you waiting for me, my star?” You sniffle a little at his voice and immediately throw your arms around his waist, shoving your face in his chest. He doesn’t hesitate for a moment before wrapping his arms around you, holding you close and tight and running one hand along your back.

“Got locked out, nothing’s gone right all day. I was going to call you, but my phone’s inside after I dropped it in the leaky sink.” He hums, and you feel it vibrate through his chest. Without letting you go, he slowly starts to walk you both back to the door, one of his hands slipping into his pocket to grab the key. You giggle as you both awkwardly waddle over together, and once he opens the door you both nearly fall through the new opening before he catches you and pulls you both inside. The concern on his face from earlier softens at your laugh, even if it was softer and tinged with exhaustion. 

“Why don’t we order something for tonight, and we can watch that movie you’ve been wanting to see? I think we still have those coupons you insisted on saving for that place down the street.” Your shoulders relax at his suggestion and you nod, following him over as he starts to get changed into pajamas. You both change together, and every time you pull something over your head or stand up from pulling on your pants he kisses you, smiling more and more at your surprise each time. Xavier opens the blanket for you and slides in after, handing you the remote while he pulls out his phone for you both to scroll through the menu. After you pick out a movie he passes you his phone to pick what you want, and sets the delivery up.

“...what are you doing?” You turn to look at him as he tugs your legs over his lap under the blankets, his hands slowly starting to massage your legs and feet. He turns to look at you, and like you so often do you feel as though you can’t breathe with the amount of love reflected in his eyes, all focused on and for you. He smiles and leans over to kiss your forehead, pausing for a moment before moving back and continuing his motions.

“You were limping a little when we came inside. I know you get tense when you’re stressed, and I thought maybe this would help.” You sigh as tension you didn’t even realize you were holding releases, both from his actions and the tender way he takes care of you. Laying your head on his shoulder, you both only halfway pay attention to the movie. Xavier steps away for a moment to get the delivery when it arrives, and you both set up all the containers so it’s like an all-you-can-eat, eating out of each other’s orders and sharing your own. When the movie is done he grabs all the trash, puts any leftovers away, then comes back in. He flicks off the light at the same time as you turn on your star projector, covering the room in faint constellations with various colors slowly fading in and out behind it. Xavier slides back under the sheets, immediately pulling you close to him. You press your face into his neck, kissing him softly as he sighs happily and hooks one of his ankles over yours. After the day you’ve had, it barely takes any time before you’re fighting to stay awake.

“Xav? ‘re you still awake?” He hums in response, his head shifting a little above yours as he looks down at you.

“Yes, my star? What is it?” You kiss his neck again before responding, voice soft and heavy with sleep.

“Thanks, for everything. As soon as you’re here, everything feels so much better.” Even though you can’t see it he smiles, eyes softening as he kisses the top of your head before shutting them again and relaxing against you, holding you just a bit tighter.

“I never want you to get overwhelmed on your own. We’ll figure out your phone tomorrow so you can call me if anything happens, okay? Go ahead and sleep, any problems can wait for us to handle together tomorrow. After we sleep in.”

credit for the image used here. thanks for reading!

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Can I request headcanons for Xavier, Zayne, Rafayel, Caleb, Sylus, and Valko comforting non mc gender neutral reader after having a bad day please?

hii!! thank you so so much for requesting stuff from me! I hope you don't mind but I was struggling to make both this and the one with them reacting to the reader telling them about their suicidal thoughts, so I kind of decided to make this one a little longer and an actual story, not bullet point headcanons. If you'd prefer me do that instead let me know and I'll make those too! These ended up a little long, so I'm planning on posting them individually and I'll link them here when they're done so you can easily find them!

I hope that's okay, if it's not I'm really sorry just let me know and I'll make any changes you want! Thank you again for requesting, and I hope this helps you have a better week!

(edit) here's the first link! i'll add the rest as i work on them!

xavier || zayne

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Hello! I found your page and liked your HCs. Wondered if you could do LIs (Xavier and Raf specifically) with bipolar reader (rapid cycling)? I have that condition when I am ecstatic and hypomaniac (unaware/semi aware of it) for two weeks, spend a lot of money on hobbies, go out to cinemas, museums, any other type of leisure (+buying a lot of sweets, yummy food and deliveries). During that phase trying to find excuses not to take meds and then right after it I feel exhausted to even stand up from my bed and have harsh suicidal ideation (+take my meds more willingly). I would love to see your take on LIs handling it

hi!! tysm for requesting! hope this isn’t oversharing but i’m schizotypal bipolar type (or smth like that…) and. man some of the things you listed i felt a little called out on lmao. anyways i hope i depicted it accurately, and i hope you know you’re loved and important and that you stay safe! if i get anything wrong or if there’s anything you want me to change please let me know! also i wrote it for all 6 but made sure to spend extra time on xavier's + rafayel's!

tws: suicidal ideation, some mentions of self harm, controlling behavior maybe

xavier:

he would definitely notice more than he’d let you know. if he picked up on you going into a manic episode he probably wouldn’t point it out, since he knows either you’ll feel embarrassed, defensive, or won’t realize it even if he tells you. but he seems to be around a lot more at odd hours during these times. if you end up impulse driving to the nearest 24 hour cafe at 3 am? somehow instead of napping again he’s outside at that exact time and hey, would you look at that he’s hungry too! and now that you’re with someone else you’ll likely be a bit safer too. any of your outings he either tags along or just happens to be in the same place as you. 

if you struggle with understimulation during this time he’ll try to find healthy ways to help, like inviting you out for any physically active events. also will get extra servings of any food he orders in case you forgot to eat again, same with water or other drinks! 

