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tainbocuailnge

kirschtaria is not only a mage to the core he is also a liberal and by the power of those two combined he was such a slave to the status quo that the only way he could conceptualise rebelling against it was by instantly replacing it with a different status quo. his so-called nobility is ignorant and self-congratulating and serves noone but his own ego. kirschtaria may genuinely think he cares about other people but he would sacrifice them all the same. even if his motives have changed from that of a true mage his methods have not in the least. he may love humans but he does not listen to them, still does not truly see other people as equals. beryl was entirely right to call kirsch a bitch for acting all noble when his methods are depraved because even if his intentions are genuine his goodness is performative and fundamentally he is still very much one of those mages he claims to hate. nobody who would wipe out 7 billion people to further their own goals could possibly be called a saviour of humanity

#tainbo back at it again with that sweet sweet content #fgo spoilers #text

me getting back on my personal and browsing my old posts: huh this is actually kinda vibin

#i vibe with this #need to draw more #not enough f/f material for fate #skelly post

funkeygirlart

Full color… or complex comms! There’s not much of these XDD

#((plz look at my amazingly talented gf's art uwu #image

HE HAS ARRIVED.

#my home is now blessed #my crops watered #my skin is cleared #skelly post

typemoonconfessions

#cascu is best cu #fgo #image #queued

gachagamewishlist

Foreigner Class: *effective against Berserkers*

Me, a buster bitch:

#what do you MEAN cu alter is inffective #i will RIOT #fgo #text #queued

transjinako

Did we ever truly unpack how Killing Stalking was like unabashedly terrible and yet so many people still flocked to it because their homophobia and fetishization of gay men is like one in the same

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tainbocuailnge

now that I know what the hell caster cu’s deal is his design also makes so much more sense. it’s the law of preservation of misery. countless impossibilities came together in hollow ataraxia and the tragic hero cu chulainn was saved, and now there has to be a payment for that miracle. fragarach is a sword that severs the fate of the attackers, it severed the lancer cu chulainn from his tragic fate but that fate still exists and it spun itself into the caster cu chulainn. he literally got carved in two. bangs falling in his face become a hood. the scar over his shoulder becomes covered by a torn cloak. the spear he leans on to stay upright becomes a staff that carries both his own set of earrings and the one earring that caster cu never got to return. his ponytail came loose and stayed that way.

that ponytail is the same tragic fate saber carries in her blue ribbon and it coming loose at the end of ath’ngabla has the same significance as saber’s hair being loose at the end of fate route and archer’s hair being down at the end of ubw. they’re free, they can start to heal now. but in the case of lancer the saving happened at the same time as killing. cu chulainn was both saved and killed that night. cu chulainn both saved and killed someone. the cu chulainn that saved and was saved, that one got to continue as a lancer and he’s doing significantly better in fgo as compared to fha. one of his ascensions doesn’t even have the ponytail signifying that tragic fate anymore and also has a tattoo roughly shaped like the wound he got when fragarach cut him up that’s almost like a healed scar. on the opposite side of where he actually got cut. he’s completely free of that fate now and he’s healing.

the cu chulainn that killed and was killed, meanwhile, is fucking suffering. caster’s hair is loose even though he’s suffering because he was technically already saved, he’s the payment for lancer being saved. law of preservation of misery. lancer became the best possible outcome for cu chulainn and so caster had to be the worst. his stats are shit, he doesn’t have access to his greatest weapon and curses it at every turn, hell even his robes are limiting him, wrapping around his legs the way they do. I initially thought that was weird and vaguely ooc but that’s exactly the fucking point of this outfit, it’s not something he’d ever actually want to wear/be. in one of his my room lines he actually talks about how he can’t relax when he’s wearing so little armour. he’s then thrown in a situation where everything goes to fucking shit, he lacks the power to protect or save anyone, and he’s left feeling like he could’ve if only he had his actual weapon and strength available to him.

caster cu is a broken man because lancer cu is finally not. fgo is noted to be the first time he was ever summoned as a caster and it’s because before that there was no need for him to Suffer that much. even his noble phantasm shows this! the wicker man was a form of ritualistic sacrifice presumably used by celtic druids where they’d put a convicted criminal inside a giant wooden man and burn them the fuck up to appease the gods - but if they couldn’t find a criminal they’d just pick an innocent person. caster is the sacrifice for lancer’s growth.

and now that I’m on the topic anyway his design is also pretty similar to jeanne, who is like the ultimate poster girl of suffering so others can be saved. A headpiece that looks like a hood, a short cloak, a large polearm that can be either a flag or a staff, those footguards, general themes of burning alive. which also explains why he’s used to advertise fgo so much together with shielder the red and blue saber and jeanne it’s because he’s carrying the same kindda themes in his design.

