Otis

꒰ྀི১ 19yo ໒꒱ིྀ Inactive

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࣪ ۫𓂅 Otis . ⟢

‎ he﹔they 𝄞݂۫ 𓈒 19yo

‎ ꒰ ᩧ 𓈒 menherablr 🍓 ⁄⁄͈ . ᴗ͈)

This blog may contain triggering subjects such as mentions of suicide, self-harm, self-destructive behaviour, abuse, dark fantasies, and more...

I'm not good at talking with people and I'm often very straightforward, which may seem inappropriate or rude. I rarely mean to offend anyone, it's just the way I talk.

Trump supporters, lgbtphobes, ableists, racists, Argenti selfshippers, anti-ship, radqueers/transIDs, pro/neu-contact for the big 3 paras

People under 15 years old can interact with my posts but please don't send asks or dm

[otisowicz]

It's good to hear that you're finally doing okay, you deserve that peace. ʕ•ᴥ•ʔ make sure to take care of yourself, i am rooting for your recovery.

Thank you so much anon! ^_^

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it's a little weird to care but i hope you're doing alright, man. Hang in there, otis.

Sorry for late reply, I don't really use tumblr anymore kxmdjxm

Thank you, I'm doing much better now! ^_^

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I wonder when will he realise that I still have access to his discord

Probably now since he still checks my blog

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Deep down, I always knew you didn't love me and you were just trying to find a replacement.

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Acting as if I didn't tell you about my mental issues as well.

Wow, who would've guessed that a guy who said that he self-sabotages, is depressed and had issues understanding others would do exactly that?

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Why is it always me who has to understand others? Why won't others try to understand ME for once? I'm also mentally ill, I also have trauma, I also have issues, I also have feelings, why won't you try to understand ME? I'm tired of this.

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Why does every choice I make ends in someone getting hurt? It's not fair. I don't want to hurt anyone.

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It was a bad decision. Why do I only make bad choices? I fucking hate myself

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I don't want to wake up

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Me when growing up with aggressive and neglectful environment made me aggressive and neglectful

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"You should put your needs first" um... NO! 😂😂😂😂 It only brings me more suffering actually 😂😂🤣🤣🤣🤣 it actually makes me wanna kill myself now 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

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I knew it. My fate is to always be alone. It was meant from the start. Nothing will eber change that.

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I don't know what to do. I feel so lost and hopeless. I want to die.

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I cant stop cryyng

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They hate me and for a rightful reason. God, I'm so awful. I really do want to be better but I always make mistakes. I deserve to be alone.

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I NEED TO DKE I NEDD YO BE KILELX I NEEC TO BE KILLED