he’s a really good person to bounce paranoia or anxiety off of. he’d never judge you for any question or reassurance you asked for, even if it logically made no sense. if you do struggle with paranoia, hallucinations, or anything like that he’d probably first try to tell you they’re not real. if that helps he’ll continue, and hold you close if it makes you feel safer. sometimes that can make some people worse though, so if it doesn’t help you he’ll ask when you’re out of the episode what he could do to help you feel safe during the experience.

i think he’d be pretty good at both reminding you and giving you good reasons to take your meds. if you struggle to keep up with appointments or refills he’ll help remind you, and offers to go with you if it makes it any easier. he always texts you 10 minutes after your alarm to take your meds goes off. he never says it’s specifically for your meds, but it’s pretty obvious at this point that he’s trying to subtly remind you without making you feel pressured or called out.

also any night where he notices your apartment is active wayyy too late, he just conveniently happens to have a movie he has to return the next day and hasn’t watched yet, or a new weighted blanket he wants your opinion on, or the convenience store had a sale on all your favorite snacks and he just had to come over and share them with you.

once you start to drop, he somehow pays even closer attention. if you start overanalyzing everything you did while manic or get intrusive thoughts, he’ll put on your favorite movie and put you both under the comfiest blankets he can find. if you can’t get your brain to stop, sometimes the best thing to do is to get some rest and a break, and he will make sure you aren’t mean to yourself over needing some time.

if you don’t like physical touch when you feel like this he’ll back off, but still stays nearby. he knows how your thoughts can get, and he’s not going to give you a single moment alone until he knows he doesn’t have to worry about losing you. he’s the least intrusive about this though, he doesn’t want to make you feel suffocated or helpless he just wants to make sure you’re safe and that he’s there the moment you feel like hurting yourself.

the takeout places nearby know your orders by heart after how often either of you order food, but when you’re this low he makes sure you eat at least twice a day if you can. also will cuddle you even if you haven’t showered in days, or if you’re nonverbal, or if your eyes are red and watery and your face irritated, or if you can’t bring yourself to explain or even move outside of the shallow breathing you can manage. you’re his star, and if you can’t shine on your own he’ll hold you close and remind you just how loved and needed you are for as long as you’ll let him <3

he’d also try to avoid stressing you out as much as possible, knowing anything unexpected is so much more overwhelming when you’re so exhausted. the other neighbors wonder why there are week long periods of no fire alarms going off from his part of the building, and somehow even work feels less chaotic with him managing your case load and talking to jenna for you if you need any sort of assistance (maybe temporarily moving you to lighter work for the week, at the very least there’s no way you’re going off fighting wanderers on your own. when your eyes are this hollow, he has a hard time when you’re just in another room, he’s not risking you getting your intrusive thoughts in a situation where he could actually lose you).

rafayel:

your emotions tend to influence each other, even when you don’t mean to. tbh i kinda hc him as having adhd a little bit so i think he’d be able to go along with whatever you had planned, whether it’s another impulsive trip to the other side of the city to check out a new cafe (and then spend the rest of the day visiting everywhere else and buying anything that caught your eye), or if it’s hiding in the blankets from the sun all day with no motivation to get out of bed.

you never get mad at him when he’s procrastinating on a painting, or when he’s understimulated and restless, and he wants to support you the same way. if you’re bouncing back and forth between countless projects and things you have to get done, he’ll ask you to come over and help him decide which paint colors are better. if you’re restless and struggling to sit still or stay in one place, he’ll say his wrist is cramping and the only cure is going to the beach with you. he would take you somewhere a bit more private so you can both relax easier, and you won’t get distracted by any of the vendors at more crowded beach venues. 

he’s a lot more intentional with physical affection when you’re manic or depressed. usually he always has a hand on your waist, or tracing out a pattern on your arm, or twisting and curling your hair around his fingers. if these would irritate or disturb you, he tries to be firmer with his touch so it doesn’t itch/tickle/make you uncomfortable. if it helps, he intentionally does it more often when he notices you either getting overwhelmed, restless, or the reverse when you struggle to even get up or brush your hair.

he does kind of enable you when you want to go out a lot, but he tries his best to be the more responsible of you two!! he only buys half of the stuff you both were looking at, and the exhibit was free anyways! at the very least makes sure your impulsive outings are safe, that you wear sunscreen and have water and a charged phone

you can’t make excuses about your meds with him lol he will not let you. also will not drop it until you take them, not that it takes long since he has figured out the best ways to bribe you into taking them (and you don’t want your fishie to be sad and worry about you all day, and you can’t start your day without the shower of kisses he gives your face every time you don’t fight him on taking your meds).

when your mental state inevitably crashes, he makes sure you’re comfy and get all the rest you need. if you’re not getting enough sunlight or struggling to get out of bed, he will literally carry you to a chair outside so you can both watch the sunset together. he also plans small things for you both to do, in comparison to the weeks before where you both went all over the city. he’ll put together a small picnic to eat in his studio or on the beach, he’d get an entire bubble bath set up with candles and fluffy towels and everything if he notices you’re having a hard time showering, anything he can to make even the smallest moments feel lighter.

tries not to be too clingy if you need space when you’re feeling like this, but he never fully leaves you alone. after you tell him some of the thoughts you struggle with, he’s terrified of being too late when you need him one day. if you need the room to yourself, he’s sitting right outside the door listening for any concerning noises. if you’re going for a walk and want to be alone, he’ll follow you after a little bit just in case. if you’ve admitted to having suicidal or self harm thoughts recently, he’ll do anything he can to stop you from going to work until you’re able to process and cope with them a little better. he’d never tell you how scared he is of losing you in that way, he never wants you to feel like a burden (and you never could be), but after especially heavy days he holds you just a little bit tighter in bed, just to prove to himself you’re safe and not going anywhere.

zayne:

he’s probably the best with helping in a practical way. if you struggle to keep a schedule, he’ll make one for both of you to follow and checks in with you about it throughout the day. he’ll discuss how you’re feeling at the beginning of each week and adjust the schedule accordingly - feeling restless or impulsive and want to go somewhere? he’s planned an outing later in the week if you get your responsibilities done, and every other day alternates with meeting for coffee/drinks and the bakery.