#cascu is best cu #the idea fragarach carved cu and split him in two #a+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++#fgo #text #queued

tainbocuailnge

it’s a beautiful day…

FOR AN ASS KICKING

#quality scathach content #fgo #image #queued

tainbocuailnge

law of preservation of misery

#cascu is best cu #fgo #image #queued

tainbocuailnge

[CUT 4 LENGTH]

toguchin-deactivated20200607

The deal with the first chapter of F/GO was essentially a different Fuyuki grail war where Benkei was summoned as the Lancer, and Cu as the Caster. Due to shit hitting the fan and Saber getting the grail, basically everyone and everything in the city ends as either dead in the fire or swallowed up by Angra Mainyu’s mud, which is why everything is dead and evil in chapter one of F/GO. When you find Caster Cu, he’s the only survivor of what was essentially a huge massacre he couldn’t fix, and he’s still trying to stop all the chaos, which is why he joins up with you. Since, y’know–he can’t do anything against Saber Alter on his own. Basically, he wasn’t strong enough to protect Fuyuki in that universe, and I would assume that would account for all the OOC with him. But yeah I definitely figured not recognizing himself was probably meant to be played up as ridiculous lmao. I haven’t played Unlimited Codes too extensively though, so I actually didn’t know that–that’s hilarious.

tainbocuailnge

oh shit yeah that definitely puts things into perspective. oh man. I need to process this for a bit.

I heard one of his defeat lines as a caster is something along the lines of “If only I’d had my spear-” and that already killed me on its own but when put in this context it’s even worse. fucking hell. his stats are significantly worse as a caster and he doesn’t have access to his greatest weapon no wonder he’s so unenthusiastic as a caster he not only feels like he’s fucked up beyond the scale of human comprehension but he probably also thinks he would’ve been able to do something about it if only he were a lancer. powerless and a failure. someone please help him.

iirc alter cu got leaked as a future release too didn’t he? I can’t fucking wait I am Ready to Die

toguchin-deactivated20200607

HE DIIIID and I am so psyched. All that regret will be painful and amazing to see. Considering Cu is my favorite servant an Irish Ulster mythology is what I live for, I’m prepared to die rolling for him when he comes out. And yeah, he basically curses not having a spear at every turn, and iirc, he has a few moments of saying he basically feels useless with just magic–”runes pretty much suck by comparison” I think is the cruxt of it. I can’t help but wonder who his master must have been who is now dead in the fire Please help this boy, I’m begging you.

tainbocuailnge

GOOD cu being really nervous whenever he doesn’t have his spear within arm’s reach has been one of my most important headcanons for ages and I’m glad it got confirmed. its funny tho bc he’s noted to be very proud of having enough magic ability to be summoned as a caster but now that it’s actually come to that look where it got him :’)

when the time comes and you roll alter cu pls keep me updated! I have no intention of entering gacha hell when I can’t even read what I’d actually play the game for in the first place but I’m not about to miss out on the suffering because of that.

I think his original master would still be bazett? since it’s just an alternate version of the fuyuki war and also the two protagonists were designed as genderbent shirou and rin. if not Actually Bazett then someone very similar to her since identities tend to blur into each other a lot in Fate/. either way they’re dead and cu considers it his fault :’)))))

#forgive me im going through your cascu stuff again #its just really good #cascu is best cu #fgo #text #queued

kabaks

take a shot every time some bitchass homophobic creator says “no this same gender relationship is not gay because its DEEPER than what the gays are capable of. we all know gay people are not really human lol”

kabaks

im really disgusted when the FUCK will these cowardly motherfuckers use their right to remain fucking silent like shut up. shut up about non romantic relationships being deeper shut UP stop masking your blatant homophobia and just be QUIET

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