Blue (Demo) // White Veins
here’s a demo of a song i wrote that’ll be on an upcoming ep! you can listen at our soundcloud here and download here for free!
The drugs I take make my vision blue, it’s the truest color I know how to live by They displace my whole color spectrum so when I look at you you’re not who I see I hope it’s worth it I saw you in my favorite dream and you were with some guy And when you looked at him, no - he wasn’t blue - he was in vibrant shades with no lens to fool you I wish I was worth it The sun comes up gold but I only see blue so it always feels like night I used to smoke inside but the ocean’s tide said, “The moonlight’s a more comfortable friend.” Now I sit in the sand and listen to the salty tales that the water tells me and drink so much I can’t even speak So the waves retreated and the wind stopped blowing and the only blue thing I thought worth can’t stand the sight of me saying I’m an awful state to be in I wish I was worth it Now every day is getting dimmer and the words I write can’t hold any truth My selfishness exceeds these verses and you’re telling me that I look thinner But vanity’s not a good color I’ve been looking for blue but been wearing yellow It’s been an hour and I’m still in the mirror, it’s gotten late, I guess I missed dinner And I have missed calls from all the people I miss, it’s not personal just lost my interest in life I hear that it won’t always be like this but when will I start to feel less like shit And you walk home from school with all these books in your bag, when you get there you already got pills in your hand You pick up the phone and call your friend and all you could say was, “I wish it was worth it”