like i mentioned in other hcs, he’d get you a timed pill box and remind you when you need to take them. he also puts a small piece of candy in each of the boxes as a little treat for remembering them! 

i think he would be a little strict about the schedule stuff, but only because he knows that the more you get out of whack, the harder it will be to recover when you come down. he’d never make you feel like he was disappointed in you, but would ask you ways he could help you better, or what your goals/wants are in regards to managing your symptoms.

would also surprise you after work with little things like flowers, plushies he saw while walking by a store that reminded him of you, maybe a book you’ve been waiting to come out, anything to bring a little true excitement and happiness to your life. he does this all the time so you never feel self conscious about how you might be feeling, but he makes sure they’re extra special when he notices you beginning to crash.

will write you a doctor’s note when you just can’t get out of bed and go to work. he would much rather you rest safely than throw yourself into danger while your thoughts are so dark. he’d make sure to leave leftovers labeled for you, and would call you any chance he has to check up on you and your day. if you’ve taken your meds on time and eaten the meals he left for you, he’ll bring home extra treats from the bakery for you both to share (although you notice he never fights you over the last piece when you’re like this. you look up at the tv while you’re eating and when you look down the last 3 of whatever dessert he got you both have been pushed to your side of the container and he’s pretending to pay attention to whatever’s on the tv.

would help you shower if you let him, he really enjoys it after work. helping you wash your hair, or picking out your favorite body wash and listening to you giggle any time it tickles too much when he’s washing you, and wrapping you in a fluffy housecoat while you both cuddle and watch whatever is on the tv is what he thinks of when his day seems to drag on.

sylus:

similar to my other headcanons, he would also take over making sure your prescriptions were covered and delivered regularly. if he can bribe you to take them he will, but he will also send mephisto to bother you until you take them. when you do he texts you that he’s proud of you and to grab the small pouch mephisto brought with him (it’ll either have your favorite candy or something small he’s picked up while out that reminded him of you)

tbh as long as you’re taking your meds, when you get manic he kind of just lets you do whatever you want as long as you’re safe. he won’t let you drive recklessly, but he will take you on rides where he’ll go as fast as you want. you wouldn’t have to worry about impulse spending or going out too much, he already encourages you to spend as much of his money as you want. and if it’s something that makes you happy or makes your flesh under your skin stop itching for a moment, he’s more than happy to let you do it.

he will make sure you’re taken care of during those times, though. he knows you forget to eat, so he’ll text you while you’re out that he’s picking you up for reservations he’s made that fit perfectly in between your plans for the day, even though you decided it all that morning. makes sure you take a bag with you and will pack a water bottle, sunglasses, a jacket if needed, a small umbrella, a charger, and any afternoon/evening meds you take. also has mephie follow you just to make sure if you have a breakdown or do something too dangerous or reckless that he can get there asap.

when you crash down to the opposite, he won’t leave you for a moment. handles all his work with your head in his lap and sleeping peacefully, any time your face starts to frown he pets you a little more and you slowly relax again. loves taking baths together and encourages you to just go limp and close your eyes and let him take care of everything. 

he encourages you to talk about anything you’re thinking or feeling, even if you worry it’s too dark or would upset him. even if it hurts him to hear the ways you feel or think about yourself when you’re like this, he won’t show it. he just holds you close and hums occasionally so you know he’s listening, the only sign it affects him at all is when the pattern of his thumb rubbing along your wrist pauses, or his other arm around your shoulders tightening and pulling you closer occasionally.

caleb:

he’s a good middle between zayne and sylus with this stuff, but also way more suffocating than either of them when you’re in an episode. he doesn’t mean to, but he just wants to take over everything and make sure you’re safe and happy all the time.

he’d also plan a schedule depending on your mental state, with activities planned for both of you to do when he’s not at work and an at home schedule for when he’s gone for a bit. he hates leaving you alone regardless of what state you’re in, but he monitors you throughout the day just to make sure you stay home when he’s gone and that you’re safe and following his schedule. he would also get you a pill box and some fun stickers for you both to decorate it with, and leaves a little surprise in each box for the day. sometimes it’s a small note about how much he loves you or how proud he is of you, sometimes it’s asking what you want him to make for dinner when he gets home, sometimes it’s candy or a little toy.

when your mood turns to the opposite and you can’t get out of bed by yourself, he’ll take any chance he can to not leave. if he’s able to manage everything from home, he’s staying with you until all the storm clouds in your mind go away. he’s very patient but stubborn, like he’ll sit on your side of the bed for an hour to coax you into letting him help you bathe, or brush your hair or teeth, or get dressed just to get some fresh clothes on. he’d make all your favorite meals, watch all your favorite comfort movies with you, and never leave you for a second.

when you both go to bed he just lays there for a moment, watching you breathe. some part of him is scared that if he allows himself to relax, to go to sleep, something will go wrong and you’ll fade away into the darkness that seems to haunt you during these times. he holds you extra tight and promises that he’ll never let anything hurt you, not even yourself.

valko:

he’s great at keeping up with you! whether you’re running from place to place, or impulsively going on a hike, or even just talking a mile a minute and jumping from topic to topic because your brain won’t slow down and your train of thought is a tangled mess, he can keep up with you changing your mind every 5 minutes and every word you say he’s nodding along. if he notices you getting overwhelmed with your own mental state though, he’s good at slowing you both down without it also upsetting you by going too slow for your mind. always has an extra pair of headphones if you need them, is great at finding little side places to stop into and explore for a moment on the way to your destination, etc.

reminds you to take your meds whenever you have breakfast or dinner together (or lunch if that’s a time you take them!), and when you do he gives you a hershey’s kiss and then kisses both your cheeks, nose, and forehead.

when the depression hits, he holds you extra tight, as if shutting the entire world out. makes sure you eat enough but never pushes you too far, if he notices you struggling to shower instead of mentioning it and possibly making you self conscious he instead goes on a hike or works out until he’s really gross and sweaty (may have intentionally gotten muddy just to sell the point) and begs you to shower with him so you feel like you’re being helpful and he also gets to take care of you. win win!

prepares meals for you when he has to go to work, and will text/call to remind you when to heat them up. also just calls you to ramble about whatever he’s working on, or an article he just read, or to listen to you, or even to just sit there and listen to your breathing and the background noise of the tv. anything to know you’re alive and waiting for him at home.

