The Overthinker

"I have a disorder that every girl has, it is called OVERTHINKING"

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This is the time when I thought it's the end.

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I'm in love with the idea of love, how it makes us feel high... but I am frightened of the person I am in love with. You're never sure if how long it will keep you high and not informed when you will be left in your fairytale.. The higher you felt towards them, the more hurt you will become when they have decided to leave you. You just have to control how high you fly...

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You made me think I'm no better

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My Alma mater. :)

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Life sucks!

Sometimes its better to just keep yourself quite and avoid non-sense conversations.

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After Graduation hits

What happens next after graduation of college? I exactly don't know. I don't even have an idea what and where to work. But I already want to have one and move to my own house. I don't wanna live in my house anymore, its our house but its something I can't call my home. I want to learn how to be independent and have my own life outside my family, its not like forgetting about them but learning to stand alone and be an individual. I want to explore life and learn it how it really revolves and work. One of the reason also why I want to move is that my father is a complicated person. He makes something simple complicated, he cover up his wrongdoings by saying he is different and that's a piece of shit. I cant stand him anymore, he makes damages what I think about boys. he's really different that inspires me to have a husband way different than him.

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Loving you was easy, unloving you was the opposite.

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We were almost over, but thank God were not.

I started to doubt him, for almost two years because he broke my trust. I know it's my fault now why we almost break up. Its my attitude towards him. I realized how I treat him. I am a nagger GF, me not giving him freedom with things he wants to do. He made me realize things I never want me to be, I want to change, change for a better. Change that will make us stronger, I know God is always beside me and I know He will help me to change.

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We aim for something impossible. -FOREVER

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Baby hold my hand and I'll come with you

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And I end up deeply in love with someone I never imagine to fall.

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What am I to do!? :( Should I give my trust? ugh. trust issues

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[shayyrich]

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Dear whomsoever, we all are afraid. That is the challenge, that's when you know who's really there for you no matter what you are, and love your inside.

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Does it always have to be me?

I was told by him that I was selfish, I only care for myself. He always pry about that. Whenever we fight, it's one of his lines. Can you tell me, is being jealous, worried, caring and loving girlfriend can be called selfish? Is it being selfish that sometimes when you two talk over the phone at night, you ask for 5 minutes more before he goes to sleep? is it really being selfish? When you say i love you many times, is it being selfish? or when he's at your home, you ask for more time before he leaves?

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Hi, meet my one and only. 

MY OTHER HALF :)

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