Backwards Oneironaut (むなしくなる) METZENGERSTEIN

Empfzindsamer Stil // AVPD // CPTSD // RSD // HSP // INFP // Chronic Insomnia // DPDR // GAD // Pudendal Neuralgia (spoonie) // Studyholic Wannabe // Anti-self // Pseudo-poet // Kraina Grzybów!!!! // Shapeshifter Sponge in the meantime // Invisible Blend Of Rejection // 20+ blahblah

[epilepticsaints]

[oneswordstyle]

Level of respect a class of teens I have to teach art to have for me when I walk in: 0%

Level of respect after I draw sasuke from memory on the whiteboard: beyond anything you could possibly imagine

[oneswordstyle]

the true reason i rarely teach classes is to keep my ego at bay

[neurodivergentaf]

it's so wild when your parent changes when you become an adult. my dad is very cordial and non confrontational - he regularly helps me with adult stuff like changing the oil or providing insurance tips. he's always smiling when i call him on video and providing jokes when i complain about college

when i was a kid, i would have to tiptoe around his anger issues often, sometimes running quietly past his work table until he got his own place completely separate from our family, locked away for days. every so often he would start screaming in the car and trying to hit me or my brother for talking too loud while my mom attempted to calm him down as he swerved on the road. and now he, smiling, helps me with car insurance.

like oh, this is just who you are when you have power over someone, and this is who you are when you dont have power over someone. no wonder you can have a normal life, friends, work while scaring the shit out of your kids and wife. i see it now. i see why no one would have believed me. that, i think, is one of the core fears of trauma - seeing the outside of it from the perspective of other adults that brushed you aside, and understanding. of course, that understanding gives the opposite of solace; it just gives you more grief with nowhere for it to go

[targetedknowledge]

[alex-and-nova420]

made this into a gif bc i liked it so much. shark Denied

[feralratbitesu]

my new shirt

[delmondo]

let the chips fall where they may

[condensedmatters]

The dealer and the player....

[pmamtraveller]

by Jessica Cioffi

[cottoncanyon-deactivated2018012]

Reblog if it’s ok for people to give you $599.99

[doeberman-deactivated20210530]

wait babe before we move on i need to break every barrel in this room to check for hidden items

[badassdemonsword]

humans are supposed to all be humping each other in open fields all day not working 9 to 5 jobs. where did we go wrong

[ex0skeletal-undead]

Rosalia (shewolf) and Solayne by Ami Thompson on Instagram

[anxietyproblem]

[going2hell4everythingbutbeingbi]

graffiti discourse is so stupid why the hell would I give a shit if people spraypaint their names or do some cool paintings under a bridge

[going2hell4everythingbutbeingbi]

sorry didn't realize the bridge has to be plain beige concrete. that was a load bearing plain beige concrete if anyone tags it the whole bridge collapses

[headspace-hotel]

@woozymitts YES! this is my favorite!!!

[kingscythe]

NO COMING BACK FROM THIS: PERSON YOUNGER THAN YOU IS ALSO BETTER AT THE THING YOURE GOOD AT

[kingscythe]

ME SIMULATOR

“You happen upon some time! What will you do?”

anything productive. Anything at all. Anything even slightly less than completely abhorrently pointless [500,000 BAJILLION GEMS (ULTRA RARE)]

draw porn [10 coins]

kill self [FREE!]

[kingscythe]

i don’t get people who don’t like spamliking/-reblogging. When someone spams my blog I giggle and kick my feetses

[kingscythe]

“This character means nothing to me” <- neutral

“I like this character! They’re cool and contribute to the story in an interesting way!” <- normal. Unconcerning

“I hate this character. They should suffer horribly. They need to be run over and then exploded with dynamite” <- ok getting there. Utterly Infatuated

“They Mean Nothing To Me” <- DANGER ZONE