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hey! to the person who sent in an ask wondering if i got your request, i didn't get it the first time but i did the second!! and to the person who sent their 4 requests in, i did get all 4!

currently here is a list of all the requests i'm writing in order:

li's with bipolar reader - almost done with this one as of posting this, i know you said xavier and rafayel specifically but tbh this is something i kinda deal with too and i wanted to write all of them, but i made sure to focus extra on both of their sections!

li's comforting non mc gn reader after a bad day

li's reacting to non mc gn reader telling him about their suicidal thoughts

li's with a non mc female reader with some family challenges (more specific but i'm keeping these brief until i post them!)

li's with reader who talks to herself (super excited to write this tbh i talk to myself more than is usual and this is really fun to think about)

li's with reader who is a witch (practical magic/sabrina the teenage witch style)

li's with an extremely affectionate mc

li's walking in on mc dancing and, in the words of the request, "about to shake it 💃" (i will do my best but i am very much Not a dancer anymore and the one time i tried to do that all my friends laughed and i looked dumb and never attempted it again lmao)

i'm hoping to get at least half of these done today, i also just wanted to say THANK YOUUU EVERYONE T^T i feel so happy every time i see the nice tags and responses and everything to my writing and i am so so lucky to be able to write your requests! i feel like i have a bunch of friends in my phone now lol and also i am really grateful you guys feel comfortable sending me requests that might feel personal or hard to share. for everyone who's had a bad day, week, month, or anything else: i'm glad you're here! i hope you have a wonderful day/night, and also i'm here if you need a friend or someone to talk to or yap with! ^_^

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hii so um. if the anon that sent in the rafayel music request could possibly send me a link to the specific song i would really appreciate that!! i'm not familiar with epic the musical and when i looked up the song it pulled up covers and also songs from the same source but not the same name and i don't wanna mess it up :( if they don't see this i'll use the lyrics from the cover video i found, and edit it later if necessary!

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Can we request vague, specific, or overly specific requests? Only if you don't mind of course! Thanks!

hey! you can request all of the above! you can give me general vibes, an entire list of details to try and include, or anything in between! and thank you for asking!! ( ☆∀☆)

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Can I send 4 requests at once? Only if you don't mind of course! Thanks!

yeah, go ahead! i'll get to everything as soon as i can!

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Hello ❤️ I was wondering if I could request the lads li's relationship with an mc who has extremely low iron (like they have severe fatigue, heart strains, a lot of brain fog 😭 I swear its so bad). Im not sure if that'd be comfortable with you but still thanks you 🙏🙏

hii!! tysm for sending this request in! i’ve had issues with low iron for most of my life (until i started t) and my brother still deals with it so it’s fun to write about! i also know everyone’s experience is different so if i get anything wrong please let me know, i’m basing this off of what i know and the symptoms you specified! i hope you like it, thanks again!!!

tws: brief mentions of internalized ableism, controlling behaviors maybe??

xavier:

#1 random napping partner

doesn’t care if it happens when you’ve had a day full of plans, or in the middle of an event, or during your job. if you’re tired, he’s tired and you’re both going somewhere safe to nap <3

will try to cook even more for you, looking up iron rich foods. please just disconnect his stove for your sanity and wellbeing.

he is really good at making sure if you take supplements that you never run out

if he notices you clutching at your chest or having trouble breathing, he will also make you both sit down. he’ll make sure you don’t sit down too fast (or stand up) and will get you either a water or if you prefer a sports drink/electrolytes he’ll make sure to keep a bunch in his apartment (like an insane amount. you’re worried it might expire before you finish it all)

will find a way to sync up your hunter’s watch with his so he gets alerts if your heart rate or oxygen levels get funky.

sticky notes cover everything. both of you leave them around, it started as a way for you to mark his food with expiration dates and he picked it up on days when you were having a hard time processing things. after a while, it also became a good way to use some of your excess stickers and leaving cute little messages for each other. one time you woke up from a nap with a yellow sticky note on your forehead. he drew two little shooting stars, a heart, and…an apology for accidentally burning the last of the bagels. you wonder how you missed the smell of smoke, but he yawns and pulls you closer while mumbling something about opening the windows and how he’ll order you whatever takeout you feel like later if you’ll just nap a little longer with him. (...might make this into a small fanfiction if you’re comfy with it, it’s just a really cute idea and i can imagine it so vividly)

zayne:

he’s already familiar with your medical history, obviously. i feel like he’d be the most understanding of the ups and downs out of all of them. he’s there when you need a hand around your waist and another on your elbow to help you stand slowly, making sure to not make you feel weak or helpless. he just…steps in, like he’s supposed to be there. if it makes you uncomfortable he’ll try to stop, but if you let him he will never let go of you.

speaking of that, he can’t help but check your pulse any time you’re close to him. if his hand is near your wrist, his fingers are gently pressing down. his lips sometimes kiss a bit firmer on your neck and linger for a moment, when you let him rest his head on you after a hard day he counts each of your heartbeats. 

you never have to worry about forgetting your medications, he picks them up from the in hospital pharmacy before he heads home every day, and you have a timed pill tray that he helps you refill every week. 

