sideblog for my trash

The dirt goes here. Do NOT follow if you're under 18!!! All stuff drawn here is fictional. Keep in mind that I don't support these things irl, and if you *do*, go away. Fiction is fiction and real life is real life. Please don't report! Read about. 💘 Want to buy me a ko-fi? 😏

[p-totel]

guys dont come at me with "please not this and please dont that". if you dont like something scroll down and curate your own internet experience. we are all adults here.

also keep in mind i draw things out of sheer stress relief, that i am a busy person and like spending time drawing things that relax me.

also keep in mind that this blog is not a safe one, and at last, keep in mind that all these people are fictional and not real.

if i draw a ship that makes you uncomfortable while you enjoy my other art, tell me and ill tag it and you can download tumblr blacklist or something.

im a busy person under a lot of stress, and have been especially as of late due to huge workload and personal issues.

i constantly draw work-related things and if i want to sit for half an hour and draw something for myself then i will and trust me, i cherish that time.

p.s. suicide is a huge trigger of mine. please dont send me those things. T_T

p.p.s. im not a big fan of angst in general im so sorry yall 😭

[oldbutchdanielmolloy]

[naranja7331]

When you mention piracy to the wrong person and now you have to listen to them talk for 2 hours that we need to support small businesses such as EA and Amazon

[p-totel]

when youre a writer yourself and you mention book piracy to the wrong person and now you have to listen to them pester you about how youre a traitor to your 'colleagues' and how you would certainly mind your books being 'stolen' and how we need to support each other (by which they mean usamerican modern authors)

[p-totel]

hiii

[p-totel]

i went to slovenia for a con, met a thramsay friend, and i had to be rushed into a hsopital bc of sudden intense pain due to what turned out to be incredibly large cysts in my ovaries.

that "dirty immoral noncon shipper" met me irl day before, paid my taxi, held my hand the entire time in the hospital, translated, forced me into a wheelchair, talked to doctors, wouldnt leave despite having work tomorrow, kept me company, sat outside alone while i was in and out of emergency.

it has me thinking about antis. about people who send fucking death threats, wishing people to die, over fics. you know so very well yall would never do this for a stranger. theyre gross people who are so "high and mighty" but if someone was in danger in front of them, they wouldnt lift a finger to help. it just pisses me off.

[p-totel]

haha, was scrolling through my blog to see when was the last time i posted thramsay art, and found this post!

i am now engaged to this girl and we live together, and next week is our two-year-anniversary. funny how life works out. :) <3

[p-totel]

third year anniversary next month! just wanted u all to know that thramsay brings people together and sometimes that ends up being ur soulmate who you moved in with and now u have two cats together 🫶

[p-totel]

some soft snowjoy. sometimes you gotta be soft 😌🌻

[p-totel]

first time drawing sam...... 🥺❤️

[p-totel]

i was rlyyy cooking here

[mars-goetia]

the thing is i DO want a woman to dom me but not in the "i want a woman to be mean to me" way i see a lot of guys pine over. i wanna get fucked by a taller maybe older woman who spends the whole time giggling and telling me how cute i am but in a mildly condescending way the whole time. i want her cooing over me but in the same way you talk about a dog. is there an audience for this

[f4g4um]

scene where the dom is so lighthearted about raping you like. like they don’t even care. making jokes while ur crying and pinned down and being forced to take it. hearing them go “wow, you reallllyyy don’t like this, huh?” and laugh at you. you think at first they aren’t taking it seriously but then you realize like. what is there to be taken seriously. ur so pathetic can it even be called rape if ur just sitting there. ohhh being goaded by your own rapist

[artistotel]

COMMISSIONS OPEN

hiii so my sewing machine died and i want to get a new one. i'm opening commissions for a short period of time. idk when i will open them again!

sketch - 10€ (halfbody) - 15€ (fullbody)

illustration - 25€ (minimal bg) - 45€ (scene)

simple 3d model - 120€

i'm sorry for such a high price on these, but they take a bit of time... ;; this is just an extra offer if anyone would like one.

i also have some stuff on my etsy if u prefer smth physical!

or if you just want to buy me a ko-fi... <3

[p-totel]

hi everyone my sewing machine died. if u wanna see me draw thramsay again why not comm me? <3 ;P

[lisamarieblair]

Funeral Parade of Roses, Dir. Matsumoto Toshio, 1969

[artistotel]

hiii i made a sketchbook video u should check it out :)

[p-totel]

helllooooooo just wondering, can i send you a dm regarding the thramsay server or is it not active anymore/accepting new members? just got back into them and i'm 😭😭😭😭so obsessed but all good if not! <3 love your art of them heh

i havent visited the server in ages and i have it muted haha but

@cola-fiend ?

[normaljenny]

Even if your choice of victim stops it from being Non-Con Feminisation, you can still engage in Non-Con and Feminisation. Like sure, that "boy" you kidnapped and wanted to break turned out to be a closeted girl who's actually very happy with the estrogen injections. Doesn't change the fact she's trapped in your basement and you can do whatever you want to her. Let's see how euphoric she is over her soft skin and budding breasts when you're digging your nails into them just to feel her squirm

[luetta]

one cool way to keep it as non-con feminisation when your victim turns out to be a trans girl is to turn her into the wrong type of girl. put her in a frilly princess dress when she wants to be a goth baddie and laugh at how she pouts and stomps her feet. or if she wants to be a sweet demure angel, dye her hair solid black and force her to choose between unbroken fingers and emo nail polish. make the girl who should be frolic in a field in just a sundress wear runny mascara and heaps of accessories and belts. then, you can have them sob and hate you and writhe against the feminisation, while still being morally correct and giving trans girls their estrogen !!

[koipepo]

Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmimilitary bbbbbboooooooooottts..... 🥾🥾🥾💥💥💦💦🛐🛐🙏🙏

⚠️ cw: violent, torture, hint of noncon ⚠️

Ramsay nudging Theon's scarred and broken hand. So gently and threatening in equal measure, pushing down the sole of his boot on his palm. Casual reminder of the times he crushed his hand just for laughs. The stark contrast of the gleaming dark leather with Theon's pale, scrawny and messy figure. He grinds down, to see Theon grimacing.

Putting his foot on Theon's increasingly thinning thighs, relishing in the quiet- learned submissiveness of Theon as he twitches to polish his boots. Nudges at his violated crotch every so often to see the near tears expression his pet makes. He's so scared of Ramsay, so scared of the dark leather of his boots, the heavy weight of them, but a good pet does what's expected (and taught) of him.

Sometimes he bashes Theon's head with it. Kicks his chest and stomach until he's half dead. No reason. Then tells him to worship it, slowly and as best as he can no matter how bloody he gets after the beating. Ramsay just likes doing things with his boots. He likes lifting Reek's sorry excuse of a shirt with only his foot to see the blooming bruises, nudging his chin up to see the blood and broken parts.

Clean the mess, sweetheart. Lick it squeaky clean and maybe i'll let you use my boot in return

[koipepo]

Referencing a romantic photo from pinterest 😇

Ramsay and his beaten wife-y pet. He likes to caress his handiwork, and watch as Reek squirm from fright...

[p-totel]

i should horny post on this blog more often...

[p-totel]

Can I tell you how I love your Ramsay? He's vaguely like those fat ugly hentai guys that rape young, petite girls, but this time Theon is this young, petite girl being violently raped 😳😳😳 It is NOT an insult, I've never been so turned on in my life ❤️❤️❤️ Your vision will now live in my mind forever, thank you

FDJGDHJ SORRY I FORGOT TO REPLY BUT YESS YES YES~ i need to draw more thramsay, i miss them