he’s used to helping patients who feel restless or uncomfortable being stuck in the hospital, and he uses that experience on days where you’re frustrated about any limitations you may struggle with. if you were struggling to follow along with a book, he would read it to you while petting your hair. he would leave the bookmark on the original page though, knowing you’ll want to read it when your head is less fuzzy.

he can get a little stern, but it’s only because he gets so scared for your safety. he makes sure you take any supplements or meds every day, and as soon as you get home from work, no matter what kind of day he’s had he insists on taking care of you and helping you relax. if he feels like you’re putting your health at risk too much, he will make you take medical leave. he hates pulling that card (i do think he’s relieved he has that leverage, but he hates making you upset with him), but your life comes first.

texts you throughout the day at the same times reminding you about things you need to do, medications, if you’ve eaten, anything at all you struggle to keep track of. you wondered if he had alarms specifically for that, but it’s become such a part of his routine that he barely thinks about it before he texts you.

rafayel:

he would feel bad about getting upset over your forgetfulness, and also uses it as an excuse to spam you with texts and calls more often. 

the first time you fell asleep in his studio, he was about to turn around and beg you to go down to the beach with him and just not tell thomas he took a little break (even though you were there to try and motivate him before an exhibit in two days). you had slumped over on your side, your hands under your head as a makeshift pillow, and with the sunlight flickering through his windows down to you, he found he couldn’t breathe. he quietly gets up, taking off his button up overshirt he had slung on earlier, and tucks it under your head. you hum softly and smile a little, just awake enough to acknowledge the gesture before slipping back into sleep.

he sits back down, hurrying to get all the colors he sees in his mind. he knew all he needed was his muse’s presence, and the sooner he begins the sooner he can curl up with you in the sunlight.

now every time you come over he has a little spot in his studio made up for you with all the pillows and blankets you could ask for

he does actually set reminders for himself to remind you because when he’s Locked In on something he won’t even notice the days go by…tbh you’re helping him because when he reminds you all of a sudden he realizes he needs to eat, and also probably shower, and when was the last time he brushed his teeth?

if you bruise easily he’ll draw over them, like making shapes out of clouds. he will get carried away and now your entire arm, or leg, or stomach are covered in color

sylus:

makes sure both your apartment and his base are well stocked in any snacks or drinks that help you. also if you were paying for your supplements/meds? no you’re not, and also they’re getting delivered now so you don’t have to remember <3

if mephisto reports to him that you haven’t eaten that day you will either come home to: a large amount of takeout, still fresh since he had it delivered less than a minute before you’d arrive (and of course all of it contains sources of iron, protein, and whatever else you may need), or a slightly grumpy sylus who made you dinner himself and will talk to you afterwards about taking better care of yourself. 

if you’re having a hard time remembering to eat or take your meds, he’ll either remind you if he can’t be there himself or have his chef make you both whatever you want! speaking of, he also gives them a schedule for when you’re staying over. if you don’t request any food, he has a menu written down for every meal you’ll be there for (all your favorites of course) and they are instructed to serve it to you wherever you are at specific times (unless you’re asleep. he only allows himself or mephie to wake you up <3). 

speaking of when you stay with him, he ends up putting pillows, blankets, and anything else you need when you’re tired or your head is fuzzy in just about every room so you could relax nearby him. yes, he will tease you about taking catnaps, or how his sleepy kitten needed a spot to curl up. the more irritated you seem, the more he’ll do it.

caleb:

he has also found a way to monitor your vitals through your hunter’s watch. set up his own alarms for specific levels for your heartrate, oxygen, or anything else that worries him.

makes sure everything he cooks for you has plenty of iron along with any vitamins or nutrients he notices you lacking, and you’ll either have a fridge full of leftovers or he’s packing an extra bag full of them for you to take back with you. he has to make sure his pipsqueak is eating enough while he’s not there, and you don’t want to make him worry and get sad do you :(

one of his first purchases for his place in skyhaven after you start visiting is plenty of soft blankets and pillows, along with fluffy socks and pajamas in case you have bad circulation and get cold.

also he makes sure all your prescriptions are refilled and sent to you, any time you visit he has everything you already take prepared for you. also he will make you a sticker chart for your meds or other reminders if you let him. he’ll let you pick out (most of) the stickers and after you get a certain amount in a row he’ll take you out for icecream or something to celebrate (he does this anyways but it’s always helpful to have another reason!)

he loves when you’re napping and he gets home, and as soon as he lays down you just scoot closer on your own without waking up. he can feel you wearing the fluffy socks he got you as you wrap your legs around his, and he can feel your hands creeping under his shirt to warm up. 

valko:

another sticky note household, he sticks them on your meds to remind you your refill is in the mail, a sticky note on the food in the fridge telling you what meals they’re for, any nutritional information you need to know, and how to heat them up, a sticky note on the mirror telling you how pretty your smile is, a sticky note on your water bottle saying he has a full one in the fridge with any electrolyte/drink mixes you use already mixed, a sticky note on your keys reminding you it’s hot out and that might make your symptoms worse and to take the extra water bottle and snack he left by the door for that exact reason.

he says all this stuff while he’s there of course, but he likes thinking about your expression at his little doodles, or cute messages, or how loved he hopes you know you are with every detail he keeps track of. not that it’s hard, of course. it’s never hard when it comes to you, it’s just second nature to him.

you will never nap alone again, any chance he gets he’s curled up with you, or he has you tucked into his arm and chest while he works or reads. obviously he takes this opportunity to nuzzle, and kiss, and scent you as much as he always wants to. if you ask him to stop so you can sleep he’ll whine a little but settle down, satisfied just to hold you close. if you enjoy it though, it becomes his little ritual any time you’re laying down. you’re both recharging in your own way <3

if you’re struggling to stand up but feel restless, he’ll just carry you everywhere. you thought you’d feel embarrassed or weak at first, but the way he looks at you while he holds you so close effortlessly crushes any insecurity you may feel. he doesn’t think you’re weak, he thinks you’re worth taking care of. everything he does just reminds you of how deeply his love for you is intertwined in his being and yours, and he makes sure you never get the chance to doubt that or feel insecure again. (if that’s something you struggle with! internalized ableism can suck)

dark chocolate has iron!!!!!! if you didn’t know that he is making sure you do!! you have become his favorite excuse and he has become the local convenience store’s biggest customer. will slip a couple bars in your lunchbox (along with your lunch, some extra snacks, and another water bottle and any afternoon meds you take) along with a little sticker or a doodle on another sticky note

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Can we request poly ships x reader? If so, what lads poly ships can we request for x reader requests? Thanks!

hi!! any are fine, i love smashing characters together like dolls and seeing what happens. if you want i will put them all in an enclosure for you lol (sorry i'm being extra silly i'm a little stoned), if there's a lot of characters it might take a bit longer for me to work on the dialogue but i'll get it out for you asap!

also to the person who sent in a request abt an mc with low iron, i'm working on that now!! and i'll work on the song based one as soon as i finish watching a movie with my roommates.

thank you all for sending in requests and asks, i'm so excited to write for all of you!!

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li's with a type 1 diabetic mc

hii so i know this is SUPER specific but i cope through fiction so. yeah lol. this is based off of my own experiences with type 1 diabetes! also to the person who sent in a request, i got it! i haven't actually listened to much from epic the musical but i should have some time tonight to listen and write that for you! thank you so much for sending it in i'm so excited to write it for you!! <3 okay on to the headcanons lol enough yapping

trigger warnings: medical emergencies, mentions/fears of death, needles, hospitals

xavier:

IMMEDIATELY demands that any first aid kit or emergency packs for hunters include a glucagon in case of an emergency, but also carries another one with him at all times.

is very excited to inform you that meat has no carbs, and will use this as an excuse to get extra protein with every meal you both get.

gives your injection sites a little kiss after every shot and asks you if it hurts too much. if you have a wired pump or any equipment that could get caught on doors or edges, you won’t even notice but he always seems to stand on the opposite side to keep one hand smoothed over whatever could get caught or yanked out.

he’s become much easier to wake up, unfortunately that’s only because he is so terrified of you dying in your sleep next to him or being unable to treat a low blood sugar and waking up to your corpse. the second you even tap him he’s awake and grabbing the soda he keeps right by the bed just in case, and he will make sure you both stay awake for the 15 minutes before checking your blood sugar again.

he’s also the kind of person who would take community/hospital run classes on how to care for a loved one with diabetes or chronic illnesses. he wouldn’t even tell you, he’d taken it long before you began dating, and you only suspect him after he finishes one too many of your sentences while you’re explaining your routine and treatment to him.

if you get in your head too much about carb intake or your a1c, he’s a terrible enabler in the worst behaviors. he’d make sure you dose properly and you both exercise regularly, but if you’re undereating or refuse to allow yourself to enjoy nice things every once in a while, he will intentionally take you places that have a decent amount of options with protein/fiber but are filling and maybe a little over your limit. if you really can’t eat it all, of course he’d be more than happy to finish your portion (although if you liked it he’s definitely going to request an extra one to go with the portions and carb count labeled)

zayne:

“what do you mean you would miss me too much if i went back to school to become an endocrinologist as well as your - i mean, a cardiologist? no this has nothing to do with your medical care, i have always been fascinated with the endocrine system and hormones."

if you were diagnosed as a child, zayne would visit you any chance he could. at first he probably brought your favorite candy or dessert, but once he understood that you would have to limit those, he’d bring you flowers he’d find or stuffed animals. 

as an adult, he will never admit to how much he worries about you.

first your heart condition, now this?

he’s on top of all the leading research and will attend panels and conferences discussing the latest discoveries and technology. however, he likely won’t share any of this with you unless it’s something you’ve expressed interest in. he knows how a chronic illness like this can feel overwhelming, and that discussions of a cure that is (at the very least) decades away can be discouraging. so he decides that this is a hope he will carry alone, one he dreams of every night long after you’ve given up on it.

of course, he’d likely be familiar with your endocrinologist. while he already has plenty of experience, he asks them to walk him through injections, checking blood sugar, and anything else you may need. yes they have him practice on one of those padded stuffed animals they keep for children. yes he brings it home with him.

when you’re sick, even if you insist he goes to work he refuses. he knows how quickly things can turn with an illness like this, and he will not risk you having an emergency while he’s gone. if he has no other choice…you’re basically stuck with a life alert or something. like one of those hospital bed alarms that goes off when the patient gets out of bed. he’s immediately calling you and asking if you’re alright and what you need and how you feel.

one of the best to cry to about how much it sucks. he doesn’t judge you or tease you over a fear of needles, or how achy you are, or how irritable you are from high blood sugar. no matter where you are, in bed or in the hospital or on a bench you had to sit down on in the middle of your plans, he’s there for you to curl up in his lap and cry about how unfair it is. he’ll agree, and pet your hair and back quietly, and when you’re done and ready to do whatever comes next, whether checking ketones or changing a site or a shot, he’s there holding your hand and ready to take over whatever you need him to.

he’s one of the few that actually has a preference on your treatment. he would prefer you have the most up to date (while still reliable) insulin pump and sensor, so he can monitor it on his phone throughout the day. he’s not trying to be controlling (looking at caleb for that), but he is scared of you sensing a low too late and passing out, or going into dka without realizing it. he knows life can overwhelm you and make it hard to remember all the individual steps you need to take care of now, and if he notices your blood sugar trending high or low for an extended amount of time he’ll try to check in on you in the most unobtrusive way possible.

also he has found every single place both in linkon and everywhere you both have visited together that has sugar free desserts and drinks. he never wants you to feel like you have to miss out, and while it may not taste the same, he’ll get the same thing as you so you both can enjoy it together. on the rare occasion he gets something with full sugar he’ll allow you to have a few sips. also makes sure to carry candy around (not chocolate) in case of low blood sugar so you can bring it up with a rare yummy treat!

rafayel:

whenever you tell him, he’s going to make a stupid and inaccurate joke. the minute you’re clearly unamused or correct him though, he’s immediately asking questions and taking it more seriously instead of his failed deflections. he just really hates seeing you so serious and sad, especially when he can't do anything to fix it.

it’s not that he didn’t realize it was a big deal, it’s just…hard for him to process that a part of your own body is actively trying to kill itself. he had come to terms with your heart, but something that required 24/7 monitoring, not to mention medical devices and medication constantly is something he needs time to process.

tbh i think once it really settles in, the gravity of your chronic illness, he’d be the one to cry. he’d just imagine a younger you, sick and confused in a hospital bed, and feel sick all over again. 

any time you expose your stomach, arms, or wherever your injection/pump/sensor sites are, he immediately kisses anywhere that he can see the needle marks or old glue. you can try to push him off but that’ll either make him guilt trip you or cry again, either way he’s smooching everywhere you’re ashamed of.

he ends up improving his own self care in his effort to help you! not drinking water? well now you are and also he’s not spending 2-4 days dehydrated and starving while working on his latest painting because he’s making meals for the both of you <3

if you’re sore or achy from high blood sugar, he’ll take you out to the beach and just help you float in the water for a while. he watches your eyes drift closed as your body finally allows you to relax, and he’ll keep a gentle hold on you so you don’t have to be afraid of drifting away.

he is such a chicken about needles though lmao he’d hold your hand if you asked but he is turning around with his eyes shut the entire time. will not stop calling you his brave bodyguard and hyping you up to the point of embarrassment. and he will do this over the TINIEST needle. check your blood sugar with a small poke? that means you’re the bravest warrior that has ever existed so you get the prettiest bandaid (even if your fingers are so calloused they don’t bleed out anymore, if you try and refuse he pouts until you give in) and he is carrying you wherever you’re going next. oh it was just your finger and your legs are fine? not to him they’re not you’re injured so just tell him where to take you!

sylus:

every diabetic’s dream: someone very wealthy who loves you very much so you never have to worry about insurance or shortages ever again <3

in all seriousness though you will NEVER have to worry about where you’re going to get insulin or supplies. 

mephisto has your sensor app connected to him and will bring you treats if you’re low or peck you if you’re high. if you don’t respond/wake up in 5 minutes sylus is already calling you and on his way to check on you.

always makes sure you carry his card with you so you can grab any sort of food or supplies you need at any time. also makes sure the base is well stocked with ketone strips, alcohol swabs, syringes, sensor/pump sites, and anything else you may need.

if you have medical equipment like a pump or sensor he commissions clothing that fit around it, like if your pump has a tube all dresses will have a hole in the pocket to put it through so you don’t have to hook it to your underwear/tights and have an awkward lump

speaking of, anyone who points it out or makes you feel insecure or ashamed is dead. doesn’t matter who or how much they said. it could’ve even just been an inaccurate joke that seals their fate depending on his mood. someone once teased you about how you’ll go into a diabetic coma if you eat that cake and he knocked them out. in his opinion they’re lucky he didn’t do worse.

if you sleep at night, he keeps an eye on your blood sugar the entire time. even if he has all his notifications silenced for something important, your sensor has authorization to alarm any time it needs to and he responds immediately. he could be in the middle of a shootout, or an important trade, and it doesn’t matter. the minute he gets an alert and he sees you haven’t texted him saying you’re awake and treating it, he’s heading home and already has mephisto going to your room (if he’s not already there monitoring you).

if you check your blood sugar around him, he might will lick the blood leftover on your finger. you can pretend to be as grossed out as you want, he'll make eye contact the entire time regardless. will thank you for the snack if he's feeling like flustering you.

caleb:

he was there when you were diagnosed. literally doesn’t matter what age, if you’ve had it forever he was there, if you got it as a kid he was there, if you were a teenager he was there in your hospital room.

tbh probably the first to notice something was wrong.

when you were diagnosed he refused to leave your hospital room. didn’t matter what time visiting hours were over or how uncomfortable the hospital chairs were, he sat next to you all night and let you squeeze his hand when your IV shifted wrong or hurt. if it made your arm cold, he’d keep his hand gently wrapped around it to warm you up. this didn’t change as you got older, he’s been there every time he wasn’t…you know, dead-ish. 

also insists on you having a pump and sensor so he can monitor your blood sugar, and has even the most minor alerts turned on. if you’re even 10 points out of range he’s calling and checking in on you.

if you’re sick, he already has an emergency hospital bag packed (with room for your phone, headphones, charger, and any stuffed animal or comfort item you want to bring). he also insists on checking your blood sugar and doing your shots, especially if you’re afraid of shots or out of it. he just needs to feel in control of something when it feels like your life is out of his hands.

he makes sure to have plenty of carb-free or low carb snacks. every meal you could ever want he knows how to make without it being 90 carbs. he’s found ways to adjust every recipe from your childhood together so it doesn’t affect your blood sugar too much. also apple juice!! so much apple juice for your low blood sugar and probably some protein snack you liked as a kid (beef jerky, peanut butter, etc) and he’d get the good name brand kinds since he knows that’s the only time you’re really allowed to have something like juice.

if you have anxiety around measuring your food he does it for you in the kitchen before serving anything. tbh even if you don’t he probably does it anyways. he’ll tell you how many carbs it is but he won’t let you stress over the calories or anything else. tbh he’d want to hold your pump (if it’s wireless) and manage your insulin and dosing himself if you’d let him.

(i might make a mini story or hcs of a more in depth caleb with a chronically ill mc but i’m worried it would get too yandere or dark lol i swear this is how i cope with my issues;;)

valko:

who needs a sensor when you have a perfectly good service wolfman right next to you?

but seriously he knows your blood sugar is high or low before you do, just by smelling your breath or something (apparently high blood sugar or dka smells like fruit loops)

you had to explain to him that chocolate is ineffective and while you appreciate his efforts you need your blood sugar to come up now, and chocolate kicks in later. he now carries juice boxes or soda cans with his chocolate milk.

speaking of food though, obviously he’s perfect if you need a lot of protein and not a lot of carbs. he’ll make you new meals every week to see if you like them, and while it might be a bit more…carnivorous than you’re used to, it is nice not having to stress about carb counts.

encourages you to exercise with him, like going on hikes together! he used to just leave his phone and everything behind and wander, but now he carries a small bag (i’m imagining a fanny pack lmao he’d be so cute) with any supplies you could need and snacks for any emergency lows. also makes sure you drink a LOT of water (and that any sports drinks he brings are sugar free) and finds excuses for both of you to stop if he notices you getting shaky. he always does it in a way that makes it seem like he wants to stop (“this is my favorite rock on the trail!”, “this is where i sprained my ankle and my sister laughed at me, hang on i need to send a picture-” and proceeds to check your sensor app before saying he’s hungry and needs a break), and won’t let you feel bad or blame yourself.

he gets really soft when you have to change your site or give yourself a shot, you’ve had to push him off you a couple times because he was blocking you from being able to do it. it’s not his fault he just wants to comfort you, he can smell your apprehension and anxiety from what you have to do and he just wants to make it all go away. as soon as you’re done he’s throwing any trash away and sharps in the bin, and immediately showering you with kisses and nuzzling into your cheek and neck.

tbh i just want him to hold my hand and cuddle me after i do my lantus it always burns T^T

[orionsfandomblog]

I have several questions about your rules! Thanks in advance!

How many characters can we request for stories or headcanons?

Would you accept fluff, hurt/comfort, and angst with a happy ending requests?

Would you do the same prompt with different characters?

Can we request for gender neutral reader, female reader, male reader, etc?

Can we request characters from different fandoms in a request?

Can we request reader having suicidal thoughts?

Do you do poly ships x reader?

Would you mind if we request for Alternate Universes or Aus? Like AU where the character lives happily or Hanahaki Disease au where Hanahaki is a popular fictional illness born from unrequited or one-sided romantic love, where the sufferer begins to cough up or vomit flower petals and roots that grow inside their lungs. I don't know if it's my own headcanons or it's part of the actual fictional illness but the person's petals are gone when the crush confessed the reciprocated love back

.Would you mind if the request is suggestive, implied sex, or mentioned sex but no explicit sex?

Are you uncomfortable if we request any of these kinks : Dom/sub, creampie, bondage, cunnilingus, spanking, finger fucking, size kink, deepthroating, threesome, virginity loss, squirting, nipple play, praise kink, shibari, voice kink, breeding kink, overstimulation, body worship, crossdressing, coming in pants/underwear, and lingerie?

What kinks would you accept for requests?

Can anons request smut?

Can we check with you if you received our requests?

hi !! thank you for being thorough and asking clear questions! my answers are kinda long so i'll answer under the read more (^3^)/

1. as many as you want! rn i'm only writing for love and deepspace but i'll make a list of fandoms i'm comfortable writing with outside of that soon (my temporary hyperfixation section in my intro has a couple fandoms you could ask for too but they might be a bit slower)! so for now you can ask for specific characters, all 6, or poly stuff involving various characters!

2. yes on all of those! fluff might be a little short or take a bit if i'm not feeling very well since i want to make sure none of my irl feelings affect it. hurt/comfort is fine too, i'll add trigger warnings for anything that might need it (and feel free to request a tw tag for anything specific i miss!)

3. yeah, definitely! i love imagining what different characters would do in the same situation so that's fun for me!

4. yep, any specific gender/sexuality/pronouns are fine! i'm genderfluid personally and am already planning some transmasc!mc stuff tbh. just let me know in the ask if there's specific things you want included or left out (ex - specifying what terms to use or avoid, any dysphoria triggers, etc)!

5. yeah, go ahead! i'm currently obsessed with lads like i mentioned, but i'll get a full fandom list out soon!

6. yes, mental health and other triggering topics are okay to request! i have my own issues so i feel comfortable enough writing about it, and if it's something i'm unfamiliar with i'll do research first. again, i'll add trigger warnings for these so anyone who would be upset by them can avoid it!

7. i get a little nervous with that much dialogue but it would be fun to get more experience! plus i've been reading too much poly lads fanfic to not have a feww brainworms abt it lol

8. yeah, aus are fine! it's funny you mentioned that, one of my reallyyyy old highschool fanfics that got a little popular was a hanahaki disease au. just lmk specifics you want me to include or leave out!

9-11. yes, anything platonic, romantic, sexual, or anywhere in between is fine! tbh i'd prefer if you specify if you want something explicit vs implied or otherwise, i don't want to accidentally write something you don't want T^T also all those kinks are fine, i don't really have a set list of ones i'm okay with since i kinda just go off of what it seems like different characters would like vs what i like or am comfy with. i try not to let my own personal comfort get in the way of accurate depictions, so even if i don't vibe with something, if it seems like a character i'm writing would then i'll do my best! small disclaimer that i haven't really written smut before, but if i write something that you don't like just lmk and i'll work on it! (#^.^#) also anyone can request it, i do ask that anyone interacting with 18+ content on my blog be 18+ of course!

also feel free to ask! i know tumblr can be sketchy with asks, so as long as you're not being rude or impatient you can always check to see if i got a request!

i hope i answered well enough, if you have any more questions please let me know! thanks for stopping by!

[gargoyleprinc3ss]